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You scored as Christianity. Your views are most similar to those of Christianity. Do more research on Christianity and possibly consider being baptized and accepting Jesus, if you aren't already Christian. Christianity is the second of the Abrahamic faiths; it follows Judaism and is followed by Islam. It differs in its belief of Jesus, as not a prophet nor historical figure, but as God in human form. The Holy Trinity is the concept that God takes three forms: the Father, the Son (Jesus), and the Holy Ghost (sometimes called Holy Spirit). Jesus taught the idea of instead of seeking revenge, one should love his or her neighbors and enemies. Christians believe that Jesus died on the cross to save humankind and forgive people's sins. Christianity 83% Judaism 46% Islam 38% Hinduism 29% Buddhism 25% Paganism 21% Satanism 17% agnosticism 4% atheism 0% Which religion is the right one for you? (new version) created with QuizFarm.com

i removed the previous blog..i guess that i was feeling really stressed out about the project and then you said such things..so the bad side of me got the better out of me and i wasnt too happy about what you msg me that day..but i guess that i wasnt being helpful by allowing you to haf so much room..cos i gotta contribute as well..but i'm glad that we are ok once again(so that blog sld go..really..its just a bad moment..you must forgive me wor..dont think you read blogs anyway larx..haha)..i think we seriously sldnt do project larx..let's jus keep each other in prayers and encourage each other but no projects together..hahax..anyway hope that you do get well soon yah? always fall sick de..not good wor..

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done with philo and SE asia research paper..so its almost like everything is over..heheh..so left with only new media..and geog..and of cos there are exams but i'm glad that i can finally get some rest after staying up the whole night..err..actually i napped a few times..but its almost like the whole night trying to finish up with the paper..taught me a lesson not to procrastinate man..a price that i paid with my sleep..not too good..will look like panda..haha...
hmmm..but was jus thinking..how fast that this semester is coming to an end already..woah..it seems like yesterday that the sem just started..so i'm faced with more dilemma of choosing major and at the same time i am thinking if i sld try to appeal for biz again..anyway let tml worry about itself larx..have to take the exams first lor..hopefully that i'll still do well..exams means no time to work le..so i will be much poorer..let me think about how many days i sld work..hmmm...

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i feel something different in the cell group atmoshpere today..it feels exciting like there is a change in the atmosphere like God is about to bring us into the next level..this lap is not easy but we are ALL going to make it through and no one is going to get left behind..shut the back door of the cell group..i'm glad that my darlings are back for svc and cell group..you dunno how much i missed you guys..heheh..and remember wor- ohana means family and family means no one gets left behind or forgotten..heheh..

nov coming..alot of birthdays to celebrate and alot of exciting things coming up..so if you guys got any idea for the birthdays in nov..do help to think..help me larx..i going to have exams soon and that thick stack of notes are calling out to me..hahax..i'm so going to become a nerd..oh no..that is not happening..but i have to remember that it is my primary calling-- be a student..heheh

alot of birthdays this week wor..first is roommate..then is meahh meahh after midnight..and then there is vonne's and we are going to celebrate..so exciting..maybe going to meet meahh meahh for birthday breakfast wor..i so wei da right?? hahah..i think i better go get some rest...tml got blood donation..so exciting..hehe..

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when we enrich our hearts, we give room for God to move and work in our lives.

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darling, your hope sldnt be in man..but put your trust in God so that when you run you will nit be weary and walk and not faint..cos man can disappoint but God wouldnt..if you can ever sms Him..i'm sure He will reply every msg..and on top of that..He will send you msgs everyday and every moment..but dont use human reasoning..use your heart to receive it..love you *hugx* Look at the world we live today
Look at the hurting everywhere
Let us see mercy and Your grace
Over flowing every place
Let us be one with You today
Let Your glory fall

We will shine
Shine like the stars above
Shining in Your light
Guided by Your love
Let Your fire burn in us
Burning like a sun
As we glorify
Show Your Kingdom come
To all of the earth

Teach us to live in righteousness
Teach us to love in one accord
Guide us to live life everyday
As we worship in Your court
Let us declare Your majesty
Let Your glory fall

We will shine like the stars above
As we're burning like a sun

:: Shine Like Stars :: Jakarta Praise Community Church ::

liwei is tried. stressed. burnt out.
which shouldnt be the case.
liwei needs the strength from God.
liwei needs to pray..

can liwei just study and serve God and not do any other things? can liwei live in a world where there are nothing that is against her?? why is liwei's world full of troubles and people that she gotta deal with?? problems that she cant find the solution? dreams that are so diffcult to fulfill..being a person that people dont accept but they never see beyond the outside??

liwei wanna go for a never ending walk..jus by herself and with God..leave behind a world of problems and stress..jus seek God and just spend time with God..thats all..that would happen when liwei gets to heaven..in the meantime liwei is here on eaRth..and there is nothing much that she can do..so liwei gotta make the best out of everything..she gotta be strong she gotta carry on..she can still seek God..while she cannot be in heaven..she can try to make this place as much of a heaven on earth as possible..not by her own efforts of cos..cos she knows like she cant accomplish anything great with her own strength..

who is liwei?? who really knows her?? liwei also dunno wor..liwei thinks tat this whole entry is so philo..but liwei does not really believe in philo..and liwei doesnt wanna write her philo paper..liwei jus wants peace and rest..

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B.R.E.A.K.T.H.R.O.U.G.H.

Brokenness
Reliance
Excellence
Attitude
Keep praying
The name of Jesus
Holding on
Reverence
Offering of praise
U are Lord
Gratitude
Having fun


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taking a walk on this long long journey..away from everything else..anyone care enough to join in side by side..
one day liwei wanna shine brighter and brighter..it jus takes a spark to keep the fire burning..transform the Fire and passion into her life..searching for the strength to help her carry on..looking beyond the heavens right to the throne of the Mighty One..liwei fix her eyes on you Lord.. i ripped this off a new found friend's blog..and its quite accurate with regards to the results..not entirely the results though..and i did it once only..really..woah..

You Are Likely an Only Child

At your darkest moments, you feel frustrated. At work and school, you do best when you're organizing. When you love someone, you tend to worry about them. In friendship, you are emotional and sympathetic. Your ideal careers are: radio announcer, finance, teaching, ministry, and management. You will leave your mark on the world with organizational leadership, maybe as the author of self-help books.

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then i went on to do this..see they sld have just admitted me into nus business school and save me the headache from thinking what to major in..sigh..

You Should Get a MBA (Masters of Business Administration)

You're a self starter with a drive for success. You'd make a great entrepreneur.

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Another summer day
Is come and gone away
In Paris and Rome
But I wanna go home
Mmmmmmmm

Maybe surrounded by
A million people I
Still feel all alone
I just wanna go home
Oh I miss you, you know

And I've been keeping all the letters that I wrote to you
Each one a line or two
"I'm fine baby, how are you?"
Well I would send them but I know that it's just not enough
My words were cold and flat
And you deserve more than that

Another aerorplane
Another sunny place
I'm lucky I know
But I wanna go home
Mmmm, I've got to go home

Let me go home
I'm just too far from where you are
I wanna come home

And I feel just like I'm living someone else's life
It's like I just stepped outside
When everything was going right
And I know just why you could not
Come along with me
But this was not your dream
But you always believe in me

Another winter day has come
And gone away
And even Paris and Rome
And I wanna go home
Let me go home

And I'm surrounded by
A million people I
Still feel alone
Oh, let go home
Oh, I miss you, you know

Let me go home
I've had my run
Baby, I'm done
I gotta go home
Let me go home
It will all right
I'll be home tonight
I'm coming back home

:: Home :: Michael Buble ::

i love this song..its so nice..so home..like give you the reassurance that there is always somewhere to run to..there is always a place that you can run to and hide when you need a place to hide..cos its the place where all your wrongs will be forgiven..where there is no strings attached to all that the people does for you..i thank God that i have two here on earth and one in heaven above..

bestie,
when you feel that you are all alone..
come straight back home..
love you lots..
miss you..
wish you were home..
*huggies* Amazing

You're my everything
Reason i sing
You'va taken me under Your wings
And closer to You i draw near

My life's in Your hands
My heart beats
In Your perfect love
My lips shall praise You
Adore You
And lifting my love i will sing

You're amazing
Never chaning
Always with me
Enthroned within my soul
Overflowing
My heart offers
The deepest honour and worship
Amazing

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i just feel that i wanna pen down what God has done for me for the past week..i think that God is truly great and great to be praised!!
mag my tutee's mom and she wants her to have tuition even during her holiday..so its like i get extra cash during the holiday as well and the sum is just right to cover for my buildin fund..see GOd give seed to the sower!! =)
and also today went to work this one day event at sentosa..which is why i have a t-shirt tan now..arrgh..so like half of my arm is cold and the other half is like hot..not funny..but its good lar..cos like dint really do much but go help out then have money to get..God is good...
and also that day went down for choir prac in church and i am really glad that i went lar..cos am thikning that i dont wanna go one..cos like got geog project and papers to ruch but i felt that i have to go..so i went and was greatly blessed..cos like bro jae shared things with us and also i make some decisions that i wanna do certain new things for the month..yest was feeling really stressed and tired about school stuff and also cell group stuff..so i decided to come back to pray and thank God that He took all the burdens and troubles and i feel that they are all lifted p after prayin and felt so much better immediately after i pray..heheh..
and God is good in terms of my studies as well..got back my se Asian museum report and i got a A-..that for a first uni paper..i think that it is a good start..heheh..and also His grace enabled me to finish the whole geog report in one day..*phew* i think that is really grace lor..heheh..so many many things and there are others too..God is just awesome..

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and my darling xiao mei..i dunno if you read my blog..but i wanna say that dont be a depression addict becos there are more things to life and you can life out that life that GOd has given to you..and i know that people and things might have put you down but always remember that you are always beautiful and great just the way you are in God's eyes..becos you are His child..and you are created by Him and you are special..dont ever look down on yourself ok?? love you lots *hugx*

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and my the other xiao mei..i only have two lar..both of you are beautiful and dear to me..now..this one is xiao ben xiao mei..
havent been talking to you for so long le and i feel bad about it..really..hmmm..
i really dont know what you are or have been going through..but i just sense that maybe you dont see or feel God's hands on your life right now..you might feel that He is too far from you that you cannot reach Him..i just wanna say that the contrary is what that is true..He is closer to you then never before..so close that as soon as you would turn to look for Him..He will be staring straight at you in your face..dont ever give up on this race in CHrist cos it might be difficult but you are going to shine and do great things for Him...people may dissapoint you and hurt you but we are all human..lean on God for He loves you and cares for you as always..as much...

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my darlingest nu er aka daughter..
mom misses you alot wor..whatever you are going through..know that i'm here and you can always look for me when you want to..but God is even closer and you can look to HIm..i miss those times that we laugh and lol after cell and service though it has just been one week without you..dont ever give up on God or on yourself..people may disappoint you lor..that is sth that i am sure but when you are at a lowest point tat is when God is the closet to you..hang in there ok??i love you lots..
perhaps you are sorting out some thoughts about certain people now..but perhaps you can lift it up to God as well?? i dunno i do feel better praying about even very trivial things..but who cares..my Daddy is concern about everything..
am very sad that you are ignoring me..hope to be able to talk to you soon and see you soon in church..i know that you dont like people to nag..so i wldnt..but i just hope that if i dont nag i'll see you back at church soon..vanessa misses you too..really and of cos me too..love you *huggiex*
love you lots *moo* -mom

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God, i know tat You will carry me through the storms of life..and You will always be there for me..no matter what..i love you... woah..just came back from work..and work today is not that bad..like everything went quite smoothly..apart from the fact that i have to pay for the LAMB RACK that i keyed wrongly..its like $37..yapx for ONE dish..thank God they work out a 50% discount for me so i only pay like half the price but its bad enough cos i used up the last $20 in my bank account to pay for that which effectively left me with $2 for tml..oh well..nothing new i guess..i really gave and used alot of money over the weekend..which explains my plight now..oh and i realised that i lost my cashcard..smart lar..inside got money one lor..sigh..

at least we finished up with the topo map short project and i handed it in today already..phew..thats like one down and another geog paper to go..not to forget that the south east asian paper is like due soon and i havent started on it yet..boo..and there is an upcoming philo paper due soon..so there is pretty much to be done in this two weeks man..i hope that things will go well...

cell group big day is drawing near..and i am getting really excited about it! cos it definitely sounds like fun..a great place and i love my team and we are going to have lots of friends joining us..but we gotta pray and stand in the gap for the cell group and the events that are coming up and really lift them up into God's hands..Pray pray pray and fast fast fast..we are going to see great things coming to pass in the cell group.
ohana means family..family means no one gets left behind or forgotten..
a cell is a family..i love you guys..
or like what zhiguo says..a cell group is more than a family..it is a place where we can find the optimum environment to grow in..
amen.. :)

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though you were so far away..you are always there for me..little things that you do touches my heart and they meant alot to me..thank you bestie for always being there..though we might br miles apart but you were never too far away in the heart!! love you lots..take good care ok?? *hugx*

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seems weird how the things aRe turning out..and i do feel weird about it..like there is awkward silence when i see you..and i just dont feel like talking..i am sad that things are like that..i wonder how long this will last and i got a feeling that it might just go on for a while..as long as i do not have to face you alone i guess that i am fine..we'll see how things goes..anyway i dont think that this would have any effect in your life anyway..oh well the earth is still spinning like usual..sigh..you could never understood the extend that this is affecting me as well..probably more than it affects you..but i got too many things too do to try to improve things..i shall just leave it i guess..

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tired and worn out..
i gotta go get some rest..
i hope that i can though..
rest in You..
that's where i would and only wanna be..
..FOREVER.. went to watch -wait til you're older- and i simply love andy lau..alright i like the show and i think that there are certain truth in that show..life is like that such that you only have to go through it once..which is a bad thing cos you dont get to turn back the time..but it is also good that you only have to go through that once..life is full of hope..live it to the fullest even though you may have only one day left to live..how true..

we always think that we have alot of time on our hands and do not treasure the things and the people around us and when we discover that it would be a little too late..i was just looking at this little boy rushing home after buying his tibits from the provision shop just now..he looks so happy and contented with his achievement..i looked back and how long ago was i also in the same shoes..so glad that i have the opportunity to go downstairs to get something..den after that i begin to travel more and things no longer seems so wonderful..alot of times we see and look at adults and wonder how and why they do certain things and we never understood them..then as we grow older we no longer have that desire to be older because there are so much more responsibilities that we have to deal with. thats why God allow us to go through life and live it one day at a time because through this growing up we learn and equip ourselves with the skills that we need to face the future with that He has given to us through the daily things that we learn and see as we grow up...

i guess i never really understood what you were going through..bringing me up alone must have not been an easy job and yet you tried so hard and you did your best..yet i misunderstood you so many times and i failed to see the other side of the story from your side of the window..all along i was just looking in through tinted looking glass..the struggles that i fail to see that you go through..i just wanna say thank you for everything daddy..

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i am glad that no matter how old i am i can always be like a little girl and run to my daddy becos i know that no matter what happen i can always run back into his arms..in a world where i am hurt and wounded by people and even by my own family..there is a place where i know that i can run to and hide and there You will be waiting..through the storms and all the trials, You were just there waiting for me to come home becos You know that in You i can find my comfort and hope. becos You know that Your grace, Your love is enough for me to carry on..i would never have enough courage, i would never be good enough, i would never be able to do much but You enabled me, You helped me..no matter who i am and how imperfect i am..You love me the same and You were there through everything.i was weak but You made me strong and You gave me the strength to carry on. How do i live without You???

Once i have turn my face from Thee
Yet You sought me and You cleanse me
Made me whole again
Jesus my Saviour
My beloved and friend
Your praises i bring
From my heart i will sing

Draw me, O Draw me away
Messiah today
To Your presence to stay
O Jesus now change me
And mould me that i can be
Evermore true to Thee

You are the shepherd of my heart
You have brought me to Your chamber
My Master and King
You light up my darkness
And gave me Your word
That You'll never foresake me
Nor no ever will leave me

::once i have turn my face from thee:: CHC ::

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Thank You..
to both my daddy..
one in heaven and one here on earth..
i love you
*hugx* alright..i think that i'm hopelessly pms-ing..which is not a good thing..
anyway i went to cut my hair at chapter 2 @ bugis today and it is definitely a place that i do not wanna re-visit again..EVER!! the "hairstylist" was wearing this fishnet stickings with a short skirt and she is like some gothic person sent from the dead...and she was 100% rude...i was saying that i wanna keep length and trim the fringe abit but i want it to look different..she was like "if you dont want it to stand and wanna keep the same..what you want actually??" i am not particularly happy then and the only thing that i stop short of doing is to walk out without cutting..and the guy who washed my hair has at least 4 stubs sticking out on his face..err..i mean that they are in the service industry..at least look decent at work..i dunno what kind of image that they are trying to portray..man..i wouldnt go back there again loh..scared out of my wits..in the end i just gave her instructions how to cut and get my hair done the previous way instead of letting the stylist do it the way she like like i ususally do with my own stylist...which is why my hair now looks the same as the pervious one..hahah..
i was totally praying that the Holy spirit will anoint her hands as she cut so that it will not turn out too bad..man..what a day!

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i am very disappointed with you lor..first of all..i am not some charity case for you to spare your time cos you think that i need some company..i dont need you to spare your time for me..and from all that you went through in the past i thought that you would be nicer and yet you are just another person who craves for that attention and praise..and you make me feel that you are just like one of those strangers that i got to know today..do you still love the game?? i wanna let you know..play the game and enjoy it..dont spoilt for me the game that i love the most together with those people who think that they are oh-so-good and they can put people down with their words..i never once said that i was good but i was happy cos i was not jugded the way that you and the rest judged me today..i was wrong to even skipped prayer meeting cos i thought that it would be bad for me to miss another game..i guess i wasnt even needed..soo why dont you all jus play the game the best way that it is..the 6 of you guys..since you guys work so well together becos you guys are so good and play so well together..i feel just being an extra there watching the whole thing happen..why did i make such a mistake even in the first place?? sigh...how am i going to face you with a smile from now onwards??

:: i thought that i knew you better but i thought wrong ::

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Guess mine is not the first heart broken
My eyes are not the first to cry
I'm not the first to know
There's just no getting over you

You know I'm just a fool who's willing
To sit around and wait for you
But, baby, can't you see
There's nothing else for me to do?
I'm hopelessly devoted to you

But now there's nowhere to hide
Since you pushed my love aside
I'm out of my head
Hopelessly devoted to you
Hopelessly devoted to you
Hopelessly devoted to you

My head is saying, "Fool, forget him."
My heart is saying, "Don't let go.
Hold on till the end."
And that's what I intend to do
I'm hopelessly devoted to you

:: hopelessly devoted to you :: olivia newton-john ::

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that is really a nice song that was sang by the singer from acid bar on sunday..i think that is the only nice left of the problematic place where none of us wanna stay anymore..sigh..what a life man!!

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i am a nobody, only you can make me a somebody
i am weak, only you can make me strong
i need that strength to carry on now
will you please carry me into your arms again
and let me hide under the shadow of your wings
i dont think that i can carry on this life on my own

*** the devil always use disappointments and discouragement to get us down..and i dont like it that i always allow him to get to me..i must be stronger than that..i must overcome him and not allow him to overcome me..must not allow situations that he put in my life to get me down..
i was studying with daniel and zhiguo that day and i took a stroll at the park after feeling really tired and this song just came to my mind and it really made me cry..thank God that its the wee hours of the day and there arent people around..

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I CAN'T BELIEVE THE WAY
YOUR LOVE HAS GOT A HOLD ON ME
EACH MORNING I WAKE TO FIND YOU NEAR
YOU LIFT ME ABOVE MY FEARS
AND SET MY FEET ON SOLID GROUND
ALL OF MY DAYS BELONG TO YOU

AND I BREATHE IN YOUR BREATH OF LIFE
THAT FILLS MY HEART
YOU ARE MY ALL CONSUMING FIRE

AND I STAND HERE BEFORE YOU
IN WIDE OPENED WONDER
AMAZED AT THE GLORY OF YOU
THE POWER OF HEAVEN
REVEALING YOUR PURPOSE IN ME
AS I'M REACHING FOR YOU

:: Reaching for You ::

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i just feel that i came to a point where i know that i cant lean on my strength and efforts becos there are things that i cant do through my own efforts and its when i gotta give way and allow God to work in me..perhaps i was too sure of myself..thinking that i can do things through my own strength but i am reminded once again that i cant live any part of my life without the grace and mercy of Father God..begin to view it from a different lens and knowing that as i entrust everything into His hands that He is going to work on my behalf..

i lift them all into Yours hands adn i pray that You are able to use me in the way that i can live out the purpose and destiny in my life that You have already given to me..teach me Your ways that i may stand tall..and i am beautiful in Your eyes..
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