你气质太过优美连箴言也会
感觉有点像长辈让人想鞠躬后退
你有圣洁的氛围失去自然的趣味
你像是个校徽德智体群与美
从不犯错充满象徵意味
其实不必太过完美
可否多一点人味
什么都要十全十美
这样活得太累
其实不必太完美
有缺点完美才美
什么都自己面对
你还需要有谁
你永远精力充沛情绪不会疲惫
你像优秀国家队我是后排啦啦队
你是丰盛的宴会我是小器的零跎
你总是高高在上
带著天使光环
新好人类你个性明确
不会混乱也不会心碎

::别太完美::何耀珊 ::

i witnessed the epitome of love today and it seems to be something that is being shown to me this few days. through different mediums but it really touched my heart today.

i saw:
How pastor love the church that he planned the whole mayday celebrations and bore all the exspenses so that we can have a day of fun.

How pastor love SUN that when we were all there he chose to sit in the midst of all the fans and watching her perform with love and pride beaming in his eyes. that he is really her no. 1 fan and the love that he have for her was one of selflessness and a love that expect nothing in return.

How Pastor and SUN love God and His people so much.

How love is a choice and it means wanting nothing back in return and doing it at the exspense of love for the benefit of others.

How love is a choice that we have to make.

How i am so lacking in all these areas that i can love much more.

***

i realised that all the while i was being so self-centered, i was just looking at things from an angle and i never looked at it from His angle. yes, my views and my thought maybe be right and they may be legitimate but that doesnt mean that they are the only views and the only side to the whole thing. i dont deserve to expect anything back in return when my love was given hoping that i can gain sth back in return. hoping that i can gain what i was looking for and feeling down when it did not happen the way that i wanted it to be.

summer x summer.
i saw how there was a person who can do so much for the ones that she love and so much for the people ard her though they might not know her very well an she is not expecting something back in return. maybe some people think that she is naive and pure in heart- but i wish that i can be like her. i rather be a fool than to think that behind everything there is a string attached and being every action there is a reason- becos some things just dont have a rational explanation to it.

SUN's performance.
i saw how much pastor love her from the way that he was mouthing her every song when she was singing. how he lovingly looked at her sing- the love could flood the people ard. its so simple, its so pure. sometimes we think too much and look too much into things. love is about selflessness and its about the other instead of about self. thank you pastor and thank you SUN- i learnt so much today.

Spiderman 3
i saw how in everything that someone do- there might be an underlying reason and most of the time we just failed to see it- we look at things from our perspective and missed the big picture. i saw how love is a choice- the battle lies within our heart- we got to make a decision.

***
what is my decision then?
there are just so many things that are running through my head.
i just hope that i can love more, and i can love better.
wanting nothing in return, loving with the love of God (who loves us all so much). love with a naive and pure heart. love with selflessness.

***
Love is patient, love is kind.
It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud.
It is not rude, it is not self-seeking,
it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs.
Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth.
It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres.
Love never fails.

1 Cor 13:4-8
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