从月亮到地球
有不知多少公里
从北极到南极
又要跨越漫长的海洋
从台北到巴黎
走过了半个世界
你和我俩之间
也被重重城市所包围
距离让我们
更懂得珍惜
距离让我们
多享受甜蜜
距离是世界上
最小的空隙
距离拉近了
我们的距离

距离装载了
句句的温暖
距离填满了
许多的回忆
距离为时间
增添了色彩
距离让我们
从此没有距离

:: 距离 :: 庭竹 ::

i really like how this song goes- very nice and smoothing..and the lyrics are nice too!! 庭竹's songs are not bad- can listen to them de!!

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leader's meeting.
its official- something that i have been waiting for! greater responsibility but something that i have always wanted and i am excited becos i have a group of wonderful people!!! N397 - you make my day! i think i am a little over le...lols..

was really reminded about the life of david- how God is able to use imperfect people to do great things for him..in david's life, he made so many mistakes yet- we are still reading about him and wanting to be someone like him. not becos he is flawless but becos he know what is important and he is willing to pay a price and he is willing to change. he is a man after God's own heart. what is in the heart of God? LOVE!! that is all. God loves people and David loves God and love will propel you to do great things and love will propel you to sacrifice!

there are many times that we make mistakes and many times we fail but who doesnt? pick up ourselves and keep moving. i recall this song that they always sing for my when i was young and i begin to think i am named correctly:

喂喂 (薇薇)，
不要怕，你是好娃娃
自己跌倒自己爬
你看山上为你开满红花
你是个好娃娃要自己跌倒自己爬...

everytime when we are down and we feel defeated- get up on our feet and do sth about our own life!! instead of just feeling sorry, move on- becos there will always be greater things that are in store for us. as long as we plug in to the source.

BUSYNESS keeps me going! 会不会走太快
爱宠坏你和我
能不能停一下
只要一下就可以
偶尔我想偷个闲
好或坏等明天再想
偶尔我会有点腻
好或坏等明天再说

不想爱你或爱他
我只想做自己
只想为了自己
多呼吸一点
就算爱你比爱他更美丽
不如我让自己解放

会不会走太快
爱宠坏你和我
能不能停一下
只要一下就可以
偶尔我想松了弦
而好或坏等明天再想
偶尔我想听不见
是好是坏等明天再说

不如我让自己解放 oh~
不想为你或为他
我只想爱自己
只想为了自己
再诚实一些
就没有你没有他没有谁
只剩我和自己流浪


:: 做自己 :: 同恩 ::

alright, what inspired this post at this kind of un-saintly hour?? i just finished watching Just Follow Law- yapx, the jack neo show and i was not exactly inspired to blog but i went to check out laozhabor.blogspot.com which really does exist and there after i linked to jack neo's blog and there i linked to sharon au's blog...and i realised that these are the people whose shows i grew up watching though my dad will say that they are so lame that it has no substance..but i have since stopped watching all these local production cos i begin to think that overseas ones are better..how sad is that? but generally i dont really have time to watch tv anyway...

just follow law- been wanting to watch it but havent gotten round to- but i would say that this is really a good shoe to catch..you know alot of times we criticise about the government and all (esp taxi drivers!! lols..including my dad) there are many who got things to say about the government but seriously i think that we have one of the best government around..you cant blame them for not being able to please everyone..that is what this show is probably about- you wouldnt know how the other person feel exactly unless you put yourself into their shoes..so dont have so much things to say about others..think through about your own life and keep unmecessary comments to yourself...(like i read that wendy said nasty things about the auntie and the laozhabor.blogspot.com- is there really a need for that?? haix)

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做自己--
who is the real you??
been through a long week and the last 4 days was filled with much deliverance which i thank God that i am set free as well- that brings me to something- who is the real you? i always say that the me that you see is probably as real as it can be- cos i mean what say and say what i mean (most of the time anyway) there are times that i say things that i would the very moment whacked myself- cos they are not what i mean but they are things that i was thinking in my mind- cos out of the abundance of the heart the mouth speaks..which one is the real me? the one who said all those stuff and regrets some of them? or the one who was feeling bad?? who is the real person that you are speaking to- how can you tell who is real and who is not?? i guess most of the time, we choose to BELIEVE- this is an important know..becos it means i may not know everyting but i choose to believe, i choose to walk in faith and not in doubt or questions..i always say benefit of doubt!!!

had my first cgm with N397- how did it go?? cannot ask me larh..i am a semi-perfectionist and i would tell you that it can always be better..so ask the rest..i sure hope that it was good and let's believe for a great harvest in the time to come and on top of that- remember what i said during the cg ok?? Thank God for such a nice bunch of people..and thanks!! for just being who you really are- i choose to believe!! in you..each one of yoU!!! and i choose to believe in myself too!! and thank God that He chose to believe in us!!!

Labels: Song Lyrics, Thoughts, 做自己

有“新加坡之寶”之稱
籃球名宿李烈明暈倒不治 推薦給朋友
updated:2007-07-24 16:53:21 MYT

（新加坡訊）被譽為“新加坡之寶”的前籃球國手李烈明，週一（7月23日）早上突然在一間綜合診療所內暈倒，被送往醫院搶救後宣告不治，享年69歲。

李烈明是新加坡籃球名宿。他從1958年至1970年代表新加坡隊南征北伐，參加的國際賽包括半島運動會（東運會的前身）、亞運會、亞洲錦標賽與奧運會外圍賽。由於他的球藝精湛，曾一度被新加坡報章封為“新加坡之寶”。

李烈明的妻子洪清珍週二（24日）早上在驗屍房受訪時說，丈夫一生熱愛籃球，在逝世前仍然活躍與於新加坡籃壇，於6月被委任為安德遜中學的籃球教練。

洪清珍說，丈夫在4年前曾中風入院，必須使用輪椅代步。“當時醫生說，他應該需要半年的時間才能恢復，但他的意志力很堅強，不願意坐在輪椅上，所以他才花了兩個月，就可以站起來。”

她說，丈夫生前是一名有戰鬥力和意志堅強的人，從來不向困難低頭。 （星洲日報/體育•2007.07.24）

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when i received the news, i couldnt believe my eyes. i told myself that it couldnt be true, i dint even get to say a last goodbye. when was the last time that i visited 教练? i felt like hitting myself in my head..why dint i visited him when i felt that i had to? well, we never know right?

then i went down to the wake, i told myself that i wouldnt cry, there is no reason for me to- but i just cant stop the tears from welling up in my eyes as i looked at the newspaper clippings of his death and as i walked by the side of the coffin.

reality hit in right in the stomach.
tears rolled down from my eyes.

there is no more "教练, 我们下次再来看你" cos there is no more 下次..no more CNY visits to his place and listening to him talk passionately about his current bballers and about their trainings and achievements. no more listening to him trying to recall what achievements our batch have..there is no more hearing him calling out our names in the special way that only he does it..no more looking at the cute look on his face as he talk about his pride and his favourite few players. no more looking at him and his old records collection.

i dint know that it is going to hit me so hard.

李教练 was the only coach that bothered to train us when the other coaches were not around- from nothing, he organised the trainings and made sure that we get our basics right. he was the one who bought me my first pair of bball shorts and my first set of bball jersey. he was the one who came to school and brought us to our first basketball game, he was there at our first victory and share our first defeat. he was there when someone say looking at us play he want to vomit blood- yet he chose to believe in us and he chose to trust that we could do it and we made it to the nationals that year and we made it to top 8. he was the one who brought us to eat the white carrot cake at AMK and treated us to it..countless treats of drinks and food that i lost count of them...

he was there when i told him that i am playing bball in sajc and he was glad that i am still playing bball..he rejoice with us when he heard that we all got into university and you can see the pride that is beaming in his eyes to see his basketballers doing well in life. he saw us through when we were mere kids to the yound adult that we are today. he was there and he was there all the while- yet i took it for granted that he is always going to be there.

i thought that if he survived that stroke, he can make it through anything. i thought that my 李教练 will make it through anything. i thought that he will be there when i would proudly show him who my boyfriend is and i thought that he would be there when i hold my wedding and even with my children. i thought alot dint i? i just dint think that he would be gone..................

and i dont even have a proper photo with him...why??
李教练, 谢谢你, 我不知道能够说些什么, 但是我还是要谢谢你为我们所做过的一切.

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its been a really long week and its only thurs..there was so much that i want to do this week but my body couldnt take the pressure and i fell sick after the lack of sleep since last fri..i truly understood what it meant by 休息是为了走更长远的路. i wanted to spend more time with the cg but i dint managed to do that, thank God that they are people who stood in the gap..

orientation was great but that is the last thing on my mind right now...
i need to get over this and get on with the many things that i need to do..

just not right now..time- is what is needed for reality to sink in and for me to think it through..thinking- once again- maybe i shld really stop thinking and start to do something.

Labels: 李教练

Once i have turn my face from thee
Yet You sought me and You cleansed me
Made me whole again
Jesus my Saviour
My beloved and Friend
Your Praises i bring
from my heart i sing

Draw me, o draw me away
Messiah today
To your presence to stay
O Jesus now change me
and mould that i can be
Evermore true to thee

You are the shepherd of my heart
You have brought me to your chamber
My Master and King
You light up my darkness
and gave me Your word
that You'll never forsake me
Nor no ever will leave me

:: Once I have turn my face from thee :: Pst Kong ::

pastor did his once a year thing!! which we enjoyed of cos- playing guitar and singing the song that he had written!! i love this song..dont you? even when pastor just hit the first string on the guitar- the almost falling aslp me woke up cos the presence of God just hit the place...

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okay..actually i dint wanna post..its been a long week and it is a longer week ahead..slept for 5h in 3 days and it is taking a toil on my body..and i just have to read blogs instead of going to slp (serve me right!) and it just got me thinking once again..changed my music to more peaceful sort and yes..my thinking time and mode again...dont know whether it is good or bad but i choose to take it positively.. :)

so whose blogs set me thinking? the e243-ers blog..after 3 blogs i decided that i cant go on anymore..i've been through multiplications before but never had it hit me so much before..there were tears and much 依依不舍 but not in this extent and magnitude..it really shows me the relationships that all these people have with each other..i am not an outsider in a sense but for a moment i felt like an outsider looking in through the looking glass at this group of wonderful people..

it speak to me about how denise, weiting and elise had impact the people under their care..about how their leadership brings transformation and impact on lives. thus at this point of my thoughts, the please-go-back-to-where-you-belong-devil came and whispered you-think-you-can-do-as-good-a-job-as-them thought into my mind..indeed here is a pair of big shoes that i have to fit into..it really bring me back to this song above..o God..how am i going to do this..draw me into your presence once again and gimme the strength and grace to be able to be a great leader a better leader a leader whom you want me to me..a leader that will make even more impact on these lives that you have entrusted into my hands. i must be naive to even think that i can do it on my own (in the PAST..very long ago PAST)..that must be the biggest joke that God has ever heard before. i remember asking myself..have i made impacts in people's lives before and as i look at this picture that was painted and unfold in front of my eyes..i cant help but to think that i really havent. is there anyone who will come and say thanks to me? i cant think of anyone..this thoughts scares me out of my wits and it really make me fear the Lord even more..becos i do not want to remind this way and these are lives that are in my hand and it is precious and it is important..so Lord i pray that You will show me even more than ever how can i be the person that you want me to be..that i cannot afford to go wrong...

my spilt personality begins to set in again..the S part of me, the low self-esteem part that i crucified to the cross tries to come back to life..but i thank God that He is a great God..cos He has given great people..people whom i know that will accept me for who i am and people who will still carry on this race together with me though i might and i know that i would make mistakes..but most importantly, i know that His grace is sufficient for me 祢的恩典够我用..that it is not by my own strength or my own might but by His Spirit..this song when we sang it in service this morning really brought me to my knees once again..

WHO AM I
that you would know me from the start
set me apart
WHO AM I
that you would place eternity
into my heart

You have given to me
more than this world could give
my purpose is found in You

One life, i lay at your altar
One love, i have with You
Touch me again
Fill me as you hold my outstretched hands
One Word, you know i will follow
One heart, broken to You
Use me again
Your memercise follow me
For all my days!

In your presence
In your POwer
Hole Spirit, i Surrender

:: One Life :: City Harvest Church ::

Indeed, like who am i? that i should get all the blessings and people who are so great- but i just recall that God is a good God and He is able to make grace abound towards us..its like a living in a dream but its good! its good! its good!!

going to slp le..NUS Lost orientation for TWO days..so will post all at once after this BUSY week... Listen,
To the song here in my heart
A melody I've start
But can't complete

Listen,
to the sound from deep within
It's only beginning
To find release

Oh,
the time has come
for my dreams to be heard
They will not be pushed aside and turned
Into your own
all cause you won't
Listen....

Listen,
I am alone at a crossroads
I'm not at home, in my own home
And I tried and tried
To say whats on my mind
You should have known
Oh,
Now I'm done believing you
You don't know what I'm feeling
I'm more than what, you made of me
I followed the voice
you gave to me
But now I gotta find, my own..

You should have listened
There is someone here inside
Someone I'd thought had died
So long ago

Oh I'm screaming out, for my dreams to be heard
They will not be pushed aside or worse
Into your own
All cause you won't
Listen...

I don't know where I belong
But I'll be moving on
If you don't....
If you won't....

LISTEN!!!...
To the song here in my heart
A melody I've start
But I will complete

Oh,
Now I'm done believing you
You don't know what I'm feeling
I'm more than what, you made of me
I followed the voice, you think you gave to me
But now I gotta find, my own..
my ownn...

:: Listen :: Beyonce ::

hmmm..in the mood for something that is more emo today..seriously dont know why but in the mood for a walk today though i dint do that but i had the thought of doing that and i havent had this thought for a long time..felt like going down to ECP for a walk and enjoy the sea breeze blowing against my face..but that dint happen..

walk..been a long time since i took a long walk..and i did it last night..prayer walk ard town before the movie..but today the mood is different..i wanted to take a long walk that i used to take..just think through the things that are going through in my life and just to take some time off from this hectic world and slow down and take a good look ard..

a walk, a stroll, a glance into my life. i made a request for DDP in CNM and Biz and NUS has never been so prompt in doing things except to REJECT people...and i wish that they were kinder in their words..but wake up liwei, welcome to the real world!

"Dear Adalia

Unfortunately, the CAP is a very important criteria not only for admission to a DDP programme, you must also maintain your CAP to remain in a DDP programme.

Having to read modules from other disciplines to fulfil your curriculum requirements cannot be used as an excuse for your CAP. From your records, your claim is not quite true. You had As and Bs for most of your modules outside of your major, but you obtained a C and a C+ for your rmajor modules. Even after removing the module which you obtained a D+ and a U grade, your CAP is still falls short of 4.0.

Admission into the programme is not decided only by FASS but by the School of Business as well. The CAP of 4.0 is only an eligibility criteria, it does not mean that students who have a CAP of 4.0 would be admitted into the programme. There is a selection process and both faculties have to agree that the student is suitable for the programme."

there are other parts to that email and i shall not go into the details of the person and all..but i definitely did hit me..look at the mention of my grades..IT DOES MATTER when you get grades that are below B average becos this is how the worlds looks at you..they dont look at who you are in reality they look at your grades and that's all to it..clearly As and Bs are NOT ENOUGH..whatever you SCORE goes down to history permanently..no second chances..i am not DYING to do a DDP but it would be nice but like most people who are applying into the universities locally..nope i am out of the game..its alright..i'll continue in this school for TWO more years..pull up my grades and ultimately if i shine is not becos of this place cos what is taught is like the latest harry potter- it is not the same in the real world..when you have to face the intensity of all the things the feeling is different..we need to learn the defense skills that will work in the real world and not just theory and on paper...

i am not angry..really..in fact i think that i am just more sian..getting angry is not the emotions experienced here and anyway i did told God that it would be up to His plans..and since the day that i stepped into this school..the doors to Biz has always been closed and its foolishness on my part to try to open what is closed..becos His ways are higher than our ways and His thoughts higher than our thoughts..couple of other things happened at home and i feel that perhaps it is just the dumb efforts by the enemy once again to get me down..thank God for Harry Potter and the Order of the Phoneix..there are some stuff that i learnt from there...

1. the enemy likes to make you feel that you are alone --> when it is only you, you are not so strong and easier to defeat..

- sorry to disappoint, i am not fighting on my own.

2. Whatever you see could be just what the enemy wants you to see and not the truth.

- how do you want to look at things? do not be deceived, God is not mocked, for whatever a man sow, that he will surely reap. come on focus on the PROMISES and not the distractions.

3. the fear of the truth may just cause you to do the wrong things.

4. there is sth that the enemy does not have -- Love, Friendship and Unity.

- that is the weapon of our warfare..build those up and store them up in our storehouse!

5. dont fight the battle alone when you can equip others and fight together!

- a three-fold cord is not easily broken..there is power in agreement..unity!

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there are always things that i would pick up in movies- of cos there are good and bad things that are shown..i just pick things out and apply to my life..i wrote down those points on paper last night before i checked my email this morning..and i am glad that i did that becos i know that the enemy is just trying to get me down..lose focus..the charms will only work when we are focused..whatever things that we do can only work when we are focused..i need to stay focus in order not to get hurt/injured. and i know that i am not fighting on my own..not letting things like these get me down..just stay strong and keep the foothold in my own life..i can do it and i can fight it...

perhaps there is a greater purpose in all these..i will learn sth from these...FOCUS and UNITY! the time can stop
the sun can cease to shine
even as the rain drops
my heart for you never stops

love and protection
undivided attention for you
my endless affection and our fatal attention

how long do i have to wait before you come back to me?
how much do i have to take before the pain goes away?
how hard do i have to try before i can reach, the cross roads?

as i look into your eyes
the truth begin to arise
that our souls were meant for each other
not even time can begin to pull us further

:: cross roads :: Max Low ::

one of the latest addition to my playlist together with the album by 庭竹 which i think is really not bad...we are seeing the rise of a new generation of song writers and i think we can expect more from them..max, continue to write songs! becos you have endless potential..listening to this song just stir up my desire to learn the guitar all over again..i stopped at G Em C D and never moved on and i think it is time to pick it up again..and i shall begin to do that with buying a guitar with my next pay!! :) and perhaps i will get around to writing the songs that i wanted to write for ever so long...hahah..

CGM today..i had the opportunity to see ian in action and the whole experience just push me to want to know God more and to be more anointed...spending time in the presence of God..and i thank God for this chance to learn from him...

"Abide in Me, and I in you. As the branch cannot bear fruit of itself, unless it abides in the vine, neither can you, unless you abide in Me.
"I am the vine, you are the branches. He who abides in Me, and I in him, bears much fruit; for without Me you can do nothing."
-- John 15:4-5 --

this is the verse of the day..plug in to the presence of God and with Him all things are possible..what have been on my mind recently? the goodness of God in my life..spending time in SOT and weekends in services really helped me to grow alot..frankly, everything couldnt be more timely like what denise say..had i not be in SOT..i dont think that i would have the confidence to take this wonderful cg..and i really thank God for this chance to be in E243 becos i really really learnt alot here and i also just feel so happy to be part of this family..thanks guys! you all made a difference in my life! though it was only TWO months- yeah..do you believe that..but it was good and i treasure every moment of it! and like i tell everyone..i adore my new cg- N397!! :) you know what is call prayer answered and a dream come true?? hahaha..not exactly being kua zhang here (but you all if you read this also dont head swell!! :p) i know that there may be challenges ahead but i know that we can go through them together..i look forward to really knowing you guys better and to have a cg like this is like having a family again..i just realised that it has been a long time since i felt like this..the last time that i felt totally at home in my cg probably was in 2004 back when i was still in n245..i dint realised that it had been that long..after that there were much changes and everything just happened in a blur...now it feels like i am home again..so i hope that this chance that i have to build this home with you guys will be the best one ever..and there are alot of things that i still gotta learn but we can all learn together! okay??? :) can can?? no matter what we are going through..know that you are not going through alone and i am not going through alone..becos we will go through together k?? :) so in the mountain top of your life you will find me and in the valley you will find me..and in mine- i will find you guys k?? :) (cross my fingers and hope that you guys say k!! lols..)

havent felt so excited for a long time..hee.. :) words cant describe how i am feeling..i thank God that i have this chance to be someone whom He can use..and i marvel at how He can use a brokendown person and an imperfect person..we are all still on the way to perfection and indeed His grace is sufficient for us all..gotta plug in to the presence and the love of God!! :)

testimony from elise and vincent- straight 'A's students..they are the epitome of what it means to sow and reap what you have sown- inspire me to study hard and be the head and not the tail..(bestie..you are supposed to kick me when i am slacking remember?? but US and SG too far away to do that..so i was too comfy for the past 2 years) anyway i just decided that i wanna do honours..so that would be another 2 years in NUS and i am believing for dean's list to happen in my lifetime there and with the testimony from elise and vince..nothing is impossible!!!

by the way, i emailed and enquired about switching to a double degree in Business and New Media..please pray that it can be done..cos i am alread in my thrid year and a little hard to switch but both are what i really wanna do..so pray that hopefully with the blessings from heaven that i would be able to do this!! pray for open door and flexibility on the NUS side..and God working to make this happen (which is prob the only way that this could possibly happen)..

n397: meeting needs with love. growing stronger in the spirit, in strength and also in love and unity!!

<3 Love lots!!! :) had leaders' meeting cum prayer meeting at riverwalk just now and it was fantastic- to double up with the fantastic sessions that we have been having in SOT since friday where we all move in the supernatural realm of prophecy and word of knowledge and wisdom...though we might make mistakes but from there we grow to be better and stronger...

just now during the meeting dint have the chance to share- that is how it is amongst leaders where everyone is sensitive to the Holy Spirit and everyone has a word to give where everyone is a minister..pretty cool..anyway i just saw a picture of great buildings and just sense that God is saying that as leaders we are like these great and majestic buildings..sometimes we may wonder like why is it that we need to spend time building ourselves up and laying the foundations over and over again..the very reason that we got to do that is becos the stability that we have..the strength that we gain through all the building up is going to make us the pillars of strength in our members lives and we become a shelter that they can run to in times of need and in times of trouble to be their refuge and pillar of hope that God has appointed over them here on earth in a physical form that the love and peace of God can be manifested!! :) :) :)

by reason of use- i think this verse is so true..that as we practise more the past few days i think that we are becoming sharper and more accurate in our prophecy and discernment! praise the Lord...

and i hereby announce the name of the multiplied CG- N397..alright..why is it 'N' since we are not in the north...answer is - i also dunno larh..hahha..it takes a little getting use to and this is quite a mouthful but i am just so excited becos i believe that God is going to use this CG to do great things and i just cant wait!! oh rise up, a mighty army of God!!! Meeting needs with Love!! :) alright..i am starting to think if i have spilt personality...why??
cos i just packed my room and washed the toilet at like 1am cos i cant stand how untidy it is and to think that i usually just leave the mess there..man..i think i am weird to the max..hahhaha..oh wells...and to top that up..like i was telling the rest..i am a D-S that is a contradiction of the century..so maybe i do have a spilt personality..waahahhahaha...

why havent i been posting? cos i always wanted to make all the entries long and in the end i fell aslp before i can finish saying what i want to say and hence..all those entries are saved but not published!! lols...

went for a new tuition at CCK today and it is HARD money..student's science stream and it makes it very hard for me to get things through to her..cos she is quite scientific and really goes right down to the details and her answers are good but just TOO much details...hmmm..she reminds me of my PJ student last year that lasted only a month but she is better and i think we will get better as time goes by...

my new CG!! i am so excited and i thank God for all the people who are going to be in this CG (i am still yet to know the name for it...think it would make things easier with the name! :])anyway..it will consist of wonderful people like vince, max, chloe, jiahui, dennis, edmund, hongkai, eric, xiuyuan, liyun, eunice and myself..(排名不分先后)looking forward to what God has called this CG to do and i believe that we are going to be doing great stuff!! right guys??? hehehe..i think i am a little carried away but i am just excited!! speaking of which, all the best for the oral max and hongkai!! can do it!!! hehehe :)and the first big event that we are going to have is FOP!!! that would means HOURS of queueing but TOGETHER!! so shld be quite FUN!! hehehe!!! :)

okay larh..i need to go and do SOT assignment le..cos gotta return the book to madeline...speaking of which..CONGRAS on your engagement!!! wow!! you are the first personal friend that i know who is getting engaged and i am going to be the ah yi next time!! so exciting!! so happy for you!!!! 恭喜你!! hahha.. :)

p.s: i will UPLOAD the PHOTOS SOON!!!! when my bluetooth decides to co-operate with me!! :(

p.p.s: bestest friend..you are coming back soon right?? can i get a jacket like tradition..like i have been getting jackets from you the past few years..hahaha...anyway..but not the cloth kind but you know there is this series of the adidas jacket that is of the different country one? not talking about that per se..but that kind of material..hehehe :) and PLEASE tell me what you want for your bday that has not been gotten for you yet... :) cant wait for you to be back!!! :) China is the capital of Singapore!!!

that must be the greatest joke that i have ever heard..yet that is what some student from overseas (sorry i have to protect myself..)let's just say that its a FIRST world country who believe this when a teacher told them that..i mean dont they even read the news?? or the map?? but i really cant stop laughing about it..so the teacher came back and told her students here in Singapore and they told me!! which explains everything! lols..anyway Singapore and China quite far away larh..i thought people should know that by now with all the news about China being the next economic powerhouse..even Singaporeans are trying to hope on this train!

the 7% GST started to take effect as of sunday and for those of us who are 21! we got our money of cos! hahah..but mine went towards my phonebill fund (after tithing of cos) so you can imagine where they have gone by now...but seriously..7% is pretty alright compared to some other places..so i am not complaining YET...

i think that i am becoming nocturnal once again i shld really be slping now..i am battling a sore throat that i suspect might turn into a throat infection and i have tuition tml, bible study and tuition on wed and cg on thurs..this is the most cruel joke that i have no intention of handling right now..i cannot afford to fall sick larh..that is why we need to learn to take care of our bodies!!! man...boohoohoo...

i was just looking through some blogs just now and i saw real aka 阿沁 from FIR (he is the R larh) blog and found out that he was baptised on sun!!! congrats!!!! and he shared his testimony on his blog..what a bold proclamation..honestly i dint know that he is a christian till recently and indeed he was only a new christian for about six months and yet i do admit that i did realised that he is different..like not so moody anymore and he smiles more now..last time you look at the MV all feel so emotional and moody but now its so much brighter!! (no re-post but my blog has link to his blog under star reads)..go check it out!! so cool!!

do you have what he have to share about his faith?
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心 中 的 渴 望
惟 你 能 满 足
翻 腾 的 心 情
惟 你 能 平 息
我 灵 甚 渴 慕 你
更 深 的 认 识 你
主 你 的 恩 典
是 何 等 的 甘 甜

牵 引 我 心
更 深 的 爱 慕 你
紧 抱 着 我
在 你 的 怀 里
牵 引 我 心
每 一 刻 更 深 的 爱 你 主
我 只 要 永 远 的 爱 你 主
我 渴 慕
藏 在 你 的 爱 里

一 日 复 一 日
我 寻 求 你 面
圣 灵 吸 引 我
进 入 恩 典 的 应 许
我 心 充 满 盼 望
从 此 不 再 畏 惧
来 到 你 跟 前
是 何 等 的 甘 甜

:: Take Me Deeper (Chinese)::

that day we were singin this song in bible school and it really blew me away..look at the chinese lyrics..its so nice and beautiful!!! woah...

Meeting needs with love. A new generation that will take nation by storm..history does repeats itself in the GOOD way!
- are you ready for the change?!!??
OLDER | NEWER