And we place all we have into Your hands
You're all that we desire
You show us Your kingdom
Built into our hearts forevermore
Jesus our lives belong to You
Take all of me
I give You my all for all of You
Move in Your power
Open the heavens Lord today
Take all of me
Make us Your light for all to see
Change this world we live in
Let Your harvest in
Let Your harvest in
Take all of me for all of You
All consuming fire
Take all of me for all of You
You're my heart's desire
:: Take All of Me :: City Harvest Church ::
I really seriously couldnt sleep last night, i got back early- relative larh..and i ironed my dad'd clothes while watching Miss No Good, then watch finish the show then transfer songs to my phone and its 4am and my eyes are still wide open, wanted to watch another show cos i really cant sleep but decided against it, cos i gave Quan Han my word that i would be down for the Arts prayer meeting tonight (after term break). Finally fell aslp at 5am and then Siyun called me to wake me up at 515am thanks arh!! but i decided that i need more slp so i slept till 630am..and struggled with the thought of not going for the prayer meeting but i convicted that my word is my bond and i dont want my members to learn these NOT GOOD style from me, i must set examples, so i pull myself out of bed and cabbed down to school for the prayer meeting to reach IN TIME!! wonderful..
BUT see..God is a good God, i somehow felt that i cant miss today's prayer meeting and boy was i right!
prayed in school many times, but today the presence of God was right there- i prayed,i cried and prayed somemore and cried somemore..there were only 6 of us there..not sure about the rest but i sure had a personal encounter with God. Was thinking about the CG- there are so many things that so many are going through right now yet, each one of them are so strong, i began to thank God for everyone of them
for being part of my life that gave me the strength to run this together with them.
I thought about Cyra- i dont know how i would be handling it yet she is so strong and as i read her blog, i feel so encouraged!
I read Liyun's blog, i totally was blessed and so glad that she is standing strong.
I read Vincent's blog, totally impacted by the post that he put up.
I read Wuian's blog and the photos and the posts just make my day so much...
There are so much to learn from the members sometimes, they are the ones who keep you going, they are the ones who are stronger sometimes, they are the ones who are pressing on, believing together with you. We can do this together and i really really believe that our breakthrough is coming. God can use this CG to do great things..and as i was praying and thinking about this, the background song changed to Healer (Hillsongs) and the chorus just repeat again and again- NOTHING IS IMPOSSIBLE.
Many times, when things dont go well, we run away from God, yet it is the time that we need to plug ourselves into the presence of God to be reminded that someone believe in us, to be refreshed of the visions and the promises that God has given to us. I walked passed this car today- his was what was written at the back of it:
God has not called the Qualified, He QUALIFY the called!!
Maybe someone of dont feel that we are good enough but that was not the deal with God cos he will qualify us, He will empower us!!
To my members who are taking 'O' levels: Kenneth, Chloe, XiuYuan, Wuian, Jiawei, Jia Cheng, Alan, Wan Hong- you guys are going to do so well, you are going to be the light that shines, you can if you believe!! Jiayou!!! love you all lots.
To Cyra- thanks for being strong and being cheerful in the midst of all these!!! You will overcome it!!
To all the rest, Thanks for being here and just being who you are and running together..your IN SPITE OF FAITH will be a legacy for those who are to come.
Something really vivid that God spoke to me about in that classroom in AS6-
Singlemindedness
I was reminded of the leaders of this church, how they started the church, never would they have thought that God is going to use them to impact so many people, being an example not only here in Singapore but throughout the world. When they started to serve God, there was no other motives or intentions- it was to serve God because they love Him.
Maybe today some of us, we focus on the promises more than the PROMISER..for me, it is time to go back to that kind of spirit and motivation- GOD and just God alone, nothing else, even when there is no reward, nothing, i will still serve Him and His people becos whatever matters to God matters to me. and mainly the attitude and the spirit behind it..check your motives today- Why are you serving GOD? let's serve out of a pure heart and a pure love!
there were some other things in between this and the next point but i cant recall- i wrote it on my palm but i washed my hands too many times today le! anyway the next thing that i remember is:
Destined to Reign
Often we let the lies of the devil get us down and we forget this: we are destined to rule and reign with Christ. So students, you will reign in your studies, working people, you will reign in your work and promotions will chase after you.!!!
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ok larh..only slept 2 hours, so i am a little brain DEAD!! going to sleep le!!! God you are good and i LOVE YOU!!! :)
off from wuian and liyun's blog!
Remember that no matter what, we are destined to win!!
How much do i love you guys?? THAT MUCH!!!! *let your imagination do the talking*
You dont so bo liaos can or not!!! arggh!! and if you wanna fight dont take it out on my members!! come fight one on one!!! come on fight like a real man- one on one!!
gosh!!! i am not believing the things that are happening!! they are totally driving me NUTS!!!
In the midst of all these things, it assures me even much more that we are on the right track doing things for God! You cannot take it, cos you are waging a losing battle and you're trying so hard to use all your underhand means to win this battle but we are not so easily defeated!!! We are going to pray and we are going to stand STRONG AND COURAGEOUS!!! it might be hard but we are all going through these TOGETHER!!! as a team, we are able to do so much more. which also shows me, next time God ask/ prompt you to share something with the CG- be obedient and share it cos you never know what is going to happen next!!!
Reminded of this song when i am thinking why are all these on the shoulders of my members:
God will make a way,
Where there seems to be no way
He works in ways we cannot see
He will make a way for me
He will be my guide
Hold me closely to His side
With love and strength for each new day
He will make a way, He will make a way.
By a roadway in the wilderness, He'll lead me
And rivers in the desert will I see
Heaven and earth will fade
But His Word will still remain
He will do something new today.
God will make a way,
Where there seems to be no way
He works in ways we cannot see
He will make a way for me
He will be my guide
Hold me closely to His side
With love and strength for each new day
He will make a way, He will make a way
:: God Will Make a Way :: Don Moen ::
i got this CD i think 2 years ago when Don Moen came for FOP and Lester bought me the CD- its been a long time since then, many things have changed BUT GOD remains the same, He is a good God and He reminds as a good God. (and thanks to Lester for the CD!!)
Seems to me the Cherating trip has its purpose- God showed me the stars and reminded me that His promises are as many as the stars, God reminded me that just like for Abraham- God is a faithful God and He will keep the promises that He has made for us. God may not have promised sunny days always but He has promised that He will love us and He will guide us. In our journey of life, as we want to do things for God, there will be times that things get tough but unless we hold on to the promises of God, we would not be able to see His goodness coming to pass.
Wei!!! you need to hold yourself together!! Believe for a breakthrough in this difficult times, the people needs you!!!
In God all His promises are YES and AMEN!!!!
必須要戰鬥 my way
if I'm ever gonna get back get back get get back
讓絕隊無敵的傳說 能永遠記住在心中
必須要戰鬥 my way
if I'm ever gonna get back
Yo picture this
U got a kid in a room
his hands sweatin and shakin while he's lacin his shoes
the excitement's buildin up for what's comin up soon
To get there and do what he was born to do
他擁有籃球夢 他成為地獄修羅
他知道全盤戰局只能夠靠自己掌控
雖感到一點疲倦 雖感到一些危險
但是在勝負分明之前 絕對不會退卻
Cause now he's out on the floor
And he's catchin' the pass
slashin to the glass, movin so fast, right to the hole
they don't know how to stop him
and he keeps on droppin
2's and 3's by the second and the crowd is rockin
so they knock him
躺在冰冷地上 只要一個深呼吸就能再衝刺全場
慢動作的世界 歡呼聲蜂擁如浪
就在一分鐘 過後 強者加冕稱王
Yo Imagine
有個女孩出現
她在人群之中永遠都是第一耀眼
她總是在身邊 不知心理想誰
所有男孩夢想有天能給她全世界
But the truth
is that there's someone on the other team
Someone who stole her heart
Someone who holds her dreams
They kiss for the 1st time just the other evening
It's 12 and number 1 and she's getting caught up in between
戰況激烈 好戲正要上演
女孩不知道自己應該站在哪一邊
眼神交會 局勢瞬息萬變
大家都屏住呼吸忍住不眨眼
Number 1 on the break
12 quick on the chase
Brother goes in the air with brother up in his face
They come crashing to the dirt
Tears about to burst
When the game is over who she gonna run to first, yo
有時感覺阻礙太多
但我還是為了我的夢想而奮鬥
Notins gonna stop me
Ey yo this game of life is one big struggle
We gotta hustle just to make it everyday
and to find ourselves a way
to fight the fears we facin
and grad those dreams we chasin
cuz there ain't no competition
when we rise to the occasion c'mon
:: 絕隊無敵 :: 倪子岡 ::
只要一個深呼吸就能再衝刺全場
Yearh..take a deep breath and then carry on for the rest of the game- woah, how true and how it motivates you to keep going again!!
The term break is not just passing by quickly its ZOOMING past like no one's business. Came back from Malaysia on tues and now its the morning of friday and i feel as if that i have not done anything yet. gosh!
alot been on my mind the past week- but if you ask me now, i cant seem to recall anything.
Cherating trip was a well-deserved trip and i am so so so in love with the beach there- will update more when i get the pics- unfortunately those that are in my cam are GONE cos its in the Sony Ericsson Hospital now. So no pics with me yet.
I was so tired that i fell asleep at the beach while the rest were playing guitar and enjoying the night view- which is fantabulous i tell you- the stars in the sky and the sand running through your feet. The moon shinning with the reflection on the surface of the night sea. No other lights and the light sea breeze that is blowing through. woah! and i was sleeping- not to appreciative i guess or that sleep really crept in. hahha..anyhow..
there was this moment that i woke up from my slp and i took in this picture- Jo, Jun and Tai at the edge of the beach with the guitar- its like a picture perfect moment..then i dozed off again the next moment. Then i woke up again to take in the skyline created and decorated with the stars- this thought just came to my mind- the stars are a reminder of the greatness of God in our lives, they are the evidences and prove of the covenant that God has made with Abraham and likewise, it hold true for us. It gave me the courage and the faith to carry on walking once again. Then i doze off, but the amazing thing is that i remember this scene very clearly..impressive.
Minds with the poly peeps today..more to update after i accomplish my assignment. ciao..
What does the word T.E.A.M. means to you?
Think...
i'd like to know too!
Your thoughts are higher than our thoughts
Your ways are higher than all our ways.
DREAMS AND VISION
i gave the CGCs and those who were there some thoughts to think about last week- what are the dreams and vision that God has for you at this point in time, 3 months down the road, 6months down the road, 1 year down the road and in longer term??
Even as i speak to them, i am reflecting on this as well- most of us have certain vague goals that we are working towards- but really if we cant communicate it out loud, we havent really thought through it enough.
Been evaluating the different things that i have committed myself to and i being to wonder if i can take on so many things at one time- yet i feel that most of the time i am not even doing much at all. Instead of just leaning on our own strength, I think that I for one need to learn to lean on God's strength.
I see in my life many imperfections and things that i know that i need to improve on- Yet thank God for the many people that He has placed in my life who love me and accepted me for who i am (esp my CG who "kana" alot from me due to my D-S personality..hahah)...
the next 1 year speaks of great changes for me as i graduate and there are many uncertainties ahead- I think that i really need to set everything in place and get myself ready for the things that God has in store for me for the next phrase of my life.
As for CG- let's believe God and have the faith for greater breakthroughs- and I LOVE YOU ALL!! so so so much much and DEEP DEEP!! :)
Meanwhile, let me get some rest as i battle my headache and tonsil infection tonight!! see you!!
Superman - 倪子岡
你別在這睡
你怎麼哭著臉
誰叫你還搞不清楚
我跟你的差別
yeah 我是Superman
yeah 我是Superman
yeah 我是Superman
yeah 你是loser
快點閃一邊
我們在慶功宴
誰叫你還搞不清楚
我跟你的差別
yeah 我是Superman
yeah 我是Superman
yeah 我是Superman
yeah 你是loser
下課超人準備準備'休息'(OK)
loser留下來擦眼淚
美女都在我的我的身邊
抹布記得要還阿阿阿伯
超人沒空給你給你安慰
不服氣你就乖乖乖乖轉學
管你作弊還是叫你爸捐錢
或許可以考慮讓你幫我擦擦擦鞋
比賽靠的是實力不是運氣
所以你真的不用太傷心
如果想再挑戰隨時都歡迎
不過你要再努力努力一百年才可以
Loser那邊有人要找你簽名
他想要提醒自己不要像你
Loser怎麼寫個L寫不下去
啊忘記你的英文太爛還差點留級
超人其實也需要一點感情
這麼快你馬子傳給我簡訊
她說她不想理你這個沒用東西
最後她還加一句嗯喔喔喔愛你
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Already said that it is NOT edifying at ALL!! gosh..so just listen to it and well..dont use it on other people larh!! :) the tune quite nice though!! :) my latest addition to my playlist with the rest of the Hot Shot OST and Amazing Grace (My Chains Are Gone)...yearh got new songs is nice! :) dont have the theme songs- the starting and ending songs in the OST- think it will only be in their respective new albums that are both going to be out soon!
CG BBQ on Friday 050908!! Photos are NOT WITH ME!! :( havent really seen the photos yet- updates again when i get the photos but it was great- God is good and He answers prayers! woah!! Thanks guys for a great BBQ!!! :)
Thereafter, cab down to catch Hana Yori Dango: Final at The Cathay. Love the show- it was a good ending to the drama live action series. They managed to get the whole original Jap cast to come together after 4 years to star in the show and also the got the original author of the manga to finish and do a "ending" to the show. I watched the Jap series last year cos of a project that the teacher insisted that manga- drama classic is Hana Yori Dango (which i was totally sianed by the prospect of watching the Taiwan version that i fast forward through it) but i thoroughly enjoyed the japanese version though and thus i like the movie as well. PLUS they went to Las Vegas, Hong Kong and 无人岛 to film- not to forget Japan itself. Was a good 130mins spent!! :)
We had to wait till everyone like gone down from that floor cos like a little paiseh to do this knid of thing- thank God that it is like 3am so there wasnt much people still hanging around the complex. We took photo with Wall. E too! lols..
Sunday went shoes shopping with Jun..(which i totally suffered from food posioning from the steamboat that we ate that day!) anyhow, we spent like almost 2h in the shop cos we are determined to find something for her there. Well, she eventually bought that white colour pair in the foreground but that black one is NICE! too bad that it was a little too pricy- yes we have expensive taste!! its a Charles and Keith Signature (meaning that it is SUPPOSED to be more atas larh!)
And i gave in to my temptations and got a new pair of shoes- a Charles and Keith Signature that was on 40% discount- so it ended up the same price as Jun's white shoes! hehehhe..yearh new shoes!! Happy!! :)
Met Ping for lunch on tues and then Jun went to Monsoon to do her free treatment while i decided to do the long wanted to do hair colour that i havent gotten around to doing. and yes, there were like 4 person doing my hair..lols.. 
and this is the results of it- actually, you should hear all the comments that they were saying like how the layers and all are supposed to be..so i was a little sian-ed but it still looked ok i think! i hope! :S 
That is from the top that i took today while waiting for daniel to come back before i can give him tuition- reached too early so i was just hanging ard downstairs at the very 陌生 CCK!
Thought this is a nice pic that i took at the void deck!! :) *grinning to herself* i like to take photos of the surroundings- i just just just keep thinking that this void deck pic is so nice!! hahahhaha...oh wells..
Readings can be quite boring and not hard to guess why i ended up cam-whoring but not very 上镜 today...hahhaha..then i went for tuition after he get back. An couldnt meet me for dinner cos she was not feeling well..
All the 'O' levelers 加油!!! praying for you guys!!! love lots!! :) *huggss*
O comforter and friend
How we need Your touch again
Holy Spirit rain down , rain down
Let Your power fall
Let Your voice be heard
Come and change our hearts
As we stand on Your word
Holy Spirit rain down
No eye has seen
No ear has heard
No mind can know
What God has in store
So open up heaven, open it wide
Over Your church, and over our lives
: : Holy Spirit Rain Down : :
Leader's meeting today (or rather yesterday) was AWESOME! The presence of God was so real and so deep, its that kind of presence that you know that you can spend forever worshipping and everyone and every word that was given is just so good. The river of God was just flowing in that place!
Indeed, it is about the anointing, it is about the presence, it is about going back to the first love again and again. Alot of times we sow and we work so hard that we forgot the source of our strength, we struggle on our own, we think that no one understand and no one care. But the fact is, we forgot the only person that really matters in this whole equation. God without You, we can do NOTHING. if there is one thing that matters in all of these- let it be YOU.
FRUITFULNESS
ANOINTING
FAITH
PRESENCE
.
.
.
YOU!
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set in order the things that are important, things that you will otherwise overlook. There are too many things, there are too much disorganisation, set your life in order, set your heart in order. Go back to the things, the mandane, the simple, the basic!! what do you need to do? What are the different areas that need your attention, draw it out, write it down, lest you run the race in vain, gaining and achieving NOTHING.
This is a preparation, this is a training- for something that is greater, better, No eye has seen, No ear has heard, No mind can know, What God has in store!!!
more about the movies another day- its a rainy rainy day and i was caught in the rain TWICE!! i dont mind if i dont have my laptop with me..but i mind cos i DO! gosh!!! lappie please DO NOT die on me ok??
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Some thoughts were going through my mind the whole of today- in class and during bball session with the saints!
i just down there thinking what a stupid comment that i make- people are laughing at me, thinking to themselves what and how stupid i am. then i was there thinking that some of the people must be thinking about how lousy i am with my bball..
then again i begin to think- but what if they dont think that way?? A lot of times, because we doubt ourselves, we begin to doubt the people around us. That is what caused so many problems and issues because of what WE THINK other people THINK about us. But what if all those thoughts do not exist? i know that i can be naive thinking that way, but i think that it might just make our lives slightly simplier than it is now- trying to speculate and think and second guess what other people are saying and thinking about us. 不是吗?
- dont know where that thought came from but i guess that many of us feel insecure sometimes cos we cant read people's mind and to a certain extent- we want people to think well of us but sometimes the outward action of what they do and what they think may conflict and we arrive at a certain conclusion that may or may not be true. Guess that is where trust and faith comes in huh?
long day at school + food poisioning + getting drenched twice = sets you thinking!
aiyah..dont think so much larh..i just be myself..*as if it is that easily hor?? haiyO!!!
ok larh..got lots of things that i need to do becos i watched 6 movies in one week...and i wanna slp..i am so lazy!!! gosh!!
这一场 独角戏 是很寂寞
春夏秋冬 我的视窗 只有风经过
爱很深 有多深 我也不懂
你走后 我的心变的脆弱
听一首歌 也觉得痛
但我谁也没有说
右边的座位 右边的枕头
都已经空了那麼久
為你守候 那是因為 我已经看透
没有你的爱
这个我只是一半
不哭了 不笑了
為谁努力我也不明白
没有人能取代
一个圆的另一半
我固执 的等待
等风再把你带回来
:: 一半 :: 言承旭 :: 篮球火 ::
篮球火- 让我又沸腾起来！！好想好想打球的日子- 所以最近juniors说要组队其实还蛮期待的！！
some really old BBall days photos!!
BBall Finals with the guys team at Toa Payoh Stadium! that is like 4-5years ago!! gosh..time really flies!!
This is in Thailand- Training tour!! :)
It was some outing i think- maybe after we went Sentosa or something then we went to Esplanade!!
Cross-country 2004 (confirm is 2004 cos 2003 i was still at NJ..but i think i look super ugly in this photo!)
Beginning of training tour- Changi Airport Terminal 1. Team 2003/2004.
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Arrgh..really miss training days- cant believe that i am saying this but yesh i am actually saying this!! gosh!!
Get people out to play ball!! :)
Wei
Saints Bball 03/04 #14
Daddy, I'm in love... and he looks just like you!
AFP - Thursday, September 4PARIS
(AFP) - - Men tend to wind up with life partners who look like their mother, while a woman is lured to a partner who looks like her father, scientists reported on Wednesday.
Heterosexuals are deeply attracted to individuals whose faces are similar to that of their opposite-sex parent, they said, suggesting that this characteristic is rooted in an evolutionary drive.
A team led by Tamas Bereczkei at the University of Pecs in Hungary created a model of facial ratios -- width of jaw, distance between mouth and brow and so on -- comprising 14 facial zones.
They measured 312 Hungarian adults from 52 different families using this method. Each family included a couple, along with two sets of parents.
The researchers found a significant correlation in facial similarities between a woman's mate and her father, and also between a man's partner and his mother.
The team tested the model on faces that were randomly selected from the general population and repeated the experiment with a panel of judges, who also picked out the same pairings from randomly selected groups of photos.
Interestingly, men and women focused on different parts of the face when they home in on a potential mate, they found.
A man's lover and his mother tended to have similar fullness in the lips, width of mouth, as well as length and width of jaw.
But for women, the critical features were the distance between mouth and brow, the height of the face, distance between the eyes and the size of a man's nose.
The choices are driven less by psychology and socialisation and more by evolutionary pressures, suggests Bereczkei.
Too much genetic overlap -- as can happen with incest -- is an evolutionary no-no.
But seeking similar genetic traits "may confer individuals with additional adaptive advantages," he wrote.
It could increase the degree to which parents share genes with offspring, enhancing the genetic representation of future generations.
Finding similar partners might also help perpetuate genetic complexes that have evolved to adapt to a particular environment.
There may be an additional bonus, which probably has more to do with happiness than a genetic imperative.
"Human couples who are similar in physical and psychological characteristics are more likely to remain together than dissimilar partners, possibly leading to an increase in fertility," the study concludes.
The research appears in the journal Proceedings of the Royal Society B. The Royal Society is Britain's de-facto academy of sciences.
黄昏的光影
我听见爱情光临的声音
微妙的反应
忽然想起你
这默契感觉像是一个迷
心里有点急
也有点生气
你不要放弃行不行
我在过马路
你人在哪里
这条路是我跟你走下去
最近我和你
都有一样的心情
那是一种类似爱情的东西
在同一天发现爱再接近
那是爱
并不是也许
可不要忘记你要相信你自己
给我一些类似爱情的回忆
这个世界很无情
谢谢你
说一声 爱你
我很想听
我们两个人
陌生又熟悉
爱似乎来的很小心翼翼
我想问问你
是不是相信
爱来了这种滋味很美丽
:: 类似爱情 :: 萧亚轩 ::
I FINALLY went to watch Money Not Enough 2!!!
and i have no regrets watching it!! it was a WEDNESDAY evening and at a heartland and it is SOLD OUT!! After watching the show i finally found out why- the movie is GOOD!! Definitely, you will enjoy it as a Singaporean because of the issues that are explored and brought up in the movie which can be rather hilarious.
But i think what make this film a success is the way that it pull at your heartstring. Perhaps because i was able to identify with the situation that the family went through (ALOT!) and it really move me to tears but also the fantabulous acting of the Mother in the show, she is GOOD- every scene and every action that she take is so well-thought of. The scene that really cause me to cry badly was the scene that she turn back and cry out that she dont want to go to an old folks' home- the flashback of how she willingly go to the different houses every week and move all her things around just so that she can still stay with her family. THREE sons and in the end no one to take care of her- how sad is that! All the things and the pains that she went through to bring them up, to give them all the money that she have and in the end to give up blood jus so that the granddaughter can live. Alot of all these things that she do and she is not even being appreciated- why? because it was taken for granted that a Mother is supposed to do this without complaints. Do they have to do that?
It really reminded that we need to take good care of the older ones at home if they are still around before it is too late.
MOTHER- NOT JUST A NAME!!
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I reached home and i watched Hooked on You by Miriam Yeung and Eason Chan. Realised that Hong Kong movies are increasingly showing alot of the "scariness" of women not married by 30 and it seems like a taboo and a curse if you are in that category! gosh, i think that really adds pressure on people right? Pressure to get married and the stereotypes if you are not married. Is it just a reflection of the trends in society or what??
OK..break in class..will continue another time..need to get something to eat in this 9-5pm day with no breaks!!! sigh
没有你 我以为世界照常转动
直到光 照不进我那半隐居的窗口
直到爱 照醒我隐藏起来的脆弱
其实我爱着你 只是我骗自己
我要的世界 原来在你眼里
其实我抗拒你 却找到更多的证明
那干了的泪 原来在你眼里
转了弯 而以为就能找到那面大海
走的远 我以为只有这双脚会酸
直到雨 告诉我一个人撑伞的孤单
直到爱 推倒了我面前的勇敢
其实我爱着你 只是我骗自己
我要的世界 倒映在你眼里
其实我抗拒你 却找到更多的证明
那干了的泪 原来在你眼里
爱着你 我懂得不再骗自己
那明天的我 正在等你 相遇
: : 在你眼里(地下鐵片尾曲) : : 同恩 : :
i "stumbled" upon this song- i re-downloaded iTunes after i reformat my com and this song was just randomly playing and i thought to myself this is quite nice! :)
Just came back from Marche @ Vivocity and it is BAD!!! i told myself not to go back there again le..so if its not for leader's fellowship i wouldnt go there lorh! the service is BAD and the food is so-so only. I wanted to buy this roast chicken and the person ask me to wait 50mins and this is NO JOKE! i thought i heard wrongly and i asked him again- i thought that it is 15mins which was still ok mah..but it said 50- five zero..i was like totally turned off!!! plus, the rosti queue- there was no indication of where is the queue so i went from one side to the other and then wrong then go over to the other side to queue again..and there is nothing much to eat there too..sian..dont know what to say, i used to have pretty good impression of marche, what happened!! haix..
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The rain keep falling and i think that it is affecting everyone's mood. everyone also a little moody moody de..i want to go and slp le..after i blog..somehow just feel so tired, perhaps i would be better after i get a good sleep tonight!!
Anyway, met with ping dear for lunch near her workplace which is also rather near my workplace at Raffles Place. The only difference is that she is working FULL TIME while i am still doing part-time. Make me realise that the "ideals" that we have about our future sometimes can be quite disappointing and stepping into the workforce full time is really different from all the holiday jobs that you can be doing all the time because after graduation, it is for REAL and it is for LIFE. Gosh..but i cant help but wonder, is my decision to stay to do honours year the right choice. I feel myself surrounded by all the high-flyers, people who are good in their studies and people who actually do well for their studies while i am just hanging around in this campus for another year. I am feeling the stress up to my neck yet there are one hundred and one things that i rather be doing than to get down to do all the readings that seems utterly boring. I dint have to do honours year but this is something that i chose to do. Most people will say good what, if can do then just do lorh..i also thought so..dont know why there is this sudden feeling of stress and lost. Hopefully it will be better soon and i really need to get into the whole flow once again. have i committed myself to too many things that i cannot handle? haix!!! God help me!
but still thank God for a great Tues overall..i was really glad to have met Ping for lunch and i went to work- so got money!! yearh!! and for different ones like Juliet and Peggy that tried to encourage me on Facebook!! thanks peeps!! love you!
I just want to get it over with
Tears form behind my eyes
But I do not cry
Counting the days that pass me by
I've been searching deep down in my soul
Words that I'm hearing are starting to get old
It feels like I'm starting all over again
The last three years were just pretend
And I said,
Goodbye to you
Goodbye to everything I thought I knew
You were the one I loved
The one thing that I tried to hold on to
The one thing that I tried to hold on to
I still get lost in your eyes
And it seems that I can't live a day without you
Closing my eyes and you chase my thoughts away
To a place where I am blinded by the light
But it's not right
And it hurts to want everything and nothing at the same time
I want what's yours and I want what's mine
I want you
But I'm not giving in this time
And when the stars fall
I will lie awake
You're my shooting star
: : Goodbye to You : : Michelle Branch : :
Actually i should put the song BAD DAY!! cos its been a bad day! gosh..
actually the morning dint go too bad! i woke up at 930am thinking that i am late in meeting max they all to play bball and when i reached there at 1030 i found out that they actually changed the time to 11am instead so i was early and i sat there to read my i-weekly that i bought on the way to the bball court (for some strange reasons cos i am not that big on mags actually!)
an hour into our game, it started raining and we stopped our game- went to eat at the banquet at vince's place there..not that fantastic..then i took a train back home to change and get ready for school. Felt quite lazy so stayed home till quite late..so i left home at 430pm for my 5pm class, thinking that if i take a cab will be just nice plus there is no peak hour yet and if take cab then dont need to walk to the classroom..so there i went to take the cab..i walked to the lift and thought i dint bring my phone so walked back to take but my dad told me the phone not on the table so i left to go down to take cab...
upon boarding the cab about sian-ed with the driver cos he not very familiar with this area and took awhile to drive out of my area here to AYE. Upon reaching the AYE we realised that it is JAMMED!! quite rare at that kind of time, den realised that cos got accident then the driver like slowed to see the accident so i was a little irritated but its ok..then we drive drive drive..then he dont know where is the clementi exit for NUS...so gotta tell him where and so forth..
upon reaching the school i fumbled through my bag and realised that i dint bring wallet, so i called a friend to see if she can pay first then i pay her back and i can get my dad to bring the wallet to school but she was apparently at a very inconvenient place and i was so sian-ed that i told her its ok and i took the same cab back home to get my wallet..
The whole experience is so frustrating that i am almost in tears already..so i got my dad to bring the wallet down and took the cab down to school again. At first i wanted to skip that class totally already cos i am like super late..then i was told that the class is full and there was no seats..super sian-ed really want to skip class cos there is prayer meeting and today the citycare people coming down to give a talk...but i decided to go for class still..so there was no seat and i had to walk pass everyone to the seat right in front of the teacher and today the lesson i totally dont understand what she was talking about and i was trying to stay awake during the whole 3hours...
thereafter, i left the class and went over to the prayer meeting- which went ok (at the point that i went in) but after that i found out that there were alot of hiccups before the meeting- i feel so sian for them too!! Realised that it is really not a very good time for many of the fellow NUS-ers..many were tired and worn out!!! But we are pressing on for the vision that God has laidout in front of us and we are seeing greater and greater things beginning to unfold.
then after everyone left, the usual few of us left for dinner at 10plus. we went down to the carpark cos lips and joseph driving..so we were deciding who to take whose car..then i fell down and scratched my phone and now there is a bump on my leg...what a day to end the already dint go very well day..haix...
Then howard was telling us about his bad day experience the other time. Perhaps, when you wanna serve God, it is a spiritual thing and sometimes things just go wrong, But there is always a rainbow at the end of the rain!
Keep on pressing on!!! To all the faculty I/Cs- thanks for all your hard work and dedication!! Jiayou ok?? let's do this together!!! love you guys. To Howard and Changhan- thanks for all the background work that you guys are doing- though we dont see and dont know sometimes but you guys are deeply appreciated! To the rest of the main comm- thanks for being there too!!!
NUS U.N.I.T.E.D- you guys are a special bunch!!!
Though this week dint start well, i am believing that it is going to end well- God will take care of it. Pray that Friday BBQ is going to be good with NO RAIN!!!! yearh!!!! Looking forward to seeing everyone!!!
Blog topic of the week: Bible teach us to SHARE! :)
to all the teacher friends that i have like Alice, Daniel Chye, Si Ying, Estelle, Clement Tan, Grace, Timothy, Kelvin Chua and i think that there are a whole load more- i think our church got lots of teachers!! i saluate you guys for taking on the HARDEST job on planet earth!! hee...
i got my First ever teacher's day present from my one and only tuition kid!! hee..makes my day!!
and it is a.................................................................................
Towel set (opps..forgot to rotate it!! but it has 3 pieces..very nice!! and just something that i was thinking of going to get!!) thanks Daniel and Mrs Ser! :)
then i went home to drop my stuff and slacked abit before going to meet perez and Jun for dinner. There was a place that perez wanted to intro to us BUT there was a LONG queue (which makes me quite mad)..anyhow then we went to B1 of The Cathay and we went to Indulge (that is the name of the place larh!) and this was my dinner- the portion is CRAZY but its *ahem* not exactly that nice (shhhh!!!!)
So, we decided to change a place for dessert and i wanted to eat sth that is chocolaty so i thought of a place at the Esplanade!!! and here it is (actually i cant remember the name but i think this is the name larh!! or the owner's name!! )
Some of the interior..so you can tell that there is really alot of mention of this MAX guy.. (i wanted to take alot of photos to show Max..hahahahahahhaha)
and they have this really interesting and artistic menu where all the food inside looks super good but remember that we actually had DINNER already and we like choc but not too sweet..
So we settled on the FONDUE!!! which was the best fondue that i had ever eaten- err..actually i think cos the last few were really bad experience so this is real good!! heheheh..it has TWO types of choc for you to dip in which i thought was a really good move!!!
and to go with that we had a BROWNIE too!!! nice-ness all over!!! the best part is they are both not too overly sweet!!! :)
Thereafter, we decided to go outside for a walk as all the NiKE Human 10K people like all streaming in (though i still havent figure out why cos i thought that the run is in the morning!! oh wells..) and we caught a glimpse of the band performing outside..there is this whol NOKIA thing (their marketing budget must be HUGE larh!!) to promote their new Mp3 phone or sth (that one with the real big headphone and all)
This is the bigger stage.. that says Nokia Powerhouse..note the Singapore flyer in the background..it actually looks quite good!!!
Took some photos of the skyline of the Fullerton area and realised that it got brighter and nicer than before- maybe with all the IR thing up we might have a city that never sleep!! :)
So, we took one pic with the background!!! 
Then, we actually wanted to go home but for some strange reasons, the train station was TOTALLY congested- so we went over to starbucks and gor a drink and stoned there for awhile before heading home!!!
Cant image the amount of food that we had in the course of one night!! gosh..big hole in the pocket!!!!
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其实并没有常提到命中注定我爱你，但是它可说是最近最不错的一部偶像剧！！
刚才回来突然感觉到有一种空虚感- 原来这几个月来我都会期待星期天的到来，这渐渐的变成为一种习惯。
我发现其实我是个喬恩迷！！哈哈！！原来她的戏我大都有看哦！！像是千金百分百， 爱上千金美妹，王子变青蛙等。
大家都喜欢命中的真实感吧？还是大家都偷偷的希望自己会有陈欣宜的 Happy Ending? ：）但是大家都喜欢这几个月来得陪伴！！我那时开始看命中其实是意外的发现这部戏- 但是有喬恩！！ 所以就看一下，哪里知道就这样看了半年！！！ 天啊！时间过的还真快！！
接下来， 应该不一定会看珊宝妹，see how larh!!
我还蛮喜欢沉醉在故事的剧情中，小时候是看书，但张大了有点懒惰， 就用看的!! ｈａｈａｈａ！！
用中文上传有点累哦！！
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Will miss fated to love you!!! hahaha..i dont really talk about it much but its been accompanying me for the past half of the year, there are times that i just cried with it (i know that there is this part where Cun Xi asked Xin Yi if she ever thought of him in the past 2 years- tears just rolled down my cheeks) i thought that i was mad (siao larh!!) but that week pastor Mike Connell talked about some stuff and i understood why. Where did all these stories come from? we might think that they have very good script writers but arent all of us the script writers of our own lives. Yes, God has certain plans for us but we choose the way that we want to see it come to pass, we choose the presentation of that destiny that we can have.
and Since your faith frame your world, i rather have a more classy, cool and funky future and destiny than a simple and boring one. !!
anyway, if i am not in church i think that i would be at home all the time, reading and watching dramas..hahhaha..i would be a Otaku!! lols..just stay home and do all these!! scary..but thank God that my life is more productive than just that! hahaha...
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Great things coming ahead and NUS peeps, you showed me the reality of as you obey God, He will show you and bring you to greater things!! woah, all the things that are coming our way!! God, if it is Your will, let your strength be our strength!!!!!!!!!!!
