谢谢有你们
陪我走这一程
在天最黑暗的时候
点亮一盏灯
因为有你们关心
所以我才可能
让自己的心勇敢几分

谢谢有你们
陪我过这一阵
在我最需要的时候
给了我最真
时间可以慢慢等
把思绪用爱加温
让冷却的快乐重新沸腾

是你 把幸福悄悄放进我的手心
像风 吹拂着白云
总是不着痕迹
我闭上我的双眼
就能够感觉的到你那么清晰

是你 把喜乐轻轻写进我的表情
听风 的一丝笑意叮叮当当声音
我合手祈祷天明
愿阳光可以照进每个人的心

:: 谢谢有你们 :: SUN ::





i wanted to procrastinate and delay this post but i feel that i just cannot do that!! some things you got to do it before the year ends! (: Thanks to boss cos there is no work today and i can get some sleep..

i had my first ever appreciation- thanksgiving cg as a cgl this year yest at liyun's aunt's condo..i thought that perhaps i would cry but i think i exhausted my tears too much the past few days..haha..not exactly feeling emo yest but i really really really do appreciate all that you guys have done for me!!!

as i have posted before..2007 did not begin well at all, in fact it was a really hard going year and i really really wanted to give up, why be a leader maybe i am not called to be one..but dont we all bite the bullet and carry on? so i came to this legendary e243- where impossible and cannot be done are never in their dictionary and that is true..then i took the multiplied cg that became n397!! (: i started with a few people: vincent, max, eunice, jiahui, xiuyuan, hongkai, edmond, liyun, chloe, dennis and eric!! (:

so i thought, if things are already that bad at the beginning of the year, it cant get any worse right? i dont think that is how the devil works. at the cg yest, i am missing someone who started out with me and with us. Dennis: like i say before, you will always be part of this cg and pretty much always part of my life and thoughts.

then as we go along came kenneth (: my transformer for this year. Kenneth has changed alot since i first knew him or rather we first knew him! At the beginning it was whether is kenneth coming is kenneth here? but now you know you look and you are assured that kenneth will always be there. and this christmas he did the gifts for the friends and is one of those who brought many many friends!

Kenneth: Thanks for helping me know that God is still a great God through your life. and continue to let the light of God shine through your life. i truly believe that your would be the catalyst of the next wave of revival in this CG. Continue to grow and change- pastor say that change is a decision and you are the only one who can make that decision for yourself! looking forward to a great 2008 with you! (:

of cos not forgetting our best newcomer! WUIAN!!! the first time i met here was at elise house and that day we are having prayer meeting and our dear wuian was wearing a yellow dress with her trademark black scarf(i am amazed at my memory at remembering useless stuff too! lols)..then she came back on sun for service cos it was my SOT graduation!! Really that is important to me..to be truthful, that was not exactly a high point in my life..i know that i am glad to be graduating but there a part of me that didnt feel so secure about this cg, thinking that i am not a good leader and well you get the idea, your presence really made a difference. then i begin to see how this wonder girl (maybe we should have given wuian wonder girl award really)..she begin to gel the cg together, we studied together cos it was their N levels, then there was potluck and she and xiuyuan prepare the tooth-pierce-pig or sth like that..then i know that she is going to stay!! yeaH!!! she gels the CG together, always there helping with all the things that needs to be done, talk to new friend though she is also new. Then she went for the camp!! (:

Wuian: its a wonder for me to realised that its only been 3-4 months since we first knew you, cos it felt like you were here all along. i dont think i told you ever even that you are really a source of hope and strength for me! maybe things are not that smooth sailing for you and there might be obstacles, continue to stay strong in the Lord and you can always come and talk to me k? dont let there be any instance that you feel that you cannot talk to me! looking forward to even greater times with you!! love yoU!

this is getting very long, i think that i am going to need a few more days to do this, i shall continue when i am back tonight or rather tml!! buai! The time is now or never, to fit the missing piece
To take this on together, you make me feel complete
We fall into the future, and through the looking glass
The light shines over our heads, and so it comes to pass

To go beyond the surface, to reach into your soul
This love is not demanding, my heart has told me so
I hold onto my heroes, with faith enough to fly
The power to imagine, will keep this love alive

Let's make the headlines, loud and true
I wanna tell the world I'm giving it all to you
Let's make the headlines, loud and clear
The best things suddenly happen when you are here
And if I lost my way you'd carry me home
Take me all the way to heaven, never leave me alone (everything)
And it's just like everything matters when you are near (matters when you’re near)

And it feels so good every bells gonna ring
Your love is alive and it’s making me sing
I could fly, wanna cry, want the whole world to know
We are together, come on baby let’s go

And words yet to be spoken
Will fall upon the page
Spelling out true devotion
Is all we need to say

Let's make the headlines, loud and true
(Say you love me and I'll say I love you too)
I wanna tell the world I'm giving it all to you
(Just remember what simple words can do)
Let's make the headlines, loud and clear
(All that I have I give to you my friend)
The best things suddenly happen when you are here
(Just remember friendship never ends)
And if I lost my way you'd carry me home
Take me all the way to heaven, never leave me alone (everything)
And it's just like everything matters when you are near (matters when you're near)
(Say you love me and I'll say I love you too)

Let's make the headline true this time
(Just remember what simple words can do)
There's no hiding from this magical state of mind
(I feel loved with you, I feel loved with you)
And if I lost my way you'd carry me home
(I know, you take me, all the way to heaven)
Take me all the way to heaven, never leave me alone (everything)
And it's just like everything matters when you are near (matters when you're near)
(Everything matters, it really matters)
Lets make the headlines, loud and true
(I feel loved with you, I feel loved)
Lets make the headlines

'Cause I'm giving it all
Yeah I'm giving it all to you

:: Headlines :: Spice Girls ::

想为你做件事
让你更快乐的事
好在你的心中埋下我的名字
求时间 趁着你
不注意的时候
悄悄地把这种子酿成果实

我想她的确是
更适合你的女子
我太不够温柔优雅成熟懂事
如果我 退回到
好朋友的位置
你也就
不再需要为难成这样子

很爱很爱你
所以愿意 舍得让你
往更多幸福的地方飞去
很爱很爱你 只有让你
拥有爱情 我才安心

看着她走向你
那幅画面多美丽
如果我会哭泣也是因为欢喜
地球上 两个人
能相遇不容易
作不成你的情人我仍感激

很爱很爱你
所以愿意不牵绊你
往更多幸福的地方飞去
很爱很爱你 只有让你
拥有爱情 我才安心

:: 很爱很爱你 :: 刘若英 ::

all the 老歌 started coming back to my mind. that day had a short meet up with siang and we had a short session of k before siang gotta leave..thank God it was ladies night so not so 心痛! haha. we digged up all those as old as you can think of songs to sing. i was looking for 很爱很爱你 but i dint remember what song it was and i thought that it was 后来..came back did a search then realised its the wrong song. at that time i only remember that i was looking for this song with these 2 verses of the song:

我想她的确是
更适合你的女子
我太不够温柔优雅成熟懂事

and

看着她走向你
那幅画面多美丽
如果我会哭泣也是因为欢喜
地球上 两个人
能相遇不容易
作不成你的情人我仍感激

used to like this song quite abit..cant really remember the reason now..haha..

仿佛如同一场梦
我们如此短暂的相逢
你像一阵春风
轻轻柔柔吹入我心中
而今何处是你往日的笑容
记忆中那样熟悉的笑容

你可知道我爱你想你
怨你念你深情永不变
难道你不曾回头想想
昨日的誓言
就算你留恋
开放在水中娇艳的水仙
别忘了寂寞的山谷的角落里
野百合也有春天

从来未曾拥有的
从那陷入悲伤和欢娱
从来未曾属于
真情的是狂欢的乌云
而今当你说你将会离去
忽然间我开始失去我自己

你可知道我爱你
想你怨你念你
深情永不变
难道你不曾回头想想昨日的誓言
就算你留恋开放在水中娇艳的水仙
别忘了山谷里寂寞的角落里
野百合也有春天

:: 野百合也有春天 :: 阿桑 :: 蔷薇之恋电视原声带 ::

i really really really like this song but when siang saw the MV we BOTH agree that the song is SUPER OLD larh..and she claim that its her mom's era one..i only got to hear this song like last year and its the 蔷薇之恋 version (which i havent get around to watching but like a little long..hahah)anyway i like 百合- maybe that is why i like the song..hahaha..oh wells..the song just finished playing on my itunes and the next song is 叶子..not going to turn this into a lyrics search..hahaha...

***

you know sometimes you try to hold on to something and then you begin to realise that you are the only one who is the one who is living in the past when everyone else has moved on. maybe its time to come to a realisation that even though that you think that you havent changed, you have been changed by your surroundings, your circumstances and the people who are around you. you will never be the same as you are a month ago, or a week ago or even the same as yesterday cos everyday you go through experiences that changes your life. sometimes we hate to admit that things that the conditions are no longer the same, we selfishly trying to hold on to something precious and refuse to let it go. the others have moved on, things have changed and perhaps its time to face the fact that things are no longer the same as it was in the past.

perhaps like what pastor say, until you move out of your tradition of things that you are so used to, so comfortable with --> you will be living in the past in a condition which i would think its as if its denial cos there is sth beautiful that we are afraid that if we even take a little inch it would be destroyed but until we move, we never know that it is now only a mirage, a part of what we now call the past and memories. There are decisions that has to be made, there are things that has to be chose, to move out of the comfort zone into a period of transition and change before you are going to experience transformation. before a butterfly can become so beautiful, there were much pain and struggle as the metamorphosis takes place.

may we all change to be stronger and more beautiful as we go through the transitions and the challenges in our lives! havent blogged for awhile so here are a list of things that i wanna state first:

1 dec: HAPPY WORLD AIDS DAY!!!
1 dec: Happy Birthday Wan Hong!!!
3 dec: Happy Birthday Tim Yam!!

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谁还记得　
是谁先说永远的爱我
以前的一句话
是我们以后的伤口
过了太久
没人记得当初那些温柔
我和你手牵手　
说要一起走到最后

我们都忘了　
这条路走了多久
心中是清楚的
有一天　有一天都会停的

让时间说真话
虽然我也害怕
在天黑了以后　
我们都不知道会不会有遗憾

我们都累了　
却没办法往回走
两颗心都迷惑　
怎么说　怎么说都没有救

亲爱的为什么
也许你也不懂
两个相爱的人
等对方先说找分开的理由

谁还记得爱情开始变化的时候
我和你的眼中
看见了不同的天空
走的太远　
终于走到分岔路的路口
是不是你和我　
要有两个相反的梦

:: 记得 :: 张惠妹 ::

you cant deny that 张惠妹can sing and has a really good voice- been hearing this song and i think that its a really nice song!! so here it is!

Pastor Kong preached a great message the weekend that just passed. how good to have a pastor that year after year would enouraged us and teach us about the principles of God that will propel us to do greater things through God and with God. that our lives would not be one that it ordinary and mediocre but one that is exciting and one that we would not regret..one that lives life to the fullest. and the best part is that this couple epitomises what they preach! i dont think that there is another couple who are doing so much for the church and on top of that for the people who are in the world who are in need. and you see the leadership having so much compassion for the people who needs help not becos they want them to come to church but simply becos they want to help and they want to make a difference and be that light in the world where there is great misery and rejection- to bring a glimmer of hope and love to the world that is lacking in them. but the best part is that this dream team not only do it, they teaches people to do it so that more people in the world can be blessed! how's that!! i am glad once again to be part of this great church with such great leaders!

just reminded of world aids day- they were selling flowers to raise funds for the Aids patients and i walked passed (and bought the flowers of cos!) and i thought to myself- hey, this is what i have been doing the whole sem too! and i feel glad cos its like able to help some people by doing what i am doing. i think sometimes we get so caught up with the things that we are doing that we miss the joy in all these things and its really a joy to help the less fortunate! i am glad to be involved in the StompAIDS team and i am glad that we managed to raise money for them as well. through the project, it make me more sensitive to the needs that are out there in the world and it really makes me want to help out more and do more. Alot of us can do it but we just give ourselves excuses not to and then it will go back to something very basic then- what is your conviction? and what do you want to achieve? once you have set out what you want to do- you will get it done no matter what. its not a matter of time, its a matter of whether you want to get it done or not! if you want, you can make a difference!!

help someone live their lives to their fullest by doing what you can!! i want to be more socially minded and help more people in the coming year!! (:

speaking of which, come and paint your potential and help paint someone else potential this coming 11-12 dec @ P.S.P camp with IC zone at that scouts camp!! its gonna be fun and exciting!!!!!! i am so looking forward to my first ever church camp since i came to church!! so nice!!!
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