離開妳以後 並沒有更自由
酸酸的空氣 嗅出我們的距離一幕
錐心的結局 像呼吸般無法停息
抽屜泛黃的日記 榨乾了回憶 那笑容
是夏季妳我的過去 被順時針的忘記
缺氧過後的愛情 粗心的眼淚是多餘
我知道妳我都沒有錯
只是忘了怎麼退後
信誓旦旦給了承諾 卻被時間 撲了空
我知道我們都沒有錯 只是放手會比較好過
最美的愛情 回憶裡待續
: : 退後 : : 周杰倫: : 依然范特西 : :
i am home on a friday night cos there is no cell group- just show how no life i am, so here i am uploading photos that i took today. this was the photo that refuse to load last night- a present from glenda- so nice right? its real good to have a friend who is an artist- fantastic work here- somemore draw me till so slim..hahhahaha...
this pic was taken on the jacob ballas bridge- thought this is a rather nice "thing". might be the time capsule thing that they were talking about but i am not sure lah- i dint keep up with the news that time..but the words are so true.
They reap not where they laboured, we reap what they had sown. alot of times we complain about sowing and not reaping what we have sown but the fact is that we reap what other people have sown- the people who were before us- the work and the seeds that they have sown as they had gone before us. not only in SAJC but also in other areas of our lives as well.
these are the photos that i took while we were leaving the school. went back to SA for lunch as shu went back to get her long overdue cert- so here are some of the scenic views- most of them were taken on the bridge that is connecting the jc and the junior/sec school. you can see the slanted top of the potong pasir flats in the background and the kallang river- which i am not too sure if the canoeing people canoe in-but i think that they go to the basin larh..that was just a joke that was ard before they shifted to the location now. oh wells.
took a bus home from SA after that and i was real bored so i took some photos from the bus window. there is a riverwalk pic- which is the future home of our bible study classes from 2 weeks' time onwards. and passed by chinatown- some of the CNY celebrations deco are already up- just realised yesterday that the coming new year is the year of the boar- hahaha.
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someone quick ask me out- i am suffering from i-dont-understand- why-i-am-home-on-a friday-night syndrome. wahahhaha..its actually not that bad a feeling larh..there is a project that is due on sun that i need to embark on and i cleaned by desk- so it is neat for now and can fold all my washings and i can do my goal card planning and also catch up on my bible reading- so there are quite alot of things to be done. and the best part- i can save money. daddy ask me to go look for a job and i know that when he say that- there is a need for me to really go and do it already.oh God, i need a job- if not i dont know what is going to become of me. haix.
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staying home may not be the most healthy thing that one can do-for one i wld think alot.
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i want to go to a place- where no one know me, where no one has some preconceived perception of who i really am. somewhere i can start all over again becos right now- i think no matter how hard i try, i am still not good enough. this is a new year, want to have a new start- but seems so hard, the first thing this very new year bring is a reminder of how imperfect i am and how i always mess things up- arrgh. ya ya ya..we are all imperfect people blah blah blah- try telling me some things that i dont already knew long ago- if that is the case, why are there people who are not giving me a second chance to life and everything that they say and do are killing my esteem slowly as the minute passes by?
maybe i just need a getaway- or maybe i need a new life.
