arrgh...i swear that i'm pms-ing...just so damn pissed off about everything and anything...its so damn pissing me off...arrgh...!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!*SCREAM*

I don't know how to get out there to see you
I don't know where to dig in
I don't how to get in there...to feel you

It's been too long and I'm about to be in time for me
It's been too long and I'm in time

Baby there's something about you that
I can hold on to
I'm going to hold on to that
Baby there's something about you that
I can hold on to
I'm going to hold on to that

I never thought I would win
I never thought much about that
(It's been a long time coming)
I never stopped to begin
Thinking about the process
(It's been a long time coming)

It's been too long and I'm about to be in time for me
It's been too long and I'm in time

Baby there's something about you that
I can hold on to
I'm going to hold on to that
Baby there's something about you that
I can hold on to
I'm going to hold that

And I'm going to be there.... be there...... alright

I don't know where to begin
I don't know how to get out there to see you
Baby there's something about you that
I can hold on to
I'm going to hold on to that
Baby there's something about you that
I can hold on to
I'm going to hold on to that

It's been a long time coming
I'm going to hold on to that

five for fighting something about you

***

have you ever felt that you've lost sth and afraid to admit it?
have you ever have the feeling of losing this feeling but refuse to acknowledge it?
have you ever felt that everything is so awkwaerd but there's nothing you can do about it?
have you feel like trying to do sth about it but totally helpless?
i did...

but there is nothing i can do about it...
perhaps its jus reality setting in...
or that the past was just to amazing...
that the present cant match up to it??

***

kaiqi...
i think sometimes when you are in the presence of your friends...the silence speaks more than the words that seems uncessary..in the past i've always known that there are things that you do not tell us...tell me...but i've always been waiting for you to open up to us..that's sth that we cannot force you...you always seems to be so happy and try to be cheerful but i know that deep down there are hurts in your life...if you say that you are happy i choose to believe you cos i trust in you..but remember that we not only connect thru words but also thru the Spirit...i can only sense and feel so much...the rest are up to you to tell us...if not there's nothing that can take that pain or hurt away...i believe that God put you in the cell group for a certain reason if not why not other cell groups?? right? i believe that whatever you are going thru..the people here can help you...though we are now in n245 but we're here for you still...anytime you want...you can join us but just dont ever walk away from God...change is the only constant in life...love you and i know the rest do too...*hugz*

I cried for my brother 6 times

I was born in a secluded village of a mountain.
Days by days my parents plowed the yellow dry soil
with their backs facing the sky.

I have a younger brother, 3 years younger than me.

Once, to buy a handkerchief which all girls around me seemed to have, I stole 50 cents from my father's
drawer. Father known about it right away. He made my younger brother and me kneeled against
the wall, with a bamboo stick in his hand.

"Who stole the money?" he asked.

I was stunned, too afraid to talk. Father didn't hear any of us admit, so he said,

"Fine, if nobody wants to admit, you two should be beaten!"

He lifted up the bamboo stick. Suddenly, my younger brother gripped father's hand
and said," Dad, I was the one who did it!"

The long stick smacked on my brother's back repeatedly.
Father was so angry that he kept on whipped my brother until he lost his breath.

After that, he sat down on our stone bed and scolded my brother, "You have learnt to steal from your own
house now, what other embarrassing things you will do in the future?? You should be beaten to death!
You shameless thief!"

That night, mother and I hugged my brother. His body full of injuries, but he didn't shed a single tear.

In the middle of the night, all of sudden I cried out loudly.
My brother covered my mouth with his little hand and said, " Sis, now don't cry anymore. Everything has
happened."

I still hate myself for didn't have enough courage to admit what I had done.

Years gone by, but the incident still looked like it just happened yesterday.
I will never forget my brother's _expression when he protected me.
That year, my brother was 8 years old; I was 11 years old.

When my brother was in his last year of his lower secondary school, he was accepted in an upper
secondary school in the central. At the same time, I was accepted into a province's university.

That night, father squatted in the yard, smoking, packet by packet.
I could hear him said, "Both our children have good results? very good results?"

Mother wiped off her tears and sighed," What is the use? How can we possibly finance both of them?"

At that time, my brother walked out, he stood in front of father and said, "Dad, I don't want to
continue my study anymore, I have read enough books."
Father swung his hand and slapped brother on his face.

"Why do you have a spirit so damn weak? Even if it means I have to beg for money on the streets, I will
send you two to school until you both finish your study!"

And then, he started to knock on every house in the village to borrow money.

I stuck out my hand as soft as I can to my brother's swollen face, and said, "A boy has to continue his study; If not, he will not be able to leave this depths of poverty."

Me, on the other hand, had decided not to further my study to university.

Who knows on the next day, before dawn, my brother left the house with a few pieces of worn-out clothes
and a few dry beans. He sneaked to the side of my bed and left a note on my pillow;

"Sis, get into an university is not easy. I will go find a job and send money to you."

I held the note while sitting on my bed, and cried until I lost my voice.

That year, my brother was 17 years old; I was 20 years old. With the money father borrowed from the whole village, and money my brother earned from carrying cement on his back at construction site, finally, I managed to get to the third year of my study in the university.

One day, I was studying in my room, when my roommate came in and told me, "There's a villager wait for
you outside!"

Why is there a villager looking for me? I walked out, and saw my brother from afar, His whole body is dirty, covered by dust, cement and sands. I asked him, "Why don't you tell my roommate that you are my
brother?"

He replied with a smile," Look at my appearance. What will they think if they know that I am your
brother? Don't they laugh at you?"

I felt so touched, and tears filled my eyes. I swept away dusts from my brother's body. And said with a
lump in my throat, " I don't care of what people say! You are my brother no matter what your appearance is?"

From his pocket, he took out a butterfly hair clip. He wore it on me, and said, "I saw all the girls in
town are wearing it. So, I think you should also have one."

I could not hold back myself anymore. I pulled my brother into my arms and cried and cried.

That year, my brother was 20 years old; I was 23 years old.

The first time I brought my boyfriend home, the broken window had been repaired.
And it looked so clean inside the house.

After, my boyfriend went home, I danced like a small girl in front of my mother, "Mom, you don't have to
spend so many time cleaning the house!" But she said with a smile," It was your brother who went home
early to clean the house. Didn't you see the wound on his hand? He was injured while replacing the window."

I went into my brother's small bedroom. Looking at his thin face, I felt like there are hundreds of needle pricked in my heart.

I put some ointment on his wound and bandaged it, "Does it hurt? " I asked him.

"No, it doesn't hurt. You know, when I was working in the construction site, stones falling on my feet
all the time. Even that could not stop me from working hard?"

In the middle of the sentence, he stopped. I turned my back on him and tears rolling down my face.

That year, my brother was 23 years old; I was 26 years old.

After I got married, I lived in the city. Lots of time my husband invited my parents to come and live with us, but they didn't want.

They said, once they left the village,they didn't know what to do.

My brother also didn't agree, he said, "Sis, you just taking care of your parents-in-law. I will take care of mom and dad here."

My husband became the director of his factory. We wanted my brother to get the job as the manager in
the department of maintenance. But, my brother rejected the offer. He insisted on starting to work as
a reparation worker.

One day, my brother was on the top of a ladder repairing a cable, when he got electrocuted, and was sent to the hospital.

My husband and I visited him. Looked at the white gypsum on his leg, I grumbled,
"Why did you reject to be a manager? Manager will not do something dangerous like this. Look at you now, such a serious injury. Why you didn't want to listen to us?"

With a serious _expression on his face, he defended on his decision, "Think of brother-in-law?he just became the director, and I almost uneducated. If I became the manager, what kind of rumors will fly around?"

My husband's eyes filled up with tears, and then I said, "But you lack in education also because of me!"

"Why talking about the past?" My brother held my hand.

That year, he was 26 years old and I was 29 years old.

My brother was 30 years old when he married a farmer girl from the village.

In his wedding reception, the master of ceremonies asked him, "Who is the one you respect and love the
most?"

Without thinking, he answered," My sister." He continued by telling a story I could not even
remember.

"When I was in primary school, the school was in different village. Everyday, my sister and I walked for 2 hours to go school and go home. One day, I lost one of my pair of gloves. My sister gave me one of hers. She only wore one glove and walked for so far. When we got home, her hand was so trembled because of the weather that was so cold that she could not even hold her chopsticks. From that day on, I swore that as long as I live, I would take care of my sister and be good to her."

Applause filled up the room. All guests turned their attentions to me.

Words were so hard to come out from my mouth, "In my whole life, the one I would like to thank the most is my brother,"

And in this happy occasion, in front of the crowd, tears rolling down my face again.

***

this story is so nice that i was tearing in the middle of the gp lesson while reading this...the brother is so sweet la...oh well..

***

the past week went past in a flash...like it just went past without me remember much of it...there are too much disappointments that is hanging in the atmosphere and i guess that there are certain expectations that are not met and there is unbearable silence that hangs in the air...i dunno what to do so i guess all that i do is to shut up and try not to say anything wrong that i always do..oh well..

the library thought that i owe them $10.60 for a red-spot book that i never knew that was overdue for three days...oh well all misunderstanding cleared but i think mrs choo must have thought that i have very bad attitude cos i was literally shouting at the librarian...hahah...oh well...

hmmm...i feel really helpless and dunno wad to do or to say to the people around me esp her mo qi friend...dunno how or what to say law...but here goes :-

eh...i know that you've put in hard work..we all saw the efforts that you put in..dont give up now...its not the time to give in and throw in the towel at this point in time...in life there are disappoinments...we dunno why God allow them to happen but the very reason why it was permit mean that there is sth that He is trying to convey that we really need to learn from...moreover...no temptations has overtaken us except such which is common to man and in all things God will provide a way out for us and not let us go thru sth beyond what we can bear...i know that whatever i say wld not comfort you but i want you to know that i'll be praying for you and we're in this together...never think that you are alone...you still have alot of people ard you who cares and is saddened seeing you so sad and down...i sure am though i may not show it...cos i really dunno how to handle it and am afraid to make things worse.
remember that dont give up on God and walk away from Him and in all things put Him first...trust in Him...never lose the faith...keep praying and pressing in to more of Him and His presence even more rightnow in this time..its the time to lean on God and trust Him even more...take care my dear...love you *hugz*
hmmm...i'm feeling abit de depressed now...i hope that i havent unknowingly offended winnie...cos she like weird weird one for the past three days...and i thought that she might be angry with me...but i have no clue or wadsoever wad i've done...i hope that i havent done anything to make her angry...sigh...

anyway....i think that this has been rather dead for awhile...dont exactly feel like blogging..but like always...when i feel down i wld wanna blog...hmmm...

the feeling of just feeling depressed in a way for no reason sucks...i hope that i'll be better soon...everyone is like studying ard school and every where...feel like a damn slacker who has not started the revision for the 'a' levels...and i def see a need for that...given the horrible results...not THAT bad but it isnt going to get you anywhere near nus with that kind of grades...i know that many wld probably think that i'm making a fuss out of nothing cos i did do better than many in econs but 'a' levels is not about econs only...my cla sucks...big time...alright to look on the better side...i managed to pass that though i was quite sure that i wld have flunk...not to mention failing gp...THaT really cant get you anywhere near the fass i think...gosh...really feel like a damn slacker that need to start mugging all over again...i practically forgot everything already...sigh...

was taking 315 down the s'goon gardens area...sort of reminded of the primary school days...that was rather long ago...but those were the days that we are all so carefree and worry-less...and i do miss those times...i then recall the many other roads that has a significant part in my memories...esp the long road that stretch from outside njc down dunearn road...certainly brings beack memories...and time pass by so fast that the 2 years in jc are almost up...life is short treasure every moment and not waste it anymore...whatever that we can change as long as it makes our lives more fulfilling and includes the ways and works of the Lord...we should just persue it...time is not going to wait for us...dont ever look back and regret again liwei! dont waste another 5 years living in the presence of God and not do anything for Him...

live life and not just merely exist!

anyway...i think that God has been real good...got blessed with a new handfone...so a new no...with free incoming call all day...wahaha...and its the same fone as lao ba...hahah...and he was just showing me some functions i dint know...so interesting..and also blessed with money too...so i managed to get some new clothes and a long needed haircut man...so i was really happy yesterday...wad a twist of events...hope that i'll feel better soon...no mood for anything...

*logging off*

siang: hahah...though there are problems at home but i felt really peaceful this time round cos i'm very sure that God is there to solve all the problems and He will definitely come thru for me...you too okie? hang in there and god will bring you through the exams and He will give you the breakthru that you need in your family...stand strong on His promises and one day i'm sure you can attend church regularly and serve Him in ways you never imagine before...i love you lots...i wanted to msg you to get her no den it slipped my mind...we make up to her after prelims la i guess....opps...

this week service and cg is extremely good...i never felt this kind of fire and desire for God's presence and to do His work before...i decided to be like lian...*heheh...winnie* to give the next few years of my life focus on serving God and to rise up as a cgl for Him to do His work...felt like i've wasted the past few years of my life already and i dont want to waste anymore time..God is good and real and i wanna serve Him and do His works for the rest of my life and i'm not ashamed to declare that He is my God! we're in the work of transforming lives...life walking with God is so exciting!!

***
huiting: i really want you to know that i'm right here for you yah?? i hope that whatever hurts that you have...whatever past that is haunting you...you can give it to God...He's real...it might not be easy but you can do it with the power of God...dont hold back...just let God take it all away for you yah?? and we're not going to let you go thru that alone...we're all here with you..going thru all that with you...just as much as it hurts you...it hurts me alot to see you so miserable also...you may think that i may not understand...or the rest may not understand for that matter...i admit that we might not go thru the same things as you but there are things that we go thru in life that is diffcult for us also...the change will only come when you make a decision for all that to end...and you need to do that...admit and say out what it is...tell us about it...though we may not understand fully but its better to get it off your chest then to carry it alone in your heart...
"a joy shared is a joy doubled...a sorrow shared is a sorrow halved..."
share it with me..or someone in the cg...we're all here for you *hugz* if you dont tell us...we'll always be kept under the mystery...remember that i told you that i see you doing great things for God?? you are going to do that...dont ever doubt that...God has a great plan for your life...step out and embrace that...walking with God is exciting...He has already given you all victory...take care my dear...till i talk to you again...*hugz*

***

i'm gonna miss my mo qi friend...she got chicken pox...my prayers came too late...anyway...i hope that she gets well soon...missing you gal...

hey peeps...let's go celebrate on thurs kayes?? the end of the prelims...yes its all over on thurs...for us la...sorry those non-sajcians...and also celebrate melvin's birthday...i love birthday...so exciting...

right...gotta go mug liao...still have alot to go...
Trust In God

The only survivor of a shipwreck was washed up on a small, uninhabited island. He prayed feverishly for God to rescue him, and every day he scanned the horizon for help, but none seemed forthcoming. Exhausted, he eventually managed to build a little hut out of driftwood to protect him from the elements, and to store his few possessions. But then one day, after scavenging for food, he arrived home to find his little hut in flames, the smoke rolling up to the sky. The worst had happened; everything was lost. He was stunned with grief and anger. "God how could you do this to me!" he cried.

Early the next day, however, he was awakened by the sound of a ship that was approaching the island. It had come to rescue him. "How did you know I was here?" asked the weary man of his rescuers. "We saw your smoke signal," they replied.

It is easy to get discouraged when things are going bad. But we shouldn't lose heart, because God is at work in our lives, even in the midst of pain and suffering. Remember, next time your little hut is burning to the ground it just may be a smoke signal that summons the grace of God. For all the negative things we have to say to ourselves, God has a positive answer for it :

You say: "It's impossible"
God says: All things are possible
(Luke 18:27)

You say: "I'm too tired"
God says: I will give you rest
(Matthew 11:28-30)

You say: "Nobody really loves me"
God says: I love you
(John 3:16 & John 3:34)

You say: "I can't go on"
God says: My grace is sufficient
(II Corinthians 12:9 & Psalm 91:15)

You say: "I can't figure things out"
God says: I will direct your steps
(Proverbs 3:5-6)

You say: "I can't do it"
God says: You can do all things
(Philippians 4:13)

You say: "I'm not able"
God says: I am able
(II Corinthians 9:8)

You say: "It's not worth it"
God says: It will be worth it
(Roman 8:28)

You say: "I can't forgive myself"
God says: I Forgive you
(I John 1:9 & Romans 8:1)

You say: "I can't manage"
God says: I will supply all your needs
(Philippians 4:19)

You say: "I'm afraid"
God says: I have not given you a spirit of fear
(II Timothy 1:7)

You say: "I'm always worried and frustrated"
God says: Cast all your cares on ME
(I Peter 5:7)

You say: "I don't have enough faith"
God says: I've given everyone a measure of faith
(Romans 12:3)

You say: "I'm not smart enough"
God says: I give you wisdom
(I Corinthians:30)

You say: "I feel all alone"
God says: I will never leave you or forsake you
(Hebrews 13:5)

***

i opened my mail today feeling really discouraged...i know that somehow God will provide but seeing the emotions that my dad goes thru really aches my heart...i'll always have the peace that God is with me but he doesnt..i keep telling him that things will work out just fine but he doesnt have the faith to believe in that...his world is falling into pieces but there's nothing much that i can do except to pray...but there isnt any sign of God's work yet...but i choose to believe that the miracle that i needed had already began somewhere upstream..i wldnt say that i'm that strong...the only thing that i'm holding on right now is that faith that i trust that God will come thru for me..

i know that everyone have their own problems...wad's mine when compared to someone's else who could be thousand times worse..i'm in no position to say that i'm not blessed becos i have a lot of things that other people might not have...a healthy body..i'm not nadicapped, my intellect is ok...i have people ard me who loves me (i hope!) and i'm already so fortunate compared to some others...we always think that whatever we go thru is the biggest thing and other people's problem isnt as big...mayb its time we learn not to be so selfish...like my so called family who are only concerned about their own lives who treasure money more than anything else..what's in a family?? i thought that family is supposed to be there for one another...cant say i'm not disappointed in their behaviour..they can bear seeing their own brother "dying" and not be bothered but carry on living their lives...they believe that everyone is out to cheat them of their money...wad's the point of holding on to the money and lose everything else in life??

i asked God before why do i have to go thru so much that other people my age dont have to...i finally see the big picture..i wldnt have learnt to appreciate all the things that i had if i hadnt lost them before...i've walked away from God before...and i will not allow that to happen again..how bad can the situation is when God is in charge...maybe its not the right time or the right thing to do...God is in control...His timing is always right...He may not be early but He is never late...
the things that we go thru in life...these things God will never allow it to go to waste...each painful experience is to enable us to learn and grow from it...to help us in situations in our lifetime to come...or to help others go thru what we've been thru and to bring them to Christ...

there is no love greater than this than to lay down one's life for his friends...
jesus laid down His life for me...what greater love than this can i find?? if He can die on the cross for me...what else wldnt He give me??

eunice...thanks for sending this...it really helped...

we never know how much a little action meant to someone in our daily lives...
let Christ shine in us today on...

*wei blog feeling down but trusting that God will bring her through*
in the quiet time of evening
when the stars assume their patterns
and the day has made his journey
and we wondered just what happened
to the life we knew before the world changed
when not a thing i held was true
but you were kind to me and you reminded me
that the world is not my playground
there are other things that matter
and when a simple needs protecting (*see below)
my illusions all would shatter
but you stayed in my corner
the only world I know was upside down
and now the world and me,
i know you carry me

u see the patterns in the big sky
those constellations look like you & i
jus like the patterns in the big sky
we could be lost we could refuse to try
but we made it through in the dark night
would those lucky guys turn out to be
but that unusual blend of my funny friend and me

i'm not as clever as i thought i was
i'm not the boy i used to be because
u showed me something different,
you showed me something pure
i always seemed so certain
but i was really never sure
but you stayed and you called my name
when others would have walked out on a lousy game
and u could've made it through
but your funny friend and me

u see the patterns in the big sky
those constellations look like you and i
that tiny planet in a bigger guy
i dont know whether i sld laugh or cry
jus like the patterns in the big sky
we'll be together till the end is nigh
dont know the answer or the reason why
we'll stick together till the day we die
if i had to do this all a second time
i won't complain or make a fuss
when the angels sing that that unlikely blend
are those two funny friends
that's us

:: sting my funny friend and me ::

***

that's for my mo qi friend- winnie...heheh...told you i'll dedicate that to you *grinne* are you feeling shy?? heheh *blush* wahaha...

and also for my best friend...you know who you are...take care...you never fail to bring a smile to my face in all the things that you do...keeping you in prayers..you can do it...press on! love you

***

alright...see..i'm supposed to be in school studying...but like winnie says..i looked too stoned to study *bleah* since there is a need to check my mail and lester wants me to check out his blog...here i am...

lester: aiyah...stop testing and start blogging...and i think mine's nicer...no offense...hahah...you can do better than that la..come on..anyway...i'm sorry about yesterday yah?? we ask you go out then you keep kana scolding from us..guilty as charge...anyway...enjoy urself today...take care and continue to do great things for God...

hahah...anyway...that was cos we went out for movie it was really nice...and our dear peiyun ended up crying..as usual...but it was a really nice show and the way that God can work is amazing...like we're all His little princesses(oh well..prince too for that matter!) that's He will always love and care for us...like everything will work out jus fine...like the happily ever after that you get in the story...but the bottomline is that things will work out for good...for those who love the Lord...

sunday pastor's was really good...its about our prayer life and i was really convicted...and pastor kong is super funny i tell you...and really sweet for that matter..." there's only one angal that i've met so far...and i married her and she's sun..." so sweet right?? next time my hubby gotta be like that too...that adds to the thousand and one item that i already have...err...actually its only a few...hahah...but that doesnt matter for now...cos its still a long time to go...must focus on studies and serving God first...yay!
oh yah...joy also got baptised on sun!!! congras wor...heheh...love you...must love God even more now...heheh...

ok...enough of slacking...i've been slacking since thurs after the two horrible papers that i'm quite screwed...gotta bang on CLA1 and human geog le...and i need to get my butt off to start studying again...that's why in school now and never join the cell for the outing today...forgive me...do fill me in okie?? love you guys...

zaoing already...gotta go mug before winnie comes and drag me from here and i not so stoned already...

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Saturday, September 04, 2004 // 0 comments

and she takes another step
slowly she opens the door
check that he is sleeping
pick up all the broken glass and furniture on the floor
been up half the night screaming now it's time to get away
pack up the kids in the car
another bruise to try and hide
another alibi to write

another ditch in the road
you keep moving
another stop sign
you keep moving on
and the years go by so fast
wonder how i ever made it through

and there are children to think of
baby's asleep in the backseat
wonder how they'll ever make it through this living nightmare
but the mind is an amazing thing
full of candy dreams and new toys and another cheap hotel
two beds and a coffee machine
but there are groceries to buy
and she knows she'll have to go home

another ditch in the road
you keep moving
another stop sign
you keep moving on
and the years go by so fast
wonder how i ever made it through
another bruise to try and hide
another alibi to write
another lonely highway in the black of the night
but there's hope in the darkness
you know you're going to make it

another ditch in the road
you keep moving
another stop sign
you keep moving on
and the years go by so fast
silent fortress built to last

wonder how i ever made it

savage garden two beds and a coffee machine

***

i always like this song alot...alright freak...i like savage garden which of cos darren hayes...heheh..rather sad that they spilt up...hmmm...anyway i was thinking that how true a situation that the song depicts...like its a really true situation...i wldnt say that i went thru the exact same thing...but something to that effect and it was really hard...i did wonder how i wld ever made it thru all that...i'm glad that i had someone to lean on...and He's greater than all my problems...and that's God...i dunno where i wld have been now otherwise...wld have broken down i'm quite sure of that...its not true that there's is no God...many wld say then why all the sufferings?? like the email i read..just becos there are people with unkempt hair doesnt mean that there are not baber ard just that they dont go to him...same for God...its not true that God do not exist...there are sufferings becos people dont go to God...hmmm...the Bible says that there is nothing that God will allow us to go thru that we cannot bear...and what He expects He enables..i'm so thankful that i'm part of His family...

right...was just watching the repeat telecast for the simgapore idol...alright i still think that some of them cmi...not that i'm good or anything...but i just think that there are better people who dint take part...but i guess it take alot of courage to be able to stand up in front of THOSE judges of all people...and the embarassment you have to face if you are the one who screwed up...but i guess there's sth in thosse people that is admirable..the spirit of not living a life with regrets...and just the thing about taking part is not everybody's cup of tea i guess...
*anyway...i thought joshua andy is cute!! alright...the rest of the people will say david...i dont deny...and winnie wld say chris!! wahahah...not to forget olinda...heheh*

only 3 more papers to go before prelims end...for most people by the time they just started their prelims i wld have finished already...hahah...not to try to rub it in...but ya i went thru the same hell...which i am quite positive that i've screwed up chinese and physical geog...but thank god that there is still the second part for both paper...need to mug again after the nice 3 days break that i gave myself...heheh...

jc2s...hang in there okie?? i'm praying for you guys...those i know la...

best friend...i'm sure you will do well...keeping you in my prayers always...know that you will do well in your studies (yapz...even maths...) you always end up doing well one la...just whether if its up to your expectations...and well...rmb that i'm always right...wahahah...love you...God bless..*hugz*

peggie...wanna tell me about it?? email me la...dont think i have the chance to talk to you face to face...my email you have?? liwei13@yahoo.com NO HAVE .sg okie?? anyway going to have your prelims and 'N' levels right?? jiayou okie?? praying for you always...love you...

joy...getting water baptised...soo happy for you...congras!!!!!!!!!!

mo qi friends...i miss you guys...love you...

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