我无法相信这是我的宿命
到最后还是
彻底被打醒
双手弹着不成调的琴音
颤抖的黑白键变的模糊

老实说我不难过
只是这眼泪为何来搅和
我知道应该学着勇敢一些
用全力去捍卫
不让这两个心
都破碎

我试着忍着不该哭出声音
就怕把你的美梦给敲醒
在夜深人静更加不敢呼吸
不是我故意
只是无能为力

老实说我不难过
但为何眼泪偏偏来搅和
要勇敢点要面
对用尽这全力捍卫
不让你心碎

我只想对你说声baby sorry
关上门离开
我无法继续
变成你的Hero

老实说我不难过
但眼泪不争气地穷搅和
要勇敢点要面
对要用尽我这全力捍卫
不让你心碎

: : Hero : : 183 Club : : 183Club 首张专辑 : :

i was supposed to be planning for my tutorial slots but i dont know why i ended up downloading this album. But frankly speaking its quite nice- not that bad at all, esp this song- Hero, its really touching and nice. Speaking of tutorials- i think that i am really getting myself into some real hot soup- i jus realised that ALL of my five modules that needs balloting for tut are all weekly tutorials, it means that it is going to be a busy semester ahead. total of 6 modules and straight lecutures on tues and thurs. Man, i sld have really considered my options with greater thought. sigh.

school officially starts today but i had no lessons so that is one more day off for me but things are going to get nasty after everything take effect- gotta pray that i get all the slots that i arrange man- if not i'll end up with a 5 day week- that is very bad.

i wanted to add some photos but blogger is not working very well now i would say. went for dinner at Kenny Rogers and it was great- think havent ate it in a while so its nice. after which we went to jalan jalan before we decided to go against the recommendation and go ahead with New York, New York for dessert which is a really wrong choice. First of all, the price doesnt really prove to be value for money. then the portions are pathetic. We decided on the Fondue after they informed us that they dont have the sundae. i wanted ice cream so we order the fried Mars bar (yes! its so sinful) with ice cream as well. the foundue came with *drum roll* bread (rolls eyes) and some biscuits and small portions of kiwi and strawberry. As such we had ALOT of the melted choc left over. Hence, we made the only guy there to go and get banana from 7-11 and we smuggle the banana to our table and we cut it up and ate them. This is totally hilarious to us. haha. It made the whole stay there more bearable. haix. seems like my experience at the eating places are all not that good this past week. First, it was the Tian Tian Steamboat which was also a bad experience- i wonder why the news made it sound so good.

shopping is not that great a thing when you cant get what you wanna buy. i want that new urban male bag but its SO expensive can? haix. and i cant find my NIKE vouchers- next time i am going to use the vouchers that i have asap- now my heart totally ache for the $100 vouchers. sigh. it could well pay for a bag or a jacket.

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there is something that pastor shared that i find that is very sweet: