谁能够明白我们该去的终点
虽然一路上总有惊有险
跨过彩虹那一边不说后悔
黄昏的海岸线看不到遗憾
要记得这一个夏天
有你陪我在身边受伤也是种锻炼
一句话一双手一片天
就算有多遥远
爱能让我勇敢走向前
跨越了地和天汗水划
破悲伤和喜悦
你一定看的见
白云一片片飘过不需留恋
我心中存在的一个乐园
就在前方那一片碧海蓝天黄昏的海岸线
看不到遗憾这属于我们的画面
有你陪我在身边
受伤也是种锻炼
一句话一双手一片天
数不尽的流星飞过我们许下同一个心愿
走过荆棘和烈焰不管距离和时间
一句话一双手一片天
: : 爱的奇迹 : : 乔杰立家族 : :
好像被他说中些什么
难道已经没有别的选择
只能乖乖的束手就策
难过的是我们做了选择
是对是错谁也没把握
如果要我放手才能获得
为何在我心中有舍不得
看着你要走还装著笑容
掩饰的脆弱要撑多久
如果现在开口如何挽留
感情这条线注定只能这么远
不敢相信已经来到终点
想你爱他必定多一些
我们之间不可能再回到从前
我还傻傻画着幸福线
看着你走远还继续装笑脸
掩饰折磨我能撑多久
如果现在开口怎么挽留
感情这条线注定无法延长一点
你已不在
而我何时才清醒
相信一切都是命
不曾放弃你
我不会说什么
默默的承受像个男子汉
: : 感情线 : : 183 Club : : 愛情魔髮師 : :
you know sometimes you wonder why are all the songs so sad but behind every song there is a story- may it be fiction or reality, there is a story that it carries and it might be the heart and soul of someone. (alright, i am not talking about some of the senseless songs with nothing but offensive words and lyrics.)
注定- what does this 2 words mean? perhaps it carries the meaning that nothing ever happens by chance, rather everything is planned and as you live your life, the masterplan unfolds and reveals a story. who is then the architect of our life plan? none other than the man Himself- God Almighty. was just pondering over something that i read in winnie's blog. it brought me bask to the first day of school and reminded me of the fact that everything is in God's hands.
hannee insisted on how similar i look after i cut my hair to wang ren fu..so here i am with pictures to compare..what a cheap thrill fun that weiwei and i were having when we are all laughing over that. hahah. well, at the very least, ren fu is my fave out of all the 5566 people, so its not too bad..but its so funny still.
i am seriously lack of sleep but everytime at night i just cant get to sleep, this is totally unhealthy. sigh.
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went jogging just now, actually i like to do sports- like swimming and jogging becos these are times where you are away from all distractions (except maybe my ipod) but it really give you time to be alone and to do some thinking while you are at it and what more- you get to keep fit leh. haha.
that day someone asked me a question- do i prefer jobs like giving tuition and admin or i prefer my waitressing job? i think that there are differences that the other dont have. i think that i prefer a mix of the both instead of jus doing one of it. like i like the running around and be on your feet feeling at rouge.outdoors where the things that you do dont need much brainwork and you dont get so stressed out but of cos the using your brain part wld be important too. so i guess that there are both con and pros to both. hahah. well, you get to meet "interesting" people when you are doing waitressing esp at rouge.outdoors and other similar places cos there are alot of tourist and some are nice while some are not so nice and not to forget a good mix of fellow friends working there. but the environment tend to be a little messy- with that said which place doesnt get a little messy anyway with all the workplace politics- that i hope that i wld never have to deal with ever again. *prays*
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i hope that i dont die from muscle aches tml morning..hahah
此方到彼方陌生城市的阳光
温暖疲惫脸庞
安慰我莫名的心慌
这个有你的异乡是爱的故乡
分隔两地的流浪
终点在你身旁我
怕你早遗忘
我的心飘洋过海为了你而来
却说不出对你的爱
感觉你已不在
是时间或距离留下太多空白
还是我不该有期待
我爱你像风中的尘埃
悄悄地飞了
反覆练习的话语输给了勇气
只敢远远的靠近
就是害怕听到
你说的对不起
深深的爱是心里的内海
我跨不过你曾给的未来
我为你飘洋过我内心里的海
却找不回对你的爱
这幸福却再也不在
是时间或距离留下太多空白
还是我不该有期待
像风中的遗憾
悄悄地悲哀
: : 飘洋过海 : : 何耀珊 : :
i really like SUN's new album, there are a few songs that i particularly like and this is one of them. there was this day when i was jus in this really sobby mood and i thought listening to some slow songs will suit the mood but listening to SUN's songs will never make you sad or down, instead- i felt much better after listening to her songs, though they are supposed to be a slow song, i feel cheerful and joyful after listening to them. wish that some people can just stop all those criticism about her and just listen to her songs and allow them to like her for the good music that she is making. in fact, i realised that there are some singers that i might not have liked in the past, i am really starting to enjoy their songs now. music is a healing tool and a amazing gift. Just wish that people could stop disturbing the beauty of it all. haix.
Supporting SUN for who she is and the great music that she is producing!
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a week of working and i realised that i have been rather slacked the whole holiday this time. i recall there was a comment made by siang that she said that it is surprising that i am not working for once. i realised that it is really true, i dont recall that there was a time that i was not working since i was 14 and 6 years is a long a time. but these 6 years, i have learnt so much that i wld not be able to learn from school- hopefully these things i'll be able to carry them with me for the rest of my life.
you know looking at the students while i was doing the workshop made me consider teaching, that has never really crossed my mind as i have decided that i am not teacher material- which my opinion has not changed. but i come to realise the beauty and the importance that teacher's are. esp when it come to dealing with difficult students. there is so much pleasure when you see them succeeding in the things that are taught. i guess that there is a joy that comes with it jus like a baby born to a new mother. teachers sld be people who really wanna teach and have the passion to do so. i salute the many teachers who are shaping the next generation in our society today!
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i really adore my new cg. not that my old cg is not good but really feel good about this change, God is bringing us to a new place and a place where there are new and great things in store for us! i am getting excited about it just thinking about it. amazing people that i am glad that i have the chance to know and to spend time with, they definitely left footprints in my life and they are shaping me in a way i never known before!
God's gift to me! :) You guys are amazing! :)
oh yah.. HAPPY BIRTHDAY HELEN!!
*Helen, if you find this, do leave a tag! :)
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Great shortages in our life is often followed by great fullness!
there are so many time in our lives that we allow ourselves to be conformed to the thinking of this world like the verse in Romans 12:2 and we think that the more we give, the lesser we have. but the will of God is that we are to walk in prosperity here on earth so that we can be a blessing to the world. so we gotta focus on the promise. prove that He is a good and generous God who delights in the prosperity of His children!
He is my Provider!!
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飞的越远越看不见
你阳光下灿烂的笑脸
在天和海之间那条界线
慢慢地走远
你曾经是我的地平线
你有没有一点想念
我们一起去年的夏天
有种爱的感觉在心里面
那么的强烈
而这一切好像只是昨天
我才发现我比想像中爱你
只是一时不小心错过了你
每当夜深人静我诚实的分析我自己
还是不可否认的
我比想像中爱你
浪花掠过沙滩边境
(海风就像你的呼吸)
我又看见我们的脚印
(那曾是回忆的痕迹)
如果遇见幸福的机率
要千万分之一
不顾一切也要找回你
: : 我比想像中爱你 : : J.S : : 真命天女电视原声带 : :
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though there are things that i dont know what to do, but you are going to bring me through it. You are going to guide me through, not me who lives but Christ who lives in me. Not my will but Yours be done!
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我想念去年的冬天
下著雪的那一夜
你给的温柔
紧握的双手
温暖整个寒冬
失去了曾经的拥有
在你离开以后
带走了笑容
只留下寂寞
忘了幸福是什么
没有你的夜特别的漆黑
只能闭上双眼去感觉
没有我的夜谁在你身边
代替了那个从前
能不能再听一次你说爱我
回到还在你怀里的时候
能不能让我再一次拥有
曾属于我的温柔
能不能让我再一次拥有
曾属于我的温柔
: : 再一次拥有 : : 龚诗嘉 : : 真命天女电视原声带 : :
many stories in the shows about how people can turn from rags into riches- the typical Cinderella story, it is not realistic in the world that we live in. though i dont deny the fact that i do wish that it might happen somehow and perhaps it might jus possibly happen in the real world but what are the chances of that happening? many things still need us to put in the hard work. pretty much NOthing is free in the world. but i do enjoy such shows cos its good to see people getting the good life that they did not have the priviledge of having since young, perhaps i think that is sth that they deserve to have.
Reaching for the stars, there is nothing too hard for us if we put our heart and soul into it.
gonna start a week of work in the morning- finally making my holiday productive. been wondering what i have been doing- i think that i am born a workaholic man, if i am slacking somewhere i wldnt be effective at all, it is only when i have to work and do things that i wld put in efforts- then again, who put in effort to slack? hahah. i am looking forward to the money that wld be coming in at the end of it, Singtel been bugging me to pay off the bill, i hope that they wldnt cancel it before i have the chance to foot the bill, cannot afford to live without my phone.
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i wonder why i have to go through the things that i go through, then i am reminded that there are certain things that happen so that the name of God can be glorified, i pray that i am that one person who will glorify His name. of cos, i am holding on to that glimmer of hope (with lots of hard work of cos) that my future wld be a bright and prosperous one, that i do not have to live life like that anymore. on second thoughts, the worse are all behind me already. to someone who have climb the Everest, what is a bukit timah Hill? i thank God for past victories that are set there to push me forward. though i am not holding on to them like a life jacket but it is a reminder that if God has done it before, He will do it again becos He is the same yesterday, today and forevermore.
in Him, all the things are Yes and Amen!
He is my Provider! and He shall supply all my needs according to His riches in Christ Jesus!
BREAKTHROUGH!
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a cell group that prays together, stays together!
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God is GOOD!!! all the time! and all the time, God is GOOD!!!!!!!!!!
With you by my side
Must be a gift from heaven
That's holding me all night
I don't know how I found you
I'm thankful that I have
Now that I have a love so true
To hold, to keep, to share
*In my heart I can no longer hold inside
All of the love I used to hide
I'll always be with you until the very end
In this world there in no place I'd rather be
You are my life, my soul, my girl
You through it all I know
That you've come to see that you're the one till the end
All my friends around me
Say you'd be gone too soon
Baby I'm gonna make them see
We've found our way back home
: : Till the End : : Chen Da Wei : : Dou Yu OST : :
havent been blogging, you need the mood to blog. there was once someone once asked me why are most of the songs so sad and full of emtions. its not that most of the songs are like that but becos we choose to like these songs better. there are many techno and fast-paced songs in the market but we choose to indulge ourselves in these love ballads. and since people are demanding for them, it is what the industry will produce to satisfy the wants and needs of the people. haha. its not so econs really.
almost all the ou xiang ju shows 2 guys falling for the girl and in the end the girl will choose one of them and the other will always happily end up with someone else that he realised that he truly loved more than the first girl. and the girl tend to have some poor/ sad background. the former is unrealistic in the real world but the sad background that is something that some people can identify with. in fact, i found myself so similar as the character in one of the shows that jus concluded that i cant believe that such resemblence can even happen but it did and did i mentioned that even some of the names are the same? it made me wonder if i wld have that happy ending as the girl in the show. i hope so but yet i have to manage my expectations becos this is still a show after all. dreams do come true but fairy tales remain as what they are. in reality, there is no such case that the guys are all so sweet- face it- a few of us discussed and decided that the script-writers made the guys too perfect in the shows. even if they do come true, i guess that some of the things that are missing from the shows are the problems and struggles that one may face- that is not sth that we really want the show-makers to dwell in i guess.
there are endless shows to watch but i live in reality. but i still wonder what wld i say to you whom i havent seen in 17years if you ever appear in front of me again. wld i have been a disappointment cos i might not have turn out to be the person that you wld imagine me to be? then there i made an assumption- i assumed that you still remember that i exist and live somewhere in this world. have we ever brushed shoulders with each other down the streets and yet not realised that? now i know why is it that i like all these shows so much and i rather that i'll never find out the answers-- 因为没有醒过来的梦最美。最少在梦里，一切属于我的都是美
丽的！
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You have been tagged.
Your 10 FavouritesFavourite
Colour: Red, Orange and Green
Favourite Food: not really- Durian
Favourite Song: Canon In D
Favourite Movie: Not ranked
Favourite Sport: Basketball and swimming
Favourite Season: Spring
Favourite Day of the Week: friday
Favourite Ice Cream Flavour: Macademia Nut
Favourite Book: Havent been reading- Bible?
Favourite anime/cartoon: Eeyore!
Currents
Current mood: Sleepy
Current clothes: fbt shorts and sajc pe tee
Current desktop: 愛情魔髮師
Current toe nail colour: Bronze red
Current time: 0132
Current Annoyance(s): Lack of money
Current thought: tomorrow's schedule
Current girlfriend/boyfriend: None
Current book you are reading: Under Cover
Firsts
First Best Friend: Evon
First Crush: Who remember???
First Movie: cant remember.
First piercing: 16 years old
First lie: Too long ago than my memory bring me
First music: ?? ask my dad?
First car: In my dreams still
First handphone: Nokia 8250
Lasts
Last cigarette: I dont smoke cigarettes!
Last drink: A few weeks. But i drank water! haha
Last car ride: I took a cab jus an hour ago
Last crush: lolx. DUnNo!!
Last movie seen: just my luck
Last phone call: Lester Soh from Tekong!!!
Last CD played: SUN's Gain
Have You Evers
Have you ever dated one of you best friends: Nope
Have you ever broken the law: Yes- Jaywalking?
Have you ever been arrested: Nope
Have you ever skinny-dipped: Nope
Have you ever been on TV: Yes
Have you ever kissed someone you didn't know: I dont think so.
5 Things You Are Wearing:
1. Sajc Pe tee
2. Blue fbt shorts
3. Retainers
4. Specs
5. Nail Polish
4 Things You Have Done Today:
1. Went Nanny's House
2. Went CG meeting
3. Went supper with Peggie, Jia Rong and Bingren
4. Sleep
3 Things You Can Hear Right Now:
1. My itunes - Still (Hillsongs)
2. My fan
3. My dad's fan
2 Things You Can't Live Without:
1. God
2. Music (but sld be Air, food and water!)
4 Things You Do When You Are Bored:
1. Sleep
2. Read
3. Watch TV/You Tube
4. Talk to people
5 People I Tagged to Do This:
1. Huiping
2. Peggie
3. Winnie
4. Daniel
5. Amanda
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Lester went to Tekong today and frankly speaking- life felt weird without him. Sam felt the same way and this is the way that things are gonna be till he is out 2 years later. Guess that Lester has always been very available, really starting to notice his absence quite obviously. There are things that you take for granted when it is there and i guess that this is just one of the many things that i have taken for granted. It not everyone who will leave an impact on your life, treasure those who did and still does and enjoy their presence.
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星期六那天陈牧师与我们分享的那一些神的话语真的给了我们在走下去的力量。 很多时候我们都很想放弃自己的梦想， 因为要完成它们并不是一件简单的人物。但在我们放弃的那一刻， 我们也放弃的自己的未来- 只是我们不知道而已。 想像这一幕， 真是令人毛骨耸然，多恐怖啊！就好像自掘坟墓的感觉！ 但是我们在选择要走这条路的时候就应该了解，我们的路上并不会孤独，因为有他会陪伴在我们的身旁，在我们跌下的时候再次的站起来。 就像一个小孩那样依赖在你的怀抱里。
那天， 我在整理房间的时候， 找到了一些处院的功课，读了一下下，觉得我的语文程度真的正在下降中，真是一大遗憾。我想你如果没有运用它的话， 这应该是难免的吧！
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bestest friend, do you remember this? its your handwriting on that piece of paper. haha.
this is so funny!!! lolx.
dinner and my chinese notes. both dint look that bad right? hahah.
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world cup is coming to an end. with both brazil and germany out of the finals, there remain no reason for me to watch it anymore. haha. i think i might still watch, but when there is no teams that you support, that makes the game not quite as interesting. i missed noth brazil's last match and germany's match against italy. arrgh.
here is some pictures of Kaka! lolx.
my newfound favourtie player. young, good-looking and a christian. married though. i think soccer players like to marry young. but he did not jus have the looks, he's a good player! haha. think he look better than lehmann- so no pics of him here. lolx. i guess i'll jus have to catch them in the club games from now on- Asernal and MC Milan. lolx. since when did i become such a soccer freak? but guys seems to have a problem with girls watching soccer and we dont only look at cute guys can? you can tell those apart from us- cos those would prob only know about owen, rooney and beckham (tested and quite proven- cos singapore only show epl la!!). hahah.
alright, a rather picture-ful entry. gotta go and meet lester and the rest for his "farewell" lunch..hahah.
整个世界都不对
还能这样安静的和你依偎
受过的苦都无所谓
进进退退
我们之间
故事有点迂回
轰轰烈烈
哭过几回
从来没有后悔依
靠着你的肩膀
有风的味道也有雨的沧桑
为我去过了远方
还好爱是我最固执的地方
还好再长的夜总是会天亮
我终于等到你回来身旁
爱就是你的肩膀
能负担我的所有快乐悲伤
相信你许下的愿望
一辈子的时间那么的漫长
何必在乎当初寂寞多荒凉
我们的幸福会在下半场
为我去过了远方哦
相信你许下的愿望
: : 你的肩膀 : :
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好的歌曲并不是每个人都会欣赏， 这是我很喜爱的一首！
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当所有的灯都熄灭的时候，
在所有的人都进到了梦乡。
在此时此刻我们慢慢的，
将所戴的面具拿了下来。
好不容易一天才这样过去。
身心疲惫只想停下脚步，
但是明天还有更大的考验。
1-1 at 120mins and 4-2 after penatly shootout!!!
i think the rest of the cg is not going to talk to me after this match cos they are all argentina supporters!! hmmm...oh i found some others on the German side of cos...*celebrates* lolx...
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alright, here i am, another person who is caught up in the world cup fever that began during somewhere of the top16 matches and here i am choosing a unpopular team to support but of cos they won.. haha. GO GERMANY!!! though if they meet with Brazil i dont know who i will be supporting cos i found my new found favourite player- KAKA!! he is cute and he plays well too.. haha. :) and i know dont support england as mosy guys wld think that girls do. haha.
hmmm...here is a top 4 prediction for the semis:
1. germany vs italy
2. England vs Brazil
cant believe that england is in but my guess is that portugal have little chance of winning cos of that horrible match against netherlands that gave them too many red cards. not to forget the debatable game bet brazil and france. anything can happen, the ball is round and we shall all see what is the verdict in the coming few days.
what a soccer and world cup post. lolx. but come on flow with the season. haaha.
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there are alot of things that are running through my head in the past few days, some of them are resolved and settled but there are other stuff that jus keep running to and fro and not giving me the peace that i am seeking for. i guess i wldnt have the answers and the outcome till i learn to deal and face with them. Courage is not the absence of fear but the mastery of it. there are things that you know that you have to bear the consequences but you dont really wish to do that after you have done it. it may not necessarily be a bad thing but..oh wells. what am i supposed to do at this point in time?
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God says:
recall the story of Mary who gave birth to Jesus.
She said, "let it be to me according to Your Word" and after that she is pregnant with the Saviour of the World.
God says: if you are willing, you will be impregnanted with dreams, visions and destiny that is beyond your wildest imagination. Like I was there to empower Mary and guide her through, I will give you the capacity and the tenancity to go through the worse storms and the lowest valley. Until my promise becomes a revelation, it is open and vulnerable to the deceptions that the evil one will plant inside of your heart. but take heed, heaven and earth will pass away but My word will by no means pass away.
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maybe most of the time we use a mask to face people, our best side that may not be perfect but a side that we think that is more appropriate than the weak little us that we do not want people to see. but this weak and vulnerable side still exist within us and if there is anything that we need to do- we sldnt supress it. the more that we try to hide, the more it will surface and when that time arise, who knows what will become of the stronger you that you tried to face the world with. Dont you ever wonder what is the real real you like? or we are too used to the person that we have been living as for as long as we can remember?
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i wanna be inside your heaven...
