SexTreme StompAIDS has finally concluded last wednesday with the end of the bazaar. its has been an interesting experience and something that i will carry with me. all the hard work and all the efforts that the whole team has put in. NEVER ever do a campaign with 6 girls- it is so physically demanding and draining. but it is also great cos dont have to deal with guys. hahah. something that i have learnt about NUS- the administrations still have alot of red tapes and the NUS students are either indifferent or they cannot be bothered (which i did take a look at my own life and evaluated if i am like that too- and i guess that i have to try harder to engage the NUS society)

so here is the update on the 881 OST2 launch at lunar..
nothing fantastic apart from the star glazing..


i really regret not taking an individual pic alrh..but still i must say sth- 715 is really SHUAI!! haha..not only in the show but also in real life..very friendly too!


photo taken with KC who was there also cos he wrote one of the songs in the OST and he arranged some of them and he knows eric ng..hehehe..he was really nice..!!


this is taken with wu jia hui who is the voice behind 一人一半..he is really friendly and nice..like a old time friend that kind of feeling. hahaha..

Ngak was there too- apparently he sang one of the songs for the OST- he sounded quite nice. liked him back when he would be singing at acid. heard that he is going to cut an album soon. an example of making it even without taking part in those singing competition- means that he really have what it takes and not just trying to get a shot at stardom..not bad! but he taking the chinese route though he was more english- i guess that there is still no market for the english songs here yarh?

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deadlines, deadlines and more deadlines..
cant wait for all these to be over- but not yet!!! sad!

QUOTE:
when trying to cover too many things, you end up achieving nothing. 心若倦了
泪也干了
这份深情
难舍难了
曾经拥有
天荒地老
已不见你
暮暮与朝朝

这一份情
永远难了
愿来生还能
再度拥抱
爱一个人
如何厮守到老
怎样面对一切
我不知道 wo

回忆过去
痛苦的相思忘不了
为何你还来
拨动我心跳
爱你怎么能了
今夜的你应该明了
缘难了
情难了

:: 新不了情 :: 萬芳 ::

This song- from the CD that was supposed to be part of the price for the quiz that we have for stompAIDS- but we have too many prizes and too little entries and you get the idea..why? is it that the campaign is not a success? i dont think so- i guess that is just that the students are too indifferent. How do you get the message across to people whose minds are not open to listen to what you have got to say?

but that is not the point at all..
the point is- IT IS FINISHED. been busy with all the stompAIDS stuff and it had came to an end- at least for our team. i think that we have to bid goodbye to the prize money- murphy showed up (quite often) and i think that things dint go as we planned or expected..posters were removed almost as immediately as they were put up and things like that..nevermind- its an experience!! and its over..there are tons of other things to be done- like the advertising project, the cultural project, the management term paper, the marketing project and not to forget another research project and to think that they are all taking place concurrently. end of term is coming and this is what always happen towards the end of the semester.

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i dont know how to describe how i am feeling. there is just this thing that i feel needs to be broken- sth that is standing between myself and the real world. like i am looking at myself through a looking glass- there are things that i know that i need to get done but i am looking and wondering why is the person that i am looking at not doing anything at all. looking at her feeling hopeless at the things that she has to deal with and nothing she can do and there is nothing that i can do to help. yes, i know that i need to pick myself up and get my butt going- cos there is no time to waste..haix..why does everything seem so hard going??

time to top up my love tank and my faith tank becos they leak and i cannot afford to take a break now..not when the rest are fighting so hard on my behalf..i need to get back on track and i need to do that fast!! deal with your emotions and dont let things get you down!!!! La la la la la
La la la la la
这首歌要给一个人
歌声代替语言
深情只增不减
那一刻吻她的脸
地转天旋

爱的感觉
比樱桃更甜
双眼放送闪电
能超越极限
让人忘了季节
爱成了经典
为他付出所有爱怨

要你永远是我的小乌龟
我爱你
每一天

:: 小乌龟 :：张栋梁 :: 微笑Pasta 电视原声 ::

像断了线
消失人海里面
我的眼终于失去
你的脸
再等一会
奢望流星会出现
愿
如果真的实现
爱能不能永远
明天
或许来不及变
但曾经走过的昨天
越来越远

北极星的眼泪
说不出的想念
原来我们活在
两个世界
北极星的眼泪
你哭红的双眼
被淋湿的诺言
淹没在心里面
我抬头看着
爱不见


当对的人
等不到对的时间
就在放放开手的瞬间
爱撕成两边

北极星的眼泪
说不出的想念
原来我们活在两个世界
北极星的眼泪
你哭红的双眼
被淋湿的诺言
淹没在心里面
我抬头看着爱
不见
整个宇宙都
流眼泪

:: 北极星的眼泪 :: 张栋梁 ::

in case it is so NOT obvious- i just watched finished 微笑Pasta (alright, i know that i am one YEAR lagging in watching the show..hahhaha..i remembered that it showed after magicians of love but i dint really wanna watch it one episode at a time then..anyway i think that it is a nice show and Nic and Cyndi are not bad wor!!

anyhow..i think i am really starting to realise the importance of a good 主题曲 and 插曲 of cos..becos it brings you into the show even more and it is something that you carry with you even after the show has ended and make you think about the show and all..so above are the 2 familiar and impressionable songs from 微笑Pasta..2 different but really nice songs!! (:

speaking of songs and 主题曲 and 插曲..the 881 OST launch is gonna be on the coming Monday at Lunar!! and guess what..i am going..hahaha..





how did this come about?? Cos Royston Tan was the guest speaker for Cultural Industries Lecture..and us being the typical Singaporean..we took photo with him..hahahha...
here's me with Royston and my ugly cap hair..



anyway..not everyday you get to see a real life movie director and i think that he is going to make it big someday..or i am just biased cos i like 881- and i asked him so who does Qi Yiwu like in the show? Royston Tan said that it was in the last last last part of the credits- why dint we know? cos we rushed out of the cinema le!!! arrgh..nvm..i shall go find out after the DVD is out or sth..

but anyway, Royston Tan was really REAL- like you know that he is not trying to be someone whom he is not..yet at the same time, you see through his life how things are not always as smooth-sailing as the industry has glamourised the industry life..so support local producers!! go watch the shows- i used to be anti- local shows but i think that we are going somewhere and the most practical way to support is to watch the show- that's all!!

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You know sth?

FAITH LEAKS

and sometimes it leaks quite badly..like recently..here mr murphy visit quite often and caused me so much problems and all..and i do felt like somehow a little down from all the happenings and you are thinking there is nothing that you can do and it seems like there is nothing is ever going to change the situation..then you get involved in a pity party where people just cannot be bothered with you anymore.

a picture of myself in front of a big mountain. Next scene: saw myself rose up above all the plants beneath beneath my feet..

see, there are alot of things they are just perceptions. in the first image, i felt so small, that everything in front of me is a deadend and there is nothing i cna do about it. but i saw myself begin to grow big and feel that nothing is impossible. what does it show? many times we are limited and we cant overcome them cos we think that they are large mountains and we are merely ants trying to move the mountain. But that is not the case..cos we are the giants moving mountains that is blocking and in our way.

top up your faith tank and move on.

Courage is not the absence of fear.


If there is anything better than being loved, it is loving! (: HAPPY BIRTHDAY 尊!!!!!
and Happy Birthday Bernice!!!!

Am blogging at the PS cartel cos "someone" decided to create her blog her at this auspicious date at this kind of auspicious time of 10:10pm..

We are out celebrating 尊 birthday- alright, i know that this is quite dumb but its a fun idea!!! to celebrate 尊's birthday, my phone screen saver, phone wallpaper and laptop wallpaper today is all 尊..haha..i cant stand my own 花吃-ness..but it is all for fun!!

here is a birthday song for both 寿星公 and 寿星婆!!

Happy Birthday to you,
Happy Birthday to you,
Happy Birthday to 尊~!!
Happy Birthday to you!!!

Happy Birthday to you,
Happy Birthday to you,
Happy Birthday to Bernice~!!
Happy Birthday to you!!!

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enough of all this..that's all for now!! (: can i say sth?? i am like super stressed!!
sometimes you really wonder about the education sysytem in singpore that really puts students to go mad and crazy and stressed in the name of having an educated and proficient workforce.

something off terence blog:

Dreams. The bigger the dream, the bigger the fall. The journey towards the destination is always long and arduous. There is always ample time to look around you, and doubt. Sometimes you wonder: what's the point in all of this? What's the point in all that chasing and pursuing? Is there even a destination?

and it gets you thinking- what is the point in this whole paper chase and the rush to get a degree and to get a good job in the future etc and all..you think about it, your life is so short and yet we are torturing ourselves. haix. but there was sth that i saw at the focus on the family office materials yesterday.

If you dont stand up for anything, you end up settling on anything.

if there is nothing that we stand up on, we would just drift through life doing nothing great at all. the thoughts that are running through my mind are what are the things that i can do to have a social and eternal effect than just being concern about my own life and not taking into considerations about other things at all. everything that we do have a consequence on other people.

do you think that the way that you are behaving the right way? dont you think you can just take the care and concern of people who truly care for you and wash them down the drain. yes, love is unconditional but your actions has reprecussions as well..if you are hurt does it mean that you can do what you are doing and hurting people the way that you dont want to be hurt??

the stress of the projects are drowning me but on top of that, there are just so many things that are on my mind. is there someone who can help to unload all these burdens and stress?? i seldom say this but i am really feeling the heat now..boohoho... 我的头顶老是有一片乌云
我的脚也常常踩不到地
我的嗜好是乱发脾气
我的牢骚连我妈妈都不想听

从来没有嫁入豪门的命
倒常幻想留头会中的凉山彝
哦背个lv就觉得自己很了不起
死不承认自己只是个老百姓

我就是范范之辈
我上班MSN 偶尔也打打瞌睡
噢范范之辈
我碰到连续假期还会喊万岁

范范之辈
我就是范范范范范范范范之辈
你也是范范之辈
我们一起来做快乐范范之辈

我的男人缘噢几乎是零
我的腿长也长不过林志玲
罩杯永远再怎么挤也不会有g
我的体重永远不低那S.H.E

唱歌到底比不上原住民
没得到金曲还要说声恭喜你
主持功力绝对输给陶晶莹
幸好身边还有几个棒棒的弟弟

我就是范范之辈
可以的话我想要唱到六十岁
噢范范之辈
你说我太天真其实我也无所谓

受点委屈就当作是在补身体
有时候吃点小亏就是占占便宜
赚钱不需要靠内线交易
我这样说你会不会觉得没说服力

这个世界有时候不太公平
爸爸说拜托比上不足比下还有余
没有小螺丝钉哪来的大机器
更何况快乐其实不需要一身正气

oh come on 一起开心做个范范之辈
噢做个快乐范范之辈没什么不对
(不想上班了,明天~)

:: 范范之辈 ::　范玮琪 ::

范范's new song. the lyrics is really interesting and funny. not a bad song to perk you up..

its almost 4am..and why am i still up cos i am doing work? seems like nothing much is done leh..just uploading the survey questions. why am i so unproductive today? perhaps i shld try and get some rest.

been a long time since i last updated and thought that i shld just keep my word that i have made to myself.

a few things- that advertising mid-term is bad news larh..i wonder how i had fared..i think the resulrs might be out already but dont really want to know. 6 projects going on at the same time is killing me. good news though is that we are through to the next round of the StompAIDS competition- and the actually execution is in 2 weeks. i think i need to get the things out by tml and contact the people and all. arrgh..so many things to do! gosh..and there are 5 other projects going on at the same time..arrgh..this is a mad semster..

many things happened that grieved my heart. i asked myself why this had happened and of cos there are thousand and one reasons that i can come up with to remove myself from this responsiblity but i am the shepherd and now my sheep is lost. how can i not be grieved? is there just one more thing that i can do to find back my sheep?? haix..

i finally understood what ian meant when he said that he likes to worship with us. cos i realised that i really like to worship and praise with my cg..though its fri and i am usually quite worn out..but when we get together to worship, there is just this joy that is in my heart! gives you the feeling that if we are all in this together, there is nothing that we cannot do or achieve. but now i am imcomplete..there is one piece that is missing.

i just found out that terence mom is a bruneian (you know what that means right??) must go and be a nicer friend to terence!! wahahhaha...

went to celebrate Ber's bday (which happens to be on the same day as 吴尊!!! hahahha..now everything is linked to him..first terence then bernice..hahah..more cam whore session when i get the pictures and all..

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love is letting go and allowing the person to find happiness.
is that really the truth? 当世界不知不觉的变了
有时候我怀念以前的我
作的梦虽然远远的
想像是一种快乐

拥有了同时也失去什麼
而眷恋原来会带来软弱
你让我在雾里成熟
心开始曲折

我不想舍得不想懂得
是谁惹谁言不由衷
说谎伤害都是不安犯的错
怕抱不紧什麼

我不想舍得不想懂得
谁说割爱才更深刻
彼此依赖是爱不是负荷
能握著手就是
感动的

::　不想懂得　:: 张韶涵 ::

was just watching coffee prince and the guy got super pissed with the girl after finding out that he has been lied to. Perhaps one can understand the pain of being lied to by the one whom you love and whom you think love you.

who wouldnt be angry when you are being lied to? but perhaps there is a reason behind all that? and i think most of the time there wld be an appropriate reason- i guess and i hope.

if you were to take a look at the world that we are living in, there are too many lies and too many things that you dont know. perhaps what you dont know wouldnt hurt you? nevertheless, are we able to handle the pain and the hurt when we do find out in the end or will time be the best cure to the wound?

there are things that i dont know and things that i havent figured out, there are things that leave me wondering about all the "what ifs" but in life, there is no "what if" or "if i had knew"..live it will no regrets i guess.

do we deserve a second chance then? i certainly think so. just the question of whether we are so willing to be the one who is releasing it. 窗外番红的天空好像在告诉我就快要下雨了.
最近的心情又如何呢?
人们好像都很喜欢观察别人的生活故事而没有勇气去正视自己的人生.
我们个人的人生故事到底有个怎样的剧情呢?

小时候应该都有自己想要的梦想吧?
但这些梦想是不是都在经历了岁月的蹉跎后, 渐渐的被遗忘?
有谁记得那年少时的梦想?
那应该是个没有边际的想法, 因为年幼的心灵里是没有"不可能" 这三个字的.
但我们渐渐的受到这世界的洗脑, 忘了如何去做梦, 只记得要跟时间赛跑.

但一个人不能消沉太久, 要整理心情, 从新出发!

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mid sem break is over, there are so many things that are on my mind but i just dont feel like getting around to doing them. cant go on like that. no more breaks from now on and its fighting all the way til christmas then the end of the year. there are alot of things that is not within my control but yet at the same time, there are alot of things that can be done as well. take control of the situation and turn it ard for good. the least that i can do.

a leader take control of the situation.
a leader gives vision and direction.
a leader gives hope where there is no hope.
a leader is sure of herself and know what is the next step to take.
a leader is active!

do something today!

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had our presentation at the health promotion board for the StompAIDS today..though the whole process is tiring but i dare say that we had fun!! yeah! hopefully we would like the results as well..hopefully we can have a shot at the $10,000. :)

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this is the link to the girly man video that eunice was talking about.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zDKcevMFUCo

i remember watching it in one of the modules in the past semester about the influence of globalisation on the media of other countries. which was quite interesting and its really quite funny..

and yanz is very facinated by the M1 indian curry commercial..i got nothing to say..hahahhah...

this is the link to the Shanghai Special Olympics Official Song - I Know I Can sang by 孙南 and SUN!
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TxNqXjA7hJ4
its really good- i like how the whole thing is done up and i like Sun's vocal!! wonderfully beautiful!! hahha :)
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