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Wednesday, November 29, 2006 // 0 comments
No one ever saw me like you doAll the things that I could add up to
I never knew just what a smile was worth
But your eyes say everything without a single word
'Cause there's somethin' in the way you look at me
It's as if my heart knows you're the missing piece
You made me believe that there's nothing in this world I can't be
I'd never know what you see
But there's somethin' in the way you look at me
If I could freeze some moment in my mind
The second that you touch your lips to mine
I'd like to stop the clock, make time stand still
'Cause baby, this is just the way I always wanna feel
I dont know how or why I feel different in your eyes
All I know is it happens everytime
: : The Way You Look At Me : : Christian Bautista : :
my favourite song at this point in time- i think that it is really nice..put you in a nice mood!!! :)
alright i promised jo that i would read my bible then it is off to slp but here i am blogging..actue pain on the lower spine, i think it is the way my body is telling me that i am over working it a little too much..but what can i do if i have to study for the exams? and we couldnt figure out why is it like that..this is sianx leh..haix..
think this is really the sem that i am studying quite a bit..the other 2 sems there were so many tings that happened that really dint put me in the mood to study for anything but i guess i could have done better..
God is really good..i spent the whole of last night studying for nm2101- its a really hard module to study for becos of all the theories that you have to remember and understand- particularly the political economy one dint make any sense at all..not to mention that turning up for lect really dint make any difference. was totally panicky and i bumped into vonne and her friend outside the central library before walking over to the MPSH and nothing that they were talking about made any sense at all- but praise the Lord..when i saw that questions- they were nothing like that of last year's paper at all and i could answer them. from someone who wanted to get MC and skip the paper to someone who thinks that this paper is actually passable- i think that God is really a good God!! favour is very important and for that to be a daily occurence in our lives, gotta walk close to God and walk according to what He wants us to do. i thank You for your grace and mercy. i have yet to start on tml's paper so am going to slp early and wake in the morning to do the revision- i know abit the last min but the body really cannot take it liaox..hopefully blogging make me slpy enough to go and slp and i pray that it is a dreamless one..i want some quality rest.
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actually its not that bad a thing talking to issac..though sometimes must control larh..cos supposed to be mugging but he was so nice to run to west coast mac to buy food for us! thanks pal..like what we were saying yest- a blog supposed to let us write what is on our mind but there is always a tendency to self-sensor cos you will think about who is going to read the post..i didnt self-sensor in the past and you get some really trashy stuff that is floating ard on the internet but that was close to 4 years ago already..
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i cant help but think what is the way that i am suppose to react- am i just purely over-sensitive?
i have a tendency to do that and someone told me off that time once and that hurts big time. but it is a different situation now. but whatever larh..got to focus of the right things at the right time- all the other things sld just fade into the background becos they are distracting me from my best friend at the moment- books and notes and my home now is NUS central library. i think my life is a huge crazy spin. FOCUS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 3 more papers to go!! then i can think of the things that i want to think and do the things that i want to do becos i would have the time to do that..NUS thinks that it is funny to release our results on boxing day- bleahs..what a christmas present!
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oh yah..bestie is coming back next wednesday!! heehee and that is the day that i finish my exams..wahahaha..let my mind wander off and think of you and what we can do when you are back..hees..i want a holiday and lots of sleep.
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the heart knows what it wants-
so what is it?