爱真是奇妙
yeah!! you are not seeing things- that is a photo with 刘畊宏 and his very pretty girlfriend vivi!! and we got the autograph too!! heheh :) i want to say that 刘畊宏's live singing is really very zai! its as good as listening to the cd/mp3 like that..i am not joking! support his new and upcoming album! i think that it's gonna be great- think that he is very talented..so talented people are attracted to one other- like he and jay chou are good friends and also this guitarists who were here are also very talented- they write songs for the singers in the taiwan music scene- blown away! and they are all so nice and easy-going people! so nice.. *melts* and 刘畊宏 and vivi are getting married- its about time! they were together for 7 years- that is quite a long time!! think its gonna be a very beautiful wedding bah. after all 男的俊， 女的美！:)

anyway, was really blown away by their lives and the things that they are doing now. makes you realised that whatever that you are doing is really nothing as compared to the things that they are doing. the impact that they are making in the lives of the people around them. amazing. to think that i was just thinking that there sld not be any limiting factors to persue our dreams but that is such a selfish thought- becos if i think that i can do anything that i want, i am not taking into considerations other things in my life. indeed, it is time to to step out and be an agent of God in the place that He has placed us in.
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sth wrong with my IE- i cant view my blog properly even after i changed the blogskin- but the rest of the people are able to view it leh..my comp!! maybe i havent off it for too long le..its time to let it rest. so i think that i sldnt hibernate it again..shall shut it down!!! hahahaha...but i dont like the new blogger- though it is about the same but yet at the same time, a little hard to use.

school mid terms has officially come to an end and at this point in time- i am thinking --> when did the break start anyway? totally didnt feel like i had any break at all.. ^^"' but its not up to me to say anything. there are 2 presentations this week and there is a report that i have yet to even start which is due on wed, there is so much things to do and there is so little time..must make the best use of the time that i have and stop slacking.!!

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SOT 2007! pray about it! to be or not to be? let me explain the new blogskin..this is becos the previous picture is no longer hosted and i am lazy to change the whole blogskin and hence i just found a pic that looks ok and there it is on the skin..but i think that i might just change it away soon when i have the time to do it..

shld really be slping cos i told myself that i wanna slp by 2am and here i am its 2.45am and i have yet to bath and do the things that i need to do..sigh..need to wake at 7am..not a very smart move if you ask me..haix..

liu geng hong was here for service today and i think that he is still going to be ard for tml's svc..man! can i say sth?? his live singing is as good as listening to the cd larh..its that good!! i am not joking..almost had the chance to take photo with him but he had to leave, but we managed to take a photo with his electric guitarist- matt..wasnt that bad after all..heheh..and they are all very nice!! and they are all so talented! :)

so its a star-gazed weekend at the service..who knows..the next time we might have jay chou..hehehe!!! *dreams* i was telling tamlyn that if its fahrenheit then we dont need come in for service liaos- that was when she was thinking how nice it wld be to see aaron at the service..hahah..well, it might just be so in the future..hahahah..

blog another day..really got to go!! nights darls! <白>
你知道吗?
我很喜欢牵着你的手的感觉
发生什么样子我好希望再来一次

懂得让我微笑的人
再没有谁比你有天份
轻易闯进我的心门
明天的美梦你完成
整个宇宙
浩瀚无边的尽头
每颗渺小星球
全都绕着你走

爱我
非你莫属
我只愿守护
由你给我的幸福

爱我
非你莫属
也许会笑着哭
但那人是你所以不怕苦

懂得让我流泪的人
给的感动一定是最深
在我心中留下伤痕
你同时点亮了星辰

看那麽多相遇
偏偏只和你
天造地设般产生奇迹

哦我心的缝隙
我想除了你
任谁也无法填补这空虚

: : 非你莫属 : : Tank : : Keep Fighting 延长比赛 : :

i like the tank version more than the 林依晨- no offense or anything..i just like the tank version more..the MV for the tank version is not bad wor..just that the girl inside very mean to tank larh..arrgh the bridge part is maddness larh..dunno how he sing till so high de..anyway perhaps cos i dint watch 东方茱丽叶 if not i wld appreciate the 林依晨 version more ba..though that is a 尊 show doesnt mean i must watch leh..hahah..

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the CNY and mid term break is coming to an end already and i am still slacking- indeed i slack too much..was just talking to a few people just now..quite a few days dint come online le..for awhile i thought that i cannot survive without my internet- but actually i can- so i am not that dependent on it after all..and just recalled something that H.R. said in 宫, there are alot of times that we are holding on to alot of things all at the same time. and becos of that you are not able to open ur hands to grab hold of sth else that you really need and want. alot of times esp in singapore- even while you are slacking you think alot (though you think but they are not converted into efforts but you still think about stuff)..anyway, alot of times we try to hold on to alot of things in our lives, not only would we not be able to grab hold of other things in our lives but at the same time we will also lose some of the things that we had been trying so hard to hold on to.

sometimes, we give ourselves so many pressure and expectations that even other people dont expect of us- but we force ourselves to live up to all these expectations and choke ourselves to death. there are times where you hope that people can lower their expectaions of you and make your life easier and not be so hard on you..seriously wish that the way that people treat you can be nicer but other times it is not others but we are the ones who are giving ourselves all the pressure- particularly true in singapore. when was the last time that we let our hair down and have a good time without feeling guilty- i think not.. its rather sad if you make yourself do so much and you rather be living the life of someone else- which might not even be a better thing cos they have their own problem as well.

there is a need for balance- but we all lost that balance. find that balance and strike that balance before we drive ourselves crazy trying to become the person that we do not even know exist. nonetheless, balance is the main point here. cant relax too much and not do anything at all too (like me! so now there is a price to pay to finish up the 2 papers and the mid term test readings to do..man..)

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如果你不珍惜現在你所擁有的，你有天一定會後悔，因為過去的時光永遠不會回來!
-- 尊之名言！

但是真的就是这样啊！要学习珍惜眼前的东西与人，但也要学习珍惜我们的时间。珍惜眼前的一切， 做些什么都不要留给自己后悔的空间！
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collage for the past 2 days..went to starbucks @ ex hello singtel in town and we had like muffin and the very nice tiramisu..and just rot there before we started to go walk ard and then head to weishan's house for steamboat and yu sheng. then we played this game and we all feel so bloated from all the drinking of the water. realised that weishan actually live rather near Mr. Tan..speaking of which i thought that we are supposed to go to his place to bai nian before he leave for shanghai??
hmmm...and what else is in the pile..we went to JB for a day trip and the top that jun is wearing (i got the orange version) is the s&k one that singapore also have but wait the mainpoint is that in singapore its $44 which we think its too ex..and in JB its $39RM so you go and calculate the difference larh..totally feel that we kao dio..hahhah..and we were quite high for awhile..hahah..and i got that shades that is in the pic and its only like $20RM..so its like S$10 like that..but we dint really get to get alot of stuff cos the whole time we were mainly at Jusco- which is a bigger or the same size as Vivo in singapore- the shops there were almost the same as well- so if you were there you prob cant tell which country you are in that sort. its so much the same like singapore larh..but one thing though, if you think that the customer service in singapore sucks..malaysia is WORSE!!! i mean i almost blow my top at that waitress..but to prevent myself from being poisoned..i had to control myself.

oh yah..we ran into this accident on our way to the custom- cos we were trying to change lanes and this singaporean car refuse to like just let us go first- so we knocked into his car..poor thing for jun's cousin's gf larh..and that guy like think that we malaysian then like talk big and talk loud like that at jun's cousin and gf..we were stuck in the car then cannot get out- if not try talking like that to us larh..what a man lor..its like he is so reckless one lor..arrgh..and he insisited of repairing his PROTON in singapore..*rolls eyes* i mean- if you wanna talk big and act big and think that you are a great somebody- first of all change your car larh..drive PROTON act rich arh? haix.. i think that sometimes singaporeans think too highly about ourselves..sth we must change larh..cannot 狗眼看人低 like that.. haix..丢脸 man..
*** actually this post was for new year chu yi that day but blogger was down..so, here it is after so many days of delay.

From Chun’s blog..

小分享一直停留在不愉快的回憶裡是沒有用的，所以現在就覺悟吧，因為只有你自己可選擇你要有一個傷心，還是開心的人生。我要你快樂，我也相信你可以做到的!

Thoughts To Share:It’s pointless to keep thinking of the sad memories. Let bygones be bygones… so STOP THINKING OF IT because it’s only you who choose whether you want a happy or sad life. I want you to be happy and I know you can achieve that!

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actually we are not that bo liaox people, we live our own lives and we do our own stuff- so what is with all these idol things that we thousands and millions of people do all over the world. in our own ways and in our own lives, I guess that we will always be looking for someone that we can look up to and someone whose life we can fellow as a guide and an example. Though some of the time- you guess it- cos of how good-looking the person is, this is shallow but it is true. How many people in the world looks as good as the stars that are presented to you? But there is a sacrifice for their fame and popularity- they gave up their personal life. There are so many people who wants to be rich and famous but there is a price to pay and are we ready for that? - just some thoughts after watching gong..

Relationships- there are so many kinds of them and we all have tons of them. Yet, how many of us really use who we really are to face all the people that we know? As much as we can, we try to treat everyone as real as we can. But there are expectations of ourselves that we have. There are expectations that others have of us. How many of us can truly be the true us ALL THE TIME? I try my best and it is something that I always want to do- though I may not be the nicest person to get along with, I try to be as real a person as I can- that is something that I truly believe in. someone who bu zhou zhou, someone who is real. BUT, how successful am I at doing that? What has it gained me? Maybe there is a formula to be a nicer person, someone that the whole world likes and enjoy and I am not that someone. I want to build real and genuine relationships and friendships. But how many people can truly accept you for who you really are? What they see is the shell- it may not be a nice shell and they talk about your shell and they never look into your heart and see the real you that they never knew existed. Haix..

met up with ping and siang- though just sit there and watch harry potter but i think that we had quite a good time- sometimes you dont need to use words to express your feelings and sometimes its just about the company that you have. that is what matters the most. :)

that is my baby cousin..so cute right?? he got a high forehead wor..sure to be very smart next time!! heheh!! :) <3

"A Healthy Tip for all of you – I’ve always loved eating Yoghurt and drinking milk since my University life in Australia... Yoghurt has very good nutrients for our digestive systems! Whether you want to lose weight, want a healthy looking skin, want to have a strong teeth or bone structure when you get old, this is what you need in your everyday life! If you haven’t tried it, why not give it a try now??? It’s never too late...

小分享:
如果你不珍惜現在你所擁有的，你有天一定會後悔，因為過去的時光永遠不會回來!

Quote to Share:
If you don’t treasure what you have now, you will regret when it’s gone because time will never turn back!"

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that is of cos from chun's blog..i like the quote in chinese..think its nice..

anyway, if yoghurt is good for sliming down- i think i sld go and eat it more often..haha..and if it is good for achieving complexion like that of chun i think that everyone sld go and eat it everyday!! hahah..but i cant eat it too much- if not i'll get stuck in the toilet the whole day lactose intolerant is not that fantastic a thing! :(

in school now- its like a ghost-town- so why am i still in school? cos there is a tut at 2 and another one at 3pm..its been this quiet since wed (v-day) i think that everyone just self-declare holiday le bah..hahha..after all it would be a long break- if not for the mid-terms for 2102 i'll probably be at home slping away too..too much late night shows is making me sick and lack of slp..i finally found a good version of gong and been watching since monday- i am only at epi 12- so there is another 12 epi to go and cannot take it already larh..say that i am lagging but i just started to watch this show whereas the craze has already died down- but i would like to say that i think that it is a nice show wor..so sweet- that kind of "ai mei" relationship and the sort of "da shi teng ma shi ai" kind..hahahhaha..this also mean that my fascination and infatuation with chun and hua yang is dying down..hahha..still looking forward to the last 2 epi though!!! man- cant wait- its really getting exciting. yest had service- so missed the singapore's first epi of hua yang :( i reminded my dad so many times to watch it till he scolded me..hahahha...

missed kick-boxing yesterday too..cos wanted to go for the earlier service then go back and study for today's test and tell me about it- not only did i end up not studying..i dint go back early either..haix..but one thing though..i am glad that i dint go for kickboxing larh..if not i would be dead now..sianx..anyway though not feeling well but later gotta go for shopping- still need to get 1. necklace 2. shoes (cos i cant repair my boots in time) 3. jeans 4. checked top (if you know anywhere that sells nice and cheap ones- pls let me know man)..not much cash to spare but hope can get as many of these..but shoes is a priority larh.!!!

wrapping and selling flowers is no joke- dont think that we are going to do it again next year- the gain is much less than the efforts that we put in. and make me sick larh..sianx..but i like some of my works..so we do have the potential to do it..but i think that i stick to sth that requires not so much human efforts!! i wanna open my own shop!!! concept concept- i just need the cash and capital- anyone wanna invest? hahahha

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NG MEI SIANG- we better meet up before you go back to aust hor..so much for meeting up with the 5 of us..so difficult to arrange meh?? *faints*
ok larh..gotta do my tut le..continue blogging at night if i havent collapse or not watching gong..hahahhaha everyone, you guys sld check out the 花样少年少女 clips for channel U on youtube- its quite funny and lame..but interesting leh..the interaction between the 3 of them..hahah.. go check it out bah.. :)

went shopping today and it was a nasty experience- i am not going back to bugis street- first of all after i 发胖 and even before i did- cant fit into the things there- though i bought my tops from there but i am talking about the bottoms..haix..so gals, we need to go for gyming session or bball session soon. oh yah..liting say every last sun of the month is our bball day at NUS right? but i got cg leh..boo hoo hoo..then by the time i go down you guys go home liaox larh..sigh..but there is a desperate need to workout- so tml morning i am going swimming!! hehehe..though very tired but dont think can slp in cos tues need to wrap flowers overnight and wed is V-day and need to go and sell flowers- any peeps wanna go out at night? probably kana abandon by those attached and dating- so gals..where are we going to? hahahhaha...





anyway back to the shopping experience- the place was like super CROWDED can? like chinatown during new year- that is how bad..then i got really sianz and pissed- so i was in a really bad mood- sorry YUN!!! anyway then we was walking to bugis junction then we passed by this err..2 storey building and i bought my 2 shorts from there!! yeah..oh yarh..must return yun money cos is borrow from ther to buy one..anyway, so i am pretty much done with my shopping- BUT i still need a pair of jeans and a checked shirt- new look larh..the S&K one is so ex can? faints- like you wldnt pay that kind of money for a S&K top larh..logically it sldnt be that ex right? and then i need to repair my boots or get a new pair of covered shoes and we are all set for new year- except that i havent done my 打扫除 yet..so my table is full of my notes and books- that i never read and havent read yet..haix...

here are my shopping for the new year..hahah..i hope they match well man..

oh yah..went for chongtak 21st birthday celebrations yest- to tell the truth i think that this kind of gathering is a little awkward sometimes when you meet some of the people from the past life like that. there are some who are really friendly and its so easy to chat up a storm but there are some *ahem* that when you say hi to them just stare blankly into your face like i was your ex-classmate what have i done to deserve this?? man..anyway but it was fun to a certain extent larh..though we went there late- after the cake cutting larh..can you believe that..and his cake is like MAHJONG one- so 赌鬼 can? then still ask us to intro girls to him- quite interesting and funny..haha..dint really take photos..but got take with chongtak- so wait for him to send then upload le i guess..
but then hor after that reach the mrt station- then last train left and went to take 12 but the last bus left too..thank God that yun glen and yy still ard and we took bus to sgoon with glen then thank God for yy- gave me a ride home in cab- if not today i go service sure to chui! hahaa...

anyway..today is a 大美女's 21st birthday- i still owe you a present k? do you want 花样少年少女 dvd? then you have to wait cos 1. i am broke 2. not out yet part3..hahah. anyway, HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHUJUN!
know that you had a great time with your friends..have a great year ahead wor!!! take care!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

ADVERTISEMENT TIME:
calling those who have not decide on what to get for your loved ones for vday- it is a day about love, romance and FLOWERS. specially one of its kind wrapping and bouquets are up for grabs- place your orders with ME!! (i am helping a friend to sell and get orders.) the prices are really cheap as compared to those pocket-burning ang skin-ripping florist outside..so contact me asap if interested cos its while stock last. flowers come in roses (white, red, pink, blue, purple), lilies, sunflowers.
(to those cheapstakes who still think that it is like super ex..i think that your love one deserve sth good for this special day! *angelic smile*)

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went k-ing again with xiaoxuan and jun at cine yest and this time it was overnight- so 12-6am..the 2 of them slept and left me there to sing and i got really slpy too. then came home and slp and wanted to wake for social psych lect but was having a headache- so i skipped that, got a little more slp and then woke up to finish up the 2102 assignment whose tut for me is charlene wee.. *faints* that marks the only lesson that i have for that day and then went off to meet roommate and went to get my specs which was ready for collection *beams* and here is a pic of me wearing it.

hope that it turn out well.. anyway went to monaqx place and slack- watched tv and a little of devil by my side and concluded that HUA YANG is still nicer- so must get everyone to watch it!!! it is showing on channel U next thurs 15 FEB 07 at 7pm- so dont miss out the best drama that i have seen for a long time.

anyway..why went to monaqx place cos today had the farewell for mr tan cos he is leaving for china soon after CNY to work there and do some missionary works i think. so we went there and the catering is good- can get the no from mr khoo.. here is a pic of the seniors and our batch:

i tell you arh..some of the seniors really looked very different- i got a little shock but overcome it and appear to be ok...hahahaha...

totally tired- wanted to go back early but jun wanted to meet and eat- so we went to newton food centre and then had a quick meal and went off.

ok larh..cant think of anything le..

Remember the first day when I saw your face
remember the first day when you smiled at me
you stepped to me and you said to me
I was the woman you dreamed about
remember the first day when you called my house
remember the first day when you took me out
we had butterflies although we tried to hide
and we both had a beautiful night

The way we held each others hand
the way we talked the way we laughed
it felt so good to find true love
I knew right then and there you were the one

I know that he loves me cause he told me so
I know that he loves me cause his feelings show
when he stares at me you know that he cares for me
you see how he is so deep in love
I know that he loves me cause its obvious
I know that he loves me cause it's me he trusts
and he's missing me if he's not kissing me
and when he looks at me his brown eyes tells his soul

Remember the first day, the first day we kissed
remember the first day we had an argument
we apologized and then we then compromised
and we haven't argued since
remember the first day we stopped playing games
remember the first day you fell in love with me
it felt so good for you to say those words
cause I felt the same way too

i'm so happy
so happy that you're in my life
and baby
now that you're a part of me
you showed me
showed me the meaning of true love
and i know he loves me

: : Brown Eyes : : Destiny's Child : :

为什么只和你能聊一整夜为
什么才道别就又想再见面
在朋友里面就数你最特别
总让我觉得很亲很贴

为什么你在意谁陪我逛街
为什么你担心谁对我放电
你说你对我比别人多一些
却又不说是多哪一些

友达以上恋人未
满甜蜜心烦愉悦混乱
我们以后会变怎样
我迫不及待想知道答案

再靠近一点点就让你牵手
再勇敢一点点我就跟你走
你还等什么时间已经不多
再下去只好只做朋友
再向前一点点我就会点头
再冲动一点点我就不闪躲
不过三个字别犹豫这么久
只要你说出口你就能拥有我

为什么你寂寞只想要我陪
为什么我难过只肯让你安慰
我们心里面明明都有感觉
为什么不敢面对

我不相信都动了感情却到不了爱情
那么贴心却进不了心底
你能不能快一点决定
对我说我爱你

: : 恋人未满 : : S.H.E : :

basically, these two songs have the same tune- was just singing the chinese SHE version at k yesterday and was listenging to the eng version at home just now..so thought i wanna put them up..you really see the progress of SHE's singing and i think that they really improved quite alot..meaning 飞轮海 will be better in the future too..heheh..that is a good thing- think him.tw really 栽培 their people..so i think that they will still be popular in time to come (both SHE and 飞轮海) hehehe :)

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读了大家的留言， 有点受宠若惊的感觉。我没事啦！难道真的让大家担心了？对不起喔！why all the chinese- i have been reading this chinese book larh- just that i havent finish reading it yet..hahah..but i am progressing- havent been reading a book since a long time ago..

alot of 自恋 photos that i dont wanna bore everyone..this is mainly the after colour and cut pics and some others that we took after i got back my phone..

with 阿姆和筱玄 at cine k-box 4feb 07 before 阿姆goes back to malaysia- we sang all the 飞轮海 and did some dumb photo taking- cos cannot take with the real chun so we take with the tv one..hahaha..lame..but it was really fun- and to think that we got to know each other cos of 飞轮海..quite interestin larh..i am happy for the k-ing but dont mind more k-ing..hahahha :)

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HAPPY BIRTHDAY DADDY!! I LOVE YOU!!

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有时在都市的繁华中，要找时间和自己相处， 给自己一些空间， 享受自己跟自己作伴的感觉。 逃离一切忙碌， 好好休息一下。

"上個星期是一個很精彩的星期!

我們去了新加坡也參加了很多活動…例如宣傳Fahrenheit的專輯，還有宣傳將在這個月在新加坡上映的花樣少年少女! 雖然你們大部份已經看了，但是我要跟你們說喔，從電視上看和從電腦熒幕看是完全不一樣的喔，所以你必須再看一次喔，好不好﹖哈哈 ﹗最重要的是，我們要再次向師姐“S.H.E” 說一聲謝謝，因為再次給了我們機會當她們新加坡演唱會的特別嘉賓!

在整個新加坡的各種活動上，老實說我從沒想過會有那麼多supporters! 真的是難以相信，而且整個簽名會的氣氛都讓我們非常high…感覺真的超棒的! 除了新加坡當地的歌迷，我們也看到來自世界各地的歌迷…大家辛苦了! 其實誰都沒有predict有那麼多人，也很不幸的，我們沒有辦法把所有的專輯都簽完，對那些一直在炎熱的天氣下排隊了很久的歌迷朋友，我們真的很抱歉…尤其活動結束後心情真的很不好因為沒辦法簽完。

The following day，我們又舉辦了花樣的簽名活動，同樣的，這次又有同樣多的人潮出現，公司一直要求我們加快簽名的速度，希望所有的CD都能簽完，幸好這次只是我跟ELLA，所以整個過程進行得比較快…不過，我還是有壓力因為我必須快快快，甚至也沒有時間跟你們好好握手and I feel really bad…. 後來，我慢慢的不給自己壓力加快速度，因為我知道你們來簽名不是單純只為了拿到簽名而已，也會希望跟我們有眼神的交流和好好握手。我真心為我太快簽名向大家說…對不起!同時，我也發現很多新加坡的歌迷都很守次序!!! 你們真的有在聽工作人員的話呢! 我們真的很開心也以你們感到光榮，因為一切都是為了大家的安全啊…做得好啊…謝謝你們!

我這次很可惜沒有時間去做我最愛做的事…逛街!!! 不過，我很開心這次住的飯店是之前我每到新加坡都會drop by的飯店，全都因為“海南雞飯”…嘿嘿!!! 之前,因為從brunei飛melbourne需要在新加坡airport transit 6 hours … 我還記得我每次為了海南雞飯狂奔到 this hotel..hahaa! Anyway, 希望有機會我可以再度偷偷來新加坡，好好享受一下 …哈哈!

By the way, 我剛剛才看完了花樣。算一下從我看第9集到現在已經一個月了因為我最近都在忙，忙到沒時間看。不過，我還是想說今晚我在看的時候，是很享受的，因為劇情不但很有趣，也很感人! 難怪你們都愛看…哈哈! 而且看完了最後的幕後花絮，我真的很感動看到那麼多人都來各種活動上支持我們…真的很謝謝你們!

Last but not least…上個禮拜我們在台灣得了兩個獎…在這個我們開始演藝實業的城市得獎，對我們來說意義重大啊…大大的感謝給所有給我們機會的人，飛輪海加油加油加油!!!

小分享…要改變環境，不如先改變自己!"

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that of cos was not written by me..haha..since last week- its the first post posted by 尊, apparently if you check it out at about 2am every night- can bumped into a new post here and there- seems like the time he'll update..no english version cos i like the chinese version more and why did i post the post here? cos he mentioned about the singapore autograph session!! hahaha..its ok that u guys cant finish signing- though we were part of those that didnt managed to get- like what you all say lor- next time do an outdoor one and sign finish- but that means that you guys have to sign very fast and ALOT!! hehehe..but doesnt sound too bad to us!

went out with ah mu and xiao xuan just now to k-box at cine-- before ah mu leave for ku ching tml (or rather this) morning. and its interesting larh..cos we got to know each other at the autograph session- so not too bad after all- so 尊 dont blame yourselves larh..just come back to singapore more..hahaha..openly..secretly also can- just let us bump into you..hahhaha..

i feel so duh!! he would read my post right? so i sld go and comment on his blog..another time bah..doesnt feel like being one of the thousands of post and comments that the rest do- we must do sth different. he might just stumple our blogs one day- right roommate? hahahha...

anyway, back to the k-ing..of cos we sang all the 飛輪海 songs (actually they dont have ALL their songs- so we sang ALL that they have larh..) hey after all, its cos of 飛輪海 that we got to know one another k? and of cos not so mad just to sing their songs larh..still got SHE and TANK..hahaha..all the HIM artistes...hahhaha..just coincidental larh- though i think it was quite intentional..hahha..

actually i waiting for the huayang to load- if not i go slp le lor..tired..woke up early and tml got project meeting..yawns..think i go slp le..watch tml or sth... 我到底做错了什么？
外头的风像我的心一样寒。
眼泪不由自主的流下来，
我到底怎么了？

原来人们活在这个世界上， 不是个人岛， 因为我们的一举一动都会音响到他人。
其实我不明白， 我真的不明白！

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actually there are alot of things that is on my mind and i wanted to write them dont in chinese but typing it out is not as easy as writing them out- as usual- the chinese stuff will be limited to writing and not typing.

do i really wanna publish this? maybe we'll just save this as draft..i dont know.

have you ever think about your own life and wonder what have you done wrong- you always think that it is the other person who has done wrong, then when you decide to take a look at it from another perspective, instead of arriving at a balanced conclusion- you end up blaming yourself and think that it is a mistake on your part. it could be something that you did wrong or sth that you fail to do or perhaps it is something tha tyou could have put it across in a different manner which can make a whole load of difference. we go to the extremes- either you blast it out at other person or you take it upon yourself. i dont know which category that i belong to but i think i belong to the latter.

everytime i dont feel good- i feel like going for a walk- so walking may not be a good thing after all..sort out the thoughts that are in your mind. off the phone and appear offline. be uncontactable for just even 30mins and just let the tears fall and walk past those unassuming people that you meet. they would think that sth must have happen to you- but they wouldnt ask you. that is the kind of attention that you want- someone care enough to notice but you just want to be left alone-- is that what we really want? not sure. i dont know.

shall go write an email to bestie..maybe by then i'll be feeling better!

hmmm..dont understand the logic behind having to switch to the new blogger- like why do we have to do that? anyway i did and i hope that it wouldnt be too much of a problem...maybe we sld change to wretch!! hehehe...oppss...

my itunes is not loading..up so early today and did nothing. was supposed to go for tuition but i reached there and there and then found out that the mom called the agency and say dont need to go- like the whole thing is not confirmed..then make me wake up so early xia- not like you can go back to slp without feeling even more tired. arrgh.

work is beginning to pile up, there is so much more to do now and once you let the stupid readings pile up- they can really kill you. i cant help but wonder what have i done in the past one month or so. dont think that i did much in school and in life for that matter. before you know it- time just passes you by and you realised that it is all over already. haix.

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sometimes, it is good that you take sometime off for yourself- just think through and see things frm a perspective that you have never look at things from before and try to look at things from another person's perspectives. or just take some time, take a little walk and sort out your thoughts before you move on in life. usually problems are not that great a mountain but when you put all the molehills together- they become a giant that you do not want to look at or to fight it. i guess then it is time that you dismantle everything and solve the problems one at a time and that sld make things better!

hmmm..alot of times you look at your life and wonder how would it have been if everything would have been different suppose of that ONE decision that you make. it might have been better- what if if you had NOT made that decision- thing would have been much worse? i always believe that everything happens for a reason- just that most of the time- we wonder then- what is the reason? but our lives are like pieces of zigzaw puzzles- they will piece together piece by piece and when you look back at the end of your life- you will realise that there was a hand that was putting our lives together into the completion of the work that we see and what we call -- our life.

times you wanna live your life as a totally different person or as someone else- what makes you think that the person has a better life? love your life, love yourself and be who you really am created to be.

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walk walk walk walk...

wake me up when september ends.

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我真的喜欢他在我身边的感觉。。。

- cant wait for the next episode!!!!!!!!!!!! 电话那头传来你的问候
态度暧昧说你怀念我的温柔
那时候多少次你以同样理由
约我到外面漫游

好久不见说要和我叙旧
就约在去年分手那个街头
这时候你的想法到底什么念头
是要我接受
还是笑着泪流

就约好2月30号见
来看我被你重伤之后是如何复原
让我们2月30号见
就如你所愿如果真的有那么一天
否则其他时间无力回顾从前

用尽办法要把过去删掉
还有一点爱你差点被你动摇
心在跳这一切冷不防的打扰
还好没乱了阵脚

回忆还欠这一笔才勾销
很抱歉伤口依然裹着石膏
想不到不敢幻想我们再次遇到
要怎么拥抱
才能表示友好

请让我彻底和你划清界限
原来是我不想画下句号
原来包袱收在心里不想丢掉
我知道不管自己躲到天涯海角
这个世界那么小总会遇到

: : 2月30号见 : : 飞轮海 : :

actually if you look at the lyrics of this song- it can be a typical slow and sad song but its not- it has a catchy tune and its not the sad sad kind- saw it at k-box @ cine today when we went to check out the price for SUNday- ah mu and xiaoxun with jun and roommate(??) we must go k-ing ok? i crave for very long liaox..hehehe.

anyway back to the song- many times people hope for a second chance in the things that they have done wrong or that they believe that they could have done it better- but most of the time- there is no perfect second chances that is available but nevertheless, there will be opportunities to make up for the mistakes- just try to do0 them as and when its possible. but you can do all that you wanna do but whether or not to forgive is dependent on the person as well..

just watch the press conference with ella and chun while they are in singapore- quite interesting and funny- its so them.. haha..hope that those who havent watch the show will like it when it show in singapore onm 15 feb on channel U- i think that it is the show that i enjoyed the most since day 0- really larh!!!

jun was telling me about the negative reports that the mom of some of those hard-core cab-booking and school-foresaking fans that ponned school to do all the "chasing". man- what a bad testimony to the parents- and they would have a bad impression of Fahrenheit- no good leh..must be good example and most of all- dont make parents worry larh- i think the parents' main concern is the safety of the children yet many dont get it. haix..i think that this has made fahrenheit worry and concern as well..gosh..must be good testimony larh- so that more people will support them..haix..

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missed those long walks that i used to take. whether alone or with company- havent had the chance to do that for very long- busy-ness is just an excuse and shoes adds to the list of excues that i have made for myself already. must go for a walk soon- i esp like the stretch along bukit timah..all the way till the adam road food centre there from NJ area.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY WEISHAN AND KHAIRUL!!!!!!!!!!!!
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