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Wednesday, June 28, 2006 // 0 comments


I'm so tired of being here
Suppressed by all my childish fears
And if you have to leave
I wish that you would just leave
cause your presence still lingers here
And it won't leave me alone
These wounds won't seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase
When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears
And I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have all of me
You used to captivate me
By your resonating light
Now I'm bound by the life you've left behind
Your face, it haunts
My once pleasant dreams
Your voice it chased away
All the sanity in me
These wounds won't seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase
: : My Immortal : : Evanescence : :
back in Singapore and the first thing that is real distinct between Genting and S'pore is definitely the temperature here. its really HOT in s'pore after you bath yourself in natural aircon for the past 3 days. Genting trip- it was alright, i guess that its definitely different from what i recall from my childhood days. The whole place no longer appear to be that big anymore and the theme park is no longer a novelty to me i guess. But nonetheless, there are some new things that Cheryl and i tried- for example that shao nian te feng dui always take that "high into the sky" ride and it felt - not half as bad as it looked. haha.
so what did we do in Genting? we went to the theme park of cos. to my disappointment- the roller coaster that i wanted to ride was under maintanence- major disappointment. then there was quite a lot of shopping- only for Cheryl and i though. but we bought quite alot of stuff there though why sld we shop there of all places. Haha. we went to the "k-box" there and the standard is really better and its like half the price of that here, plus they have the songs that we dont have in S'pore. also Kel and i managed to catch a movie at S$5 and the show is not yet released in S'pore yet. *hmmmm* what other things did we do? oh yah, not to forget the fantastic tasting KFC there, it totally rocked! haha. and we had things like pizza there too, basically its shopping and much eating- which is not a good thing.
so why the My Immortal song? its a telltale sign of our favourite activity while we were at Genting- WATCHING SOCCER!! haha. i gotta admit that i wasnt as huge a soccer fan till the trip. we spend the first 2 hours there watching the por vs neth match which i was quite sad that netherlands lost..and that is a simply hilarious game man- all the red cards that were issued and all the fights on the field itself. i would say that i enjoyed the brazil and ghana match more. anyway, that marks the beginning of my soccer fever- i am gonna catch the Germany vs Argentina match this coming fri man. haha. alrights havent explain the song. we were in this place watching soccer and the band there will doing this song. and it was the best song they did that night. lolx..
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the way things are gonna be. i think i need to sit down and think. its giving me a throbbing headache. what is the attitude that i wanna choose to deal with it with?