hello...hmmm...i think i'm rather sick of blogging already..you know you lost the thrill of it and everything already?? hahah...
anyway...had a really good time of worshipping at daniel's house yest and i believe that those who are there would agree with me...the presence of God is like pouring down like rain on us like that...and that feeling is simply cannot be described using mere words..like what daniel say...we'll look back and always remember this day-15 dec 2004 where we have a fresh encounter with God and that is when and where we receive fresh vision and anointing to carry on with our walk with God...with such presence of God in our lives...we'll be able to tide through every circumstances and all problems that we might face and the persecutions that might arise..but what is better den spending time in God's presence??

"One day in Your courts is better than a thousand elsewhere!"

maybe some people may not understand and think that i'm just saying some religious crap that is unreal but we're not talking about a religion here but a relationship...it is only when in a relationship that you will feel such love and presence that cannot be found elsewhere...

interval: anyone who's interested in finding out more and experience more of this presence...feel welcome and free to join us for our christmas servies on the 24 and 25 dec at the singapore indoor stadium...contact me...heheh

dont deny that there are sometimes where i do feel tired and exhausted and i think that's why we need to spend time everyday in the presence of God cos in His presence it's where you find strength and peace...many a times...we get caught up in serving...that we forgot utimately who we are serving...its God we're serving and not the ministry or the people around us...and i do think that i do let that get to me sometimes and it is not good or right...the primary ministry for us is to worship God..God took me back to the time when i was young and i began to see through diff eyes that even though i was young and i do not know God but He had always been there for me and guide me through every season of my life...through the difficult times where i face family problems and when i was ridiculed and rejected by the people around me...struggling to find acceptance...i realised that God never once rejected me and that He had been there...a verse was brought to rememberance..."For God so loved the world, that while we're still yet sinners, Christ died for us!" all these times and the goodness of God...makes it all worth it...that even if heaven is not promised for me...its already enough for me...

this refreshing is enough to get me up and going again...i was really encouraged by the Word of God that was spoken through daniel...and it always never fails to amaze me how a great God our God is cos He knows everything and when we're led by the Spirit we become sensitive to the things that He tells us...we're able to encourage others and speak right into their lives and wldnt it be great to be able to help change lives and transform them...its sth that i hope that i can do man..

"Those who wait on the Lord shall renew their strength, they shall mount up with wings like eagles, they shall run and not be weary, they shall walk and not faint." -Isaiah 40:30-31

this is a verse that has accompanied me through so much and i remember that it is one of my fave(and yours too best friend?? hahah) and how true the Word of God is in our lives...

been spending quite alot of time with my cell members recently and i thank God for that and i do hope that i'll be able to get to know them even more...like i think in the past...even though the cg may be ok but it felt more like we're sat and sun friends but now i really feel that the cell is closer together and more bonded...and i think that's what it should all be about...cos we're a family right??

and i'm glad that we were able to meet up with kaiqi...we missed you yah?? at least i do...heheh...anyway...like what i have writtened...i really hope that you'll grow even more in the Lord...step out of your comfort zone and when you are willing to step into the unknown..God will begin to take you to places that you've never been before...know that your health has not been good...instead of resigning to your fate and let it limit you so that you cant attend cell and svc...why dont you pray and believe for God's supernatural healing that can change your life forever...time and tide wait for no man...dont waste your youth away when you can better use it to serve God and know Him more...love you...

jin...really very long never talk to you le..how's everything?? hmmm...let's catch up soon ok??

got to send the J1s off to thailand for their training tour this morning...and the feeling is so totally different and i recall the time last year that we went for ours...the people were different and the feelings were different...i think somehow though we may not be as skilled and pro as this year's batch...there is sth diff and unique about our batch- the saint bballers 2003-2004 that really draws us together and i guess there's this innocence that is in each one of us...i think none of us would trade for a place in any other batches and that's the beauty of the power of training tour...cos it really bond the team together and when you are united...you can soar to great heights together that you never imagine that you can reach...wow!

its a rather long entry le...and i dint realised that...though i have still somethings to say...but i guess that there are things that remain within you...that others do not and wldnt get a chance to know unless they press into your lives...there's always a mystery that only God knows...hahah

that's me dan and lester...like you guys cant see for yourselves...but its graduation day!! 
vonne, me and lao pa :) 
me and my 2 daughters...hahah...bible study in church 
me and best friend...graduation on sunday! 5dec 04 
the bball photo...by the time huijie is finally done...some people left already...sigh...hahah 
that's the bball girls...opps...stacy is missing in action... 
that's our class...03a21...yoz...though not everyone is there... 
me and my date for the night...hahah  hello...i havent been online for a long time and people has been asking me to blog...hahah...oh well...i guess that needless to say that the a levels are all over for like 2 weeks already and many of my friends dhave already started working but yours truly me am still jobless...hahah...oh well...i admit that i do have rather high expectations of jobs like pay wise...think about it...can you imagine working so hard and at the end of the month get a pay check and your face just sink..sian right?? i cld have better spent the time with my family, my "daughters" and friends and doing other things as well la...and the job cannot clash with my commitments as well wad...like there is this guy who ask me not to go church...he also 14 years never go his temple...then i was k=like thinking in my mind that our convictions are just different and if there is anything i wanna put God first...nothing sld come before God and serving Him...and as God is veing out in first place...i'm sure that He will bless me will a good paying job that will not require me to compromise with my belief...hmmm...

anyway...'a' is long over already and there are many things that has happened in the past 2 weeks...including the long awaited for prom 2004 - a walk to remember...well there is like nothing spectacular about this whole prom thing if you ask me la...i know that many people wld kill me but its the same eveytime...you try to dress nice and go there and take tons of photos...admit it...probably the most exciting part wld be the prom king and queen which is in SAJC case is our beloved guys captain- huijie and lenise...heheh...oh well...and i guess the preparations are the most fun and def the stay in the hotel part where the few of us curl up in the bed while the rest of the school party away at zouk and at rouge...hahah...

the n245 chalet...they and everyone ask me to blog about this...hahah...i wld say that its most fun and def allow the members to get to know each other better! yay! like i got to know my darling 2nd daugther better and i'm really proud of her cos i think that she is really mature in her thinking and there is this love for God inside her that is radiating from her...go win the world for jesus girl! *smiles* mom is proud of you...heheh...and also tons of other things as well...like this whole new experience of me and my two daugthers- van and joy sleeping in the toilet...i think that like it is the experience of a lifetime la...how many times do you actually sleep in the toilet?? hahah...

oh yah...me and lester went to watch Alexander...my God...i dint know that it was a 3 hour movie la...sit until my butt pain...apart from all the war scenes that are all rather gross...its a rather good film...of cos having COLIN FARRELL inside...though there are some details that are rather intriguing..hahah...and plenty of implicit gay scenes which can be a new experience...overall it was ok la...but still not really my kind of show...so i think that i'll just stick to comedy...esp romance comedy...hahah...oh well...not that kind of show that will stick in you head like Alexander...it still sticks in my head after like almost a week...oh well...
my best friends are all so busy...one is working...the other is in HK...i'm so lonely...hahah...that's not true...cos i got all my darling cell members with me and we're having a girls outing tml...hahah...cool...oh well...heheh...

anyway...i think i online for too long le...i was trying to upload the prom photos but not very successful...i'm a total computer idiot like i tell most people la...hahah
i think i gotta log off le...getting restless with the surfing...i think i'll update another time...

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