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Wednesday, October 04, 2006 // 0 comments
HAPPY BIRTHDAY FOOKAI AND VANESSA!!!for the 1st time in 2years you guys are not celebrating your birthday together cos we are in different cell now and fookai is all the way in taiwan!! so..cant celebrate together lah..but its ok!! haha. i say till like its my birthday like that..hahahah
i think this is going to come out as belated..hahah..cos its almost after 12 midnight to the 04 oct.
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this is to my roommate: (cos you dont have a tag board and i cannot tag!! hahha)
dont mention it..i am more than glad to help..i also found out that my friend can blog in chinese so i asked him why he can do that..lolx. and yar lar..i am glad that i have the honor of knowing your blog address...hahaha.
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i am listening to the duh news of the podcast of mr brown show..super duh indeed...
alright, i am like having diarrhea for the past 2 days and i actually learnt hpw to spell that word..and that is not a good feeling but i think much worse is to have my head throbbing like now!! arrgh..its jus coming on and off and there is like nothing that i can do about it..hope that it gets better and not worse..sigh..i think that i need to go off to bed soon alr..its not exactly killing me but it just bothers you quite abit...sigh
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i told junhong that i am so going to blog about this:
this post is so full of my rants! but the schools are seriously draining the students of their time. my poor cg members cannot come for service and cg even after exams becos there are so many school stuff going on for them that are compulsory and they dont have a choice to not go. on top of that, they have to practise for them which dont even give them a day of rest at all after the exams to catch up with the lost sleep!! what is this?
i am not that old but i dont recall all these things 2 years ago when i was in JC..i think it is getting from bad to worse, they wanted a 5 day week and where is that system now? i guess it is as good as non-existence! i just cannot understand why are they giving the students so much to do then they already have to handle.
arrgh..maybe its the students themselves and not the school but we have been socialised esp in top schools like you guys are in that it is necessary to do well and to do more than the people ard you. BUT we are all human and i think that you guys deserve a break too! my oh my..i sound so old..
miss you guys man.
school..
haix.
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what is the problem with all the people who goes off to school killing school children who are totally innocent and not deserving of such an end- they have such a destiny and life ahead of them. now, its all gone, lives are all shattered- not only theirs alone but the people around them and dreams that are never going to be fulfilled.
indeed, these are perilous times that we are living in. i think that its quite sad to live in a time where we claimed to be educated and civilised and things like that are what we read in the news most of the time- apart from all the wars that are going on. in the past, maybe you could understand why wars evolved and why there are certain ideologies that drives people to do weird things- they mught have steam from sth else such as the basic need for survival. but i guess that there are certain things that never change- people are still the same in the way that they organise their thoughts, there are stil deviant bodies in the world that we live in today. haix. my oh my. what can i say?
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Le Solsole --> its established today and it will move on from here.
God say: let there be light and there was light. everything begins with a dream and it goes forth from here. many of us have no problem dreaming- in fact i dream all the time. the actual carrying out of your dream is the hard part. what is the thing that keep us going is not the rising and the setting of the sun each day but rather- the dreams that we have in our hearts- these are the things that keep us going when things get tough becos you have a dream in your heart and you know that things are just going to get better!
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this is from pastor phil's sermon for this week..not the entire thing but i like particulary this portion.
we choose between faith and fear and after this, i choose faith anytime!
Boldness.
faith will release you
faith will build up people, fear will destroy people.
when you start to believe not only in God but also in yourself- you will begin to do the impossible.
faith enlarges, fear shrinks back -- as soon you step out, you will begin to do greater things
faith move forward and fear moves backward.
you make a choice between faith and fear
faith empowers you, fear dispower you.
faith encourages you, fear discourages
faith loves, fear hates
faith always locate answers, fear always locate problem
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mooncake festival this friday! gonna have a great cell group meeting and we are going to have alot of friends joining us and all those who have finished their exams will come and we are going to have a great time. its gonna be good fruitful fellowship.
---this is my dream and this is my faith.
its going to happen! :)
signing off..