would u believe it if i said dat we r e ones who can mk e change in e world todae
would u believe it if i said dat all of a dreams in ur hrt can cum true todae
would u believe it if i said dat life cld be all dat u wan it 2 be todae

n if i had wings i wld fly cuz all dat i need u r
n if e world caved in around mi
2 u i still hlod on
cuz u're all dat i believen e one dat created mi
jesus becuz of u i'm free

wld u believe it if i say God can mk miracles happen 2dae
wld u believe it if i sae u dun need 2 wait 4 e ans b4 u step out in faith
wld u believe it if i said dat nth is ever impossible 4 God

juz live ur life with God inside
u wun regret one moment of it
n give all dat u can 4 God for God
_________________________________________________________________ sianz...
lost my singtel sim card...
just to discover it just...
oh man...
it's not about the card but the 250 contact no inside...
some of which are teacher's no that is almost impossible to get again...
then some 29 msg that is kept inside...
shucks man...

damn tired...
almost fell aslp in lian's lecture...
luckily for me...he didnt notice...
haha...chuwen asked if i was working yesterday...
and yes i was...
then they were discussing about if we know that it's the
hungry ghost month...i didnt realise till then...
not that it bothers me anyway...
haha...anyway was watching this horror movie on channel 8
at night while having my dinner after work at about 12am...
got quite freaked out...but the ending was rather touching...
was crying at the end of it...
yap...i hate to admit it...
but i love sad movies...
and having a good cry everything i watch one...
haha...
anyway...everyone is telling me to quit the job and look for tuition or sth...
coz for one...
it definitely pays better for lesser thing done...
oh well...i shall see how...
work can be rather interesting...
there's this new guy that used to work at the previous workplace...
nash and i spent a long time looking at him yesterday coz he looks so familiar...
then there's the get to know more people part...
haha...the new butch is a rather nice person i wld say...
fun and stuff like that...heez...
we were playing ard during work...haha...
then sometimes...you even get to check out the really cute guys who come to eat...haha...*drool*
oh well...but i would say that it's really(*infinity) that its really tiring...
and it does affects schoolwork...
coz i havent done any yesterday...
oh man...
i think i'm defeating the purpose of studying man...
i guess at the end of the day that piece of peper you get is still the most impt in spore...sigh...

die die die...
havent get ard to making huiping's birthday present...
and i'm meeting her tml...
shucks!
i'm in deep trouble...
jow can you account for not giving your friend of 7 years a present??
help...cant really do much today either...
coz there's trg...
sigh...screwed up man...
if there's anyone who cares...
please let me noe...
sigh...
in the library AGAIN...
doing some pw stuff...
stupid that you have to do so much for only 10%
of the a level results...
*bleah*

anyway...cldnt really continue coz everything else
is with the st...
so we're pretty much stuck...
sigh...

training was ok...
but it seem like i keep doing all the wrong stuff...
crap...
arrgh...dunno la...it's not a good day yesterday...

must start utilising the free periods...
the promos will be here before we know it man...
sigh...
this year seemed to have passed in a flash...
everything seem to be coming to an end soon...
but i dun feel that much was done...
i guess the only thing now is to study study and study...
*bleah*


before the world begin
you were on HIs mind
and every tear you cry is precious in His eyes
because of His great love
He gave His only Son
everything was done so you wld come

come to the Father
though your gift is small
broken hearts
broken lives
He will take them all
the Power of the Word
the Power of His love
everything was done
so you would come

nothing you can do
can make Him love you more
and nothing you have done
will make Him close the door
because of His great love
He gave His only Son
everything was done
so you would come...

that's a really nice song that would never fail to make me cry...
at the right place and time that is...
cant remember all the exact lyrics...
but it's around there...
tells of God's great love that while we were yet sinners
Christ died for us...
and that nothing that we've done will ever make God love us any lesser...
it's a really nice song...
sorry that i'm not doing justice to the song writer...
but i really dunno...
heex...
depressed and demeaned
sad and sorrowful
everything seemed to go wrong
what have i done?
what else can i do?

every little thing that was done seemed wrong
what gave people the right to correct?

a little encouraging word can do more help
than the painful remarks that was said
a smile would have done wonders
that the frown of disapproval hasnt

disappointments are common
more often than not
they are there to remind
that perfect people we are not

a little smile
a love-filled hug
a silent prayer
can do wonders to a broken heart

there's no one there
people come and go
so much for promises
that no longer seem to hold

time to love
time to learn
time to let go
of things, of people, of love

holdin on to those precious memories
a snapshot frozen in time
nothing can be done
to erase them away

all that is left are these memories
treasured and protected
safe kept in the depths of the heart

letting go
knowing that one day
if it's real
they will all be back again

thanking God for being there
when everything and everyone seemed to have failed
looking unto the author and finisher of our faith
always safe and protected under God's wings of love

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hmmm...has been a long weekend...
great service on sat...heex...
i mean really lo...
i felt so much better...
like everything's lifted up ;)

cut my hair...which received mixed response...
hahax...i dun think it's short enough but shall leave it as that for the moment...
feeling damn tired...lack of sleep...sianz...
cant go home yet coz later got training still...
hmmm...weiting's hair's really nice today...
funky...always thought that she's rather shuai...
hahax...oh well...though there are better ones ard...

hmmm...i think that the new butch at work is a rather nice person...
haha...i guess that they are nice in their own ways la...
she's that quiet quiet sort...
i think that i like quiet people...
dont ask me why...
all the closer friends are relatively quieter...
mayb coz they'll have to listen to me...
actually...i'm a quiet person...
just that i'm usually not that quiet...
coz of the circumstances la...
hahax...but i actually dun like to talk that much...
so when i'm quiet...i thinking and stuff...
or that sth happened la...
they are all nice people though...
nick said that my hair's even shorter than his...
haha...wonder why guys like long hair...
hahax...

typing this right under the nose of the very "nice" librarian...
who scolded me just now for no reason...
*bleah*
why do they always employ pissed-off old women to be the librarian??

siang found out about the thing...
i told her...
feel that she has the right to know...
but i think she has been really nice about this whole thing...
not the kind of response like that of ping...
but i guess coz ping knew so much more...
oh well...

sianz...i guess that's all for now...
no mood...

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From the moment i opened my heart
You gave me Your love love from heaven above
King of Glory, Jesus You'll always be mine

Lord i love You, it's all i can say
You amaze me every moment, every day
my Creator, jesus my Lord, always

From the depths of my heart
to the heavens above
there i feel Your embrace
and the warmth of Your love
i'm not afraid
'cause Jesus i know You are here

You're my saviour, redeeming grace
generations will sing of Your praise
be exalted forever and ever more

Great is the Lord and most worthy of praise
Great is the Lord, glorified

--Great is the Lord
--Hillsongs, Australia
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hmmm...am feeling super tired now...
stay up till like one plus trying to finish my work...
which i didnt for obvious reasons...
i fell asleep at the study table...haha...
oh well...reached home only at like 11 plus after work...
though it's not busy and stuff but still feel tired...
all the effects of training after monday began to make me suffer...

the butch is still picking on me...
but she stopped after a while...told her that i was not in a good mood...
then she said sth like just trying to lighten up the atmosphere for me...
i guess she's just trying to make me smile...oh well...
she's a nice person actually...
cooked dinner for me even...
just that keep saying that i'm fat...
oh well...not that her comments bothers me...
hmmm...maybe it does to a certain extend...
working again later...
feeling damn tired...wondering how to do all these...
school, work, training and church...
think that i'm going to collapse soon...sigh...

very very sad yesterday...didnt know who to talk to
so i told one of the people at work the scenario...
not that i was expecting any advice or anything...
just wanna get the stuff of my chest...
i guess it does help sometimes when you talk to people that you may not know that well...
you can tell them stuff and they wldnt know the other party...
the objective is to tell someone...
but of coz i wld have preferred to tell like my best friend or sth...
oh well...my fren told me not to think so much about it...
look at what i'm doing now...
writing about it and get sadder by the moments...
maybe...i'm just have that detestable look la...
then everyone just hates me...
(to winnie: it's not about what we were saying in the cafe the other day!)
arrgh...dunno la...
(eeee...my 'favourite' GP teacher just walked in...*bleah*)

retook my nanfa today...
felt dumb doing that coz i already got my gold...
i think people think that i bo liaoz too...
but there are certain improvments like my three weakest items...
managed to improve the points from 24 to 28...
though some of the results are not as good...
hey...but i'm suffering from muscle ache man...
oh well...mrs teo said i was out of taf...
no longer overweight...haha...not that it's sth to be proud of...
think that i still need to lose weight...oh well...
muscle mass are heavier than fats...heez...

how to concentrate on your studies when you have alot of stuff on your mind??
sucks...

felt quite bad for skipping ao maths lectures and tutorials very often recently...
haha...oh well...shall start attending his classes...coz i think that i'm so going to die from now on
all the trigo stuff...sucks man...
was just thinking yesterday that maybe i should have just went to poly...
but maybe not coz pw sucks too...
sigh...

dunno la...lousy mood...
i hate the feeling of being lonely...
i think that's the way that most only child will feel...
oh well...
sometimes it feels like no one understand
coz there's no siblings to talk to...
maybe i sldnt put it this way...
coz there are always frens ard...
oh well...i guess if you are not one...
you wldnt know...
hmmm...need of love??
i guess mayb i do...
like what melanie said the first time she met me...
i look like an only child...
coz i look like someone who needs love...
oh well...
sigh...

here's sth that i've got from an email...
think that it's quite nice ;)

Around the corner I have a friend,
In this great city that has no end,
Yet the days go by and weeks rush on,
And before I know it, a year is gone.
And I never see my old friends face,
For life is a swift and terrible race,
He knows I like him just as well,
As in the days when I rang his bell.
And he rang mine if, we were younger then,
And now we are busy, tired men.
Tired of playing a foolish game,
Tired of trying to make a name.
"Tomorrow" I say "I will call on Jim"
"Just to show that I'm thinking of him."
But tomorrow comes and tomorrow goes,
And distance between us grows and grows.
Around the corner!- yet miles away,
"Here's a telegram sir" "Jim died today."
And that's what we get and deserve in the end.
Around the corner, a vanished friend.
Remember to! always say what you mean.
If you love someone, tell them.
Don't be afraid to express yourself. Reach out and tell
someone what they mean to you. Because when you
decide that it is the right time it might be too late.
Seize the day. Never have regrets. And most importantly, stay
close to your friends and family, for they have helped
make you the person that you are today.
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hmmm...really havent blogged for quite awhile...
now really am aching all over my body man...
yesteraday did tons of pushups...
den i think that my positions are not correct
den i suffering from back ache as welll...
sigh...

hmmm...wrote a letter to huiping yesterday...
i think that she'll freak out after she reads it
the conents are too personal to be revealed here la...
sigh...but it's nothing that fantastic actually...
oh man...i knida regret telling her all that...
*bleach* but i think that she has a right to know...
oh man...shitty shit....

oh well...shall write a little about sat...
hmmm...got flag day...it's for spca...its for a good cause...
but i dont exactly have a passion for animals...
though i do like doggies...hahah...
went to chinatown to do flag day with melvin and winnie...
at first mel so quite pissed off but he's ok after that coz he managed to get
quite abit of "business" haha...it went well...

then went to NJC for their funfair...
the track looks and seemed bigger than the SA one...
must be too long never see then it seemed relatively bigger...
haha...it's rather big scale and it's not that bad...
didnt but much though...i think its the meeting of people that's the main thing...
got to see alot of people...
like kelvin seet, russell, jing shuan..nic foo and philibert with fun hair...haha...
then all the 03A01 people...heex...havent seen some of them for a while ...
like hannee...and many sec 4 classmates there as well...
then dilane thought i was i AC...my God! but oh well it's not important...
got abandon by SOMEONE...who said that she'll be there in the afternoon still...
but obviously she's not...nvm...
i think that i'm quite immune to all the hurts and disappointments already...
sigh...oh well...
thank God that there are other people ard...hmmm...it's not the same but oh well...
got to but the aerius house bear...
initially got the small one...but realised to my horror that i have no other where to spend my money
so added more money and got a big balding one...haha...
anna is soooooo good looking...i think she's getting more shuai...
sldnt really be writing about stuff like a girl is shuai here...haha...

hmmm...then i guess there's work on subday(and later...sianz...)
the stupid butch keep picking on me...hahax...
but i think without her(or him...whatever) ard...then i will be rather quiet...
hahax...she keeps saying i'm fat when she's not much thinner...haha...
oh well...it was a slow day anyway...not busy at all...

still thinking if i should go get a haircut....
it's getting irritatingly long...
shall think about it...
hmmm...

oh well...gotta go...
having geog...
which we're going to have a geog test
only made known yesterday...

i think that i've learnt alot in this year...
at least i think that i've learnt to love...
and let go...
coz i believe that if you love someone...
you should let the person go and find her (or his) happiness...
i hope that she (or he) will be happy and if it's meant to be...
it's meant to be and everything else will fall into place...
but for now...i know that my place wld be to be there
and giving my blessings in whatever she (or he) has chosen to persue... i think the story below is quite nice...
happy reading =)
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An eye-opener

Discover the 90/10 Principle. It will change your life (at least the
way u react to situations). What is this principle?
10% of life is made up of what happens to you. 90% is decided by how you react.
What does this mean?

We really have no control over 10% of what happens to us. We cannot
stop the car from breaking down; the plane being late in arriving,which
throws our whole schedule off. A driver may cut us off in traffic.We have
no control over this 10%. The other 90% is different. You determine the
other 90%. How? By your reaction.
You cannot control a red light., but YOU can control how you react. Let's use an example.

You are eating breakfast with your family. Your daughter knocks over
a cup of coffee onto your business shirt.You have no control over what just
happened. What happens next will be determined by how you react.
You fume.
You harshly scold your daughter for knocking the cup over.
She breaks down in tears. After scolding her, you turn to your spouse and criticize her for placing the cup too close to the edge of the table. A short verbal battle
follows. You storm upstairs and change your shirt. Back downstairs, you
find your daughter has been too busy crying to finish breakfast and get
ready for school. She misses the bus. Your spouse must leave immediately
for work. You rush to the car and drive your daughter to school.
Because you are late, you drive 110 km/h in a 80 km/h speed limit. After a
15-minute delay because you got stopped by the police and had to pay a 300$ fine and get some demerit points, you arrive at school. Your daughter runs into the building without saying goodbye. You arrive at the office 20 minutes late, because of how you reacted in the morning. Why did you have a bad day?
A) Did the coffee cause it?
B) Did your daughter cause it?
C) Did the policeman cause it?
D) Did you cause it?

The answer is obviously D. You had no control over what happened with the
coffee. How you reacted in those 5 seconds is what caused your bad day.

Here is what could have and should have happened....

Coffee splashes over you. Your daughter is about to cry. You gently
say, "It's ok honey, you just need to be more careful next time". Grabbing
a towel you rush upstairs. After grabbing a new shirt and your briefcase,
you come back down in time to look through the window and see your child
getting on the bus. She turns and waves. You and your spouse kiss before
you go to work. You arrive 5 minutes early and cheerfully greet the staff.
Your boss comments on how good a day you are having.
Notice the difference? Two different scenarios.
Both started the same.
Both ended different. Why? Because of how you REACTED.
You really do not have any control over 10% of what happens.
The other 90% was determined by your
reaction. Here are some ways to apply the 90/10 principle.

If someone says something negative about you, don't be a sponge. Let
the attack roll off like water on glass. You don't have to let the negative
comment affect you. React properly and it will not ruin your day. A wrong
reaction could result in losing a friend, being fired, getting stressed out
etc.
How do you react if someone cuts you off in traffic? Do you lose your
temper? Pound on the steering wheel and hurt your own fingers? Do you
curse? Does your blood pressure rocket? Do you try and bump them? WHO CARES if
you arrive ten seconds later at work?
Why let the cars ruin your drive? Remember the 90/10 principle, and do not
worry about it.

You are told you lost your job. Why lose sleep and get irritated? It
will work out. Use your worrying energy and time into finding another job.
The plane is late; it is going to mangle your schedule for the day. Why
take out your frustration on the flight attendant? She has no control over
what is going on. Use your time to study, get to know the other passengers.
Why get stressed out? It will just make things worse. Now you know the
90-10 principle. Apply it and you will be amazed at the results.
You will lose nothing if you try it.

The 90-10 principle is incredible. It seems simple commonsense but
very few apply this principle! The result? Millions of people are suffering
from undeserved stress, court trials, problems and heartaches. They never
seem to be a success in life. Bad days follow bad days. Terrible things
seem to be constantly happening. There is constant stress, lack of joy, and
broken relationships. Worry consumes time. Anger breaks friendships and
life seems dreary and is not enjoyed to the fullest. Friends are lost. Life
is a bore and often seems cruel.
Does this describe you? If so, do not be discouraged.
You can be different! Understand and apply the
90/10 principle. It will change your life!

arrgh...i FAILED my geog!!!!
cannot believe it man...sorta expected myself to pass...
it was actually coz of that physical geog question...
the teacher's comment was that i failed to answer the question...
damn...it's bad...
at least the teammates were rather encouraging...i mean all the pplans to study together and stuff...
but the thing is i think that the things that we are going after are rather different...
i mean i am (or rather i was) trying to go for my 's' papers lo...
but the thing is it seem rather impossible now if you ask me...

sigh...it just seem like alot of things all going wrong all at the same time...
i wish for all these problems to go away but i know that they wldnt...
i'll have to learn to due with all of them...arrgh...sucks man...

Gp was a B4 on the dot...but i think that it's not good considering the difficulty of the paper and the standards of SA GP...not that i'm trying to compare with any other college but i think that we have to face up with the fact that at the end of the 2 years we ARE going to take the 'a' levels exams and compete with the rest of the a levels student...i mean the results doesnt mean anything even if you're the top student of SAJC...there are other poeple out there...sheez...
i think that i sound like my sec sch teacher whe they were teling us that we are not only competing amongst our school people...

think that i owe that GP teacher...mrs lee...or whatever her name is...for snapping at her during that GP lecture on mon...i guess that patience is not one of my strength...haha...but i think that if you want my respect...you've got to earn it...i know my limits...and i guess this week is just a shitty week that i'm not feeling that good with everything that is going on at home and in school and everything...sigh...*bleah*

hmmm...did 2.4km run during PE just now with the rest...13.51min man...think it's not good...oh well..some may think that it good but it's not...yingzi saw me run and she commented that i was too slow la...so i guess that there's still room for improvement...haha =) i think that need to train HARD and be at least of the team's standards of below 12 min...which i personally think is achievable...oh well...

got GSC class now...getting back last paper...see how it goes...this day didnt exactly started out well...hope that i can still get my 's' paper at the end of the year...

*bleah*




hmmm...havent blogged for a while...
been a busy weekend...
went back to anderson for their speech day...
it was rather ok...till that point of time where they give out the prizes for the top students for the o levels exams...
i guess it makes me sad to a certain extend...
have always dream that i'll be one of those people...
but well...sigh...
everything felt different...
like you no longer belong there anymore...
went back alone in a sense...no close friends with me...
and felt quite awkward...
xiuli commented that i was quiet...
can you believe that??
quiet and me dont seem to go together...
she commented that i was different...
didnt wanna say that the things that i've learnt in the past few months in SA are alot more than those that i've been through before...
but i guess all that i've been through us just a preparations for the future to come...at least i'll be able to due with similar situations in the future...oh well...

hmmm...the junoirs lost to assumption english last friday...
was not able to make it down to watch their game...
they playing RGS today...hope that they win...
oh well..its for the 3rd and 4th placing...
it's good enough that they are so far into the nationals...
win or not...i'm still proud of them...grinne =)

just got back the GP paper...thought i'll flunk but i didnt surprisingly...
34.5/50...oh well...dont think that it's good enough for a easy paper...
sth that winnie and i agreed that people like fengyi would probably get 40 over out of the 50 points...speaking of which...i've not talk or seen fengyi for a long time...oh well...

econs was a pass after moderations...haha...not exactly the kind of results that i was expecting of myself...that PED question could have been better...
sigh...but who am i to even complain when others didnt do well either??
guess i'll just treat it as a wake up call...

damn...paid for half of my bill but they still refuse to re-connect my phone line...
damn...guess i'll be rather phoneless for the rest of the month till i get my pay...
till then...i'll just miss getting msgs from really nice people...(if you're one of those..you would know that i'm talking about you!! :]) but the benefits is that you get alot of excuses for not doing alot of things...haha...
not that you get much out of it...but well...i'll take this time to save up to pay for the bill...cut down on food and lose some weight...after all...must remember that esther say that i'm fat...sigh...

oh yah...they have employed that butch at the work place...will get to find out what kind of person she is...haha...and they also employed some other guy...
which explains for my lack of work time this week...
man...i need the money...arrgh...oh yah...must thanks melvin for lending me his phone for msging...hehex...really thanks =)
haha...he almost freaked out when he accidentally read my inbox...
and discovered some inappropriate msgs that are really some playing ard with fengyi...and i dont remember them being in the inbox...haha...
and his reaction was damn funny...oh well...hahahah...

oh well...hmmm...shall go off now...
here's a nice oldie that i've been hearing at work...
--smoke gets in your eyes...

They ask me how i knew
My true love was true
I of course replied
"something here inside
Cannot be denied"
They said "someday you´ll find
All who love are blind"
When your heart´s on fire
You must realise
Smoke gets in your eyes
So i chaffed them and i gaily laughed
To think they could doubt my love
Yet today my love has flown away
I am without my love
Now laughing friends deride
Tears i cannot hide
So i smile and say
"when a lovely flame dies
Smoke gets in your eyes"

_____________________________________ arrgh...i'm typing the meeting notes for project work in the library now *bleach*
coz we need to submit the file for the stupid moderator to grade or sth
and that pigeon didnt have e decency to inform us of that and we thought that it's for him to grade...
sheeze...
anyway...its quite blatant that we are doing last min work now...haha...

had geog just now...
then the field trip is to UK!!!!
haha...i want to go...
if we can afford the money at the end of the year...
after all...i still have my trg tour which is compulsory...
but i wanna go..
ok...its a WANT not a need...
whatever...

arrgh...singtel cut off my phoneline coz i didnt pay the bill...
dont really wanna get money from my dad now
coz i know that things are tight now...
sigh...have to find some ways to pay for the bill man...
sigh...sucks...i want my line back... *sobz*

-sudden mood change-
anderson WON jurong yesterday!!!!!!!!!
i mean anyone who knows bball history will know that jurong is the 2nd inthe b div bball girls last year!!
i'm soooooo proud of my juniors...
cheryl played well and so did van aw...
and meowjiat too...haha...they played well la...
they wld have to win naval base today in order to get into the nationals top 4...
i hope that nothing goes wrong today...
after all they trashed naval base in the zonals...
i'm praying for them...
grinneth...

haha...was working yesterday...
then this butch came for interview...
yes another butch...
seemed to me that there is a enormity of crooked people in the f&b industry...
but i dont mean EVERYONE la...coz that wld make me one too...haha...
which i'm not...oh well...go figure...haha...
oh well...she has got the cute sort of look which everyone working yesterday agreed on and we think that she's not bad looking...haha...oh well...
now everyone will think that i'm not straight...
but think about it...some of them just cmi man...
the others can be damn funky...haha...oh well...

hmmm...am aching all over...and still have training later...
outdoor training somemore...so i think it's gonna be tough...
am feeling damn bored now coz i finished typing the project work thing and i still have more free period while they have lit...haha...
3 free periods in a row is bad...shall go down yo cafe and do my econs tys soon...
coz i'm quite postive that i'll be so dead from training that i wouldnt do my work later at night...haha...

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if we hold on together
i know our dreams will never die
dreams see us through to forever
where clouds roll by
for you and i

when we ae out there in the dark
we'll dream about the sun
in the dark we'll see the light
warm our hearts everyone

_________________________________________________________________ hmmm...am in school now...
tuesday is the day that i have multiple breaks...
its lesson break lesson break lesson that sort of day...
haaha...so if you join all the lessons together...my day is ACTUALLY very short...
had food poisoning yesterday...
bad...spent most of the day in the toilet and in bed...
den was feeling better so i went out...
den i feel so dead outside...bleah...
i arrived early...so was walking ard myself...
went to get some medicine from watson...
then i saw hsiang yang who waved so i politely waved back though it took alot of energy...he was with this NJC girl i've seen him with a couple of times...
then after walking a few steps...i saw michael with this 5th aerius hse rep...
then after that i saw zhiwei...the canoeist...he was alone though...
haha...then i saw this other NJC guy...and i also saw nick ho...
it was a run into NJCians day man...haha...whom most it took me alot of effort to attempt a wave back..haha...
ate only 2 mouthful of my food before passing the plate to kelvin who volunteered to finish up my food..haha..anyway...i ended up throwing up my food...which makes no sense eating...sigh
then the whole group of us went to watch twins effect...and just before i went into the threatre...i met hsiang yang AGAIN...haha...
the movie was ok...more of a funny show then a horror flick that we were anticipating...and edison is SOOOO cute...he's the reason that any girl should remain straight..hahah...
but felt really sick after the show...so i went straight home to bed...
took some med and got a scolding from my dad for falling sick...like i want to...
cant even recall what i ate that went wrong...after all peiyun ate the same food that i ate during work...so i came up with this stupid reason that the butch there was trying to poison me coz she(or he...wadever..) dont like me...which is kinda of a lame excuse...haha...
woke up this morning feeling relatively better...its that kind that you dont feel sick enough to stay at home to rest kind...den dad say come school and see how things goes...so here am i in school...
self-declared break for myself during 1st period chinese...coz i actually felt hungry for not eating in the past 36 hours or so...felt sick after that...
anyway i took panadol...so i'm feeling better now...
had project work after that..which was one of the most constructive one i wld say...and we didnt end up getting pissed off at pigeon..haha..
though it was rather lame coz winnie and i ended up sing that lame SARvivor song..haha...it really tickle me now...haha...
oh well...yap...i guess that's about it...
there's training later...which i dunno if i should go coz i really feel sick but i really feel a need to train coz my left hand left foot layup basically still sucks...
arrgh...shall see how later...if i die must be due to exhaustion!! =)
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c'mon c'mon best friend

we all need a best friend a best friend

i remember when we was young
playing pool after school keeping it cool
people say we were the troublesome two
i know the girls like me and you
i can never forget the times you've covered my back
you helped me out and cut me slack
there was nothin' you'd never do
it's all about me and you

you're my brother you're my sister
we'll stick together
no matter what no matter what

best friend never gonna let you down
best friend always gonna be around
you know whatever life puts you through
i'll be there for you
we all need a best friend to understand
a best friend to take your hand
you know whatever life puts you through
i'll be there for you

you remember the days when we would
kick back lay back
we'd be chillin' with the ladies
those times were the greatest
so don't worry about a thing my friend
cos you can count on me thick and thin
cos i'll be there right till the end till the end

you're my brother you're my sister
we'll stick together
no matter what no matter what

best friend never gonna let you down
best friend always gonna be around
you know whatever life puts you through
i'll be there for you
we all need a best friend to understand
a best friend to take your hand
you know whatever life puts you through
i'll be there for you

come on come on best friend
come on come on best friend
come on come on best friend
come on come on best friend

you're my brother you're my sister
we'll stick together
no matter what no matter what
you're my brother you're my sister
we'll stick together
no matter what no matter what

best friend never gonna let you down
best friend always gonna be around
you know whatever life puts you through
i'll be there for you
we all need a best friend to understand
a best friend to take your hand
you know whatever life puts you through
i'll be there for you

--Best Friend
--S club 7

*for my bestest friend...if you still consider me to be yours...
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feeling better after lunch...
shall continue my blog...
my first meal after 26 hours...
pro right?? hahah...

aching all over my body...
must be coz of trg on fri and playing bball with geok yest
but my left hand left foot layup still sucks...
arrgh...coach gave us one week to learn
why is it that in sec sch my coach didnt bother to get us to learn??
sigh...our trg tour this year...THAILAND...
*massive sigh from J1 bballers*
cant go china coz of SARS...
then cant go hawaii coz its too ex...sigh..
our hopes of austrlia was dashed...sigh...

common tests finally over...hhahah...
having a long weekend is GOOD...
haha...wrote a total of 19 pages of chinese on thurs...
impressive...i'm impressed myself...hahaha...
i think that the common tests are rather ok but you wldnt noe for sure
till you get back all the results...
sigh...not exactly anticipating that...

met kelvin and wenyi at ps kfc on fri...
it was damn funny coz i saw him when i was trying to find out
who was the poor guy being embarassed coz the cashier was shouting CHEESE FRIES so loud...
i turned to realised that it's kelvin...grinne..
anyway...i went over and the three of us talked and stones for quite awhile...
felt so bad for neglectling my friends...
but thank God they are really understanding primary school pals...
i love you guys...grinne...
opps...sorry for the digression...
anyway...we talked abt miss k...
still catching short skirts and stuff...haha...
then we got diverted to sharon phua and she being nicer to guys...
we wonder why...hahah...
cant really remember the rest of the conversation already...
but it keep going to and fro from SA to NJ...haha...
what's new man...we have yet to settle on a date for lunch...
russ said after common test...
but i think it wldnt be easy to arrange sth for 4 person...
esp when fegyi is SOOOOO busy...
i guess it'll only happen in dec...hahah...
anyway...it was nice meeting them ;)

i think that i'm really glad to have 2 very nice long friends...
i mean 7 years is a LONG time man...i mean it's not that short la...
i'm really thankful for them...
they have been there through thick and thin for me lo...
and i know that no matter what...
when the rest of the people will choose to leave me...
they will always be there...
thanks ping and siang...
i do treasure the rest of myy friends too...
i love everyone of you guys...
and my cell group friends as well...

SHOCK!!
i receive a phone call from winnie
to my SHOCK i learnt that dianne's dad passed away...
it's ultimate shock for me...
esp so coz she's always so nice and cheerful...
think that the class going down today
but i got cell meeting and then work...
so dont think i can go...feel so bad...maybe i go tml myself or sonething...
shall pray for her...
God i pray that You will give her strength to go thru this...
and i thank You that her dad is in heaven with You right now...
*sigh*

think that's all for now...
time to leave for cell...
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Blessed are those who dwell in Your house
they are ever praising You
Blessed are those who strength in is You
whose hearts are set on our God

and we'll go from strength to strength
till we see You face to face

Hear our prayer
oh Lord God Almighty
come bless our land
as we seek You
worship You

for You are Holy...
for You are Holy...
for You are Holy Lord...

--Blessed
--Hillsongs, syndey australia
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