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Saturday, November 10, 2007 // 1 comments

Went to watch this last night with yang and 老婆..wanted to watch stardust or brothers but dont have..so we settled for this cos i think that we need a no-brainer and not sth that requires us to think too much..and i quite like the show..i think that i am easily pleased..but its not bad- quite nice and i like the twist at the end where you realise that everything on this earth leads to a chain reaction.
so what does this mean? it means that every decision that we make in life does not just bother us but everyone who are around us. meaning the decision that i make is going to affect say my family, my friends and my cg for instance. of cos not those like what i am going to eat today that kind of thing though i am quite sure that if you decided that you wanna eat that burger king meal you are going to deprive another person the chance of eating it..its about opportunity cost and sacrcity..
not go into the econs and stuff..
faith leaks, it really does. its pastor Ulf's service later..i am looking forward to it..yet at the same time, there is this sense of drag that i am feeling..what is wrong with me? a healthy cg is suppose to grow but cant see that, cant feel that..i know that i need to have faith but hope defers make the heart sick..heart is sick..keep telling myself and telling ian that it will get better and the people will come..sometimes i feel like i am cheating myself..cant let this go on- its draining life out of me and its draining life out of the people..God i reached my lowest- would you do a miracle on our behalf PLEASE..