老婆 - S.H.E
s.h.e-老婆
作词:任家萱(selina)
作曲:陈嘉桦(ella)

从昨天到今天
还有明天
感谢老天
让你们陪在我身边

爱的心痛的心
等待的心
因为你们的拥抱
我很放心

当初见面的不安
彼此的探索
也许有些茫然迷惑

朝夕相处才发现
这世界中
没有人比你们更懂我

朋友姐妹
都已不够来形容
我们的默契骄傲
扶持与包容

老婆老婆
我们一起打勾勾
请记得约定的旅程到永久

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wanna dedicate this song to a few people- actually only a few..(why? cos some dont listen to chinese song..then some cannot be 老婆 cos they already someone else 老婆..)
when i listen to this song, i think of siang- for some weird reason (since she is alr someone else 老婆 but i just thought of you girl..) and i think of ping!!! hehehe...dont too touched but yar i thought of you and i thought of shujun!!! hehehe..i know you read my blog..so you will see this..hahha..

i have alot of assignments to ruch but i just feel like blogging.

someone asked me last week do i have close friends and i thought long and hard..first thing that came to my mind- of cos and i have a bunch of them too..of cos more than the 3 that i mentioned above..people like sam, yun, jo, feng, roommate etc etc etc..so that issue is settled..of cos i have friends...

then the person when on to ask me..am i a friend to the people ard me..then i thought long and hard and not that i want to condemn myself but at that point in time i really felt that maybe i have not and this question i cannot answer it for myself, but i do hope that i had been a good friend also larh..someone whom you will think of when you are bored (like ping called me that day she get pang seh- too bad i cant make it down to meet her) someone you wanna share your joy and sorrows with, someone that you think of when everything in your life goes wrong, someone who will pretend that everything is alright with you when you dont want to talk about it, someone who will listen to you complain and know that you dont mean ALL that you have said for the past 2 hours, someone who will siao all the ou xiang with you and go for those autograph sessions and get high with you, someone who will go k with you becos that is what you like to do, someone who go out of the way to make your birthday a special one, someone who knows that as much as you seem to be the one who is angry but you are the one who felt hurt the most. and someone who wld not have asked you those questions such as the ones mentioned above.

after listing them out, i think i really have not been a good friend to deserve all the wonderful people that God has placed in my life.

after one whole week the questions still vivid in my head- maybe it bothers me.

i just hope that i had been a friend to someone.

Labels: Friends, 老婆

刘耕宏's new album- heard a few of the songs that are inside- really not bad wor..after you listen to it, you will feel a kind of peace and love..worth buying..aiyoh..so many cds to get suddenlY!!...

here is an intro to 刘耕宏's new album 【天使之城】:

段段用爱用心谱出的动人旋律，一首首真实感受生命的创作专辑
刘耕宏用音乐和你一起打造【天使之城】 全心的写照，将带给你全新的感动！

　　2005年，他的首张创作专辑 【彩虹天堂】，让W刘耕宏从美声团体 ，成功地转型迈入创作型歌手之林！【彩虹天堂】整张专辑不论在曲风与歌词意境上，都突显出强烈的‘刘式风格’， 再加上好友周杰伦的强力跨刀合作 在当时深深的打动了许多都会男女的心。好的开始也让在筹备第二张个人专辑时面临网中漫步更大的挑战与障碍，不讳言，就是写出超越【彩虹天堂】的W刘耕宏更真实 更完全的自己！

　　W刘耕宏 ＆ J 周杰伦 ？？ W刘耕宏 ≠ J 周杰伦 ！！

　　经历了一个年头的发想与创作，2007年，W刘耕宏将推出了全新的第二张创作大碟【天使之城】！如果说，【彩虹天堂】是W刘耕宏挺身用音符让大家发现他创作才华的精彩前奏。那么，【天使之城】就是W刘耕宏经过沉淀思考，更了解自己之后，所谱出的第二乐章！不管外界喜欢把他跟谁做什么样的联想，这一次，我们决定…只要 W 刘耕宏

什么是【迦南美地】？

　　【迦南美地】在两千年前，是上帝赐给人们耕耘家园、经营梦想的应许之地，它被形容是一个流着牛奶与蜜之地，充满着甜美的花香和丰硕的果实，代表着希望、欢乐、幸福与满足！

　　虽然在现实生活里，处处充满挫折、不安、悲伤和猜忌，人们逐渐失去了梦想，但在“迦南美地”，人们没有贫穷、饥饿，毋须担心、惊吓， 欢乐取代了忧伤，幸福填补了伤痛！当许多人开始质疑幸福是否真的存在，W刘耕宏想用音乐，为听歌的人创造一个无忧无虑的乐园！让幸福从心滋长。

　　走过了彩虹天堂，下一个目的地，就是进入迦南美地！卸下防备盔甲，一张与你交心的音乐创作集～【天使之城】！

　　强健的肌肉，是耕宏以往带给人们的第一个既定印象！但阳刚的线条，却可能同时也是一道难以靠近的隔阂！

　　这一次，在【天使之城】里W刘耕宏希望卸下保护自己的盔甲，单纯的，让大家藉由聆听，更靠近他！

　　所以这张【天使之城】，会更贴近生活一点。他会说说自己的爱情故事，亏亏身边的‘好朋友’，无外乎，就是希望大家能更了解真实的W刘耕宏是怎么样的一个人！

　　尽管这张专辑和【彩虹天堂】一样，仍以【爱】为主轴。但同样是爱，耕宏却花了更多的心思去解析各种寂寞、感动、思念 伤痛的成因！没有别的目的，他只是想藉由这次的创作，让大家有机会静下来想一想，对于爱，我们的渴望和期待到底是什么！也许，耕宏并没有在专辑里为这个问题写出标准答案，但只要你是渴望爱与幸福的人，你就一定会知道，【天使之城】是确实存在的！

　　~只要我们，忠于自我 真心的去追寻！~ 1980年九月十四 他從媽媽的肚子跑出來
他應該是帶著害羞的表情來到這世界上
不然現在的他不會這麼悶這麼悶有夠悶有夠超級的悶騷


從小他就住在士林區外雙溪的山腰上
那裡的公車其實不只兩輛好嗎
只是等公車半小時一小時才來一趟
錯過了真ㄉ會讓人覺得很慌張
每個朋友都嫌他家太偏僻
第一次去 居然還會感到害怕 喔拜託 別鬧ㄌ
環境優美空氣新鮮的好地方 好歹袁惟仁跟他老爸也曾經搬到他家樓下


想一想 不是因為胖哥 他也不會跑來玩音樂做音樂
讓我唱他寫的假Hip-hop
其實他的歌都很芭辣 不信可以上他的部落格去聽他唱一下


(喂喂 TEST TEST 不好意思由於KEY定的太高
我們的副歌部份呢
就請當家花旦 Hebe & Selina幫忙唱一下
來賓請掌聲鼓勵鼓勵)


啦啦啦
靠著窗聽袁惟仁彈吉他 他認真創作的哼哼唱唱
愛情傀儡征服和夢醒了 都變成了主打
靠著窗半夜聽著袁惟仁彈吉他 他認真創作的哼哼唱唱
一點一滴築音樂的夢想 就要像他一樣


今年的他已經26歲 賣過的歌曲其實用兩隻手就數得出來
但是他還是愛創作 愛音樂 愛愛愛 就像對岸很火的那首歌 老鼠愛大米一樣愛
寫歌其實不容易 賣歌又要靠運氣靠關係 難得最好的歌 運氣好被公司保留
但保留不一定會用 用又不一定會被打 就算變成主打 版稅可能又會 拖拖拖


但是親愛的朋友 你們千萬不能放棄啊 你看他寫了這麼多 這麼多 說真的
沒有中的歌曲至少一兩百首 成功的背後總是堆積著高高的寂寞
你看我們SHE 努力 學習寫歌多久 如今才能聽到我們的創作
音樂這條路 很辛苦 很寂寞 但是想一想 其實我們不貧窮

:: 聽袁惟仁彈吉他 :: S.H.E ::

在专辑里我最喜欢的一首歌！！
我真的觉得SHE的这个专辑不赖喔！ 跟平时的曲风有点不同- 但我想这也是我喜欢
的原因。
越来越喜欢SHE！ 你们要加油！ 呵呵！:)
Ella的Rap不错喔！!越听越喜欢了！

intro to this song:

PLAY第三招：人名變歌名 「聽袁惟仁彈吉他」唱出創作人心聲
S.H.E首度【各唱各位】 S-甜美合聲 H-清亮主音 E-個性女RAPPER

「聽袁惟仁彈吉他」這首歌，S.H.E異口同聲地說：「好玩又好聽﹗」這首歌的詞曲和編曲都由一個叫張簡君偉的創作新人一手包辦。張簡君偉曾是袁惟仁小胖老師的鄰居。歌詞說的就是他因為晚上常常隔著牆壁聽袁惟仁彈吉他而激勵了他在音樂創作上的勇氣和努力，進而有感而發寫出這首這麼有趣的歌曲。在網路原創音樂浪潮中，袁惟仁小胖老師無意間聽到這首以自己的名字為歌名的歌曲，覺得這首歌真的很有創意也很好聽，就把這首歌推薦給華研唱片的呂副董，因此唱片公司特別將這首好玩的歌曲收在專輯。
由於S.H.E在這張「PLAY」專輯中三人也分別交了創作上的處女作品，同為音樂創作新人，S.H.E在錄音室配唱這首歌的時候也可以深深體會到歌詞中所描寫的創作人的夢想和辛酸。Hebe笑說：「雖然我第一次寫詞就被用了，也沒有像Ella那樣有被退稿的經驗，但是我在唱著這首歌的時候，也被歌詞中的字字句句感染了，相信所有創作人在聽到我們這首歌的時候，一定會心有戚戚焉。但是就象歌詞最後一句提到的一樣，音樂這條路，很辛苦，很寂寞，但是想一想，其實我們不貧窮…」Selina則說：「S.H.E這五年來不管演唱，演戲，甚至現在終於創作了，所付出的種種努力，希望有天S.H.E也可以像小胖老師這樣激勵到更多人，更勇於地去實現自己的夢想﹗」Ella笑說：「到時候就網路上搞不好就會聽到「聽S.H.E彈琴」了，哈哈﹗」

除了詞曲新鮮，是中文樂壇少見的自傳式並充滿勵志意味的作品之外，歌曲演唱的分配方式更是S.H.E前所未有，這首歌讓S.H.E各人的嗓音各負責一個部份，Selina負責主旋律後的甜美合聲，Hebe主唱副歌主旋律，Ella則是全曲擔任說故事的Rapper，S.H.E覺得這樣的分配方式相當新鮮有趣，不過還是開玩笑的說現場演唱時Selina要站到合聲老師的位置，而Ella或Hebe演唱時另一位可能會尷尬地待在台上不知道要幹嘛好！儘管如此三人的表現還是大受好評，Ella被製作人誇為台灣第一女Rapper，而Hebe清亮的嗓音表現的如黃鶯出谷般，Selina甜美的合聲讓合聲老師擔憂多了個競爭者，S.H.E也希望歌迷會喜歡這樣新鮮的嘗試！

Labels: S.H.E, Song Lyrics

Lord of my life I love You
Lord of my days I trust in You
Living beneath the shelter of Your wings
My heart's safe

When I am lost You find me
When I'm in need You shelter me
Lord of my life You are my secret place

Clothe me in Your presence Lord
Draw me near to You
All my heart I long to give to You
Living to be near Your Lord
I long to see Your face
Lord forever You're my secret place

You're my peace
You're my rest
You're my secret place

:: Secret Place ::

When the music fades
All is stripped away
And I simply come
Longing just to bring
That will bless Your heart

I'll bring You more than a song
For a song in itself
Is not what You require
You search much deeper within
Through the way things appear
You're looking into my heart

I'm coming back to the heart of worship
And its all about You
Its all about you Jesus
I'm sorry Lord for the thing I made it
When its all about You
Its all about You Jesus

King of endless worth
No one could express
How much You deserve
And through all these years
All i have is Yours
Every single breath

:: Heart of Worship ::

Here I am waiting
Abide in me I pray
Here I am longing for You

Hide me in Your love
Bring me to my knees
May I know Jesus more and more

Come live in me
All my life, Take over
Come breathe in me
And I will rise on eagle's wings

:: Eagles Wings ::

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why all the songs?
Why am i blogging about the incident today? becos i want a record of what take place today lest i forget about it and just continue to live life as it is and no change take place- then all is wasted!

it was a great honour to be able to listen to pst aries today at the meeting. but on top of that was the presence of God that was in that place. i just felt like the song say- i need to go back to the original place- the first love, the day that i got to know the Lord.
i recall and remember the first time i ever ever step into the church and gave my heart to Jesus. It was at the old Hollywood Theatre, insignificant that i thought of it to be- there was a special mark that was left on that day- that was the place that i wld never forget and that encounter with God would be the purest and more memorable. Jesus say we got to come to Him like little children- i guess the first time that you respond to the call to respond to Him- that was the purest. Sometimes we go one big round searching for Him in all the methods and gimmicks when He was just there all along, holding our hands and helping us through the times that we thought we were alone but He was there all along.

Sometimes i really want to give up doing all that i am doing becos i dont see the light at the end of the tunnel but i know that i cannot give up and i cannot be defeated- these are all lies that has been planted in our hearts by the deceiver. when the going gets tough, the tough gets going. but what is the thing that get us through, it is our faith and God. time to get back to the heart of worship for me. its probably going to be a time of breaking and humbling for me- but whatever that doesnt break you just make you stronger!! right?? there are alot that needs to be done- but whatever that needs to be done cannot be avoided. i have been trying to avoid them, thinking that they will just go away but it doesnt solve the problem- got to be like David face the Goliath that is in my life and slay that giant once and for all. Easier said than done right? that's why its about coming to a point that i can no longer lean on my own strength but on the strength and the courage, the love of Christ.

It was brought to my rememberance about the story of Peter- in many ways i see myself in the life of Peter. say all the wrong things and do all the wrong things but at the end Jesus ask Peter if he love Him and Peter replied 3 times the same thing- Lord, You know that i love You. God, restore to me the days that the locust has eaten away. i may not be perfect but you can use me like the way that you use Peter. this is the day that its not about me but its all about you Jesus.

yours,
wei

Labels: Heart of Worship

from 尊 blog:

"還有一件事情…關於我上一個網誌，我收到很多人留言的意見! 其實，對於媒體的新聞我真的不介意啦，對於現在的生活也不會感到非常不開心…這些事情不會真的影響我很多啦! 只是對於一些虛假的事情，或一些待我不公平的人，覺得很煩，但是還OK啦…你知道嗎﹖這些事情讓我變得更堅強因為我會付出更大的努力! 其實，我認為成功的人是不會在別人背後說人家壞話，或說一些不真實的是非之類的，反而應該更充實自己讓自己進步，才會不後悔，最後才能變成真正的勝利者!



所以，大家不用在擔心我啦因為我有一顆很強壯的心."

我看也只有尊的人会那么好
我觉得大家也就更不应该take advantage of他的好！
真为他感到不值！！

尊你要加油喔！！ :)

我想有时候我们真的不应该那么在意别人所说的话，或许那样我们的人生会好过一点。

有时候这样反而对自己不好。 不能一直被自己的情绪所控制！那样的人生应该很痛
苦！


突然间好像没有什么要说的了，就算了吧！

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sometimes its not that you are bothered with what other people think of you- but there are some people who are just ridiculous. haix. but i guess that they are in your life for a certain reason. after all, God allow them to come into contact with you for a certain reason i guess..just that they will be the death of you! arrgh..

comp crashed for the weekend and it recovered- i think that there was some virus in the comp- haiz..that is so sian can?? faints..i hate virus..need to get down to do the SOT assignmnent that is due on fri!!! faints..i havent started on it yet..haix..the consequences of procrastination!! dont learn...

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S.H.E lastest Play album!!!




1. 中國話 - 中國繞口令V.S西洋RAP中西合璧 前所未見混血新品種中國風
2. 謝謝你的溫柔 - S.H.E、飛輪海兩大樂壇人氣天團一起PLAY 玩味拼貼五月天經典歌曲「溫柔」
3. 聽袁惟仁彈吉他 – 網路原創發表歌曲改編 民謠混搭嘻哈 S.H.E唱出音樂創作者的夢想與辛酸
4. 五月天 - 「觸電」後讓愛情加溫到「五月天」的溫度 英式搖滾第一抒情主打
5. 藉口 – 整首歌充滿周杰倫與方文山 卻不是他們寫的 怎麼回事? 兩位才子也被新鮮PLAY
6. BOOM - 加拿大知名製作公司S.A跨國合作 異國風情強勁舞曲 展現S.H.E性感Girl Style
7. 再別康橋 - 李泉割愛心血 歐式R&B作品 S.H.E古典吟唱詩人徐志摩動人詩情
8. 倫敦大橋垮下來 - 拼貼知名世界民謠 S.H.E最可愛的童玩風新音樂
9. 說你愛我 - 樂壇新銳創作才女Hebe處女作 精準文采配上民謠曲風刻畫失戀女人心
10. 好心情Just be yourself (達芙妮年度廣告歌曲) - 陶喆友情跨刀量聲譜曲、製作 S.H.E獨立女孩新主張
11. 老婆 - Ella首度創作清新民謠曲風 Selina感性執筆填詞 華語女生宿舍及校園畢業典禮傳唱新經典

i heard some of the songs le..its really quite nice..i really like 聽袁惟仁彈吉他 -- shld listen to ella rap- its good and interesting!! :)
plus got collaboration with fahrenheit!! hehe..dint know before that leh..lols..
i am going to buy the album once i have the money- the online versions all very chui de..sianz...

Labels: Play, S.H.E, 尊

i whinced in pain as i woke to a throbbing headache that i thought would have went away after i took my afternoon nap. i took a swollow of my saliva and pain shot through the depth of my throat, alright maybe that wasnt so bad. but my nose continue its marathon that it has started since this morning. i shook in horror at the remembrance of the nightmare that i woke up from. not a good sign.

sleep. drink more water. all this i also know larh..but i cant afford to sleep any more than i wanna drink water now at this point in this- will be so bloated in the morning. but this is seriously not the right time to fall sick. gotta hand in SOT assignment soon and i have yet to start on it. there is a cg to go to tml and ian is assessing..meaning that there is sermon to prepare, game to think of- praise and worship to think about. i would think that by now all these shld be a part and parcel of my life but the thought that i have to be assessed still send thrills of terror down my spine. thoughts of wanting to do ok and wanting the whole cg to go well kept running through my mind. i know that i can do it and i can get through it. faith begin to build up in my heart. THEN i just had to fall sick NOW!! arrgh..its as if it is spiritual warfare- its totally killing me.

it began with me waking up in cold sweat and hot sweat actually to the hot weather that singapore is going through- 32++ degrees heard that it is one of the highest recorded temperature in years. showered and headed out to jurong west for SOT..then in and out of airconditioned train and bus and then in the church audi- cold air blow and full bloom. it developed into a full blown flu from the bad omen that i got of the sore throat that i woke with. the rest is history- though we had a fantabulous time moving in the presence of the Lord, my nose it totally killing me. went for lunch and came back to sleep till 9pm..seems like alot of people cant find me. went outside switched on the tv and try to multi-task a little- nothing gets done. watched a little tv and tried to get some rest. dad came back with dinner which now feel like transferring them out into the toilet bowl and supposed to get down to do my stuff but just dont feel up to it..

so all that i could do today is blog. right. what a way to spend my time.

oh God, i need your healing power today! NOW!!!

Labels: daily encounters

今天真的是气到，最近有很多尊的负面新闻- 这些记者吃饱没事作啊？要炒他的新闻
- 真的是气到我了。上次参参的也是如此！！像君说的- 树大招风！ 一点都没错！
但我希望这些记者也体会一下这些艺人的感受！！！他们已经那么辛苦了， 还要受
尽这种摧残，为自己基一点口德啦！！
*叹气*

i was really angry at all those people who got nothing better to do larh..i mean really does it make their life any better when they write all those articles that reflects badly on the celebs? i dont think so lor..i mean as much as there are people who dont like certain artists- it is one thing to talk about it and it is another thing to publish it..i believe that most artists- esp the asian ones try to portray a good image and puts in effort and all these are gone becos of ONE article that talks badly about them.
not only it affects their career but it also affects them personally- the people who criticise and make such reporting- they dont know how it feels cos they are the ones writing the articles- what if one day someone else do the same to them? how would they feel? haix..i really dont get it larh..i feel bad for chun and all the pressure that he must be going through right now...

尊， 你要加油！ 我们在帮你打气！像你所说的： 永不放弃， 继续战斗！！加油！


参参， 你也要加油喔！！你是我的公主！！永远都是！！ 爱你！

Labels: SUN, 尊

你气质太过优美连箴言也会
感觉有点像长辈让人想鞠躬后退
你有圣洁的氛围失去自然的趣味
你像是个校徽德智体群与美
从不犯错充满象徵意味
其实不必太过完美
可否多一点人味
什么都要十全十美
这样活得太累
其实不必太完美
有缺点完美才美
什么都自己面对
你还需要有谁
你永远精力充沛情绪不会疲惫
你像优秀国家队我是后排啦啦队
你是丰盛的宴会我是小器的零跎
你总是高高在上
带著天使光环
新好人类你个性明确
不会混乱也不会心碎

::别太完美::何耀珊 ::

i witnessed the epitome of love today and it seems to be something that is being shown to me this few days. through different mediums but it really touched my heart today.

i saw:
How pastor love the church that he planned the whole mayday celebrations and bore all the exspenses so that we can have a day of fun.

How pastor love SUN that when we were all there he chose to sit in the midst of all the fans and watching her perform with love and pride beaming in his eyes. that he is really her no. 1 fan and the love that he have for her was one of selflessness and a love that expect nothing in return.

How Pastor and SUN love God and His people so much.

How love is a choice and it means wanting nothing back in return and doing it at the exspense of love for the benefit of others.

How love is a choice that we have to make.

How i am so lacking in all these areas that i can love much more.

***

i realised that all the while i was being so self-centered, i was just looking at things from an angle and i never looked at it from His angle. yes, my views and my thought maybe be right and they may be legitimate but that doesnt mean that they are the only views and the only side to the whole thing. i dont deserve to expect anything back in return when my love was given hoping that i can gain sth back in return. hoping that i can gain what i was looking for and feeling down when it did not happen the way that i wanted it to be.

summer x summer.
i saw how there was a person who can do so much for the ones that she love and so much for the people ard her though they might not know her very well an she is not expecting something back in return. maybe some people think that she is naive and pure in heart- but i wish that i can be like her. i rather be a fool than to think that behind everything there is a string attached and being every action there is a reason- becos some things just dont have a rational explanation to it.

SUN's performance.
i saw how much pastor love her from the way that he was mouthing her every song when she was singing. how he lovingly looked at her sing- the love could flood the people ard. its so simple, its so pure. sometimes we think too much and look too much into things. love is about selflessness and its about the other instead of about self. thank you pastor and thank you SUN- i learnt so much today.

Spiderman 3
i saw how in everything that someone do- there might be an underlying reason and most of the time we just failed to see it- we look at things from our perspective and missed the big picture. i saw how love is a choice- the battle lies within our heart- we got to make a decision.

***
what is my decision then?
there are just so many things that are running through my head.
i just hope that i can love more, and i can love better.
wanting nothing in return, loving with the love of God (who loves us all so much). love with a naive and pure heart. love with selflessness.

***
Love is patient, love is kind.
It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud.
It is not rude, it is not self-seeking,
it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs.
Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth.
It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres.
Love never fails.

1 Cor 13:4-8
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