there was a flying cockroach in the room while liwei was trying to finish up the report for BSP 2005 and it was finally done at about 3am in the morning. it took her and trudi 2 long days to finish it. what a chore and this is just the beginning of an endless chain of project reports. Liwei sighs.

"if you cant stand the heat, get out of the kitchen"
what if the whole world is just a big kitchen by itself? then there is no way of getting out of it. guess it is just how you choose to tackle and handle all the things that you face in life. stay in the kitchen and hopefully try to cook up something that will satisfy you if not someone else who actually appreciates it.

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alright, was feeling rather blue when i reached home just now, i am feeling better after channeling all the energy to my BSP report and a thousand things later. but i guess the most important thing is this:

2 Corinthians 12:9 (NKJV)
And He said to me, “My grace is sufficient for you, for My strength is made perfect in weakness.” Therefore most gladly I will rather boast in my infirmities, that the power of Christ may rest upon me.

or this:

2 Corinthians 12:9 [amplified bible]
But He said to me, My grace (My favor and loving-kindness and mercy) is enough for you [sufficient against any danger and enables you to bear the trouble manfully]; for My strength and power are made perfect (fulfilled and completed) and show themselves most effective in [your] weakness. Therefore, I will all the more gladly glory in my weaknesses and infirmities, that the strength and power of Christ (the Messiah) may rest (yes, may pitch a tent over and dwell) upon me!

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i guess that everyone know that the opinion of man doesnt matter that much but sometimes you dont need the assurance but you are just disappointed at the actions of some people. there are alot of things that i dont understand but i do know that it is in times like these that i will draw closer to God than never before. i may be weak but He is the one who is going to make me strong. i dont think that i can go through life with my own strength cos i wld have given up rather long ago.

in life, you meet different people. there are some who just exist to make your life miserable and perhaps i am classified as one to some people. but i pray that i am not.
i am not a perfect person and i am not trying to attain the status of being one. but i am trying to be a better person and i do need encouragements instead of just getting whack over and over again. but i guess- this is when i need to get stronger.

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kudos to those who heard me out despite their own worries and physical tiredness. you guys made a difference in my life man! :) and bring a smile to my face when you attempt to cheer me up..hahaha..

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sometimes, everyone just need sometime alone- sometime with God.

- i cant believe the way Your love has got a hold on me.
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