Being deeply loved by someone gives you strength, 

while loving someone deeply gives you courage. 

- Lao Tzu

Strength and courage, both things I really need but am really lacking now. Never thought that letting go can be so hard.

The positivity, the thoughts that you build up in the day just come crumbling down at night and your whole world just collapse all over again and again and again. The things that you have already convinced and walked through with yourself just come knocking again and you just have to revisit them all over again.

I wonder how long all these are going to last...

Will they ever go away...