Busyness

i was just looking at someone's blog and an email from eunice..both of them talked about busyness...

how true it is that we are often caught up with the busyness of life that we do not take time to spend with the people ard us and the things that perhaps deserve a little more attention..frankly speaking..i was hoping that i would get to spend more time that day with siang, ping and shir..but i guess some things you just have to make do with whatever you are being offered..but are we this busy?? that we have to pack our meetings back to back and that we have to cramp everything in? i never like people who tries to meet everyone and as many people as they can and in the end..each for a short time..and sad to say sometimes i am like that too...

busyness..i guess it also depends on what you are busy with..i take a look at my team memebers in SOT..they are always so busy..people like Garvin, YaoHui, PeiYun and Bingren..i feel as if i have backsliden..they always have something to do and they always have people to meet..but i guess this is a kind of good busyness..becos this kind of busyness impacts lives and leave behind a legacy..

why then am i not busy? maybe i have more free time? maybe i choose to be so..maybe i really need to pack my life with things upon things to do and people upon people to meet..maybe i need to do more..?? i dont know but i took a little time off and i look back in my life...and i see the goodness of God in my life.

i look back at this year and i realised how God has set me up and how i have learnt so many things..though some of the experiences are so painful that i do not want to relive them ever again.. but i guess all these things helped me to grow..i thank God that i have never beenm living in lack..i have people sponsoring me through SOT and i have people sponsoring me through University..how many people actually have that and these are people who arent even my family members..but God is good..i look at this year and i thank God for the friends who had been there to help me through and new friends that i have made..i mean how many people have a 21st bday party planned for them??? i thank God for that..i thank God for the teammates that i have in SOT becos they are such fun people to be with and they taught me so much and there is so much to learn from them...

i thank God for e243 becos they are such great people...they are what kelvin prophesied what u have been praying for..i know that we live in a broken down world where people are not perfect and all..but i thank God that i have this chance to be here today at where i am right down..becos right now i am counting the blessings that i have in my life..i thank God for this cg that makes me feel so welcome and so loved..this cg for being so open to accept us into part of them and so open for us to be with them..thank God for this cg and i know that this cg is going to be world shakers and history makers!! i thank God for denise..you dont know the things that i have learnt from you being who you are and you loving God and loving people..you are just such a great person!! thank God for sam, kel, helen, weiting and all in this cg right now..this is what i cherish the most right now...

and thank God that i am who i am today becos of who YOu are...i was watching Transformers (and all should go and watch this show..i am not a fan of such shows so when i say you sld watch..you SHOULD!!) and i am just reminded of Your love and all that You have done..Your creation and how You have blessed me..i thank You that i am in this family though it may not be the perfect family..i thank You that i am in this great church that is doing great things all around the world..and i Thank You for the leaders that you have place in this church becos they are such role models and they love You so much..and they make us live not a normal life but taught us to love a life that is extraordinary..i thank You that You love me so much and i thank You for just being who You are...i love You Lord... HAPPY 21ST BIRTHDAY BESTIE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
and HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHIHAN (if you ever see this!)

hey darl..remember that we'll be celebrating both our belated 21st when you are back!!! 2 more weeks!! haha..but in the meantime have a great american birthday..miss you babe...

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one work from pst and that sent us all down the shopping malls of singapore looking for clothes that are fashionable and CHEAP..and thank God for places like bugis street where you can get relatively cheaper stuff and still look nice.. but this trip really spark within the lazy procrastinating me the conviction that i need to go and workout..so all you gym rats out there..jio me go gym or do sports k??? btw, badminton on sun girls...dont forget!!!

anyway, i had this revelation that day as i was quoting for my tuition assignment..i gave this certain amount that i want to get for my tuition- but that was not the amount that i desired..it was lower..but i already gave it..so that was that..but i felt that there was sth that i learnt from this is that...the value that i place upon myself is the value that people is going to value me...so what is your value that you have of yourself? that is the value that people is going to place upon you and tell you what you are worth..so, if we are smart..we shld place high values upon ourselves..whY? cos we were all bought at a price and that is the death and the blood of Jesus..we can afford to value ourselves more..and as we do that, people will begin to value us too!!!

had a really great day and tml we are going to have peter wagner and cant wait to see everyone in business formal..cool...

gtg..nights HAPPY 21ST BIRTHDAY WEIYAN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

:: 老婆 :: S.H.E. ::

從昨天 到今天 還有明天 感謝老天讓你們陪在我身邊
愛的心 痛的心 等待的心 因為有妳們的擁抱我很放心


當初見面的不安 彼此探索 也許有點茫然迷惑
朝夕相處才發現 這世界中 沒有人比你們更懂我


朋友 姐妹 都已不夠來形容 我們的默契驕傲 扶持與包容
老婆 老婆 我們一起打勾勾 請記得約定的旅程到永久


朝夕相處才發現 這世界中 沒有人比你們更懂我


朋友 姐妹 都已不夠來形容 我們的默契驕傲 扶持與包容
老婆 老婆 我們一起打勾勾 請記得約定的旅程到永久


請記得約定的旅程到永久

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hey babe..here is a re-post of this song for you on your bday..though we went k-box dont have this song and my voice is in no condition to sing it for you..but you imagine this song being sang k? becos you like it so much...have a blessed 21st birthday..you know in life it is hard to find many good friends and i am glad that you are one..continue to shine and chase after your dreams and destiny... 老婆, you are best...
HAPPY BIRTHDAY ONCE AGAIN...

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watched intial D on tv just now..i think that the show is actually not bad- to think that people was saying that jay cant act but i think his character is supposed to be like that larh...cool cool one..cos like his father mah..and after all that he had gone through in his family..cant blame him for being like that...watching the show makes you feel like going to get your license soon..i think i might as well get around to doing that...hmmm..stop procrastinating and get some things done now that more time at hand..hopefully can get that tuition assignment that is opposite my place...then will have more finances to play ard with when planning for BF and also for missions!!! of cos i wanna go israel!!!

CHRISTIANITY UNPLUGGED - being the real you! i was just watching Toki wo Kakeru Shoujo aka the girl who leapt through time --> saw that at the cinema then came back and searched for it online and there i found it..it reminds me of 隔世追凶 becos the both shows talks about going back in time to the past and trying to remedy things and thus changing history. i think that there are alot of us who would do anything for ability like this..however, like the people in the shows- we dont know the consequences until we are forced to faced with them. true- we might have been able to change this particular situation but once we change that we would be changing the whole of history and it sets off a chain effect on the rest of humanity, which then of cos may not be for the better- it could be for the worse..something like the butterfly effect that will sweep through and affect everyone.

there are many things that we wished that we had never said, never done, never had gone through them- but there is nothing about that we can change- instead we shld change what we can- our future. every action that we take has a consequences on the lives of the people that are around us- thus it is important for us to be socially responsible i guess...

why did i say all that? after this 2 shows..i realised the importance of not changint history (duh!) but there is just something more that i feel about these 2 shows that i just cant point and put my finger at it...anyhow, life is full of "what ifs" and "if i had known" but we dint and its all over..so i guess to make the better of it- let's just live a life of no regrets...

time and tide wait for no man. alrights, this is a much procrastinated post- because i was not able to upload some of the pics and had to re-do it and partly becos i was rushing work and other SOT assignments..handed the assignment in today and thus can take a little break and am here updating!! yay!

today went out with yun, sam, jo and margt- we finally managed to do that, partly cos there was no meeting today..went to thai express and it was a great meal and thereafter we went to gelare- cos its tues!! waffles half price but i tell you- the waitress there needs more training xia..then we went to the istana park there to rot and guess the answers to the questions that yun hear on radio every morning..not bad larh...

BUT the highlight of tonight is the the bball shooting machine that sam and i have been officially addicted to! hahah..its really quite fun but the only thing is that the balls at the ps star factory is law hong one lor...no air man...LOLs...so abit de not too good..lols...

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here is the emerge post that i have been oweing for the past one month..so fast one month liaox..hahhah..
actually why i take so long to load is becos the rockyou.com thing keep hangin then my comp hang..then i get irritated then i off the comp..alright..i think i got the idea across le larh..hahahah..

so here is those pics that dint disappear:



EMERGE 2007

DAY 1
TANK was here and he performed 2 songs..there was no video recording allowed but someone did record..
so here are the 2 links for the 2 songs that he did:

街頭霸王

Dear Tank


DAY 2

Daren and Di Ya were here and they did 3 songs in total. couldnt find any videos of the songs that they did though..think the security really stopped them le..hahahha..
took photo with WING!!! and Belinda and Sidney.."fruitful" day..hahhaha




DAY 3
this is its Geng Hong's turn to sing..he did 2 songs and like i mentioned..he propsed to Vivi and she agreed..so sweet lor..i think that it has become a proposal song from now on.."your name plus my surname" how apt..hahahha..

Captain's ball finals day.

service was fantastic today..there was really a move about love that was in the place..from the beginning till the end..everything was about love. sometimes we are so caught up in the things that we are doing that we forgot to input love in the things that we do..but the basic is love...without love we are nothing.

just felt reminded of sth that God has asked me before and i know that this is a night to be remembered.

DAY 4
pastor taught about the last trumpet! though it was sth that he has shared before but it really still grips the heart of the people who were there.

i won for myself a nike watch. one of the rare stuff that i win for myself..hahaha

Labels: Wing and Emerge 2007

春天慢慢一點點發芽
快樂開始都有了想像
城市光合作用的模樣
幸福開始組裝

夜裡滿園的茉莉花香
月光灑落看不見憂傷
旋轉木馬前那個廣場
愛情開始滋長

想你有時會缺氧
嘴角不自覺上揚
這是不是幸福的現象
胸口微微的發燙

想你有時會缺氧
臉紅呼吸不正常
這是不是幸福的症狀
不知不覺又缺氧

無法移動的夢想
就算沒有人鼓掌　我也不會受傷
不會稀釋的信仰
心穿越磚牆　在你的身旁

:: 缺氧 :: 楊丞琳 ::

was watching <<换换爱>> and this is the 片尾曲 of the show..its the usual 楊丞琳 type of song but i like and i think that it suits the show..not a bad song wor..i think that is becos i like this kind of slow slow songs more than those rock kind but its really not that bad..so if anyone have the FULL mp3 of the song pls #ahem# let me know..hehehhe...

Labels: Song Lyrics, 换换爱, 楊丞琳

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ELLA!!! 生日快乐!!

i know that i havent been blogging- will upload the pics and enteries soon!!

謝謝你如此溫柔 捧著愛靜靜等侯
我的雙手 其實同樣在顫抖


但我能給你什麼 我只是一個他遺忘的我
心被一掃而空


我也把你 種在我心中
也許某天 會終於再次長出一個夢


不知道不明瞭不想要 為什麼我的心
明明是想靠近 卻孤單到黎明
不知道不明瞭不想要 為什麼我的心
那愛情的綺麗 總是在孤單裡
再把我的最好的愛給你


謝謝你如此溫柔 點著笑容的燈火
只溫暖而不打擾我的寒冬


還沒決定往哪走 才所以不能答應你陪我
怕你會變成我


我會把你 種在我心中　
也許某天 會終於再次長出一個夢


謝謝你如此溫柔 點著笑容的燈火
只溫暖而不打擾我的寒冬


還沒決定往哪走 才所以不能答應你陪我
怕你會變成我


::謝謝你的溫柔:: S.H.E. Feat. 飛輪海::

作詞：五月天阿信/施人誠　
作曲：五月天阿信/王美蓮

not a bad song- i like twists to old things..like renew your mind that sort of things!!!

gtg for now..will blog sooN!!

Labels: Fahrenheit, S.H.E

i found this analysis on zhiyong's blog and decided to have some fun with it and here is the results..hahaha..
so i was an ang moh if i had a previous life..which i dont..but its a fun go at it..hahahha...
here it is:

Your past life diagnosis:
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I don't know how you feel about it, but you were female in your last earthly incarnation.You were born somewhere in the territory of modern West Australia around the year 1575. Your profession was that of a sailor or shoemaker.
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Your brief psychological profile in your past life:
Inquisitive, inventive, you liked to get to the very bottom of things and to rummage in books. Talent for drama, natural born actor.
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The lesson that your last past life brought to your present incarnation:
There is an invisible connection between the material and the spiritual world. Your lesson is to search, find and use this magical bridge.

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more on emerge 2007 posts after i consolidated everything that happened over the past 4 days!

but here is the songs that geng hong sang during the conference!

窗外開始下起毛毛雨 雲遮住了星星
夜深了還沒有睡意 翻來覆去的想妳
時鐘滴答滴答的聲音 像在說我愛妳
轉過２點３點到６點 恨不得快點見到妳

幸福的距離 就算萬公里 在你眼裡有我想要的勇氣
從南極飛到北極 南京到北京 你的笑勝過那些美景
我們勾勾手 就一言為定 我會傻傻的好好的愛妳
妳的名加我的姓 永遠在一起 擁抱多過千言萬語

窗外開始下起毛毛雨 雲遮住了星星
夜深了還沒有睡意 翻來覆去的想妳
時鐘滴答滴答的聲音 像在說我愛妳
轉過２點３點到６點 恨不得快點見到妳

:: 幸福的距離 :: 刘畊宏 ::

this song is written by Wing and glad had the chance to get a photo with him..support 刘畊宏 his album is out and Wing's album will be out on 20 july!!! :)
oh yarh..and 畊宏 used this song to propose to Vivi on the 3rd night..and she agreed!! heheh..so honoured to be able to witness the proposal..so sweet also!! :)

我們在不同的環境下 慢慢長大
用著不同的想法看這 世界變化

直到我們相遇的那一剎那
心與心的碰觸開始為彼此牽掛

浪漫的故事寫下了一篇篇情話
雖然動人的情節難免會有分岔
但因著愛的緣故 我就不怕
祈禱天上來的祝福 充滿著 希望

不管在哪裡 只要和你在一起
就像走進了迦南美地
每一處 都有甜蜜 佈滿空氣
愛情的真諦 沒有什麼 能代替

不管在哪裡 只要和你在一起就像走進了迦南美地
每一天 沉浸愛裡 活出生命
來不及回憶 又有溫馨 的愛意
在你我心裡

浪漫的故事寫下了一篇篇情話
雖然動人的情節難免會有分岔
但因著愛的緣故 我就不怕
祈禱天上來的祝福 充滿著 希望

不管在哪裡 只要和你在一起
就像走進了迦南美地
每一處 都有甜蜜 佈滿空氣
愛情的真諦 沒有什麼 能代替

:: 迦南美地 :: 刘畊宏 ::

this is written by 刘畊宏 himself both the 詞曲..nice song!!!

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more about emerge 2007 coming right up!

Labels: Wing and Emerge 2007, 劉畊宏

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