its 2am in the morning of a friday. before i can blink my eye from that monday when i stepped into tutorial totally unprepared, here we are at the brink of the end of the week. time really flies this semster. the workload is crazy- i guess it has got nothing to do with the fact that i am doing 6 modules instead of the usual 5 modules. its funny how the teachers all say that JC is the worse period of your life- you get through it and nothing can stop you in the future. right and wrong. the stress from a levels is sth that i do not want to go through all over again, yet JC life is the last lap that you can still sit back and relax before you step into this competitive environment call the university.

if you are just someone who want to slack through your whole life- there is nothing wrong with not turning up for tutorials and getting mediocre grades. but if you want to excel- there are tons of people out there who are ready to give you a run for your money anytime. i have always taken a backseat in the past few semester in school, get out of there as soon as i can. But i am seriously starting to consider what would i be leaving behind in the campus? No one would probably remember my name anymore than they do about the person who clean the toilet- that's the extent of how low profile i am- not that i am complaining about that. However, that would mean also that i would graduate without value-adding to the degree that i am graduating with. something to ponder on.

if Kristo Kai Kosmos is to be able to take place in all of our lives, then we need to make our presence felt and our voice heard. i still dont understand why there are people who like to talk on the forum so much- though i do look at them. i guess i am doing it to get my point across and of cos to get the participation points. but these people- they do that with passion.

am already feeling the stretch from all the work from school, coupled with the other things that i have to do as well- not that they are much cos i feel that i used to do much more than that, i am one who is looking forward to a short rest of the mid-terms. to think that school jus started. well- in a way.

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back to the first love// the heart of worship//
take note of the little things//
what do i want to leave behind before i move on?//

fulfilling my purpose in the places that i am put in//

show me how to live, teach me how to pray
that i can walk with You, all of my days

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