Busyness

i was just looking at someone's blog and an email from eunice..both of them talked about busyness...

how true it is that we are often caught up with the busyness of life that we do not take time to spend with the people ard us and the things that perhaps deserve a little more attention..frankly speaking..i was hoping that i would get to spend more time that day with siang, ping and shir..but i guess some things you just have to make do with whatever you are being offered..but are we this busy?? that we have to pack our meetings back to back and that we have to cramp everything in? i never like people who tries to meet everyone and as many people as they can and in the end..each for a short time..and sad to say sometimes i am like that too...

busyness..i guess it also depends on what you are busy with..i take a look at my team memebers in SOT..they are always so busy..people like Garvin, YaoHui, PeiYun and Bingren..i feel as if i have backsliden..they always have something to do and they always have people to meet..but i guess this is a kind of good busyness..becos this kind of busyness impacts lives and leave behind a legacy..

why then am i not busy? maybe i have more free time? maybe i choose to be so..maybe i really need to pack my life with things upon things to do and people upon people to meet..maybe i need to do more..?? i dont know but i took a little time off and i look back in my life...and i see the goodness of God in my life.

i look back at this year and i realised how God has set me up and how i have learnt so many things..though some of the experiences are so painful that i do not want to relive them ever again.. but i guess all these things helped me to grow..i thank God that i have never beenm living in lack..i have people sponsoring me through SOT and i have people sponsoring me through University..how many people actually have that and these are people who arent even my family members..but God is good..i look at this year and i thank God for the friends who had been there to help me through and new friends that i have made..i mean how many people have a 21st bday party planned for them??? i thank God for that..i thank God for the teammates that i have in SOT becos they are such fun people to be with and they taught me so much and there is so much to learn from them...

i thank God for e243 becos they are such great people...they are what kelvin prophesied what u have been praying for..i know that we live in a broken down world where people are not perfect and all..but i thank God that i have this chance to be here today at where i am right down..becos right now i am counting the blessings that i have in my life..i thank God for this cg that makes me feel so welcome and so loved..this cg for being so open to accept us into part of them and so open for us to be with them..thank God for this cg and i know that this cg is going to be world shakers and history makers!! i thank God for denise..you dont know the things that i have learnt from you being who you are and you loving God and loving people..you are just such a great person!! thank God for sam, kel, helen, weiting and all in this cg right now..this is what i cherish the most right now...

and thank God that i am who i am today becos of who YOu are...i was watching Transformers (and all should go and watch this show..i am not a fan of such shows so when i say you sld watch..you SHOULD!!) and i am just reminded of Your love and all that You have done..Your creation and how You have blessed me..i thank You that i am in this family though it may not be the perfect family..i thank You that i am in this great church that is doing great things all around the world..and i Thank You for the leaders that you have place in this church becos they are such role models and they love You so much..and they make us live not a normal life but taught us to love a life that is extraordinary..i thank You that You love me so much and i thank You for just being who You are...i love You Lord...
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