玻璃也在流眼泪
街上的人都看起来
比我幸福一点
用寂寞来测验
还是最想要你陪
曾一起走过的夏天
我常常会梦见
我猜不到你真正的感觉
思念写成脸上的黑眼圈
有的时候我宁愿
你对我坏一点
无法停止幻想我们的永远
爱你是孤单的心事
不懂你微笑的意思
只能像一朵向日葵在夜里默默的坚持
爱你是孤单的心事
多希望你对我的诚实
一直爱着你 用我自己的方式
我在你的心里
有没有一点特别
就怕你终究没发现
我还是在你身边
孤单心事
: : 孤单心事 : : 蓝又时 : : 终极一班电视原声带 : :
although i cant sing very well but i like to listen to songs- so this is one of the latest addition to my playlist, got a nice tune and the lyrics is quite nice also- got a story to tell. another of those typical sad love songs though- but i guess that there are people who write all these songs becos there are people who go through all these experiences. so songs they may be but they are applicable to many of the listeners out there that's why they could identify with them. just like all those romance movies and shows that are being produced each year and the novels that are being written- people demand for all these things. hmmm...
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there are somethings that cannot be replaced.
today met up with siang and ping- was suppposed to go k one..but siang violently object (alright, she did not violently object, in fact she gently objected..sorry that i raised my voice but late night and you guys made me go all the way to AMK!! *faints*) but we had quite a good time "nua-ing" at AMK pao pao cha guan and also later we shifted to the Mos burger downstairs just talking and stuff but i found out some interesting facts about some of our primary school classmates *ahem* really interesting..haha..anyway Siang we wanna meet mr tan soon k? hehehhe *sniggers*
oh yah..and we planned our aust/ NZ trip for next july. tentative date is 15-29 july 2007. yes we are planning to stay there for 2 whole weeks- super cool right? dont be jealous ok? hehehe
next outing that i had- this was last week, where we celebrated miss zhao's birthday! we went to a few places and here are the photos from that day. its a really interesting day! thanks zhaohui for a chance for us to gather and have fuN! Love you babe!! :)
here is TODAY's picture from the last cg of the year! thanksgiving cg at ryan's house..wasnt much of a thanksgiving cg but its quite fun- we had our ice-cream and the waffles!! hehehe..and bingren was trying to act shocked cos he accidentally walked into his surprise- haix..nvm larh..hahhaa..then those are some of the pictures that we took during the end part of the cg! and i got a new bag!! see the nike one below! heheh- gift for helen and i, i got a bag and helen got a top..i love the bag!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! woah..hehhe *grinne* so happy now!!!
***and there is this pair of shoes that i wanna buy from the x-square at marina square- so if there is any kind soul who wanna bless me- its the $39 pair with strap and heels. its left with size 38 and 40- though i wear 39 i can fit into a 38 plus 40 is too big..the shoe is super nice and dreamlike- i love it..but no money larh..sianx...
ouch- the blue blacks that i have on me are killing me softly- not softly but painfully xia..i hope that the recover soon. and yes, james left for USA le..so we all felt that there are some things missing without him ard for cg and ryan even called him. have a good trip k? take care..
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as the end is coming to an end, it is high time that we reflect upon this year and think through about what has happened- cliche right? but that is what we usually try to do at the end of the year. i think that i had quite an eventful year but i am really glad to have known this cg- not just trying to be nice but really..there are many things that i have learnt throughout the year and there are so many things to be learnt!
i shall continue another time- finally can slp in liaox, so gonna slp early and catch up on my beauty slp- will continue with this sometime soon bah...
mental note: gotta meet bestie! :)
Unto us a Son is given;
And the government will be upon His shoulder.
And His name will be called
Wonderful, Counselor, Mighty God,
Everlasting Father, Prince of Peace.
: : Is 9:6 : :
beautiful verse that accompanied me through the week and the five services this weekend!!
MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!!!
alright, christmas had come and gone and the next thing you know is to count down for the new year! woah..cant believe that this year just went by like this! seems like it is faster than usual- i guess not but it is just the perspective about it.
kudos to the drama team- great and fantastic job! going from glory to glory! woah, they are just fantastic i tell you!
alright, very tired, think i go slp liaox..
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results put tml..pray pray pray!!!!
遥望着你背影 有孤单太苍白
我多么想陪着你 走过人山人海
当天空变灰白你的忧伤澎湃
我多么想走进你 紧锁的心海
我一直都在你身后等待
等你有一天回过头看我
我的笑送给你希望你快乐
你的难过都给我
关于你的一切我都好好收藏着
我一直都在你身后等待
等你有一天能感觉到我
就算我在你世界渺小像一颗尘埃
我也会给你我所有光和热
我鼓起勇气大喊你要听得见
我不许你再孤单
要你拥抱我给的温暖
我一直都在你身后等待
等你有一天回过头看我
我的笑送给你希望你快乐
你的难过都给我
关于你的一切我都好好收藏着
我一直都在你身后等待
等你有一天能感觉到我
就算我在你世界渺小像一颗尘埃
我也会给你我所有的光和热
今天外头下了一天的雨， 把每个人的心情都弄得怪怪的。
还是不要用中文来打了， 好慢喔！！
心情日记还是写在日记本里吧！
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alright, dont really feel like blogging- there are times that you just have alot of stuff on your mind but you just dont feel like saying them out. better go and rest for the night le..
心跳快得很可怕
呼吸大到有气压
手心冒汗可以浇花(可以浇花)
生活变四格漫画
喜怒哀乐被放大
身不由己没有办法(没有办法)
怎么可以这样
怎么可以这样疯狂
怎么可以这样
怎么可以这样爱超出了想像
就算世界与我为敌
我超喜欢你
超喜欢你不能分离
我只相信这个真理
百无禁忌万夫莫敌
我超喜欢你
我慢慢不能清醒
终于不想清醒
根本不用清醒这个恶作剧
想要对你说的话
身体由已替我表达
一旦爱了不能作假(不能作假)
一度觉得很头大
怀疑细胞有偏差
可是爱了没有办法(没有办法)
就是可以这样
就是可以这样疯狂
就是可以这样
就是可以这样爱超出了想像
就算世界与我为敌
我超喜欢你
超喜欢你不能分离
我只相信这个真理
百无禁忌万夫莫敌
我超喜欢你
我慢慢不能清醒
终于不想清醒
根本不用清醒这个恶作剧
想我超喜欢你
是我放在心里好久的秘密
我不敢告诉你
甚至没有勇气说服我自己
我问一问上帝
要怎么突破我们之间的距离
站在原地是友谊
往前一步又怕吓到你
我号称黄金右脚横冲直撞
天下无敌自由来去
怎么踏进这个禁区
马上败在你手里
就算世界与我为敌
我超喜欢你
超喜欢你不能分离
我只相信这个真理
百无禁忌万夫莫敌
我超喜欢你
我慢慢不能清醒
终于不想清醒
根本不用清醒这个恶作剧
就算世界与我为敌
我超喜欢你
超喜欢你不能分离
我只相信这个真理
百无禁忌万夫莫敌
我超喜欢你
我慢慢不能清醒
终于不想清醒
根本不用清醒这个恶作剧
Oh my life is changing everyday
in every possible way
And though my dreams
it's never quite as it seems
Never quite as it seems
I know I felt like this before
But now I'm feeling it even more
Because it came from you
Then I open up and see
The person fumbling here is me
A different way to be
I want more, impossible to ignore
Impossible to ignore
And they'll come true
impossible not to do
Impossible not to do
And now I tell you openly
You have my heart so don't hurt me
For what I couldn't find
Talk to me amazing mind
So understanding and so kind
You're everything to me
Oh my life is changing everyday
In every possible way
And though my dreams
it's never quite as it seems
'cause you're a dream to me
Dream to me
thanks to jiayi who sent me this song! yay! :) been looking for it for a long time and i finally got it!!
went out to watch Happy Feet on thurs with weiwei and bobo is so cute..if there is any soft toy on that..do let us know..hahahaha
and exams are finally over so i started on my youtube craze all over again and if you have the chance you sld catch this- its really funny and you get to laugh your head off..花样少年少女, got ella, 飞轮海 and 吴尊!!! 汪东城, 唐禹哲 and 阮经天 etc..okok..but youtube upload till epi 3 only..so if wanna watch it one shot then gotta wait for another 2 or 3 months cos in taiwan only show once a week..so can watch other shows first larh..here is a poster:
interesting show..anyway if anyone got GONG- please lend it to me k? thanks!!!!
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oh yah..i bought a new phone!! yay! just that there is a little problem larh..cos my phone and the software cant install properly and i cant find the card reader on my laptop so i cant exactly upload songs and stuff on it..sianz...not going to load a photo..
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anyway..i just just thinking about something and about the behaviour of someone- some people are just so childish- i got nothing to say..so i am not going to say anything about it..
this week pastor taught us about the kind of person that God uses and indeed that many times we think that we are never good enough to be used by God but He uses the most ordinary people. in fact, He use the weak to put to shame the strong- but through Him though we were weak but we will never remain weak, though we were poor but we can be made rich in Him. Praise God for that! and we often havemany fears in our lives but courage is not the absence of fear but the mastery of it..and the best weapon that the devil have against us is to make us believe that we have all the time in the world when in fact we are running out of time already.. then what shall we and can we do- gotta stop procrastinating- step out of our comfort zone and move into a whole new dimension in faith. though we have our doubts and our fears but we are more than overcomers. the koi grows according to the size of the pond, our faith grow to the size of the challenges that we are willing to take! :)
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CHRISTMAS IS 14 DAYS AWAY!!! HOHOHO MERRY CHRISTMAS.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY JOANNE!!! but these were not taken today- it was last sat- we ended up taking lots of photos in town with the christmas trees and also with the santa clause..what have you..hahahha..but it was really fun..i tink that people think that we are mad larh..like tourist like that..but i gave up the time that i could have used to study for nm3201- that was a bad decision. and the paper dint go that well- but its all over let's not talk abou it anymore..i hope that i wldnt take any other modules that *ahem* is teaching- that was really a torture..and being theory based just made it worse and hard to bear. not to forget that the exam hall was so cold that my fingers were so numb that we cant really write..how great!! today marks the end of the exams for me for this semester and results will be out in 19days time- dont really care about it..Christmas is coming first!! looking forward to it!!!***
not to forget..HAPPY BIRTHDAY MEOW JIAT AND
HAPPY BIRTHDAY AH MAH!!! :) looking forward to seeing you guys on sun- but i am just so totally broke xia...but i know that we are going to have a great time gathering together! oh yah..let's play bball soon k? i feel all the unhealthy-ness in me just accumulating and collecting and i just dont feel healthy- now that exams are over- there are no more excuses for me..hahaha..
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Oh yah..siang is back and I NEED A JOB!!! **
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有时，
坐在这个同样的位子，
头脑里有许多的思潮起伏，
也不知道要如何去形容。
当你知道缺少了一些东西，
但你又不能正确的说出，
这种感觉并不好受，
我想应该是昨天的失眠，
睡醒之后应该会好点吧！
The splendor of a King
clothed in majesty
Let all the earth rejoice
All the earth rejoice
He wraps himself in Light
and darkness tries to hide
It trembles at His voice
It trembles at His voice
How great is our God
sing with me
How great is our God
and all will see How great
how great is our God
Age to age He stands
And time is in His hands
Beginning and the end
Beginning and the end
The Godhead Three in One
Father Spirit Son
The Lion and the Lamb
The Lion and the Lamb
Name above all names
Worthy of our praise
My heart will sing How great is our God
: : How Great is Our God : : Chris Tomlin : :
this is truly a great song- i was listening to it on youtube that day and today we sang it for cg meeting. what i like about the song- was not the chords and the lyrics- but i like to listening to the strumming and the plucking of the strings on the guitar- i am glad that i had the priviledge of sitting next to the guitar- when all things else fade away and there is no lyrics or words- the very sound of the guitar can touch my heart- the notes on the guitar can tell a beautiful story. i like the way that it sounds on this song..really nice.
the focus of prayer is not on ourselves but it is on God..something that we often forget- in the midst of all our busyness- we conveniently put God in the second place in our lives..when was the last time that we really seek after Him and just spend time in His presence- that is all that i want to do for tonight..its very simple..really very simple- just whether we choose to do it or do we not do it..that's all..
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那些日子当你不在我身边
整个世界都不对
还能这样安静的和你依偎
受过的苦都无所谓
进进退退
我们之间
故事有点迂回
轰轰烈烈
哭过几回
从来没有后悔
依靠着你的肩膀
有风的味道也有雨的沧桑
为我去过了远方
还好爱是我最固执的地方
还好再长的夜总是会天亮
我终于等到你回来身旁
爱就是你的肩膀
能负担我的所有快乐悲伤
相信你许下的愿望
一辈子的时间那么的漫长
何必在乎当初寂寞多荒凉
我们的幸福会在下半场
: : 你的肩膀 : : 何耀珊 : :
已经好久没有用华文来写作了， 还真的有点不习惯。
其实有一段时间没有听这首歌了，但是那天听了就有一些感触。
每一首歌都有着它背后的故事，每当你听一首歌的时候， 你听到的不止是歌手的努力， 还有作曲者写这首歌时的思路。
一个人坐在空荡的角落思考，
会有一些怎样的故事呢？
好多的时候，我们让自己放逐到另一个地方去。
离开日常生活里，林林总总的琐事。
逃离繁忙都市工作一组的生活。
拿下那个每天带着去面对世界的面具，
我们真的有这个勇气用真实的自己去面对一切吗？
世界是真实的，残忍的，
它会很诚实的告诉你，你的一切缺点，
然而它并不一定给你一个改过的机会。
要学着勇敢的走下去，
因为明天还有更耀眼的夕阳。
因为我们并不知道到底接下去的路到底会带我们去哪里。
该给自己一个机会，也给爱我们的人一个机会，
或许我们一直都在寻找的奇迹就在接下来的日子里。
我们在学习的过程中，
必定会跌倒。
但是也是因为学会了跌倒，
以后的路才不会那么的辛苦。
并没有想像的那么难吧？
我想也就是这样一步一步的往前走吧！
我一点也不完美，
但是这个世界并没有完美的人啊！
我也有我的缺点，
并没有要人们的认同，
只是希望不要把我建立起得信心打倒就可以了。
在你觉得绝望的时候，
要记得，总有一双你能够依靠的肩膀！
路要走下去，
但你并不用一个人去面对的！
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got the results for 3201 and you will be amazed at the kind of grades that we are all getting. i have an issue with the lecuturer and it is a BIG one..first of all, i have to spend 30min sitting in front of a comp to SEND the print job for a reading becos somebody scan and save a jpeg file instead of pdf-ing it..on top of that- no page no..so smart already larh..got nothing to say. plus, the grades that we are all getting are so low..totally mood spoilting xia...
haix..
oh well...
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adalia means God is my refuge..
dont ever forget that..
