When the stage is bare tonight
There's no one else Just You and me
When the curtains close behind
There's no pretense I'm on my knees

I will lay down my life
For the love sacrifice
You gave to me
It's all because of You
All because of You

The God I know
Righteous and holy
The God I know
Faithful and true
The God I know
A tower of refuge
Hearts are healed
Christ revealed

The God I know
Light of this city
The God I know
Strengthens the weak
The God I know
Your heart beats within me
As You are, so are we

This is my cry
My one desire
More of You
More of You

The church He knows
Righteous and holy
The church He knows
Faithful and true
The church He knows
A tower of refuge
Hearts are healed
Christ revealed
The church He knows
Light of this city
The church He knows
Strengthens the weak
The church He knows
Is strong and mighty
As He is, so are we

: : The God I Know : : City Harvest Church : :

My new-found favourite song and i am so glad that they sang it ALOT during the Asia Conference! :) i like the way the KC wrote the lyrics- its like so metaphoric and it paints a picture that is so beautiful and not to forget the version that i now listen to is sang by ALISON!! :) so nice!!

Asia Conference- apart from all the wonderful preaching and the move of the Holy Spirit- i really feel that God is really using the young(er) generation. Rather, i think that He is bringing to remembrance of how He can use the youth like never before. Most of the people that Pst Phil prophesied over- they are below the age of 25. Pst Phil also said that all the people that started a church under the move of the CCC ministry are all under the age of 23.

Alot of times we feel that the testimonies, the prayers and the healings- they are real and they are good but they belong to those who are not around us. This Asia Conference, God reminded me of the things that He put in my mind and about why i am doing what i am doing. This Asia Conference, God showed me that the testimonies, the prayers, the healings- they dont happen to people from other countries but they are actual people that i know personally.

Benny Hinn- my heart did a double somersault when i saw Zi Cheng up on stage in front of thousands, walking and jumping, bending his knees and proclaiming that he is healed in the name of Jesus- you know that is not fake or someone ELSE that is in the crowd- cos that is my friend, our fellow schoolmate in NUS, in the camp and we just visited him a week before joking that he will be healed during Benny Hinn Session and INDEED he was healed!! Praise be to God!!! The clutches carried him into the hall, he walked out carrying the clutches. This is the reason why we are doing why we are doing- cos He is real.

Sunday morning service, testimony- my dear friend, JIJI!! someone whom i spent 2 whole day with during the crazy JB-KL- Genting trip just 2 months ago. Someone who shared about her dreams and vision with us and that was exactly what Pst Phil prophesied over her life- whatever that your mind can think of and imagine, God can do it for you! Do you dare to believe it? A changed life that is not just someone a name in the crowd- but my fellow OG mate during this year's Happening Camp. Its closer to you than you know it.

Sunday Night service. Testimony. ET zone- Geraldine's zone. You realised the power of caring system is still working and it remains the same, the same power still work!!! God is the same yesterday, today and forever.

every single day, every single one, every single time i see all these people that i know on stage, my heart skip a beat, i know that God is at the breaking point of doing something great in our lives if we dare to believe Him and to stand on the vision and dream and calling that He has given to us. And these people whom you think that is ordinary, God is using them to turn the world upside down- just like the way that God has used the apostles and the disciples, just like the way that God has used pastor Kong and the rest of the church at the front today. The baton is in our hands now and it is our time.

Feel a sudden surge of faith and power of what God is going to do in NUS and NTU!! Believing that God is going to use all of us in such a great way!! Asia Conference is not just for the foreign delegate but showing us it is NOW!! Cant wait for all that He has in store for this 2 campuses and looking forward to a great year of victory that God has for us all in the coming year!!

Indeed, its time, let's Arise and Raise the Standard- the word that God gave to us even before Pastor Kong preached the Word, it is NO accident.

NOW IS THE TIME.

We are all in this together!! :) let's make history!!

love you guys!! LOTS!!

Ok..new blogskin in the midst of exams- frankly speaking i havent started studying for the next paper!! was totally demoralised after yesterday's paper- which was like the one that i am most concerned!!!
so i woke this morning and posted the morning post then totally not in the mood so went for manicure and pedicure came back watch movie and yeah no studying yet- did my new skin which is a conbination of a background from somewhere. The new pic is my creation, though think that it can be better but i am no art/ design student. The black background is a pic that i took along the boat quay one day as i was going to the office.

and as i was looking for pictures- i found some old pictures that make me totally sad...sigh..

Ok..i was trying to find some pictures and show Joanne how SHORT my hair was when i was in JC but i think dont have softcopy of the pics- so next time then show her the "hard" copy larh..BUT i found this and i think i was really slim last time larh..this give me a motivation to work towards man..what am i doing now????!!!!!!!?????????

on top of that, there are a million and one things that are going on right now that is driving me crazy!!! going crazy with all the things that are happening and the exam that is taking place next week?? Stupid devil- can you just leave me alone for NOW??? arrgh!!!




ok..i found short hair pic- but this is NOT the shortest!! lol..but you get the idea of short hair..ok after the exams must go and workout!!!! *hmmph* sigh... 传说在古罗马竞技场上的战士，当他们不畏死亡而奋战，濒临死亡边缘时，他们会听到一种战鼓声，而凡是听到这鼓声的战士，将不再为仇恨而战，不再为胜负而战，甚至不再为自己而战，有的只有宁死也不停止的斗志。而这时，他们将会得到超越这世上所有思想逻辑都无法解释的终极力量，好像他们的生命奉献给战斗之神一样。而这场祭典，古罗马战士称为“伊芙利特之祭”。这是每个战士心中的梦想，只是这个“伊芙利特之祭”是个血祭，一场没有死亡就无法结束的血祭。

thought this is a really "inspiring" quote from Chun in 篮球火!! :)
one of the main thing though is that you need to know what is your dream and what is that something that you are persuing after- otherwise you will not be able to hear that drum roll, you will not be motivated, you will lose sight of what you are running after and you will be side tracked easily.

God is a God of emotions- he created us that we will laugh, cry feel sad and disappointed- think it would be worse if we are emotionless!! scary!!! but the thing is all these emotions are not meant to pull us down but it is a way of expressing yourself and letting go of the pain and the feelings inside of you BUT you cannot allow your emotions to guide you to make decisions in life because your emotion changes. Check out those people who achieve big things in life, they dont change what they want to do every now and then, they know where they are going and they are focused on doing what they do!

Asia Conference was a great success- there probably are unhappy people here and there and if they dwell in their emotion they missed the big picture, they missed the whole thing, God did not bring them here to "feel" ONLY (though it is important of the experience) but more importantly, it is to catch an impartation, a WORD, a VISION and the touch of God that will keep you going for a long, long time. The moving in the Spirit with Pst. Phil, the word given by Pst. Ulf, Pst Kong and the great preaching by Dr. Bernard, they will only being to take effect in your life when you move on from your emotions and choose to live it out DESPITE the circumstances and the the situation that is ahead of you.

Non of us are perfect, we make mistakes, we learn and we go on again. A champion like how Dr. Edwin Cole put it is not one who never fails but one who never quits. Success only belong to those who are determined and of cos for us christians with the strength and the anointing of the Holy Spirit- that will make everything a little more fun and easier. So, stop blaming on the people around you- whether they have done something to hurt you or to put you down or maybe its something that they failed to do- you cant change the people around you but you can change the way that you react to a situation. its not the situation but it is your reaction.

BUT it all start with a dream- think about your dream and what you want to achieve at the end of your life. the purpose of speech is not for communication but it is for creation- begin to create the world that you want to see yourself in and work towards it :) and along the way, gather a handful of people who are committed to your vision and would work along side with you.

HAPPY THANKSGIVING to everyone!!! :) yes its the last thurs of NOV already.

Though we have no holidays (still gotta study for the paper next week and i know my beloved poly peeps also got exams next week and siyun got projects to rush like siao!!) but still..cant stop me from feeling thanksgiving-mood!!! :)

Thanks to N397 who are always there and believing in me even though i may not be the best leader in the world. Your faith and your love and your commitment motivates me and reminded me of why I am here. Though there are many things that have failed to do, each time you guys gave me another chance to learn and to be a better leader!! thanks alot alot and let's grow together!! :) Love!!

Thanks to Ian and Pst. Aries who always believe in me more than i believe in myself of the things that i am able to do!!! :)

Thanks to Ping, Siang, Glenda, Fengyi, Yun, Joanne, Marg, Sam, Weiyan, Perez, Jun, Lest and the many others who always stood by me when i needed a shoulder to cry on and when i am weak- you see a side of me that others done- yet you kept it to yourself to protect my image..hahhaha..and i thank God that while other people's list get shorter over time, my list of friends grows longer..but to you guys especially cos you were always there all these years.

Thanks to the NUS NM peeps who made every lecture interesting and fun to be in despite some "little people" (translate it) who made it a hell on earth!! opps..

Thanks to daddy who brought me up all these years and believing still that i am able and will become a great person. Your faith in me has made me great!!

and lastly Thanks to you Daddy God for giving me all that i have in my life. Your faith and your belief in me is the motivation that keeps me going in tough times and all the dirty secrets and all the things that i have done wrong, You were there to forgive me, pick up my broken pieces, glue them together and send me out again. Times that i disappointed you and let you down, times that i really want to just throw in the towel and forget about this whole calling and destiny, You gave me strength to carry on again!

I love You Jesus, I'll never forget, never forget, I'll grow up Loving You!!! :) The weekend started after my last lesson of the week- NM 4212 which i left early cos the presentations were really getting a little not so interesting as my mind was fixed on getting to RP to attend Max's concert!!
After a hectic time trying to get tix for everyone and all..we arrive at Causeway Point to get the SUNFLOWER for MAX!! and thereafter we were a little late!! opps..but we dint miss Max's item at all..

and we welcome back those who finished O levels- Jiawei, Kenneth, Jia Cheng and Wan Hong!! And we also welcome our Korean friend- Tony
plus all the rest who were there like CJ, Liwei and Siyun
and my honourary member (cos we honour you alot *ahhahahha*) shujun!!
and thanks to JO who took the photos for us!!and like all photos- siyun wanted a without flash one- which we are all more prepared!! :) i am still trying to save the photos for max's concert and isaiah and tommy's baptism!! so more updates tomorrow after i gather the photos!!

but one thing i must say- i think my cg girls are all so photogenic!! (like me..hahhaha..i wish the like me part is true!!) anyway..SI YUN!! you took how many thousands photos?? i saving the whole night and is still saving them!! gosh!!! lols..

a long weekend but like what i said in the previous post- its so good to be with my beloved CG!!! rather spend it with you guys than anywhere else!! :) and really, i am really really glad to have everyone back- wait not everyone: Edmond- we miss you alot too!! :) Hope to see you soon!! :) and many many others!! the picture would never be complete without you guys.

God, thank you for putting a nice ending to what started out as a horrible week for me!!

像我這樣的
你會不會來愛我
像我這樣的
不夠完美
灑脫我為愛前進
夢想路程
卻滿是傷痕
不願退縮

Take a look at me
我不鬆開手
在失意的時候
用音符 唱著我的美麗哀愁
Take a look at me
吶喊的心頭
彷彿在說
黑白對錯 微笑面對我的生活

曾經有過
為夢想失去選擇
也曾走過
不被祝福熱戀傷痕
到現在我還是我
為愛 而執著

對我來說
簡單生活
會是我想要的結果

: : 像我這樣的 : : 何耀珊 : :

I was doing my marketing research analysis yesterday and all the songs that were playing in the background really puts me in a agitated mood and i remember how Sun's songs always bring a calming effect and indeed- it does it again!! it helped me to finish a whole bulk of the assignment that was supposed to set the ground for the rest of the group members to work on. It brought the peace and the sharp mind that i really really need and was looking for at that point in time. Love you SUN!!! :)

and this song really came up again yesterday as i was listening to it. i think that it truly reflects how we feel sometimes. This week has been a HORRIBLE week. There were some who knew the whole story- i must say a big thank You to all who were there with me throughout the whole week, hearing "updates" from me everyday and was there to encourage me and to spur me on. You guys make a very big difference in how my week ended up. You know you can have a situation but you are the one who choose to response and act according to what you want or what you believe is the way.

Really, i feel so upset and crying doesnt really help to solve the problem, it just helped to relieve the emotions that are locked up inside of you. I reinterated the story to a few people which of cos was not able to provide any solution (actually i was not looking for any- just looking for people to listen to me and feel as i do- saying that they understand how i feel and give me a pat on my shoulders and telling me that its alright). My repsonse would have been much worse had not been for the people like Jo, Marg, Jun and others who repeatedly reminded me to trust God that everything will turn out ok and not react in the way that the carnal mind would.

I am not sure if what i did was the best way to handle the situation and i dont know how eventually everything will work out but i do have the assurance that everything is in God's hands. There is power of ONE word that God can give to us. Last week's cg- i remember speaking a word to the people and it's amazing how this word became the guiding word for me this week: It has all been taken care of. The night that i cried myself to sleep, this was the word that God kept reminding me of, its all in His hands, its all taken care of!! Seriously, its not easy to just take the word and live it, reminding me that i need to live out what i preached. How can i expect my members to walk through the valleys unless i walk through it myself.

With that word, i went to sleep, trusting that God was in control and indeed everything took a turn the next day. Its not totally ok now but at least it is better and less hostile and i pray and hope that it would turn out to be alright- God, its all in your hands now.

And you know its funny how God can use different things to speak to you- i was watching this show and the character inside was reminded of how and why the dad named him in a certain manner- which was supposed to be the guidance for his life and how half his life he misunderstood why his dad named him in that manner. I felt this within me- why are you named the way that you are? I thought that my name is just the putting together of 2 flowers that my mom like or sth..hahaha..then i begin to ponder over my name again..

茉莉
性喜温暖湿润，在通风良好、半阴环境生长最好。土壤以含有大量腐殖质的微酸性砂质壤土为最适合。大多数品种畏寒、畏旱，不耐霜冻、湿涝和碱土，冬季气温低于3℃时，枝叶易遭受冻害，如持续时间长就会死亡。而落叶藤本类就是很耐寒耐旱的了。

蔷薇
蔷薇喜阳光，亦耐半阴，较耐寒，在中国北方大部分地区都能露地越冬。对土壤要求不严，耐干旱，耐瘠薄，但栽植在土层深厚、疏松、肥沃湿润而又排水通畅的土壤中则生长更好，也可在粘重土壤上正常生长。不耐水湿，忌积水。新株定植时要施入腐熟有机肥。霜植后头一二年可于每年深秋开沟施一次基肥，以利生长和开花。萌蘖性强，耐修剪，抗污染。

ok..picking out the main points- actually these 2 flowers, they are very strong plants by themselves and putting them together- multiply by 2 larh!! i especially like that for 蔷薇 (which i go by more- 薇) :

蔷薇喜阳光，亦耐半阴，较耐寒，在中国北方大部分地区都能露地越冬

loves the sun, ability to endure bitter winter.

if your name is supposed to represent who you are, i am a strong person, who is able to endure all the hardships, the storms in my lives. amazing right? Maybe my mom really dint think so much but this word also helped me to be strong during this period. Plus, in school i go by Adalia- which means noble (that is the usual meaning) but i am more concerned with the other one: God is my refuge.

Yes, it had been tough but i thank God that it is over. Whatever that doesnt crush you just make you stronger. God is more interested in your character than in your comfort. Thank God its friday. I am looking forward to spending times with my members and my friends- where things are a little simplier and lives are not as complicated. Its good to surround yourself with people that you love and enjoy spending time with. Cant wait for the weekend and i believe Pastor is going to bring another word in season.

Thanks peeps for being there!!! love you guys deep deep!! *huggs*

Btw: changed my font size for the blog- hopefully its more reader-friendly

P.S: MAX you were amazing- remember that i love you!!! keep shining!! :) Quiz- From Siyun long time ago and since i am in the middle of a class that has no exams and today is the last lesson and i have NO presentation..i shall do the quiz..

1.The 1st person who tag/pass you is?
YEO SI YUN!

2. your relationship with him/her?
Hmmph..how am i supposed to answer this? Friend? this is like so DUH!!! lols..

3. Your first impression of him/her?
you want the TRUTH? hahaha..
actually i dont really remember leh..TALL??

4. the most memorable thing he/she had done for you?
hmmm..her blog always make my laptop hang!! lols..opps..i am brain dead after doing my project the whole night larh!! Go sing K-buffet with me!! :)

5. the most memorable thing he/she had said to you?
cannot say here larh!! i think shld protect her privacy..

6. you got any wish or request to ask from him/her?
come service and CG every week! :)

7. as a friend, what he/she has to improve on?
She did- changed her blog skin!! lols..

8. if he/she became your enemy, you will?
Dont think that will happen larh..RIGHT??? *ahem*

9. if he/she became your enemy, the reason will be?
hmmm..i think about it then let you know again!

10. the most desired thing you want to do for him/her is?
Buy Mr. Bean for her?? lols..

11. your overall impression of him/her is?
Nice girl just that a little siao- dont need to sleep one lorh!

12. How you think people around you will feel about you?
Crazy, siao, nasty and fierce?? you ask them larh ask me for what?

13. the characters you love of yourself are?
What is this supposed to mean? I am not used to praising myself! hahahha

14. on the contrary, the character you hate yourself are?
Think too much sometimes, easily affected by the things that people say.

15. the most ideal person you want to be is?
SUN!! :) actually got a few larh..like pastor, my idol and so on and so forth..but yearh..

16. for people who care and like you, say something to them.
Love you guys, i know that i worry you guys sometimes and sometimes very irrational but you were always there for me!! *huggs*

17. Pass this quiz to 10 person that you wish to know how they feel about you

1) Hui Ping
2) Shu Jun
3) Yun Rui
4) Cecilia
5) Wei Yan
6) Howard
7) Perez
8) Donny
9) Joanne (Tan)
10) Fengyi

i dint want to put CG members larh..if not its a never-ending cycle..

18. Who is no.6(Howard) having a relationship with?
erm..what kind of relationship? He's single- anyone want me to intro?

19. Is no.9(Joanne) a male or female?
obviously female- somemore a very pretty one- any guys taller than 175cm interested? HEHE!

20.If no. 7(perez) and 10(fengyi) are together, will it be a good thing?
I dont approve larh!!! gosh!

21. What is no. 2(shujun) studying about?
Business Administration- Retail

22. When was the last time you had a chat with 3(Yun Rui)
This morning- i sms her and she replied

23. What kind of music band does no.8(Donny) like?
i dont know leh!! sorry buddy!! hahah

24. Does no. 1(huiping) has any siblings?
yaps- younger sister

25. Will you woo no.3(yun rui)?
if i am a guy?? of cos!! so nice and sweet!! LOVE YOU!

26. How about no.7(perez)?
Siao!!! Over my dead body!! opps..dont feel rejected!! hahhaha..i will help you find a mama for myself and jun!! :) hehehehe..

27. Is no.4(cecilia) Single?
yes!! anyone wanna register??

28. What is the surname of no.5(weiyan)?
Teng

29. What's the hobby of no.10(Fengyi)?
well..she is a health freak and gym rat- what do you think?

30. Does no. 5(weiyan) and 9(joanne) get along well?
well, they know each other i think. that's about it.

31. Where is no.2(Shujun) studying at?
Singapore Poly.

32. Talk something casually about no. 1(Huiping)
My dearest and bestest friend since primary school- we go way back!! we talk and crap all the time!!

33. Where does no.9(Joanne) live at?
Boon Keng- McNair Road

34. What colour does no. 4(cecilia) like?
Die, i dont know leh!! hahaha

35. Are no.5(weiyan) and no.1(huiping) best friend?
nope.

36. Does no.1(huiping) have any pets?
cockroaches and lizards?? lols..no have larh

37. Is no.7(perez) the sexiest person in the world?
NO COMMENTS!! lols...*faints*

38. What is no. 6(Howard) doing now?
fellowshipping with essay and papers as he have a 9000 words physics paper due today! *jiayou!

**

i took one presentation group to do this quiz- thank God it ends at 38..if not i am going to faint already..

**

its been a long week- more updates tonight bah!!! I dont know why those words hurt so much but perhaps it was something that i have to learn. Also to learn that its all been taken care of by God.

I think that is what Faith is all about, it is the substance of things hope for, the evidence of things not seen. Sometimes it is easier to treat people the way that you are treated- who dont get angry and upset and it is so easy to react in the way that you "should" when you first hear about what the other person say about you. But thank God for a great God and a great pastor who taught us otherwise. Pst spoke about a unusual response and that is what that will give us our breakthrough, as long as we do our best, God will do the rest for us- do we dare to believe that?

well..not everyone will be your friend and i am not expecting that, i just hope that people can be more aware of the things that they say- it is not just whether they are being blunt or not- you know that life and death lies in the power of the tongue? At first i am upset and really angry, now i am just feeling plain sad for her life cos i am not too sure where she will end up with this kind of attitude. No point arguing over this, if it is just like that, let it be. 你用浓浓的鼻音说一点也没事
反正又美又痛才是爱的本质
一个人旅行也许更有意思
和他真正结束才能重新开始


几年贴心的日子换分手两个字
你却严格只准自己哭一下子
看著你努力想微笑的样子
我的心像大雨将至那么潮湿


我们可不可以不勇敢
当伤太重心太酸无力承担
就算现在女人很流行释然
好像什么困境都知道该怎么办


我们可不可以不勇敢
当爱太累梦太乱没有答案
难道不能坦白的放声哭喊
要从心底拿走一个人很痛很难

: : 可不可以不勇敢 : : 范玮琪 : :



Heard this song on the way back just now- cant help it but started crying again. and NO- I DID NOT JUST BREAK UP WITH SOMEONE.

you know sometimes the world expects so much of you, you tell yourself that you got to be brave, you forgot that you go through the valleys as well. Then i realised that all the more i need to live out what i preach..

Dont be afraid, Dont be Discouraged, Draw myself into God's presence, Rely on God's Protection and Guidance.

Cg sermon last week- i must be able to live this out in my own life.

Thank God i was out with Jo and Marg just now- otherwise, i dont know what i would have done after seeing all those sms from my project group members. I was angry and totally agitated and then it turned into upset and just plain sadness. Dont think words can explain the emotions. Thank God for Laopo, phoebe, Jo and Marg who was there not to offer a solution but to just listen to me and to pick me up!! sometimes what is not said is better than what is said. and Jo and Marg was so nice to dedicate a song to me!! *love you guys!*

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Crying doesnt mean that you are weak- i think that was something that Jo put on her msn the other day.

Thank God that i dont have to be strong all the time yet, thank God that i dont have to put people down in order to make myself look strong. Failure is just a way to teach me how to gauge people better in the future. and after all these, i am leaving it into God's hands cos i know that this is not something that i can do anymore.

God, can you take away all these hurt and pain please?

First up, the tuesday that just passed, we went to N.Y.D.C at Heeren for dinner. We being the AZ2 leaders and helpers plus Tammy and Damian too!! *p.s.: Damian is SO CUTE!!
Time for cam whoring..and we just got to take with the guest appearance of our beloved Tammy and Dearest Damian!!! :) *sweets*

Group picture after we celebrated the birthdays of Timothy and En Yao!! (oh yah..did i mentioned that the whole restaurant only got us?? lols!!! so we had the UNDIVIDED attention of the staff UNLIKE some restaurant at CROWN PRINCE!!! *whistles*)


The group would never give up the chance to take photo with the cheong-sam girl!! Its been a fun semester, thanks guys for all the understanding and making it happen!! Hong Ting and Jen- will miss having you guys around next sem after you graduate!! *sobs*

MONDAY BLUES

Today started on a high note as it was the beginning of a week of morning prayer!! and there is a new location so SUPER HIGH- you know the extend of the "near-ness" i run after the bus at 615am and i reached the Kreta Ayer People's Theatre at 630am, that is the extend of "near-ness". Its like finally after so long, there is a nearer place to go to!

Thanks to Pastor George for providing and allowing us to use the venue!!

Pastor Aries was there to lead the prayer meeting and i was walking in when he reached in the cab and he waved to me- but it was too dark so i gave the "huh?" look and tried to find out who it was. When i realised it was Pastor, i felt so PAISEH!!! but i waved back!!! :)

I heart morning prayers- i am not a morning person, everytime that i say that i want to continue the morning prayer routine- that NEVER happen before. but while it lasted, it was good. So blessed by the WORD! Wanna encourage everyone to hear and get a word from God everyday as you go for the prayer meeting.

and that was pretty much the end of the GOOD part..after the prayer meeting, i received this sms that pretty set the BAD mood that i was in for the rest of the day. This person told me off and said that i shouldnt be doing last minute work and it is very rush and felt that the report is not flowing- totally not understanding and the tone is just!!!! $%^&* too much larh..over the weekend that just passed was Arise and Build, MKT 2413 FINAL EXAMS, rushed out 4212 report, 4101 report, 2503 report and i still got to compile the this report- since it was the last due date- cos the rest is like Monday and Tuesday, i did the rest first. say that i do last min work- hello!!??!! our meeting was on friday lorh..how to do earlier??? *faints* so i had to RANT RANT RANT!!! talked to jun, joanne and howard (he quite poor thing, msn me then kana from me!!) thank God for people who understand why i so upset (unlike some people outside the prayer meeting place who totally give me the- "i think you are just making a big deal out of this" and "must be you really last min" kind of look and i am not saying who is it)...Not everyone is your friend and in this para there are already TWO are are not that close a friend that i would like to assoicate with.

anyway...so i rushed the portion of the report out, did the powerpoint and send out- still got the second portion though which i will work on it tomorrow!! Should go and get some sleep before i become a living dead. anyway, then met Joanne to come down to NUS to eat and study- cos she had to borrow a book for her exams tomorrow. Poor girl, it was a bad day for her too!! sigh...

4101 lecture went all the way till 845pm!!! crazy, i ended school at almost 9!!!! EXACTLY!! madness right?? anyhow, thank God that the presentation went better than i expected it to be. This morning while pastor was praying- he prayed for the working people that the presentation would go well, i not working so i prayed that my project presentation would go well and it was ok.. SY was quite nice today though!! she dint really shoot us.

anyhow, i just think that, there are people who really need to brush up their EQ man. I am not saying that i have fantastic EQ but there were certain things that happened today that i really would not have said- the way that you say, no matter whether you mean it or not, the receiving party is going to decode what you are saying at FACE VALUE, unless you are telling me that you have telepathy and the person understand what you are thinking-in that case you dont even need to send a message over!!! You know, once words are said, they cant be taken back, are you ready to face and deal with the consequences? Run through the things that you are going to say before you say them, otherwise, you cant cry over spilled milk!!!

Eyes closing- nights

Geraldine dear- hope that you are feeling better already!! love you lots!! :)

TOMORROW WILL BE A BETTER DAY!!! 带我走



每次我总一个人走
交叉路口自己生活
这次你却说等我走
某个角落就你和我

像土壤抓紧花的迷惑
像天空缠绵雨的汹涌
在你的身后 计算的步伐
每个背影 每个场景
都有 发过的梦

带我走 到遥远的以后
带走我 一个人自转的寂寞
带我走 就算我的爱
你的自由 都将成为泡沫
我不怕 带我走

每次我总独自远走
保持缄默不皱眉头
这次你却说一起走
彼此温柔从此以后

白马溜过漆黑尽头
潮汐袭来浪花颤动
凝在海岸结成了墨
蔷薇朝向草原气球
邮差传来一地彩虹
刻在心中拍打着脉搏

: : 带我走 : : 杨丞琳 : :

歌词 is WOAH!!! i meant to say CHIM!!! lols..Think her new CD is going to be nice!!

“带我走”是由金曲奖最佳乐团苏打绿的主唱，同时也是最佳作曲人得主--吴青峰为杨丞琳量声打造的词曲。青峰写的歌词一向很有诗意，而本身就很会唱的他写出来的曲更是需要一定的唱功才能驾驭。而这首“带我走”可说演唱难度相当高，从一开始主歌的独自呢喃、副歌抒情摇滚编曲加强力道，到C段钢琴、弦乐、鼓点强力堆砌出澎湃的最高音，瞬间又要落下回到温柔但坚定的“带我走”，整首歌层次分明，需要足够的力道、肺活量与丰沛的情感来支撑，才能唱出歌词里“带我走 就算我的爱你的自由 都将成为泡沫 我不怕 带我走”那种为爱不顾一切的勇敢。

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可爱教主的《半熟宣言》竟是一次大胆又勇敢的冒险。杨丞琳再次突破自我，爱我就“带我走”。最新单曲“带我走”这首歌对丞琳来说不但是新专辑《半熟宣言》的序曲，更是歌唱生涯的一大突破。过去的可爱教主，专辑中的情歌总是给人一种如同在乌托邦中一般单纯美好的感受，一切都是那么的可爱，无论是为爱苦恼、心酸、窃喜，都是一个人默默的演着内心戏，就算心里再苦也不愿带给对方困扰。然而随着时间的脚步，小女孩渐渐成长了，对于爱有更多的体会，她终于有了不顾一切的勇气，跨出自己的幻想园地，对爱她的人说“带我走”，用行动去实践，奔向未知的爱情。










Thanks for sweet sweet rui for this!! :) you jiayou too!! love you!!


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