THE LEADERSHIP FILES

FORGIVENESS
Quote - 'God forgives all your iniquities... heals all your diseases.'- Ps 103:3

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Logic fails to answer the argument offered by a wounded heart.

The wounded justify bad attitudes with logic.

'They did it first.' 'Everybody does it.' 'They deserve it.'

A rational answer doesn't solve an emotional problem.

Forgiveness is the key to healing.

Forgive people before they apologise.

Even though it doesn't seem fair. You want revenge.

But forgive them. Let it go. Be bigger than your offenders.

Everyday, forgive everybody everything they've ever done against you.

And healing and health are yours.

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Forgiveness is the hardest thing for us to do, esp when someone hurt us, slander us, broke our trust but forgiveness is not just based on the circumstances but it is a decision that we have to make.

Continue this when i get back tonight! i stumble upon this Sailor Moon cartoon series on Youtube and it really brought back memories. Think it was the cartoon that we all used to watch when we were younger- though after the first 3 episode you probably realised how all the stories will flow in a certain way and there is nothing much to watch but when you were younger seriously do you know any better? i think i still have my Sailor Jupiter piggy bank somewhere!! and here is a pic and link for those who belonged to another "younger" generation that might not have heard of sailor moon and sailor Jupiter before..hahah



http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Sailor_Jupiter


http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Sailor_Moon

i dint realised that the story is so long, maybe one day when i got nothing better to do then i go read the manga for the entire series but i dont think that day would come..hahahaha

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Enough of that, some thoughts that has been on my mind the past few days.

Reminded of this line: Insanity is doing the same thing over again and expecting a different result.

somehow i think that most of us are victim of this, we unknowingly keep doing the same thing over and over again with full convictions that we wanna do things differently and a change/ a different result is on the way. Yet, we went back to doing the same things (or similarly the same things) and we expect a different result and when the results is not that which we expected- we say that it is other people not making an effort or maybe its the environment or the circumstance. And i know that i fall into this group of people as well- as much as i hate to admit this.

If you want to have different results/ outcome, you got to learn to handle and deal with things differerntly. Alot of times we dont realised that we are the common demonination in the equation. Like after we go from primary school to secondary school to JC to University and then eventually to work- if the only person who seem to be having an issue, perhaps it is really us!! But having said that, sometimes, its really not us- shldnt live in a giving in to fate and demoralised life. If there is nothing that you can change about the people and the environment that you are in, perhaps it is time to conquer it. It is alot easier to do what people usually do. If you cant beat them, join them. Then we are going to be miserable forever, if you want change, be the one to initiate that! Do what you want other people to do for you- easier said than done but no one is going to stop me from trying bah!

its been a long week and the results are going to be out LATER!! at 12noon for the year 3s!! oh my God, one of the few times that i really hope that all the efforts paid off and i really hope that i can do well for this semester- trying to pull up the cap. we'll see.

anyway, was rushing to finish up my work cos next week i would be starting my internship at Bates141 (or some related to it de company), you can goggle it and probably can find something on it, deals with advertising and marketing- hopefully it would go well and not that kind that you do all the sai gang and not learn anything from it.

Praise God that i have a short freelance assignment from Denise's sister and this is going to be the extra income that i am getting during the internship where my allowance is peanuts- i think that we are paid even lesser than those who part-time at macdonalds but what do you expect man. but i am really looking forward to it!! :)

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Change is in your hands, be the one who write your own destiny. When doing everything, dont look back and regret. But when you do sth, trust that God will be there to guide you through the darkest storms and never for one moment think of leaving the house of God where the strength and the power is.

命运掌握在自己手中!!

p.s.: cant wait for the next epi of 命中注定我爱你!! and i wanna watch Sex in the City - maybe can do it after cg!!!

p.p.s: 21 days of prayers!! its gonna be fun!! :) KUALA LUMPUR, Malaysia - Malaysia's education minister has dismissed complaints by an Islamic group that uniforms of schoolgirls are too sexy and invite rape, an official said Monday.

Education Minister Hishammuddin Hussein said over the weekend his ministry was unlikely to change the school uniforms, which he does not consider to be too sexy, but said officials would look into the matter.

"It is unfair to punish women and children and the clothes they wear for the act of rapists," The Star daily quoted him as saying. "From what I have seen, clothing is not the main consideration of those who commit despicable acts."

Hishammuddin's aide, who spoke on condition of anonymity citing protocol, confirmed the comment.

The uniform became an issue in the local media after a little known group, the National Islamic Students Association of Malaysia, issued a statement last week, saying the loose, white blouse worn by schoolgirls was too transparent.

It said the blouse encouraged rape and premarital sex. The association, which claims to have some 5,000 members, said the uniforms should be reviewed to suit Islamic ideals.

The uniform "disturbs the eyes of men, whether they like to see it or not ... Because of that molestation, premarital sex and all kinds of other things occur," it said.

The statement has made little impact in this liberal Muslim-majority nation despite being given prominence in the print media.

However the women's wing of the opposition Pan-Malaysian Islamic Party on Monday said the ministry should "pay serious attention to the suggestion."

"We can't ignore the fact that the material used to make these uniforms is too thin and it makes the girls look sexy especially when they are not wearing the head scarf, which can cover their chests," it said in a statement.

The stand reflects the views of the women's wing only, and the party will meet later Monday to decide on a common stand, said Syed Azman Syed Ahmad Nawawi, a party official.

Some 60 percent of Malaysia's 27 million people are Muslims, who mostly dress conservatively. However, many women, including Muslims in urban areas, also wear short skirts and tight tops.

Associate Press, 26 May 2008

when i read this article, i thought that it is quite ridiculous, i mean how can you put the blame of rape on the victim? Pastor talked about innocence is not virtue, by hiding all the "assets" of the women- would that definitely reduce rape and pre-marital sex? I dont really think that it is an issue that can be resolved just by making the women dress more conservatively. I mean the uniform itself do not cause rape what! it might cause some to have funny thoughts but seriously just becos of the dressing then they go and commit rape- isnt that too weak-will and no discipline in the mind. Not directing the comments to any groups of people. but just some thoughts on this. Its like blame pushing to other people who we shld be the one dealing with our own character issues and problems. frankly, i woke up this morning not feeling too good, there is just this stinking feeling that you get in your life once in a while, that sort that makes you want to run away to the farthest island from Singapore- actually Hawaii would be a better choice and just cut yourself off from the rest of the world, that kind of feeling that just want to get away and not have to think about anything and that in other words meant DENIAL!! But as usual, i LOVE pastor Tan, the word was so good and it was really the thing that kept me going.

Before i became a leader, i have all these big dreams of the kind of leader that i want to be, i know the kind of leader that i dont want to become. When i became a leader, i realised that things were not as simple. Times and time again when things happen, when circumstances arise, then i realised that i did all the things that i dont and wouldnt want to do. I feel that i messed things up and it just felt so lousy. But thank God He doesnt use perfect people to serve Him and it is more than the gifts, talents and abilities that you have. But God will use the weak to shame the strong, I may not be a plan A but He can certainly make a plan B or plan C or plan D or E..whatever it is into someone who is able to glorify His name, I'm going to press on and hopefully broken to be an example, i just hope that time is on my side that while i am in the process of becoming a better person, no more mistakes but even if there is that God will turn it around for good.

Lord, i need your grace and your mercy.

like the song we sang today.

Heal my heart and make it clean, open up my eyes to the things unseen.
Show me how to love like You have loved me.
Break my heart for what break Yours
Everything i am for Your Kingdom's cause
As i walk from earth into eternity

God, i may not be perfect, in fact i am far from it, but if you can use anything Lord, you can use me. Help me to love others like you have loved me and restore to me the passion and the faith to be the person that you want me to be. And while i am getting there, protect and bless every single members and lives that you have placed in my hands. Though i may not be the perfect leader but You are the perfect God, meet their needs that i cant meet and guide them in the ways that i am not able to.

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thanks to laopa and laopo for coming out to meet me just becos of one sms that i sent out. Thanks for listening and not judging me but for loving me and believing in who i really am. Love you guys lots!! the dark clouds zoomed ominous..

i dont like this feeling.

Not at all


那时我们天天在一起
太幸福到不需要距离
很贪心
要全世界注意
只是太年轻
快乐和伤心
都像在演戏
一碰就惊天动地
今天看你
昨天的你去了哪里



那年夏天我和你躲在
这一大片宁静的海
直到后来我们都还在
对这个世界充满期待
今年冬天你已经不在
我的心空出了一块
很高兴遇见你
让我终究明白
回忆 你真是精彩



还记得一起努力
还有那些一言为定
现在我就当过去
是种学习
虽然好不容易


Byebye
Never Say Goodbye
未来
我期待未来


: : 那年夏天宁静的海 : : 王心凌 : :


Chanced upon this song one day and realised that its really nice and i like the MV too.

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The recent topics revolved around finding jobs, the future and of cos the Si Chuan Earthquake.

Si Chuan is still handling and suffering from the effects of the aftershocks. Even after everything is over, there is still rebuilding of the towns and the villages and more importantly the lives of the people. We can never imagine what is it like to wake up knowing that your family is no longer around and you have to go through your life on your own. This disaster not only brought the place crumpling down but also the lives of many. Yet, in times like this you see and hear and watch the love (爱心) of the people all around the world. I was briefly watching the fund-raiser of the Taiwanese artistes- seriously i think almost everyone who could be there were all there and the funds that they raised for Si Chuan was even more than that they raise for their own earthquake a few years back. To think that there were so many conflicts and misunderstanding that were surrounding these 2 pieces of land. Maybe there are some good things that came out of this sorrow. And the first foreign team that went it was from Japan- remember the many issues that both nations have before this? Its really good to know that it is not a time to play silly games and be angry or upset with each other but to really set aside the differences and work together for the best of the people. Perhaps, this is something good that came out of it. Its amazing! i think its like our lives- How your setback can become your comeback and how your disappointment can become your new appointment.


The other topic of cos revovles around our future and what do we want to do. There are some people who have a strong sense of what they want to do, yet there is also another group where they know what they DONT want to do and everything else other than that goes. Seriously if you ask me, though i have been pondering for very long about this issue, i dont have a SOLID idea of what i want to work as- i know what line and industry just not the specific job that other people might have in mind and seriously that felt a little bit lost. We always think that we are too young to think about such things but i think its never too early to plan for your future- a man without a future will always go back to his past and a man without a vision will perish. better to have a vision and something to work towards to.

Mad has asked me to be her wedding co-ordinator --> just when i just finished watching made of honour. think that it is going to be alot of work but its going to be fun alsO!!! looking forward to it!! :)


I shouldn’t love you
but I want to,
I just can turn away
I shouldn’t see you
but I can’t move
can’t look away

And I don’t know
How to be fine, when I’m not
Cause I don’t know
How to make this feeling stop

De toi à moi
Il y a des choses qui n’s’expliquent pas
Tant elles se confondent
Tant elles sont profondes, légères à la fois
De toi à moi
Il y a je crois des mots qui n’osent pas
Des mots qui n’osent plus
Et si nos amours déçus semblaient savoir
De toi à moi

It’s getting hard to, be around you
There’s so much I can’t say
and do you want me to have feelings
and look the other way

And I don’t know
how to be fine, when I’m not
Cause I don’t know
How to make this feeling stop

: : De toi à moi : : Jesse McCartney : :

Translation for the french chorus:
There are things that can't be explained.
They are so confusing
So deep
Sometimes light
From me to you,
There are, I believe
Words that dare not be spoken
Words that dare not be spoken anymore
Our loves denied
Without (us) knowing

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that's one of my favourite songs during the concert and i like the Max's version more than the english version that i have on my mp3!! (i really mean this seriously!!) (dont let it get to your head though!! :p but keep on making and singing great music!!)

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updates another time.

ciaos for now 还记得吗

窗外那被月光染亮的海洋
你还记得吗
是爱让彼此把夜点亮
为何后来我们用沉默取代依赖
曾经朗朗星空
渐渐阴霾

心碎离开
转身回到最初荒凉里等待
为了寂寞
是否找个人填心中空白
我们变成了世上最熟悉的陌生人
今后各自曲
折各自悲哀

只怪我们爱得那么汹涌
爱得那么深
于是梦醒了搁浅了沉默了挥手了
却回不了神
如果当初在交会时能忍住了激动的灵魂
也许今夜我不会让自己在思念里沉沦

心碎离开
转身回到最初荒凉里等待
为了寂寞
是否找个人填心中空白
我们变成了世上最熟悉的陌生人
今后各自曲折各自悲哀

只怪我们爱得那么汹涌
爱得那么深
于是梦醒了搁浅了沉默了挥手了
却回不了神
如果当初在交会时能忍住了激动的灵魂
也许今夜我不会让自己在思念里沉沦

: : 最熟悉的陌生人 : : 萧亚轩 : :


I was "intro" to this song when i was in J1. Forgot what was the reason but i think that its one of the few songs that i know of Elva then- though i like some of her other songs, i havent heard of this before and i think someone intro this song to me as one of the few Elva songs that he/her has heard before or sth to that effect.



Think that is the lyrics of the song is really the case of the situation in real life then like quite sad like that right? the most familiar stranger- can you imagine the pain that is involved when this phrase is being coined? How sad that would be? its like saying i dont know you anymore, are you the person that i knew you to be. Yet, everyday among the people around us, you recall and think of people and you think how much this person has changed, sometimes for the better yet more often than not into a person whom you dont know and dont understand anymore.



oh wells.

I took this 2 shots out of the window of the new office!! Yes, River view- such a nice place to have your office at. Sam was saying that it just lift up your mood!! and its really not a bad thing to be located there at all, its near almost everything :)

A little back post: Last Tues went out with Glen and Yun and here are some random pics that i picked out. i was sitting there waiting for yun to try her top as she is FORMAL clothes shopping as she step into the working life and one advice from her is that you better start to stock up on it now before you start work if not its just going to be a big headache..hahaha.

Thereafter, we head over from Bugis to Town to get my Braun Buffel wallet which is my belated birthday present and also a post exam treat for myself- ok larh..i dint pay a cent for it larh..so dont think that i am very rich.

Thereafter sparked off a series of "artistic" photos- courtesy of yours truly and this is the first in the series of Miss Glenda Ho. Not bad right? its the "natural" kind of feel that people get in wedding photos!!

I forgot what is going on but apparently they were having quite a good time laughing and joking though Miss Glen is like having a "huh?" kind of look.

This is my favourite of the lot- taken by Yours Truly again. I really like this shot- ALOT. it just feels nice and peaceful :)
I went to watch this last week- its a nice romance comedy and its really really funny and yet it is nice in its own way and PLEASE LARH you get to catch Cameron and Ashton can?? what a show that is NOT to be missed!!
and this is what i have been up to every monday night- watching Fated to Love You aka 命中注定我爱你. Different from the usual 偶像剧.

and here is the plot of the show:

剧情介绍：

　　这个都市，有一段“贴来贴去”的爱情故事……

　　故事，就从某一种盘据全亚洲的女孩类型说起。这种女孩，叫“便利贴女孩”。她，朴素、简单安分、愿望也小小的，从来就不是什么Somebody，也不期待变成一个Somebody。她们功能小小，但是又不可或缺，就像是一张随手可撕的便利贴，不起眼也不特别，但你的身边一定有她！一趟“豪华邮轮”之旅，让这样一位平凡的女孩碰上史上最不平凡的际遇。

　　欣怡她从小就很害怕别人不喜欢自己，所以她一直很努力的要对别人好，只要有人给她一点点回应，她就很容易喜欢上对方，大家都叫她便利贴女孩，因为当有人需要她，撕下来就能用，不需要时随手乱扔也无所谓。但她却是个很重感情的傻瓜，个性不够强让她该下定决心的时候常常会心软，某日为了挽回花心男友古驰，花费大把旅费上爱之船旅游，没想到阴错阳差走错房间，醒来之后，愕然发现自己竟与一名陌生人发生一夜情，又发现男友古驰偷吃，搞上了有钱的寡妇抛下她离去，让她有如晴天霹雳的打击。

　　一个月后，当欣怡看到验孕棒的结果时，她很后悔没在船上跳下海。一个25岁的律师事务所职员，为了一个烂男友，负债20万，还怀了一个来路不明男人的小孩，简直是全天下最讽刺的笑话。她向公司请了一个星期的假，准备回到故乡“姜母岛”，想想自己该怎么办。

　　那天床上的陌生人名叫纪存希，他是所有女孩理想中的白马王子，多金帅气、青年才俊，当他碰上平凡的上班族女孩陈欣怡，不知是麻烦的开始，还是幸福的启航。由于纪家的隐疾遗传，每代都男丁式微，至今九代单传。这让家中长辈珍珠奶奶每天都睡的不安稳，深怕这么一丁点的香火一不小心就断了！奶奶一心希望孙子纪存希能和其他的企业小开一样，四处留情。偏偏这个孙子却洁身自爱。一日，奶奶无意中发现欣怡竟怀了存希的孩子，或许是纪家的祖宗庇祐，没想到老天竟然真的赐给她一个“小金曾孙”，让奶奶说什么都要存希把欣怡娶过门。这样等她驾鹤归西的那天，也有脸面对纪家的列祖列宗了。于是奶奶以要打给存希交往三年的女友爆料为要胁，要存希娶欣怡，被“骗婚”的存希不得不娶欣怡以完成奶奶在世的心愿。但存希发现他不愿意面对结婚的事实，也无法决定是否要临阵脱逃，或是鼓起勇气承担后果，这时突然发现他们在奶奶的要求下必须开始约会谈恋爱。

　　其实存希还有个交往三年的芭蕾舞者女友ANNA，期间多次浪漫求婚ANNA都让存希碰了个软钉子，但存希始终默默的等待着，等待着ANNA愿意放下一切答应他的求婚。ANNA为了事业不婚，而他此时却因意外让欣怡怀孕，幸好ANNA在国外巡回表演，好让存希可以隐瞒这次的乌龙事件。但存希却瞒着奶奶，和欣怡签了一张婚前协议，载明生完小孩两人就要离婚，存希答应给欣怡一笔钱然后拍拍屁股互不相欠，欣怡为了肚里孩子的将来，认真思考后也同意了。存希的如意算盘打的是，当欣怡把孩子生下来后，ANNA巡回演出结束回国，他和欣怡的契约关系正好到期，便可以和ANNA再续前缘。

　　不知情的欣怡搬进存希家，开始学着和存希相处，两个陌生人从不适应到习惯彼此的存在，是非常微妙的进化，本来以为只是住在一个屋檐下互不相关的两人，却因为许多生活琐事渐渐有了交集，欣怡在奶奶的要求下搬进存希卧室，存希便藉故搬到客房去睡的，却发现渐渐不喜欢一个人睡觉的孤单，三更半夜存希总是会回到原来的房间，久而久之睡觉时身旁有个人好像是种习惯了。不喜欢回家吃饭的存希也开始回家吃饭，誓言绝不帮忙任何事的存希，也开始购买婴儿房的壁纸、小朋友的玩具。

　　在以为这就是所谓的幸福时，一直被忽略隐瞒的未爆弹ANNA出现了，存希万万没想到他跟ANNA没有说清楚的关系伤害了欣怡，只留下一张离婚协议书就消失不见，原以为这样的结束是最好的句点，没想到欣怡早在不知不觉中占据他的心中，他发誓，如果再让他找到欣怡，他一定要重新追回欣怡，不再是从前孩子的爸对孩子的妈的模样，而是以一个男人对女人的姿态……

oh wells..gotta go..there's work in the day!

I saw this on Fengyi's blog so being rather bored- i decided to give it a try too! Goldin Universe

Name: AdaliaDate: 5/8/2008Colorgenics Number: 41536207

You are constantly hoping that your good fellowship and attitude and your 'love for your fellow man (or women)' will give you peace of mind. You need people - people around you to care for you and to show you that they care. It is this hope that keeps you going, the hope that makes you the type of person that indeed you are. Your own need for approval seemingly makes you always ready to help others and in exchange you seek love, warmth and understanding. You will always listen to others and you are open to new ideas which hopefully will prove fruitful and interesting.

You are looking for excitement and stimulation and you are ready to try anything - but be careful not to take too many risks.

The way things are, you feel that you are stuck in a rut and there is not much you can do about it. You feel frustrated and inhibited but if you can find a way to let yourself go, you may find that things aren't quite so bad as perhaps you thought they were. One consolation is that since you are an extremely emotional individual, with the right person you may be able to release some of that frustration and tension with some mutual tender loving care.

You are being unduly influenced by the situation that is all around you. You do not like the feeling of loneliness and whatever it is that seems to separate you from others. You know that life can be wonderful and you are anxious to experience life in all its aspects, to live it to the full. You therefore resent any restriction or limitations that are being imposed on you and you insist on going it alone.

You are anxious about all the limitations to which you are subjected to at this time. You feel that you are not valued for what or who you are. You need OUT. So why procrastinate any longer - MOVE!

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are you a believer of this knd of tests?? i think that to a certain extent they can be indicative of what kind of person you are not becos of its predictive nature but if you have a certain tendency to choose sth that must mean sth i guess.



EXAMS have officially finished as of tues but i am still recovering from the consequences of that dreadful morning.

On the way to the exams, upon reaching the school i fell down and thanks to NOONE who stopped by to help, i dragged myself to Shears Hall for the exams but as it was bleeding, i dropped by the toilet to clean up the wound first. And i was feeling super SIAN! i really feel what SIAN truly means!! and i was just sitting there feeling sorry for myself. BUT i just suddenly felt that i have to snap out of it- i remembered what i was telling Kenneth and Wui An during the BS on Sat- in everything, i must learn to thank God. So, i realised that i could thank God for sth- that i injured my LEFT hand instead of my RIGHT hand. So, at least i could write and do the exams while resting my left on the pencil case. I couldnt really finish the paper in time but whatever it is, i did what i could given the kind of condition that i was in..

this was after i FINISHED the exams and it was still bleeding slightly but its not half as bad as during the paper already.

i went over to KRH after the exams to try to get some help for the wound and the admin people were very kind to give me medication and some plaster to protect the wound and it looked much better.
My feet were also not spared during the fall- just that it is a little more protected, just a tiny scratch near the pinky there.

I mms the pictures to jun and Sam and they were abit like dunno what to say..hahahaha..

Anyway, after that went to meet Glen and Yun for my SUPER BELATED birthday celebrations- which felt more like a post exams celebrations at Seoul Garden @ Bugis (for more photos please go to Facebook albums). and then i went to spend my $100 Metro voucher!!! hehehhe

and i got for myself after much pondering and consideration and seeking advice, they all think that they one that i choose not very nice so, they helped me to choose the following:
My new Braun Buffel Wallet that looks a little similar to Xiu Yuan one and i have every intention to take the wrong wallet so that i can see all her secrets inside!! hahaha..really think that i so Bo liao meh? hahhaha
My post exams celebrations went great!!! hahahahha..interesting!!

And i started work right on Wed- dint even really got a rest then started to work already!! anyway we shifted to Boat Quay and there is a fantastic SEA VIEW as you look out of the window!! Seriously larh, its good view..

so, you get off at Raffles Place and you walk out..here is the start of the lane where you get all the restaurants and our office is right in the midst of it!! its on top of Harvest Seafood and its like 5 min walking distance to Riverwalk!! super cool right??

so, as you walk to the office, this is the view that you get. Timbre and ACM is right opposite the river and Clark Quay is on the other side and you get all the commercial buildings at the back of the shop houses there!
Sam doing her work at the other corner of the office, my table is like 2 tables away, we get our own table and computer!! coolness..we dont need to share anymore!! and it is so much more spacious!! cool!! hahhaha

Someone called me up and said that i won this free facial thing at Bio Focus International (you can goggle it and apparently they are quite reputable cos if you go to the website you will see photos of celebrity such as Fann Wong and all) and they won some best service kind of thing but seriously, i am NOT impressed larh!! anyway so the person called me up and made and comfirmed the appointment and she doubled checked my age and IC no (they say that they got my no from some lucky draw sort of thing) and i made an appointment to go down to get my "prize" of the complementary facial. So, the person told me to go straight to Level 2 which i did and the person on the 2nd floor was quite impolite and got me to go down to the first floor and insisted that i went to the wrong floor. so, i went down and the person asked me to take a seat and just as i was about to sit down, one of the girls at the recep asked me for my IC no (again) and checked my age. So, i told her that i was 22 and she said that i was too young to receive the complimentary facial. I was like- err ok..but the person yesterday asked my age and she still confirmed with me and asked me to come down. Then the person there just dismissed me and said that maybe the person who contacted me was new and dint know that the minimum age is 24!! and she got me to leave and i LEFT!! feeling quite unjustified and wasted my time cos i got time off work to go over and this is the kind of treatment that i got from them. Just becos i am young doesnt mean that i dont have the financial capability to make purchase of your services right? and i am not hard up for your facial but since it is your mistake to make me go all the way down to your place, shouldnt you be treating me with more respect and better attitude. Seriously, they have one UNsatified client and i would not go back there and like this magazine said- i am probably going to tell people of my negative experience and they just lose tens of their potential clients. Service is important larh..and it is how you manage people that brings your promotion.

Met up with Digi groupmates for dinner tonight and we went to Outback Steakhouse, its EXPENSIVE larh..and seriously not that fantastic..but i must say that the service is good though. but not a place that i would be going back to often. We wanted to go settler's to play some games but we were a little late and the place like closed, so we went to the riverside there to sit then it started to rain so we went to Mac and play Tai-Di- its not that bad actually..hahhaha

eyes closing, there is work and CG, going to slp soon. Signing off!

徘了徊了走了 错了过了痛了
累了全都困了 烦的乱的等的
都是真的

疯的想的念的 不安的焦虑的
复杂的梦过的 拥有的失去的
怎么忘呢

你做过的伤 放困了你爱的音
那天的我等着你等成了摆设
我的你的他的 好的坏的难的
灰的蓝的黄的 酸的甜的苦的
都还记得

非常想要忘的 绝对不能忘的
我心要换你的 真的不行要了
只得放了

环岛的火车载着我第几天了
忽然发现这一刻我不想你了

我的快乐 会回来的
只要清楚曾爱得那么深刻
不准问值不值得

我的快乐 会回来的
离开不是谁给了谁的选择

疯的想的念的 不安的焦虑的
复杂的梦过的 拥有的失去的
怎么忘呢

非常想要忘的 绝对不能忘的
我心要换你的 真的不行要了
只得放了
放了......
忘了......

: : 我的快乐 : : 锦绣二重唱 : : 命中注定我愛你电视原声 : :

the latest addition to my playlist from the OST of 命中注定我愛你. Really quite a nice song! but most of the sites the lyrics is wrong, hopefully this one is right after i made some changes to it.

As i was watching the show (YES i know that i am having exams larh!! but 1h seriously i dont think make that much of a difference larh!!), its people like 陈欣仪 who really pull at your heart strings cos there will always be a part of you who is like her. Not everyone live that kind of 偶像剧 character lives but the character of 陈欣仪 is very real (except the part of the 偶像剧 where all the coincidences happen). everyone have a part of them that wish that despite their imperfection, they have a chance of changing from an ugly duckling into the beautiful swan, changing from being the 配角 in someone's life into being the 主角 in someone's special life. that is the power of drama and all these shows- they give you the hope and the dream of the possibilities of all this taking place in real life- where people transfer the hopes in the drama world into the real world. well, of cos there are some fairy tales that do take place in reality. someone once said- the reason why people esp women like korean dramas so much is becos they like the "ideal" man in the drama as they cannot be found in reality - how much you agree with that- it is really up to you to think and ponder over it.

anyhows, gotta slp- there is an exams at 9am and the actual fact is i AM very worried about it though for some reasons people always think that i dont study and worry overy my exams.

before i sign off:

HAPPY BIRTHDAY WINNIE!! my mo qi friend!! LOVE YOU lots!! *huggies*

As i see Sam and Kel they all attend SOT- i cant help but wish that i can go SOT again - plus they are going to learn so much more than the batch last year. i want the 10months course and i want to go for year 2. I think that i am weird but i like the meaty stuff the real deep deep (to some boring stuff). I know you get them through reading but i rather attend the lessons- i think i am weird, i like school and i like to learn..oooh..nerd liwei is on the attack!! hahhaha

went to visit mama house and i was reminded of how much of a nerd that i was last time when i was young, yet now i dont even really find time to read, i think its time to make some changes to that, gotta read more, widen my horizon and not appear to be so ignorant. After exams there is much to be done!! there is much that i want to do!!

Havent heard from saatchi and saatchi about the internship- 看来是凶多吉少 already but i said before i go for the interview i want it to be sth that is of God. i think about the prospect that i cannot meet my members as and when i like it and i cant go for the zone camp- i feel so sian about taking the internship. BUT its Saatchi and Saatchi it would be a good learning ground! God, you make a way but most of all, let it be according to your will bah!!

Pastor Tan really brought a word in season and it really encouraged me and picked me up once again. Gotta keep the faith and P.U.S.H -- Pray Until Something Happens!! its sth that i've been talking about and now it just reinforce it all over again. Keep the faith in the people and dont let go, and God will move and touch the hearts that we cannot touch, God will do the things that we cannot do. But what we need to do is to seek Him for a vision of that we need to do, we need to pray and break the stronghold in the spiritual and the breakthrough IS going to come. In fact, it has already happen, just need time for it to come to pass. Speak it into existance and work with each other and with God. N397- let's prepare for the breakthrough and work towards it together!!

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i kinda like the new skin- not bad!!

anyway, went shopping with laopo today and i am going to buy a few things.
1. anti-fog goggles
2. BB wallet
3. Charles and Keith wedge
4. Charles and Keith bag (or sth that look like it)
5. Adidas RED watch
6. Perfume (still deciding which one to get though..)

cant wake for building fund to be over once i get my pay check and then its SHOPPING time!!

i wanna go mission trip this year and go taiwan at the end of the year and AUSSIE next year for grad trip and maybe a CHINA trip with mama to the village!! woah!! travel bug has bitten me!

When a kettle boils, steam whistles through the spout.
When we reach the threshold of what we can cope with we complain.
This means we need to increase our capacity in that area.
Complaining is the language of victims.
We complain when we feel we have no control over negative circumstances.
Leaders cope with more than the people they lead.
They don't complain, they give thanks and see the upside.
To the positive mindset solutions appear.
The negative complaining mind fails to see any way through.

'In everything give thanks; for this is the will of God in Christ Jesus for you.' 1 Thess 5:18-19

off from the leadership files this week, guess we all still have tons to learn dont we?

One rather delayed post.

time to throw on those bikinis and hit the beach and i literally mean hit the beach..the weather is just driving me nuts and getting on my nerves. I am just thinking if i prefer the weather to be super hot or the other way- super cold and i realise that i rather its cold- you can wear more clothes while when its hot there is just so much that you can do- you cant take off your skin can you (actually you really cant cos it will kill you!)







OKAY..this is the highlight of the week. on Tues we went for the premier of the IRONMAN! its the first time that i have really been to a premier..anyway on top of that it is also the launch of the new ANTI-PRIVACY trailer that IPOS and MPA have done- the localised version and let's just say that i have got no comments (none that can be posted up on the internet anyway).

anyhow, we were supposed to "check-in" all our recording devices and stuff (as if we will use our phones and record a 2h movie- do you sell a 8G memory card anywhere in SIngapore? it was quite a hassle so in the end we threw everything into my bag (which was very big) and then we threw our bag into Luke's BM (which i thought was not that safe- people choose also choose BM to rob right?) anyway that explains a lack of photos there. but one thing though is that we were sort of in the VIP theatre so like they left us some dignity and dint like open and check our bags as the other 2 theatres who was also showing the same show.

anyhow, so VIP right? so who was there?? the guest of honour of cos, then the impt person who did the voice for the trailer - mindee ong from 881. then we also saw jack neo, jamie yeo with glenn ong, the guy who did the my sassy neighbour the dorky guy cant remember his name, Li-Lin!!! and alan wu, probably there are some other big shots there that we dint realise or know. but no cam-whoring, just took a few photos with irene's cam while we are still at the reception: speaking of which serves great dessert and i had a glass of red and white wine each (i prefer the white wine though- think cos it was too hot and you dont drink the red wine chilled).

i said that this was a delayed post- think this was from last week or last last week- i think its last last week cos last weekend we went to watch forbbiden kingdom so cant be the weekend that just passed.
i took this photo on the day that we were supposed to be submitting the OB project- the lecturers shld see this larh..make us submit the HARD COPY OF ALL THE SURVEYS. how many trees did we kill?? its really not environment friendly and its was alot of work- cos we did soft copy..i was just thinking that i would be died by now had leanne wanted the raw data from my 216 survey responses..

went out with weiwei last week: my belated birthday celebration at the Mushroom Pot before heading over to Taka and Paragon to grab some stuff then we were tired so we went to the Breadtalk at Wisma to take a rest before Wei head to meet her other friend.

Hongkong Cafe with Jun and Yang before my birthday benefits is over at Peng You and we cam whore a little there..

3 movies in the past weekend..i watched forbidden Kingdom, Run Papa Run and Ironman and my top is Ironman then Run Papa Run. if you want to watch forbidden kingdom- unless you are a real jackie chan fan or jet lee fan, otherwise be contented with the eye candy in the show liu yi fei..storyline wise- is there one?? go for Ironman, its a good marvel story definitely worth the money spent at the theatre. Run Papa Run is a little deep but its good!!

My dad just got himself a new toy and he is enjoying himself right now: a portable DVD player..some ulu brand..but i cant be bothered..going off to meet the zzz monster!!

Happy Birthday Edz

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