i whinced in pain as i woke to a throbbing headache that i thought would have went away after i took my afternoon nap. i took a swollow of my saliva and pain shot through the depth of my throat, alright maybe that wasnt so bad. but my nose continue its marathon that it has started since this morning. i shook in horror at the remembrance of the nightmare that i woke up from. not a good sign.

sleep. drink more water. all this i also know larh..but i cant afford to sleep any more than i wanna drink water now at this point in this- will be so bloated in the morning. but this is seriously not the right time to fall sick. gotta hand in SOT assignment soon and i have yet to start on it. there is a cg to go to tml and ian is assessing..meaning that there is sermon to prepare, game to think of- praise and worship to think about. i would think that by now all these shld be a part and parcel of my life but the thought that i have to be assessed still send thrills of terror down my spine. thoughts of wanting to do ok and wanting the whole cg to go well kept running through my mind. i know that i can do it and i can get through it. faith begin to build up in my heart. THEN i just had to fall sick NOW!! arrgh..its as if it is spiritual warfare- its totally killing me.

it began with me waking up in cold sweat and hot sweat actually to the hot weather that singapore is going through- 32++ degrees heard that it is one of the highest recorded temperature in years. showered and headed out to jurong west for SOT..then in and out of airconditioned train and bus and then in the church audi- cold air blow and full bloom. it developed into a full blown flu from the bad omen that i got of the sore throat that i woke with. the rest is history- though we had a fantabulous time moving in the presence of the Lord, my nose it totally killing me. went for lunch and came back to sleep till 9pm..seems like alot of people cant find me. went outside switched on the tv and try to multi-task a little- nothing gets done. watched a little tv and tried to get some rest. dad came back with dinner which now feel like transferring them out into the toilet bowl and supposed to get down to do my stuff but just dont feel up to it..

so all that i could do today is blog. right. what a way to spend my time.

oh God, i need your healing power today! NOW!!!

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