不会说谎的眼睛
爱你不需要经过你同意
放掉手中的回忆
像空中飞人
别犹豫我一定会抓住你
想念从每一天张开眼睛就开始
每个心跳都在提醒
talk to me
说我有这个荣幸
翻天覆地找幸福给你
拥有喜欢的事让人变坚强
baby holding me
我的天堂就在你手里
承受所有的雨滴
像大海无边又无际
包容你是我温柔的使命
把让你伤心的人都忘记
我会治好你的心
天使不是谁都爱得起
我终于明白双手存在的意义
为了抜卫心爱的你
为了紧紧拥抱你
翻天覆地找幸福给你
让人刻骨铭心什么都不怕
: : 找幸福给你 : : 飞轮海 : :
i like the first 3 lines!
不顾一切的勇气
不会说谎的眼睛
爱你不需要经过你同意
man- describes what we have just went through the past few days..but it was all worth it and you know that if you have not done it- you will look back and regret- 我们都没有后悔！
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this is liz's msn nick- thought that its quite nice:
飞轮海！！ 超喜欢你。。就算爱到一个人流浪也只对你有感觉。。找幸福给你是我的不死之谜。
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after the disappointment from the day before- we decided to give it a shot again- but this time only got chun cos the rest went back to taiwan already- esp da dong gotta film zhong ji yi jia and other stuff. so ponned school (shhh...only lecture- i still went for tut k?) and went for the hua yang event at tampines.
长这样大还是第一次做追星一族， 不知道脸要往哪搁！！
两天的排队都是置身于小妹妹们当中， 还真的觉得我们有一点超龄！但我们也找到令我们安慰的事-- 我们的队里有比我们更老的支持者！！ 哈哈！！
so its not too bad..what is the whole point of this thing? i guess its the satisfaction of seeing chun face to face, shook his hand and having him smile right into your eyes!! oh my god! hahah..even though its only for a few seconds- its enough to make your day and blow your mind away.
重点： 握手和那个迷人的微笑！！哈哈！！
还有我跟尊说了一声 “加油”， 而他也会了一句 “加油”！ 超棒的！我们一起加油！！
尊超帅的- 我对我自己说 “这个世界上真的有这样帅的人吗？” 结果真的有！天啊！看到你的努力也让我好想一起努力！ 哈哈！
haha..cant believe that there is this side of me right? neither can i believe that- but there is..the first time in 21 years that i ever do this- i guess that there are some things that you have to do while you are still not that old- if not hor..aiyoh cannot imagine what others will say when we are going for such events at like 28 or 30..gosh..oh yarh..there are some people who were really bad- cos like its ella first then chun- they totally ignored ella when she already stretch out her hand to shake theirs..ella is so nice (and pretty) to do that and they ignored her- so mean (though i know that they are there for chun larh) but...so bad- we were all very nice we shook ella's hand too!! (not to mention she is my fave member of S.H.E..so i was really excited about ella too!!! hehehe) but seriouly these people cannot like that larh..so rude- i feel so bad for ella lor..its ok ella- we still support you!
anyway ah mu was nice enough to help me go and get the autograph so that i can get the autograph at least for the ost for ping who was unable to make it for both the events- dont sad ok? next time we go together- would be more fun with you ard and you got siao on friend we sure can get the autograph the next time- hopefully we are not too old by then. and your poster still at my house.
i still thinking if i wanna put up both the posters that i have- later my dad think that i have gone mad or sth..haix..
ah mu and xiaoxun- new found friend from the weekend- gotta go and k their songs before you guys go back to malaysia- glad to know new friends..interesting!!
anyway, we thought that we were crazy enough to go for the events..we did sth even more unbelievable! on the way back home- we decided to take a detour and pass by town and the hotel and we saw all the maxi cabs there- dont need me to explain i guess. though knowing that they shld be back at the hotel before us- we hung ard for awhile hoping that we might catch a glimpse of chun and ella again. but no such luck larh..we hang ard for awhile and decided that they wld not have taken so long to return and those people in the maxi cab have no news or whatsoever. hence, we proceeded to newton food centre to eat- of cos you wouldnt see chun there larh..cos he already told the whole world that is his favourite haunt- you think he can still go there meh? so we had a rather good time eating (we're convinced that the dao suan that we ate is from the same stall that he usually buy from!! hahaha) and we wanna declare that:
十点半 到 十一点半 ：尊不在newton food centre!! hahahah...
thank god we dint hang ard with the maxi cab people. but our conclusion is that we wldnt have done such a thing if we did not have a car- i mean to book cab to follow is CRAZY and they are still school students leh..where do they get all the money from and their parents actually allow them- my oh my! what is going on in the world. thankfully its just the beginning of the school year and not like nearing the exams for the students. and what is the whole point of waiting outside the hotel and catch a glimpse? conclusion: 爽咯！！ that is the only verdict that we have!
so, we were thinking if we wanna join the fan club but verdict is NO! cos i think that the fan club people really left a very bad impression on us. they were shouting at the people who were there who also love the very people that they love and there for the very same reason yet they were so rude. i think that they need to be nicer to the people ard them- after all i think that they are there for the same reason larh. okay- dont flame me and start to attack me, i seriously think that everyone of them esp da dong would want their fans to be getting along and be nice like he always say..so maybe we sld just revert back to being the silent supporter that we were before this and stop these crazy stuff...
speaking of which- our lives pretty much revert back to normal again today and it feels weird- like a little 空虚 cos sth is missing (or maybe its the withdrawal symptoms from the lack of chun!) hahahaha..but it is a good break- these star-chase can be rather exhausting man. maybe i am just getting old already. haix..不认老都不行!!
not much pics for now cos my phone just have to be in the hospital at this time and all the pics are with the xiao mei and also the rest with the cameras- so waiting for them to send me. and we concluded that you have to have a real good camera in order to do all these star chasing man. time to invest- anyone who wanna bless, i'll be more than glad to receive.
why are they mostly chun- cos he stnd in front of me easier to take mah..and da dong move ard too much than all the pics blur liaox..must buy anti-shock camera larh..!!!
liz was saying and we both want it- we sld organise a bball game against fahrenheit- hehehe..and we will play with them..liz and i will be the first to sign up and play bball opposite chun- oh my!! hahahah..that is a dream and sth that we were just saying. would that be possible?? hahaha
anyway, thanks to people who siao with me jun and roommate!..i wldnt have done it without people like you guys lor..hahaha..and also people like ping- though you were not there but the info mostly are from you! and the new people that i have made and spent the last 2 days with..intersesting encounters...this is sth that i will definitely not forget!
most imptly: 飞轮海！！加油！(esp 尊!! bias! but too bad lar..) ella 加油 too!! :)
cant believe that we actually did what we did today- we went to the autograph session of fahrenheit.
the good- you get to see them.
the bad- we were so close to reaching yet they cut off the queue cos they had to end the autographing session already- i think that is a major disappointment to alot of people there. i mean think about it- people queued for hours! my god! its our first time and its sure a scary experience..entry pass is supposed to be limited but everyone has it and everyone can get the autograph- a little defeat the purpose of having the entry pass at all right?
you have to be there to experience the chaos and the mess- its worse than the mess at chinatown on the eve of CNY and it is longer than the queue that you see just before service- its just so long that you cant imagine it. but one thing that will realise is that you sure to bump into people there- for instance we met a certain senior *hehehe* and its easy for you to make friends with the people there- common topic and common ground perhaps. i think that they also tried their best to autograph as many as they can- if they go on untilk they finish- i think at this time we'll still be at IMM- there are still hundreds and even thousands of people in the queue after us. scary to even recall that.
tired..we are all super tired-
off to do tutorials already- upload the photos when i get them from the respective new friends that i made..
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i wanna play basketball with zuN!!
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n376- a new beginning. a new start for us and a new start for me.
- my greatest value in life is my value to God.
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天使在人间是该藏好翅膀
人们愚蠢鲁莽而你纤细善良
怎能让你为了我被碰伤
小小的手掌
厚厚的温暖
你总能平复我不安的夜晚
不敢想的梦想
透过你的眼光
我才看见它原来在前方
没有谁能把你抢离我身旁
你是我的专属天使
唯我能独占
没有谁能取代你在我心上
拥有一个专属天使
我哪里还需要别的愿望
小小的手掌
大大的力量
我一定也会像你一样飞翔
你想去的地方
就是我的方向
有我保护笑容尽管灿烂
没有谁能把你抢离我身旁
你是我的专属天使
唯我能独占
没有谁能取代你在我心上
拥有一个专属天使
我哪里还需要别的愿望
要不是你出现
我一定还在沉睡
绝望的以为生命只有黑夜
: : 专属天使 : : Tank : : 花样少年少女片尾曲 : :
check out tank's new album and also the MV of this song- starring Ella and Chun! :)
i thought that i had put up this song before but i realised that i havent. sweet song! haha..but the mv is nice- though i am trying to link it to the song. hahah.
but i guess that there is someone that everyone will call their angel- not necessary your better half but there are people ard you in your life who you will call your angel becos of the things that they had done and the impact that they have left in your life. and i like the bridge of the song the most 要不是你出现 我一定还在沉睡 绝望的以为生命只有黑夜..think about the implications and the meaning that it has for you!
2007 is a year of many 21st birthdays and here are just 2 of them..the first one is peiyun's birthday- i dont have the rest of the photos taken at the party so these are just the other celebrations that i had with her..then the 2nd one is glenda's 21st birthday celebrations that we had @ Escape theme park followed by bbq and chalet at costa sands. both celebrations prove to be physically draining but i think that they both went well- which is the most important and good of cos :) Happy 21st birthday babes.
2 down and many more other celebrations to go!
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to quote from chun who got this quote from michael jordan:
Success isn’t something you chase.
Its something you have put forth the effort for constantly.
Then, maybe it’ll come when you least expect it.
sometimes we wonder how come we put in so much efforts yet we do not see the results. i am always reminded that as you let a seed die and fall to the ground and when you least expected it to happen, it begin to grow from the ground that it has been planted it.
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speaking of chun- we were saying that if you encamp at newton circus you will definitely have the chance to spot fahrenheit there for a meal- cos chun will definitely bring the rest of his bro ard singapore whose he is supposed to be more familiar and of cos the fact that he loves the food there. so if you encamp there i think will have high possibility of "bumping" into the people. haha..
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slpy- off to bed and sweet dreams- gotta cut hair soon!!!
i am beginning to think that it is time to start my studying- yes this is sth that is so unlike me to say at such early time into the semster. but i am starting to think that i am behind in my work- so i think that i better do sth about it. haix.
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was talking to different groups of people and listening plus reading what other people are saying recently..seems like there is a common topic that people have on their mind recently. many around me are lamenting about the demise of friendship and questioning what friendship really mean. and one of the main areas is that friends seems to drift apart despite all the times and the storms that you have gone through together. think like the video that we watched during 2102 today- alot of times we try to put an equation and think that as long as we do certain things-- the results will always turn out to be the same one that we anticipate. but indeed we are human and there is the involvement of feelings and emotions- even with the same formula results might not be the same.
i am glad for the friends who had stayed ard and they are the ones who had accompanied me through the worse period in my life to be my friends yet- they are the ones that i will never forget nor would have be here today without them. Yet, at the same time if you look ard- the truth is that the people that you hang ard with is probably very different today as of some other time period in your life, its even different with say some time recent like last year. however, it is comforting to know of moms who would call you and ask you to join them for their outings and celebrations- i am glad that there are chances like this. these people are open to you that they are willing to share a part of their life with you- what more it is a part of their intimate life- their family. thought that is pretty cool- and i am not even talking about say your other half..must have more friends like these- or rather moms like this. really make me feel so welcome all the time.
so what is the bottomline?
treasure the people who are around us now at this moment.
i guess this is what we can conclude...
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Be fruitful and multiply!
there were 3 persons and they did 3 things.
1. Abraham- Sacrifice
2. Issac - Obedience
3. Jacob- Putting God first
after our actions will come forth blessings and multiplication. do not lose heart for in due season you shall surely reap!!!
才选择隔绝这世界
有点疲倦已决裂的信念
白色球鞋走不回喧闹的海边
月光营火
照亮许多笑脸
疯狂画面停留在眼前
默契却渐行渐远
我们约好闯荡的那片天
我一个人向前
我流浪在拥挤的从前
复习一页页黑白的空荡夏天
呆坐在热闹的路边
啤酒没变甜
却少了傻得很认真的心愿
我流浪在孤单的边缘
怀念挥霍著笑声的耀眼蓝天
听著那熟悉的音乐
只剩下琴弦
希望让时间回到误解那天
能有机会说声抱歉
: : 一个人流浪 : : 飞轮海 : : 终极一班插曲: :
想对你说的
让他先说了
从此只能猜测
你流泪是因为快乐
想要给你的
他先给你了
从此只能复合
寂寞和爱本来难分割
祝福你是我的保护色
专心扮演朋友的角色
在你们拥抱的那一刻
我心一分为二
欺骗你是我的保护色
甘心做个爱情的弱者
真爱不死就能逃得远远的
等待是我职责
路越走越曲折，不能回头了
能伤害我的，都是我爱的
还保护什么，还保护什么
祝福你是我的保护色
专心扮演朋友的角色
在你们拥抱的那一刻
我心一分为二
欺骗你是我的保护色
甘心做个爱情的弱者
真爱不死就能逃得远远的
等待是我职责，爱你是天择
: : 保护色 : : 苏亦承 : : 终极一班插曲 : :
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刚巧今天所放的歌词都有一点悲，而两首都是终级一班的插曲。
为何今天的心情有点的悲？ 其实本来心情并不错的， 但读了亚伦的网志后，也有些感触。
刚k完终级一班这部戏， 还真的看了很久耶！它也是一部蛮旧的戏了， 有一年了吧！但是那时飞轮海没有那么红- 也就没有听人介绍这部戏。可是， 它真的还不赖- 有空可以看看。 但！！ 现在要支持的还是花样少年少女！！ 呵呵！！哈哈！！ **笑**
在我自己还没有因为打中文而被累死之前， 我要换回英文了啦！ 这就是太懒惰的我的所作所为！！ 哈哈！！打中文真的又慢又不顺敞， 虽然写起来也没那么难啦！！但我不用笔写啊- 真要命！！我还蛮佩服那些可以用中文来写网志的人耶， 不是语言的问题啦-- 是打字！！ 哈哈！！
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actually i still believe that chinese is a language where you can use it to express very beautifully the feelings and emotions that you want to convey but the typing is too tedious- so i shall leave it to a paper and pen diary and not blog..i am a very chinese person- though i always say that i am effectively bilingual..but given a choice i do prefer chinese- i am thankful that i am brought up taught in chinese more than english- cos you need to have a love for the language before you can appreciate it. However- i do not wish to be studying chinese though..no offense! just the things that you learn. i prefer more modern chinese works instead of those from of old. if you go and look at the lyrics of songs- most of them are telling a story and the chinese songs takes less words to paint a story and most of the time these scenes cannot be painted with some other language (though it is unfair for me to say this- cos i am bilingual only..hence i do not know about the rest of the languages in the world. i do think that there are many other beautiful languages too! :])
too much youtube (cos of 终级一班 lah..think about it 10 epi in 2 days- 5h a day at least- that is too much..) and i told myself that i will stay away from it till the next epi of 花样..BUT i just watched the MV of 专属天使- rather nice.. :) what a age that we are at and still like crazy over these stuff..my god. but i guess that in everyone there is a part of you that you would want a nice life story like how it is always protrayed in the comics and the shows- that's why people love them so much. so what is the difference between actors and us? they get to live a piece of this beautiful story that we dont live at least for the period of time that they are filming it. short though it may be- it leaves behind a little piece of heaven and of perfection that we lack in our world. so, while we are at it- we 陶醉 in a make believe world where the problems that they face seem so minute as compare to that we have to face and deal with everyday and in every story there is a hero who will help to solve the problem and restore the initial peace and eqilibrium. not that we dont solve problems and live a good life larh..but the shows esp the 偶像剧 make everything more dream-like and desirable. :)
i'll go and be a scriptwriter if i have the chance in the future too! hahah..its interesting larh..when i was young- i like to read and when i read the books- i would visualise the scenes in the book and transform them into a movie in my brain and its as if it is watching a movie. watching shows just make it a little easier for you- you dont have to image how the people look like- in fact they provide very good looking ones for you to watch and you let yourself feel the emotions and the story that the characters are going through. some you may be going through- others you may be going through in bits and you just love the shows to bits. you laugh and you cry with the show. there is a reason why the entertainment industry remains one of the highest grossing industry- becos people need this form and vent in their life. :)
[media and arts rocks! hahaha]
HAPPY 21st BIRTHDAY EVON!! - how would i ever forget your birthday?? love you!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY JO!! (in advance of 45mins- but by the time that you see this sld be the actual day or after le..) love you toO!
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wei wanna be a good person and be in bed soon! so that's all for today i guess..though there are quite abit in my mind.
signing off.
You know I feel there's a city here to take now.
And it's not so tough for these ordinary hands,
When we trust someone with extraordinary plans.
You know I feel this heart's about to break now,
Cos I can see what the devil's trying to take now.
We've got this leather backed book and a freedom cry,
And we're an army of God who are ready to die.
You give us hope where hope is gone,
You fill the streets with a holy song,
We're gonna paint this big old town red.
Oh, Here we come, here we come
Oh, Here we come, here we come
You know I feel this sky's about to break now.
You know I feel our city's gonna shake now.
And we hear you call every woman and man,
"Ring the mission bell" and storm the gates of hell.
Miracles run from street to street,
Rise up Church for a holy meet,
We're gonna paint this big old town red
We're gonna paint this big old town red
With the blood of Jesus!
: : Paint the Town Red : : Delirious : : Mission Bell : :
Life is like a taxi. The meter just keeps ticking whether you are getting somewhere or just standing still! So… remember to do something useful and beneficial everyday! - that is the quote from chun's blog..hahah
seriously roommate- i think that this craze thing is getting out of hand too..how arh?? but who cares? lolx..hahhahhahahahahahahahahahhahahahhaha...
地点是城市某个角落
时间在午夜时刻
无聊的人常在这里出没
交换一种寂寞
我静静坐在你的身后
你似乎只想沉默
我猜我们的爱情已到尽头
无话可说比争吵更折磨
不如就分手放我一个人生活
请你双手不要再紧握一个人
我至少干净俐落
沦落就沦落爱闯
祸就闯祸
我也放你一个人生活
你知道就算继续结果还是没结果
又何苦还要继续迁就
就彼此放生留下活口
就彼此放生
彼此留下活口
爱的时候
说过的承诺
爱过以后
就不要强求
从此分手
不必再回头
各自生活
曾经孤单
加上孤单是爱火燃烧过
你和我如今沉默
加上沉默更沉默
再没有什么舍不得
this is a nice song that i helped junhao to look for that day and has been listening to it since then. the post yest that i saved got deleted and i dont remember the contents of it. just remember that i put the lyrics of 怎么办 but nevermind larh..another time then, though that song was stucked in my head recently..
finally watched the deathnote2: the last name yesterday- 3rd movie since the first of jan- so that make it an average of 1 movie per 4 days- i dont think that this will continue cos i am super broke- i need a job or tuition assignments- so if you are reading this and you got such lobangs- i need them please contact me!! haix..
but thank God- the tv that died seems to have come back to life- though i am not sure if it was my dad who got it repaired or sth but it certainly take one thing off my mind- though not much. there are so many tings to pay for- like the textbooks and coursepack that you have to buy at the beginning of each sem..sigh. and to think that i want to save up for that Aust/NZ trip and gott fulfill the outstanding building fund- i need funds and bad!! i need a job- i think that it is really time that i get down to making it happen!
Pst Tan preached a great msg that blew us away- not to forget Delirious? who was here to lead us in a great time of praise and worship- looking forward for more of them in the service later! and i would like very much to hear the preaching again- it is so solid, esp the last part about the new and old singaporean- which reminds me of the show that we have to go and watch- the new jack neo show starring gurmit singh and fann wong! i think its gonna be new and of cos the new andy lau show..hehhe..
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school started and what do i think of this sem? i think that it got off to a bad start cos of the CORS system totally not working and making people upset and angry about it and alot of people ended up doing some of the modules that they are totally not interested in doing cos sem 2 dont have much to offer most people.
marketing lesson is really nice- i must really make the best of of a mod that i spent 800 over poitns to bid for but the lecturer/tutor seems really nice. reminds me of henry yeung- maybe cos both of them are from hongkong..hahah..but she is really a nice lady. i make a resoultion that i must read the papers daily- but have yet to get ard to doing that- somemore pst today reinforce that we gotta be educated- cannot be city pumpkim larh..which i think that alot of us are- just know how to study and do well(or try to do well) for the exams but anything else that is not required- we dont see the needs of doing things that seemingly has no contribution to our grades- yet it develop our whole person and that is impt.
many exchange students in the marketing class- you begin to see the difference between a foreign student (particularly western ones) they are more vocal and they are not afraid to share their views and their answers while we singaporean students in their presence just take a backseat and allow them to take the lead. how can this be? we are supposed to be leaders in our own rights- yet we see them as giants and we are like grasshoppers in their sight. however, this couldnt be farther from the truth- we are educated and brought up just about the same way as these students- yet we are not as outspoken as them- why? i dont get it..i think that it sld get better as we get to know out classmated better i guess..
alright, eyes closing..update again another time.
p/s: i took away the background sound- cos its getting on my nerves..hahaha
心像海底针
光是猜测我食欲不振
有点烦人又有点迷人
(H)浪漫没天份
反应够迟钝
不够谨慎花挑错颜色
但很矛盾喜欢你的笨
(飞)微笑再美再甜不是你的都不特别
(H)眼泪再苦再咸有你安慰又是晴天
(飞)靠的再近再贴少了拥抱就算太远
(合)全世界只对你有感觉
(飞)玩的再疯再野你瞪一眼我就收敛
(H)马路再宽再远只要你牵就很安全
(飞)我会又乖又黏温柔体贴绝不敷衍
(合)我只对你有感觉
(飞)体贴却黏人爱哭却温顺
有时天真有时很邪恶
对你耍狠就是舍不得
(H)请吸收养分让脑袋平衡
要你现身动作慢吞吞
怎么承认我非你不可
(飞)微笑再美再甜不是你的都不特别
(H)眼泪再苦再咸有你安慰又是晴天
(飞)靠的再近再贴少了拥抱就算太远
(合)全世界只对你有感觉
(飞)玩的再疯再野你瞪一眼我就收敛
(H)马路再宽再远只要你牵就很安全
(飞)我会又乖又黏温柔体贴绝不敷衍
(合)我只对你有感觉
: : 只对你有感觉: : 飞轮海 hebe : : 东方茱丽叶插曲 : :
: : 林俊杰作曲 : :
i was listening to this song- then thought that might be an interesting song for a wedding. haha..that thought came up during xiaowei's matrimony on sat. she look so pretty that day- of cos!! usually already very pretty but even prettier that day! like the saying always goes- a bride looks the most beautiful on her wedding day! hehe :) true true!!
been home the whole day except for the brief period that i went to meet tam and xinyi and i went swimming- oh yes swimming- finally get ard to doing that and it feels good- somemore wldnt be so fair anymore- cant believe that a person can be so fair..lolx..i think tml i shall go jogging or swimming again. everyone start school already and i have nothing to do and no one to go out with- so spend some quality time with myself. to think that i was home for the whole day and not know that the TV is spoilt- poor daddy have nothing to watch at home- no wonder he is so bored. at least i still have my lappie- though youtube is down and i finish till the episode that just showed in taiwan. hmmm..
why am i home today? (oh no..i am starting to talk to myself- no good) oh yah..cos wanted to come back to bid for the remaining module larh and guess what? CORS is down again and cannot bid till tml morning- the whole NUS system crashed- i wonder if there is any link to that earthquake but i doubt so..hope that everything will be up again tml if not its gonna be rather sianz..cos you just get super turn off by the whole system- as if the problems that you face with it is not bad enough. so why has their problem become our problem as well?? haix.
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i like what ping wrote on her blog about confession of pain- but i think that there is sth wrong with the codes- so cant copy and paste over now..some other time then.
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common grace- i was thinking about that today during my swim- haha..i like to think when i go swimming..anyway..i was just thinking that there are many celebrities who are impacting the people in a positive way. not trying to be bias but i was just reading chun's blog and his entries are always so encouraging and positive- makes you think that the world is not such a bad place after all that kind. i mean- we need more of this sort of influence instead of all the maddness. i support them even more so now..haha..cos they are a different sort of band.
where was i? oh..common grace..really set you thinking the first service of the year. media is important and instead of being overcome by the world- we sld be overcoming the world. but most of the time, we just sit ard doing nothing and then we would blabber about how the world is influencing our lives but we sld be the people with influnce. what a load of thoughts that are running through my mind now- better go and sort them out.
here's a quote from chun's latest blog entry:
永不放弃， 继续战斗! dont give up, keep on fighting!
in whatever context that you want to apply it in bah..i guess this gets me going again. hmmm *ponders*
yes- i always wanted that piercing but i lack the courage to do it..so in 2007- must start it with a bang- literally larh..hahah..cos use the gun mah..hahha..and i went ahead and got it done. haha. look at how red the ear is man. it still stinking larh..but i know that it is going to get better and the 5 other ear holes have not close despite me not wearing earrings..good good..dont need to re-pierce..ahhaha..oh well...what a shallow entry..hahahahaa
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when you fall down- you got to pick yourself up again. if you remain there and expect the world to give you a hand, they just passes you by and they move ahead in life without you. there is always two sides to every story- there is the optimistic view and definitely the pessimistic view. so which view do you embrace- that will determine the outlook of your life. there will always be people who will dislike you and make you feel like a total failure and make you think and feel that you will never amount to anything great in life. but if you were to listen to the comments of all these people- might as well spend more time listening to what those who believe in you has got to say about you. its all about choice and its all about the decision that you make. choose faith over fear.
Fear paralyzes while faith liberates!!!!!
離開妳以後 並沒有更自由
酸酸的空氣 嗅出我們的距離一幕
錐心的結局 像呼吸般無法停息
抽屜泛黃的日記 榨乾了回憶 那笑容
是夏季妳我的過去 被順時針的忘記
缺氧過後的愛情 粗心的眼淚是多餘
我知道妳我都沒有錯
只是忘了怎麼退後
信誓旦旦給了承諾 卻被時間 撲了空
我知道我們都沒有錯 只是放手會比較好過
最美的愛情 回憶裡待續
: : 退後 : : 周杰倫: : 依然范特西 : :
i am home on a friday night cos there is no cell group- just show how no life i am, so here i am uploading photos that i took today. this was the photo that refuse to load last night- a present from glenda- so nice right? its real good to have a friend who is an artist- fantastic work here- somemore draw me till so slim..hahhahaha...
this pic was taken on the jacob ballas bridge- thought this is a rather nice "thing". might be the time capsule thing that they were talking about but i am not sure lah- i dint keep up with the news that time..but the words are so true.
They reap not where they laboured, we reap what they had sown. alot of times we complain about sowing and not reaping what we have sown but the fact is that we reap what other people have sown- the people who were before us- the work and the seeds that they have sown as they had gone before us. not only in SAJC but also in other areas of our lives as well.
these are the photos that i took while we were leaving the school. went back to SA for lunch as shu went back to get her long overdue cert- so here are some of the scenic views- most of them were taken on the bridge that is connecting the jc and the junior/sec school. you can see the slanted top of the potong pasir flats in the background and the kallang river- which i am not too sure if the canoeing people canoe in-but i think that they go to the basin larh..that was just a joke that was ard before they shifted to the location now. oh wells.
took a bus home from SA after that and i was real bored so i took some photos from the bus window. there is a riverwalk pic- which is the future home of our bible study classes from 2 weeks' time onwards. and passed by chinatown- some of the CNY celebrations deco are already up- just realised yesterday that the coming new year is the year of the boar- hahaha.
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someone quick ask me out- i am suffering from i-dont-understand- why-i-am-home-on-a friday-night syndrome. wahahhaha..its actually not that bad a feeling larh..there is a project that is due on sun that i need to embark on and i cleaned by desk- so it is neat for now and can fold all my washings and i can do my goal card planning and also catch up on my bible reading- so there are quite alot of things to be done. and the best part- i can save money. daddy ask me to go look for a job and i know that when he say that- there is a need for me to really go and do it already.oh God, i need a job- if not i dont know what is going to become of me. haix.
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staying home may not be the most healthy thing that one can do-for one i wld think alot.
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i want to go to a place- where no one know me, where no one has some preconceived perception of who i really am. somewhere i can start all over again becos right now- i think no matter how hard i try, i am still not good enough. this is a new year, want to have a new start- but seems so hard, the first thing this very new year bring is a reminder of how imperfect i am and how i always mess things up- arrgh. ya ya ya..we are all imperfect people blah blah blah- try telling me some things that i dont already knew long ago- if that is the case, why are there people who are not giving me a second chance to life and everything that they say and do are killing my esteem slowly as the minute passes by?
maybe i just need a getaway- or maybe i need a new life.
天使在人间是该藏好翅膀
人们愚蠢鲁莽而你纤细善良
怎能让你为了我被碰伤
小小的手掌厚厚的温暖
你总能平复我不安的夜晚
不敢想的梦想透过你的眼光
我才看见它原来在前
方没有谁能把你抢离我身旁
你是我的专属天使
唯我能独占
没有谁能取代你在我心上
拥有一个专属天使
我哪里还需要别的愿望
小小的手掌大大的力量
我一定也会像你一样飞翔
你想去的地方就是我的方向
有我保护笑容尽管灿烂
要不是你出现我一定还在沉睡
绝望的以为生命只有黑夜
: : 专属天使 : : Tank : : 花样少年少女 : :
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this song is just stucked in my mind- maybe becos i was watching 花样少年少女 today and then i saw the making of the mv of this song- nice song by tank- his new album is coming out and i totally love this show!! cant wait to watch the rest of the show after it is showed in taiwan! :) at least i am not as addicted to youtube as before and i still wanna borrow the gong and jin san shun vcd if there is anyone who has them. haix..so long liaox- like outdated liaox larh- but that time so busy and somemore having exams leh..now wanna find also cannot find..haix.
did i mentioned that i watched the confession of pain already? go and watch it!!!!!! haha..not only are the shuai ge in the show but also a good movie i wld say. we were choosing between this and deathnote2 and i am glad that i watched this. hees. :) prob one of the few happy things in the past few days. :***
my room is in a mess and will become a even greater mess cos there are some stuff that i need to finish in the next few days- i think i'll pack up after that- before school starts for me on wed- if i get the mods that i wanna get- this sem is not a very good one so far- there are not many mods that i am interested in taking and to make matter worse- i dont really have alot of points left to fight for that last mod that i want. haix.
cant upload to lovely gift that glenda gave for christmas- i think that i am very blessed this past christmas- feels bad about not giving as much as i received. haiyoyo
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in case there is someone who doesnt feel and see the frastrations that we nus students face..seriously- why must they make our lives so miserable and make us go through all these every sem (and i wld be asking the same questions every sem xia..haix.) nothing much to take this sem- really sianx if i dont get the 2 biz mod that i wanna take cos i do not have enough points- there are no other cnm mods that i wanna take liaox..haix..as if i dont alr have enough things to think about. sigh
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there are alot of people in the world that feels that people does not regard their feelings when they are the one who did not regard the feelings of other people. just becos someone always appear to be someone who get things done his way does not necessary mean that he is the predator and the weaker one is always the prey- the world is full of deception..
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totally burdened by the bidding-shall slp on it larh..haix..
