Jesus You
You hold the world with Your unfailing love
The heaven sings Your praises from above
In Your name lips shall praise
And knees shall bow

Father You
The universe exalts in who You are
The stars declare Your wonder far and wide
How majestic is Your love throughout my life


In You.. I find my peace
In You.. I bend my knees

You are Lord of Heaven You shall
Reign in all the earth
I humbly bow before Your majesty
Now I will sing Your praises and I will
Sing forevermore
I’m captivated by Your love in me

: : Captivated : : Sidney Mohede : :

i was just listening to this song- i dint even know that i have this song on my iTunes. Anyhow, i really really like the lyrics- like what i shared with those who was at powerhouse with me today- the story of David. Before he became a king, he was just a shepherd boy and if i were him i would bring my guitar (if i know how to play it better) or any instruments or i would just go and take a walk in the rolling hills and just enjoy the breeze and the sun shinning in my face. Thereafter, i would just begin to sing and praise God and i think that was what David did. Because David had a heart after God that he was chosen to be King over all other men. But the process of him being a shepherd boy and him being anointed and eventually made king- there was a time lapse. On top of that, he went through all the other stuff, murder and adultery- these are not easy times. Yet, at the end of it all, he missed the presence of God so much that he went back to bring the ark of God back with him and he was once again singing and dancing before the Lord. its really about going back to the basics, the heart of worship and David he left behind a legacy that we are still talking about even till this day.

You know God can give us alot of things- our career, our educations, our love ones and our ministry. But we get so caught up with all these that we forgot the blesser behind them all. Really, all the more as we are blessed to do that will of God that we need to go back to the source to be recharged to do even more than what we are doing now. it is then when we go, that we will have the power to do more and greater things.

one thing pastor say: pray until it becomes a rhema word- that it is not something that we hope can happen, but you pray until an extent that you know and you know that it IS going to happen.

it is praying UNTIL!!

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Finally handed in ALL the projects and now is the time to study!! 2 more exams and then its HOLIDAY- do you smell FREEDOM??!!??

i DONT really take study break unless like the next day i have exams kind and i still do relatively well to a certain extend (which is subjective as well, i mean there are people who thinks that a C is not that bad..oh wellss..). Cos i dont think that the 2 or 3 hours that i spend going for prayer meeting and leader's meeting and cell group will make alot of difference in my progress in studying- however of cos this is not the case for some others. to each his own- i stick to my own belief. anyway this sem GOT TO do well, gonna do the best and let God do the rest!!

oh yah- vincent is on the HONOURS ROLL!! praise the Lord, that is so good and i am so proud of you!!! jiayou and continue to shine in the area of your studies!! i know quite a few honours roll and dean's list people and i want that anointing in my life as well!!! God make it happen for me!!!

i am still considering if i shld go get an internship and i know that tml is the last day that i can send out the application. Cos i think i really like my job now- but internship like more "credible" not too sure leh! haix..we'll see how it goes, i think if i want then i wake up early to send it out in the morning bah!

gotta rest early today- like very early like that its already 3am!! cant believe that..time flies..then wake up early to do my housework, gotta have a clean desk before i can study and clear all the debris from all the project work. my weird habit but i like things to be in order before i start studying!! Jiayou liwei you can make it happen!! hahhaha..

anyway i wanted to change blogskin but nothing nice leh..LIYUN!! can you teach me how to do it?? i wanna learn!! hahaha..

and before i end off

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MADELINE!!! love you girl and faster get married so that i can be the ah yi!! lols..hahhah..**huggs** He's fought and he's fallen
He's on his knees before he's on his feet
A sinister romantic
Oh, he's about to be and she's about to see

Teachin' torches to burn bright
She's hanging on the cheek of night
A snowy dove trooping with crows
He never saw true beauty till tonight

She'll take him to the brink of deliverance
Show him that much
Oh, don't you know it
Oh, don't you know it
So he falls in love to feel that he's falling
She'll let him know his heart
Oh, don't you know it
Oh, don't you know it
That's Shakespeare in love

He's fought and he's fallen
He's on his knees before he's on his feet
A glittery romantic
Oh, he's about to be and she's about to see

His bounty's boundless like the sea
His love is endless, just as deep
The more he gives the more he has
'Cause both of them are truly infinite

: : Shakespeare in Love : : Layla Kaylif : :

Was just letting my iTunes play in the background as i do up the very irritating submission for tommorow- actually its later! what the!!!

actually we are all feeling quite $%&(*)()(*&^$%^%^&()* about the submission later!! cos its quite ridiculous larh!! she wants a hard copy of ALL the survey responses which is like 100 respondent which would add up to if say 5 pages per respondent to 500 pages and even if it is $0.025 per sheet- $25 just for photocopying the stupid paper and TRANSFERRING the data to the hard copy cos i DELETED all the survey files cos i was cleaning my com that day! and you tell me why she wants the RAW data for?? i mean can understand why she want the SPSS file larh!! but why she need the hard copy of ALL the surveys for?? scared that we faked the results??
NOTHING TO SAY LARH!!! haix..

i am off to ironing clothes and hopefully chill and cool down- its 3.30 am larh!! haix..i wanted to slp early!! just a short post before i go full force to write my paper on the internet generation redefining "piracy".

Seriously, Internet Generation - What does this phrase or term mean to you?

Probably, it doesnt even mean much to us- because we pretty much belong to this generation, or rather we are borned into this generation. Perhaps not so much for me, internet only came into the picture in 1992 and when i was in primary school having a computer is like the "wow" thing. But it is no longer so for those who were born after 1992, the very moment they learn their ABCs, they also learned about what is a computer and what is the internet. They are the ones who get "e-learning week" even in primary and secondary school- when all that we did in primary school- the most advance thing that we did was to type out our essay on the MS word and we thought that we were on top of the world.

Seriously, what does being the Internet Generation mean to us and to the world?

(and i am centering my paper on this group of people- interesting right? having second thoughts about people who major in communications and media? we are dealing with real-life and relevant stuff)

how do you explain to this generation something call privacy and things like pen-pal? i dont use to keep diary when i was young- i dint really like writing when i was young though i quite like reading and i can go on and ramble some "do you know that..." from the books that i read. The internet generation reads too but their books are not of paper and print but rather that that is virtual and you sometimes wonder what are the things that they read online. As much as we (my bestie and i) once commented that we would not be caught up into this technological advancement crap, we eventually gave in to the convenience of it all. Daily letters, weekly letters eventually became monthly letters and now i am not even sure if we write yearly- that is sad isnt it? The internet has revolutionalise the way that man communicate totally. This is also the reason why i appreciate letters in the mail- they are like joy and surprises that really make my day.

back to the issue about privacy- does the younger generation know what they are getting themselves into with the numerous blogs that they have? some of which they do not even remember creating them or the urls. Yet, this can be the very thing that is going to cause your downfall if you ever (i mean like ever!) try your luck at attempting something great and your past just come back haunting you. Scary isnt it? I admit that i do self-censor the things that i put on my blog, not because i am a hyprocite- you pretty much read what is really about me but there are some details that you (the reader) do not need to know about. Seriously friends, people out there, there are consequences that you might want to take note of before you pen down that thought of your lecturer, that boss, that classmate and that cg member that you have an issue with. Yes, it is about the freedom of speech, but at the expense of the feelings and the reputation of the person that you are talking about? Call me conservative but i guess not for me!

alrights, back to my 4000 words essay that is one of the many things that is due in this next 5 days.

adios.

signing off.

In order of appearance: me with my lovely card, me with my wonderful guitar from the CG. me with the new NUM bag from the rest and group pic at Intro bar, Swissotel City Hall.

and here are some group pics with my beloved CG!! :)

In order of appreance again: with the CG at hall 8. With the CG after kana sabo at coffee bean. With the girls! with the guys (dunno why turn out so blur), my 4 manly bodyguards!! hahaha and with my CGCs.

Ping and i went to watch definitely, maybe- its really a nice show- not bad!!

Then we went on over the Eden cafe and we took tons of photos with the bears there!! hahaha.



this is my favourite pair of bears there that day wor!! so cute right?? that's why i took lots of photos with them!!
and if you missed my birthday..hahah..its ok!! but presents are still welcome!! lols..would be going to get myself a watch and a wallet. If there is anyone who feel led to buy me things still- i dont mind a tuner for the guitar, the new anne rice book, a pair of ipod earphones, a new jacket and seriously the list can go on..

oh yah..got siang's parcel from Australia- i wonder what she put inside- shall go and collect it tml!

haha..that's all for now. had a great prayer meeting with pastor today and tml is going to be another long but great day!!

Things to do:
MNO Presentation (over!)
NM4202 Presentation (over!)
NM 4660 Report
MNO Final Exams
NM3219 Report
NM4202 Report
NM 4880D Report
MNO Report

As you break down the things that you need to do, there seem to be alot of things to be done. Note though, we cannot do everything at one go- so take it one at a time. Right time, it is time to focus on that 4000 words report that i have come up with and hand it in in 12hours time. You begin to realise that it is all nonsense when you need to get your 8hrs of sleep each day, cos i seem to be function well on a major lack of it. What keeps you going is not getting enough rest- but it is the determination and the need to get things done. Success is only reserved for those who work hard.

You have only one life to live- live it well the first time and the only time round. There is no turning back of time. If you need time, then do things well and for only once- dont give yourself the need to re-work everything, your time can be better spent. Dont be double minded, make a decision and stick it, grow from it and bear the consequences.

Quote from Chun:

"Life is not about how hard you can hit.
Life is about how much you can get hit and moving forward!"

Always do your best and Never Give Up!

No matter how many times you may fall- Remember:

A champion is not one who never fails, but one who never quits!

Dont quit on your life, 明天会更好! Many nights we've prayed
With no proof anyone could hear
In our hearts a hopeful song
We barely understood

Now we are not afraid
Although we know there's much to fear
We were moving mountains
Long before we knew we could

There can be miracles
When you believe
Though hope is frail
It's hard to kill
Who knows what miracles
You can achieve
When you believe
Somehow you will
You will when you believe

In this time of fear
When prayer so often proves in vain
Hope seemed like the summer birds
Too swiftly flown away

Yet now I'm standing here
My heart's so full, I can't explain
Seeking faith and speaking words I never thought I'd say

So in times when all your hope is gone
And you go through life afraid
In your heart there lies a hopeful song
That is there to guide the way
And all the hurt and all the pain
You soon will learn was not in vain
For all your prayers, they will be heard
They'll come to pass through faith

: : When You Believe : : Mariah Carey & Whithney Houston : :

Havent been bloggin cos there are many things and WORK to be done..one may wonder is uni life really that bad? NO- but the problem is that all the DEADLINES are together! so you have all your projects due at about the same period leading to the uni people walking around like living dead- which is not very sightly! hahah. Oh wells..press on, it is going to finish soon!!

This song- it was simply amazing when the ochestra and the adult choir performed it last weekend during the service! as i go and look at the lyrics and listen to it over again- it simply touch my heart so much! it is what make me press on and contiune to do all that i have to do- becos God is real and He will see me through.

Everytime i feel like giving up or crumpling under the stress of school and other things in life, God send someone to speak a word into my life and to get me going again. Indeed, a bruised reed He will not break and a smoking flax He will not quench. To quote Mrs Helen Tan as she always tell us- Up and On, keep on keeping on. I wish i have more time to spend with the cell and with the friends but for now, i gotta zip back to my work and my ironing (dad's order!)

Another late night but the joy of the Lord is my strength! 加油!!
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