its monday @ 1.20pm...it implies that i'm left with one more paper to go for the a levels...heheh...and this whole torture will end on wednesday...and that will begin my 7 months of holidays...of which i have yet to find a job to last me through and to provide for my finances...God shall supply all my needs! :)

been sick for the past week since that fateful day of the econs essay paper...and falling sick at this point in time is definitely not the thing that you wanna have happen to you because you totally cannot study...not when your head feels so heavy all the time...but thank God that so far...though i'm sick and i'm quite sure some of the papers are rather screwed but i at least was about to go and take the papers...it cld have been worse...the rest would be all left to God already...i think that i already did the best that i know how under this kind of condition and situation...

"faith is the substance of the things hope for, evidence of the things not seen"

the funny thing is...every other person is also sick...i think its the weather...or maybe not...it cld be other things...like some funny insect decided to sting people but as long as the exams are over i dont it matters that much...but then of cos...we souldnt fall sick...there are so many things and events that are all coming up...first of all is the churchwide bible study then the weekend service with rev robb thompson...then there's prom...which i so havent got my clothes yet( and my dad so totally refuse to pay for my hair colour...so i dont think that i'll be getting it for now :p) and there's the cg chalet and the weekend service with dr john avanzini!!! then there's christmas and count down for the new year!!!!!!!!!!! *screams* i think that dis year passed at an awefully fast speed...soon everything will be all over already...ohhhhh..............

oli is out and all of us are so sad...i dont doubt the syl is ok...but i think that oli deserve to get into the finals...but like i said this is more of a popularity contest than it is a talent contest...if not just go take part in singing competition can already la...oh well...

hmmm...gotten a load off my shoulders...chinese papers are over already and that's like half the a levels is over...sorry people i dont mean to rub it in...but yah...it was really quite bad to go thru 4 papers in the first two days of the a levels...gp was ok i thought but the more i think of it the more mistakes that i remember making...so better dont think about it anymore...chinese paper one sucks...like really lah...i thought that it was bad...but pp 2 was ok...so just pray for the best la...God will do the rest...
anyway...now need to focus on the coming papers and not those that i can no longer do anything to change...its probably halfway to cambridge already anyway...so was the point...but the rest of the papers i havent started studying yet..sigh...hahah...oh well...

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i sing a love song to you Lord
every day every night
tell of your goodness and mercy

tell the world how You rescue me
pick me up from sin and shame
Your breath gives me new life

where can i go from Your presence?
under Your wings i take refudge
Your spirit lives within my heart
i know we'll never be apart

everyday i draw closer to You Lord
i long to see Your face
and hide in Your embrace

all my life dwelling in Your holy place
my life oh Lord You've changed
i'll never be the same

refudge__ city harvest church 2004

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hahah...my fave song at the moment...i love GoD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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