A Frozen Snapshot in Time
Friday, April 20, 2007 // 0 comments
alright, i know that this is really laggin- if i am not taking a break and trying to wake myself up while studying in school overnight who knows when i would be posting this..but though long it might felt- it is only one week after my birthday- so it is actually not that long lor..hahaha...



this are the gifts for the 21st birthday!! quite a list of them!! thanks peeps!! :)what are the stuff that i got:
1. zara basics jacket - the price is like woah- sorry i cant resist it i went to check out the price and i was loss for words. i seriously hope that i have more opportunity of wearing it though.
2. fossil watch
3. billabong pencil case
4. esprit wallet from vannie and lest, sam & van's mom
5. lancome miracle!! thanks to ping, su and shir
6. cash- its gone by now! :p money is no good for me- get me gifts.
7. royce choc!(this is still in the fridge though..hahah)
8. M2 memory card- thanks to my cg! :)
9. havianas slippers (i changed to brazil trekking!) thanks to ariel! love you!
10. big board of photos by glen! thanks babe- esp for chun's pic with the words happy birthday next to him- now the whole world knows that i like zun!! hahhaha..oh wells..like the whole world dont already know like that..hahahha

before i go on, i MUST talk about the exchange of my slippers- ping and i went to the num at vivo to change to a trekking design cos they say vivo got more trekking design- so off we go and upon entering the shop there were some problems cos like its quite ma fan due to the cathy redeemed chop- then suddenly heard someone call my name and we turn and there was this guy there. and he was saying that we were his primary school de..then i was like "you are yeehan right? then he was no larh..i am leslie" then the both of us gasped!! really. like he looked totally different from the leslie that we knew..not small and a little skinny- he is built and tan (you imagine a num guy larh...) and we freaked out and upon leaving the shop ping called weini..and told her about it- interesting!! wahahahha..



here are the pics from the celebrations- i wanted to get all of the pics before posting them but that seems quite impossible i think..so here are the pics for now. everyone told me that i gotta treasure and appreciate the friends that i have- who will go all the way to plan a surprise bday party for me- i know that they are precious k!!!!!!?????!!!!!
anyway, though there were some spoilers but i chose to ignore them larh- and i was still pleasantly surprised by the turn up of some of the people- like i dint expect my cg people to be there like jackson, junhao, lester and wenhan- thanks guys. and the nus guys- i know that it is exams period so your presence really touches my heart!

so i went for tuition and it ended early so made my way to town and peiyun said that only she, me, margt and sam- so i was like ok lor..nvm larh..can go and k can le..though i know that there was sth planned. so walked in to room k6- it was nicely decorated with lots of heart shaped balloons(this is really very nice) and you have a large ktv room with projector can? so for instance you see chun is MAGNIFIED one..and you get 2 wireless and 2 wired mics- so total of 4 mics! so then there were still 4 of us only- nvm larh..just start to eat and sing! yay..was happy le..then donny- 1st batch..ok..this quite expected..haaha..then my cg people came in- this one was surprised liaox- so i was like woah-okay!! then- actually i cant rememeber le..i think its the zone people like daniel and all..so people start to come in likw the nus peeps- then zhaohui and all..alright..then cos got quite alot of people le..started all the singing and "one song for liwei each" things..so just sit there and sing and listen to them sing mainly and then eat ALOT of sashimi(really larh..i think once its out we took all that kind) and then halfway through lest spilled a drink but then it was quite peaceful.

but i was a little sianed cos liks shujun not there- so smsed her see if she wanna k overnight- then she say tired- i also know cos she that day got workshop- though disappointed i was like ok lor..then just carry on..and weiyan sms to say doing work not coming- i am ok too..so things just went on- with all the singing and eating for awhile..then weiyan came- i was surprised larh..someone lied lor..but glad she came..then siying came!! happy- cos know that she got tuition- thanks!..then still continue..then after that i think it was 9plus..felt that about time to cut cake also cos lester gotta book in- and everyone a little weird liaox..and indeed its time..and guess who walked in- SHUJUN AND SHUZHENG- boy this i was surprised larh..cos someone say she tired lor..and roommate just didnt expect so i was really really pleasantly surprised and happy- so they came in with the rest of the gifts and the cake..so went the sequence sing song wish and blow candle..i was still trying to recover from the joy of seeing jun and roommate that i dunno what to wish and for that instance i felt so blessed that no wishes came to my mind at that point in time..hahahaha..

after that and all roommate gotta rest and i must recover from the pai seh-ness of asking shujun to come out *dots* but everyone started to get quite high so there is a series of cam whore- alright i got into a series of cam whore before people start to have to leave. and took lots of photo - thanks to photographer for the day- weiyan!! *claps*

then after that came glenda!! with the board of photos with chun on it..hahaha..oh wells...

then came the time to leave- i dunno how they do it leh..i dint even know the person came in with the bill lor..but time for grp photo- i like take part in same game comp larh..they made me take a pic with all the guys holding the heart balloon- super lame..then we took a grp one- the pic still lost in space somewhere. then the rest had to leave but shujun, jieyim and i stayed to k till 6am..helen came to say hi too- work so hard that girl that she dint come!! :( hahha..
then peiyun they all came back after midnight- hahaha..quite shocked also..nice of them- yy, peiyun, glen, margt and JOANNE!! thanks peeps.

in the midst of it- bestie called from US!! thanks dearie- i appreciate that ALOT!! and you go and think what else is not gotten for me yet..hahah..and let me know what i can get for you too!! hehe..love you darl!!

then in the morning had to carry all the stuff back- wanted to cab but we were really hungry aft slping at kbox..hahah..we were too tired..and walked to shaw mac and i tried the bagel (bad choice) and then took train back carrying my balloons and the board and th bag of gifts- people keep staring larh..faints..

went back dint slp went for 2102 lecture- and i was totally chui and i slept through the 2209 and 2216 tut- like in front of the tutor can? faints. then after that took bus to city hall so that i can grab some slp before benny hinn..then was benny hinn conference..in the midst had lots of sms (like this year really alot!! thanks!)

then everything ended- so got choir de-brief just sit there listen lor..know that the nus peeps wanna go eat- then abit impatient- then cg celebrated- i think i blogged about it le..pleasant surprise too!! thanks again! :) love love! then there was lots of balloons again- thank God this time lest and sam sent me back so dont need to bring the balloons ard..hahaha...

supper at HK cafe @ cine and siang called then- though a little belated but love her still and happy she called..hehehe..but babe arh- i still yet to receive your mail- lost in the sea on the way from aussie le issit?? hahaha...

that is about it on 13apr07!! haha..met ping up yest and we went sakae @ park mall- its really not bad...

now its time for the mu hou gong chen for my birthday- must give them the credits!!



SHUJUN!!! contacting people and wrapped my presents and god knows what else she has done!! did i mentioned that i had iprints wrappers? so high class..haha..but really appreciate it cos you were really tight and tired! love yoU!


BINGREN!! okok..i dint know that you were one of the mu hou gong chen till aft that day!! the guy behind every single present and the collection of money and etc etc etc- basically all the leg works and alot alot alot more!! thanks!! i'll make sure your birthday would be a great one too!! hehehe!! :)


PEIYUN!! without whom all these would not be possible- turning a wish into a reality and making sure that everything goes well- thanks babe!! love yoU!



ROOMMATE- special mention cos she made the effort to go the extra mile to come all the way down to ke chuan!! thanks dear!!!! :)

and all those who came and those who sent the greetings!! thanks thanks..
peeps like jiahui and khairul- dint expect to remember! thanks!!! :)
and birthday blog posts..thanks!! :)
and thank my daddy- though no gift but thanks for all that you have ever done!
oh..forget to thank susan jie- sponsoring my driving- see when i get ard to doing that..hahaha..
and thank GOD- cos without Him- i wouldnt be here today..and also thank Him for my wonderful mu hou gong chen men!!! :)
and gifts are still welcome!! hahah..i want this everlast bag- black and gold tote bag..and anything else can just ask me!! hahaha...
so this is my 21st- really felt so special that day..thanks!! :)

alright..blog too long le larh..gotta go back to mugging aft slacking for 45 mins.. :( ciao!!!

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Tuesday, April 17, 2007 // 0 comments
two post from ping and roommate on on bday!! so nice- i am really touched k? i think i am easily touched larh..cos little things like this really gets to me!
oh yah..i think like above all the joy from the celebrations and prezzies and these 2 posts- there is sth else that really touches my heart- its the sms you receive from people wishing you happy birthday and some whom you dont expect to remember! thanks guys!

not to forget!!
bestie called from US- at the struck of midnight here (not exactly but within the first 5 min of 13apr!) and that was a pleasant surprise! thanks thanks! love you so much!! <3 see you in july and we can have a double celebration!! your bday and mine!! hahah :)

and the other bestie hahah..this one is the last person to call at night from Aussie (making it seems like i got friends all over the world..but no larh..they just there to study!) but still she called!! love you guys!!! (*note* i have yet to receive your card/pressie in the mail- i hope its not lost in the oceans while flying from aussie to here!!! hahaha) miss you come back soon k? :)

here goes the 2 posts(and my replies in italics and another colour):

roommate:

HAPPIE BIRTHDAE, RMMATE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
HAPPIE 21st!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!^^
i went to 客串!!
haha=Dcoz none of d bballers went......
tt means i'll be alone!!wellz.............
so i thot i'll show up durin d cake-cuttin!!hehheh.=P
SURPRISE!!!!surprise her stay awhile n zao~~~~~*heex* =P

*okok..i was really surprised to have you there!! thanks!*

SERIOUSLI, d MOVIE was d 順便 thngy k!!
if i din go to ur party, i'd haf stayed at hme...
n dere'd b NO MOVIE.haha=D
n i reali like DUNOE ani1 dere!!
but dey all noe 1 another.....i thnk~~~~~~
feels quite awkward.haha=D
but i'm styl glad i went......
至少我還有一點心~=P=p=P

*yesyes..i know that you got the 心 larh..even though you drive there and its much less hassle but its YOU so its alot of effort to not just stay home and rot..wahahahaha..opps..and i know the movie is really shun bian de..hahaha*

i like d FOSSIL watch we gave her!!
super nice lorx!!
best gift amongst all...haha=D
hueva chose it has GOOD TASTE!!=P
d jacket was quite nice too.
i wanted 2 get a Fossil watch coz 王力宏代言~~哈哈!!
but i reali cldnt find a nice 1x...............
*hint hint*

*shujun and peiyun chose the watch- wanted to get me a red one lor..i think you might like that one even more..hahaha*

aniwae, i thnk she has reali nice frenz!!
hu went to all d trouble to do diz.............
*yes..agreed..one of them is a guy you want me to intro??hahhaha*
but she reali unsuspectin leh~~~haha!!
her frenz veh lame oso lah...
kept askin her 2 guess wat's d prez, hu gaf wat...hehheh.=P
oh!! she din gif her speech!!
i thnk she's reali hapi 2 see shujun appear!!
d 2 "shu"s...haha=D
*yes the 2 "shu" is really a pleasant surprise lor..cos i was abit sian why shujun not there!*
so nice to haf frenz plan a surprise party~~~
lucki d surprise was a success!!haha=D
dun haf pple do spoiler or smth....
so her frenz veh lihai oso!!
*actually sure have spoiler one larh..just pretend dunno lor..BUT i must say its very pleasant- cos not expecting my cell grp people to be there- most of them army somemore- so that is really nice..and actually my friends DONT all know each other larh..they just LOOKED like they know each other!! hahah...shujun dint stay there also mah*
i dowan 2 haf a party coz i scared NObodi turn up!!*sobx*
i'll be so sad lah~~~~~~~~~~
so i shall save myself frm tt..haha!!
i thnk i'll cry if dere's a surprise party lah~~~~~
i'll be so *touched*
*sob sob*
den my fotos wun be nice le!!!
CANNOT!!haHAHAhahaHAhahahaa!!

21st bdaez......................
actuali, wat is d real significance of it??
haha=D
y izit such a big deal??
EVERI bdae is a big deal to mii coz I LIKE to RECEIVE PREZZIEs!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
haha=DoOpx!!
revealed d ginna in mii........
n coz everi bdae is a big deal to mii,
i try my veri best to be dere at everi bdae dinner dere is....
*yes..me too- as much as i can- i believe in sowiing and reaping..*
i'm not some pessimist hu does not celebrate bdae or hates bdae...
it's not such a big hoo-ha~~
but a dinner wif some frenz is at least a MUST.
oh, n a sumptous dinner wif my famili of coz!!
even if d turnout is bad,
it's good enuff when d pple hu must go, went.
n of coz, when i get my prezzie!!
whaHaHaHAhaAHahhahahaha!!

it's reali SWEET to get smth tt i've been wantin..........................
i thnk tt shows d REAL EFFORT into d prezzie.
but wellx.................
it's NOT ALWAEZ tt i wan smth....
so nvm lah~~~~~
hahAHahahhahhhaa!!
i'd rather get cash, than smth i dun like~~=P
ok, i thnk i like birthdaez coz it's d time of d year when i'll get TREATZ n PREZZIEs!!!whaHaHahaHAhahahahahaha!!
but tt sounds so sad too~~~~~~~
*sobx*
ok, it's time 2 be more GIVING!!
i do used to at least gif some small little cards when i was in sec. sch.......
thnk pri sch mayb oso got??
dunoe how cum i stopped......haha=D
but i get all weird when i start realizin i'm all MUSHY!!
hahAHaHAhahahahaha!!

ok, i'm juz WEIRD.
aniwae,
再次祝你 生日快樂!!
希望你剛才過得愉快~~^^
*yes..and you had a part to play!! thanks babe!*

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here's ping de:

Come think abt it, this friendship is like 10 freaking yrs alrdy!!!
(if its a child,primary 4 liao!)
*kaox..got that long arh?*
I dunno how we got close in primary 5 when we were both streamed from diff classes.
I juz remember somehow we became penpals and began writing letters to each other, even thou we meet and see each other everyday.Those letters were so sillyfunnycock if I were to read them now, but they're filled wif so much love, memories n fun that I'll nv bear to throw them away no matter how yellowish they turned or how much bloody space they take up.

*i still have the letters too..cant bear to throw them away..tell me about it- they are like super lame as you read them now- like you were thinking how childish you can get- the loves and hates and the latest gossips in school..man..those letters are really hilarious and we always complain that siang handwriting cmi and she dont write to us but we will write to each other everyday and its more impt than homework that kind(cos we do our homework during lessons anyway!! hahaha) and those are just good times larh!! and we keep changing our names like nobody's business..hahah*

You can nv measure how much joy it brings whenever I receive a letter from Wei, and the everlasting fond memories attached whenever I re-read those words again and again.Though the letters maybe juz sent from across this little island, the love felt is not any less.

This letter-writing habit followed us all the way thrugh our secondary and JC days.
It turns into some kind of pillar of strength for me, and acted like a little sth I could hold onto to this friendship when we took very diff paths thrughout the yrs. U noe, we could be so busy wif things tat not meeting up like in mths is sth common!

We're so proud abt being able to carry on this traditional habit for so long. We even vowed not to be overtaken by emails/technology, but i reckon this has translated into shit now since we 2 r freaking IT-slaves.
*dots..yes..unfortunately YES- IT slaves- the problem with singapore larh..*
LOLs.
But who says being more high-tech cannot maintain everlasting friendships??

Nonetheless, I'm thankful for this very special friendship that lasted till this very day.

*thank you too!!! <3*

Wei, u noe how much I love u even w/o saying. <3<3
Enjoy ur bdae & I shall cya next week!:)
*heheh*blush**

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special post for special people who make special mention/ post for my bday!!

and april too- so here goes:

HAPPY 21ST BIRTHDAY APRIL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :):):):)

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Your mind is never at rest.You are continually striving to influence all those about you. You have some excellent ideas but you persist in trying to persuade others just how great your ideas really are. Maybe you are trying too hard. Take it easy - remember, 'Everything comes to those who wait'.


You are a very warm and emotional individual but unfortunately in the past too many people have taken advantage of this sensitive trait. You need aesthetic surroundings, or an equally sensitive and understanding partner with whom to share a warm understanding.


You feel truly deprived - not getting your fair share, but you have accepted the fact that that is the way things are at this time and that it is prudent to let matters slide and not hit your head against the wall -so conform and agree for a while. Accept the situation - nothing can last forever.


Presently, you are experiencing stress because of restriction on your independence. You need and seek respect from other people and it is essential that they appreciate you for yourself and not for what they would like you to be. You have your own beliefs and convictions and you would like to be respected for them. You are anxious to avail yourself of every opportunity that may come your way but nevertheless, come what may, you have the need to control your own destiny without imposed limitations or restrictions.


You are anxious about all the limitations to which you are subjected to at this time. You feel that you are not valued for what or who you are. You need OUT. So why procrastinate any longer - MOVE!


just did the survey and here is the link: http://www.paulgoldinresearch.com/cg/index.htm


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here are the pics that most have been waiting for! my 21st bday and also benny hinn service!

here are the pics for benny hinn- 13-15 apr 07 @ SIS..its was fantastic- if you ask me if i regretted spending my 21st bday at service instead of out celebrating- let me say not a single bit..the experience that you have at benny hinn conference is like no other! its sth that money cannot buy and it totally made my 21st bday a really unique one! the presence of God and the anointing and the healings that took place over the weekend totally touch my heart and nothing compares to all these!

my beloved cg celebrated my bday at the SIS! dear helen blindfolded and brought me to where they had gathered and there they pop the party poppers and also gave me the handmade bouquet of flowers and my present is inside together with tons of balloon- seems like sth that people like to give me this year- lots of balloon. hahha. anyway it was a surprised and it really touched my heart! thanks guys- oh yah..they got me the 1G memory card for my phone that i always wanted! thanks for making my 21st bday so special- though i was not out there celebrating but this made up for it.

though everyone was tired- the nus peeps and lest, sam and joanne went to HK cafe at cine on fri to eat together- think its a form of celebrations. thanks alot- i appreciate that


more post on my bday and the photos from the k session tonight..there are like almost 100-200 photos i think..let me sort them out...:)

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Wednesday, April 11, 2007 // 0 comments
photos from weiling's birthday celebrations on 9 april, monday :)
we went to the partworld @ orchard and they have alot of songs that you dont find at k-box :) but i still like k-box better- after all you get free-flow of tibits after paying once for it. but that night k-box was too OUT of the budget larh..so we settled on partyworld and its was great. they were saying that i sing alot of songs that they dont know- erm..actually not larh..just that they are not native audience of mandrian pop mah..so its not that i am very updated.
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anyway, cos of that i didnt get to study for the mkt2401b paper today which turn out to be quite a disater- though i woke up at 6am to finish up with my studying- i was stoning the whole time yesterday that nothing went in and hence that is a great problem. can someone explain how and why the biz school people can write 3 pages for a 7 mark question? totally dont understand leh..jenn was saying that we did 4 papers for 2219 last sem for 10 marks- but that is different larh..that one is 10% of overall grades mah..anyway as they were discussing the answers after the class- i realised that my mcq quite gone case- so totally sian-ed..hope that tml will be a better day- as of now..gotta do the newsflash that is due tml!! why is it only wed? cos i am so slpy and tired already. poot!
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how does it feel to be studying 2 tables away from johnathan leong? nothing much..haha..i think i am seeing him in school quite abit recently..nothing much- just that he wears an ed hardy cap!! woah...
when they announce that the opening hours of the library and the study rooms have been extended- take note that the exams are just ard the corner- very! so i am going to have my next paper on SAT next week- man! that is sad can? a sat paper- then after that have to fly down for service! boo hoo hoo!! then after that is a series of exams and then it is the beginning of Bible School- that is so exciting!!
why go to bible school? i thought about that before going for the interview- then this two days- i realised that there is just so much that i need to know as i was just reading and thinking and talking to people. there are so many things that we dont know about the Word- SOT will definitely help and it would be of great use. Why this year? i dont know- and some may ask is it worth it? i gave up an internship at mediacorp (i actually passed the writing test!! woah!! *impressed with myself*) but it seems like everything will fall into place as we choose to go for SOT. really. somethings we may not understand but everything has its reason and season i guess. i think i will find out more in due season. so this is going to be a fulfilling holiday with SOT and emerge and work and so many other things at hand. interesting!
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"Oh, that we might know the Lord!
Let us press on to know him.
He will respond to us as surely as the arrival of dawn
or the coming of rains in early spring."
- Hosea 6:3 (NLT)
i like this verse- like its a really beautiful picture that is painted here.
He will respond to us and our call. that is the beauty of christianity- it is not a religion- it is about a relationship. :)
whatever it may be, the Word of God do not contradict- however you may want to explore your faith. it is not in a particular style or medium or the way of worship- but it is about a relationship. the truth will remain the truth- what it is will not change or be altared over time- there is no "new revelation" that lead to a new teachings becos all the teachings are the same- just that the way that you put it across may be different- so look at additions and "extra" stuff with caution and care..
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just concerned
Monday, April 09, 2007 // 0 comments
孤独的住在
满是回忆的房
偶尔的寂寞太逞强
撑不住脸上
一滴泪的重量
还需要多点力量

倦了吗 累了吗 
想跟谁 说说话 
就在我怀里停下

我在左右在你左右
不让你孤单自己走
我的温柔我的沉默 
陪伴着你直到最后
我不会走我不会走 
每次你难过的时候
我的温柔我的沉默 
你听见了吗
就算不知道
心痛怎么闪躲
让我陪伴你度过

: : 你听见了吗 : : 何耀珊 : :

this song has a really nice MV - i think its different in a special way. definitely nice!! :)

Middle: Kai Lin and Jaclyn came for the easter celebrations! kai lin cut her hair so short that i feel like cutting mine short too!! hahha..but really glad that they came! :)

the rest of the pics are taken at bakerzin cos i wanna eat "pretty" cakes and the strawberry shortcake is heavenly- after you eat it, you'll have a xin fu feeling! hee..i think its only me but its really good. no pic of that though but have quite a few with the tiramisu that we ordered later..and the drink (so what is the tortured face all about? cos the mango tango got basil leaves and hence a weird taste..get the picture??) so that was a little chilling out after the whole easter weekend- so that is easter down and looking forward to benny hinn!! before that is my MKT exams and my 21st birthday!!! wahahhaha..actually its on the same day as benny hinn- so all are invited to Singapore Indoor Stadium- special conference with Rev. Benny Hinn 13 -15 April 7.30pm nightly! :) :) :)

ok..this is at the request of donny and any other "D" people out there who wanna ask me what i want for my birthday- i seriously dont know larh!!! *faints*

0.5. New TV, Fridge, Fan (that is what my dad wants larh...but since i am so filial- wahahaha..no larh..kidding)
0.8. someone get a baking oven (this one is for shujun- so she can bake cake for me..wahahaha..good idea!)
1. Havianas (trekking female) --> but this one got people getting liaox..hahahah
2. Guitar (seriously, why no one believe me when i say i want a guitar??!!??)
3. Digi Cam (model arh? dont know larh..sth good and can self-take even better! hehehe..according to jun zun got one can zi pai one right? hehehe)
i realised that this is rather dumb larh..i got wishlist on the blog larh..just not updated only..hahah
4. 1G M2 memory card
5. wallet
6. bag (please!! no BIG bags i looking for smaller ones but not THAT small larh) ok..i shall be specific- i want a tote bag- sth like that one that da dong have in the bao bao tu ji dui that size.
7. adidas jacket- dunno how to describe but not that cloth kind that i already have or puma one also ok! haha (or a ed hardy one not bad too!! lolx..rolling on the floor!)
8. birks, oh i want sneakers too!
9. caps
10. CASH!! (pls make all cheques payable to Tan Li Wei :) *grinne*)
11. handmade card (is this too much?? sincerity leh!! hahah..)
12. accessories cannot cannot later i end up with sookee and all..
13. maybe i need a watch- what if my handphone die then i cant tell the time.

seriously why am i doing this?? if you know me well enough you shld know what i need and what i want larh..*faint*

that is for material side..here is the non-material side

13. i want papa (nanny's hubby) to come for benny hinn conference be healed..
14. n376 revival- in friends, spiritually, unity, love etc....the list can go on..i better not get started.
15. good grades for exams!
16. abundance in my life and my family and those ard!

alright, dont know le larh..observe lor...gotta go to school le..better start mugging for wed paper first!!

oh yah.. i wanna go k!!! wahahahaha...soon girls soon!!

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Saturday, April 07, 2007 // 0 comments

Chun blogged (when he blog- usually my starting would be like this..hahahha..)

小分享:“最快樂的人未必擁有最好的每件事情,他們只是懂得珍惜一路來得到的任何東西。”

Quote to share: "The happiest people don't necessarily have the best of everything; they just make the most of everything that comes along their way."

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his quotes always make me ponder and think about stuff- like the way a verse in the bible or sth that i see and heard. that's why i am a comtemplative person (haha!) but seriously, i was thinking about his quote. alot of times we always look out for the negative and keep replaying them in our mind when we shld really be focused on the positive. its like what pst Mark conner say when he say some people just keep replaying the bad films over and over again in their mind and then they get all emotional and sad about it..

anyway, like the quote- treasure all that we have and choose to look at everything through the eyes of love and of faith. see everyone through the lens that God is using to look at everyone of us. half the time perhaps things are not as bad as what we think that it is. everything and everyone that comes along the way is not an coincident but they are all divine appointments to help us to grow and develop!!

My value in life is not determined by what people think or say but my value in life is determined by my value in God!!!

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easter service ONE!! man, it was CROWDED. mei have to come and go all the way back cos she cant come in- i am so sorry k? haix..but the drama was really good- they portrayed it from a different point of view and i was really touched by it. cant help it but tears just came rolling down from my eyes and no matter how many times i hear that Korean war story- it never fails to bring a tear to my eyes. how wonderful is the love that the mother have for the boy, just like that of God's love for us!! indeed- this is what easter is all about!!

praise the Lord- thank God for all who came for service today!! glad that all of them can make it, hope that they enjoyed themselves!! we have 4 more services to go!! let's have a blast of a time!! :)

to gail: if you happen to read this- really glad that you could make it and hope that you enjoyed youself. do tag when you drop by k?? :) :) :) (ha..so u know all the weird and crazy things that i do- cos you read my blog..hahha..)

to simon: if you read this- HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!! :) :) :)

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Acts 1:8
But you shall receive power when the Holy Spirit has come upon you; and you shall be witnesses to Me in Jerusalem, and in all Judea and Samaria, and to the end of the earth.”

we can all be effective witnesses for God becos the power has already been given to us and hence we have the power and the might to be effective witness for God wherever that He has placed us in and whomever He has brought us in contact in. let's all bring someone this easter and let them have a special encounter with God this easter 2007!!

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6 days to my 21st birthday!!!
(so gail: you shld know my age le..hehehhe :p)
Wednesday, April 04, 2007 // 0 comments


F0CUS

Quote -
'...serve the Lord without distraction.'
- Cor 7:35

What you focus on is what you get!
The power of focus is undervalued at the leader's own great peril.
Focus is to an achiever what oxygen is to lungs. It's essential.
Nothing else will do.
The thousand and one things stealing your focus must be tamed into second place.
Distraction is possibly the worst enemy the visionary will face.
While you're doing one thing you're not doing another.
If what you're not doing is what you should be doing then what you are doing is distracted futility!

Stepping out with you,
Phil Pringle

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eh man, there is a need to focus, there are so many things at hand now- but i am displaying the worse form of focus cos 3206 lecture is dragging on as i am constructing this post- which is better than the 2216 one- i was watching 金三顺 during that one. opps. negative demostration- pls do not try to imitate! i am trying very hard to multi- task but i seem to have lost that ability. sigh. 2401 marketing final exam next week larh..where got time to study. must focus!! that is why i am on a youtube fast- got so much things at hand and easter is sth else that i really really really need to focus on!! must make it happen but it is not the efforts on just our part!! its more than just that, let's make it happen together! i heard that the drama is fantastic- must watch!!

Countdown 2 more days to easter!! time really flies- let's not let it pass with regrets!!!

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或许你没看出来
周围的人都在猜
有种感觉正在我们之间展开
喜欢你偶而作怪
不经意流露的坏
其实体贴实在
孩子气的胸怀
曾经有过的恋爱
彷佛一片空白
直到遇见你
我才真的存在

我只想做你的公主
拥有那平凡的幸福
华丽的珍珠
不如眼底的专注
对我深深呵护
我想我是你的公主

终结这多年的追逐
当你抱着我
地球也暂停脚步
我刹那间清楚
你是我的幸福

沉潜太久的孤独
这一刻获得救赎
我忽然好想哭
感激你这一路
陪我笑陪着我辛苦
无悔的付出

: : 做你的公主 : : 何耀珊 : :

this is a really nice song- they can really use it for some 偶像剧 theme song..cos most of the 偶像剧 will give you this kind of feeling..that no matter who you are you will always be someone's princess and you will always be loved. in a sense, that is true but it also give people false expectation of relationship in reality cos it is not necessary so- i guess that is why they are moving away from those "perfect" kind to those that you see in 金三顺 where sam shik is just an irritating jerk but you still love him cos he is just so cute (but i think that i read somewhere that he had a nose job..oh..so..sad..) like what roommate say- i really dont ming being 30 and fat and find someone like him..wahahah...which is likely for the former but the latter you gotta pray really hard and see if your prayers are answered- which is a better option to pray than just to do it on your own efforts..cos at least God answers prayers and the possibility if it happening like the show is too low..hahah..oh wells, overdose of 金三顺 at the moment..but hyun bin is still cute!! wahaha..funny how a person can look so different at different parts of hte show. alright, maybe its just me- i think he looked different each time he change his hairstyle..haha..and once again- i am at the i think they look so good together that i hope that they can get together in real life, just like the way i think that chun and ella shld get together! yapx, i am not one of those people who wanna be mrs. wu..hahaha...cos the possibility of that is...so roommate and ger- you guys can still pray for that to come true- i'll definitely be very excited for you aoout it!! heheh *grinne*

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birthday celebrations *ponders* hmmm...
do you guys wanna all celebrate together? dunno what to do larh..i am like broke so i cant hold a party or anything of that sort..sorry!! but thurs is ladies night *hehehe* so we can go to k throughout the night!! but i dont have the cash to pay- so foot our own bill?? hehhee..oh wells. i dont know..21st birthday- what does it really signify and bring??
Monday, April 02, 2007 // 0 comments
Do you still remember, how we used to be
Feeling together, believe in whatever
My love has said to me
Both of us were dreamers
Young love in the sun
Tell like my saviour, my spirit I gave you
We'd only just begun

Hasta manana, always be mine

Viva forever, I'll be waiting
Everlasting like the sun
Live forever, for the moment
Ever searching for the sun

Yes I still remember, every whispered word
The touch of your skin, giving life from within
Like a love song never heard
Slipping through our fingers, like the sands of time
Promises made every memory saved
Have reflections in my mind


But we're all alone now, was it just a dream
Feelings unfold, they will never be sold
And the secrets safe with me,

: : Viva Forever : : Spice Girls : :

went home after svc on sun- no cg this week cos of the prayer meeting so sun had a little break- came back to watch my lovely samsoon (and i finally finshed watching it today!!! so i am officially on a youtube fast for this week- meaning gotta do other stuff instead of watching so much shows..totally not getting things done)

i havent had dinner and i have this craving for ceasar salad with grilled chicken ans seriously not that many a place are open so we went to vila'ge at heeren i am one satisfied girl..with my salad (that is my dinner k??) and the other 2 i really dint eat much..guess who ate them..hahahaha...

after that, due to the high price of the drinks at vila'ge..we switched over to starbucks and this is the first table what we are at (we switched like a few times cos we really wanted the sofa seats) and this was in line with what pst mark conner said "ruthlessly eliminate hurry from your life" -- so: SLOW DOWN RELAX!! not to be taken out of proportion and relax too much..

squeeze ziyang..hahaha..actually the focus is the blond guy next to him- quite good looking..wahaha..okok..anyway he seem to be some professor or sth- he is doing a presentation on his powerbook and its about hist and Viet Nam stuff..we dint mean to peek k? he was not very discreet larh...

then i got bored and realised that i havent taken photos for a long time with my phone- after all it spent a few days with peiyun..and attempted a few shots..no skills le..so this is like one of the better ones with the specs down and looking pathetic..hahhah..we were saying look abit like da dong this wu li tao the photos..not too bad..hahahah..i kinda like the effect...


this one i dont know what she was trying to do but i wanted to disturb here and i think that the effects is rather good too!! sleep little baby sleep!! hehehe...

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watched finished my lovely samsoon as i mentioned it abv- at least not as draggy as some other Korean show..we were just discussing why people like to watch this kind of show- like the storyline all about the same- like cinderalla sort but now there is an additional element- its ok how you look there are people who love and like you still. e.g. like ugly betty, my lovely samsoon and gong. all trying to tell you that you may not be the no. 1 choice in the eyes of the public but you are special and unique to others who care. yang's conclusion is that this cater to this new generation of people, where we suffer from the lack of self esteem and there is a need to encourage the society when the irony is that to encourage AGAINST the social norms that we set ourselves. this is different from those rags to riches stories that our parents wpuld prefer- so you cater to the needs of your audience.

anyway, back to my lovely samsoon- i wonder whether the director/ script writer is a female. no 1- it is cleverly portrayed that guys are jerks whom most of them are players (esp the ex of samsoon who does weird things- he gives me creeps- one of those people that you wanna whack!!) and sam shik not much better spoilt and MCP- so you get the idea that i am trying to bring across. YET no.2 also brought out that no matter how bad all these guys are- there are still girls who likes them!! *faints* but i guess that is the way that it is. and whether in reality society is so accepting with women who do not fulfill the requirements of the social norms- the effects are not that obvious...and it just overplay this whole encouragement thing..oh well...thank God our value is not based on what other people tink of us! if not- shld be quite horrible to know.

3 DAYS TO EASTER CELEBRATIONS!!!!
anyone who is free- contact me!!! fri to sun Singapore Expo Hall 8!!

10 DAYS TO MY 21ST BIRTHDAY!!!!!!!!
- this one is seriously not that exciting larh..for one i dint plan anything and also that day have lesson larh- can you believe that?? *faints* and that is also the day for benny hinn conference- i cant do anything about it. .

i thought i wanted to blog more- but tired le..going to slp le..work will wait till the morning!!! or i shld get a little nap then wake to do!! nights


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