翻开随身携带的记事本
写着许多事都是关于你
你讨厌被冷落
习惯被守候
寂寞才找我

我看见自己写下的心情
把自己放在卑微的后头
等你等太久
想你泪会流
而幸福快乐是什么

爱的痛了
痛的哭了
哭的累了
日记本里页页执着
记载着你的好
像上瘾的毒药
它反复骗着我

爱的痛了
痛的哭了
哭的累了
矛盾心里总是强求
劝自己要放手
闭上眼让你走
烧掉日记重新来过

::记事本:: 陈慧琳 ::

went to k-buffet with jun and perez yesterday and i sang this song. it used to be a bi dian song but havent sang it in a long time.

memories are a part of us that we will bring with us no matter where we go. some of us record this down in the form of blogging- some have a diary like the person in the song, some just carry it with them in the mind and memory. some of these memories get washed by time and eventually become only a part of our past that we no longer remember. does the past matter? perhaps some of us have a past that we do not want to remember, that we wished that the things that we have done wrong can be erased but the fact is, it will always be there, it will always be a part of us. perhaps then, the future is more important? we cannot move foward if we are always facing the past and thinking about the things back then. you move towards where you are focused on. this is the theory that applies into all of our lives.

what are the things that you are mediating on? you will be moving forward to these things. no point looking back and hoping to change history when you can re-write your future!

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getting philosophical after an early day with tuition and project data entry. what a week of break- i think that i get more rest if i am having normal school.

there is a burden in my heart and i want to help the people around me in their studies and right now it is taking prority over school work. but school work still needs to be done. so it is a time for stretching and enlarging my capacity!

tata..going off from this freezing cold comp lab...
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